Volume 1 The Year of Hair Binding Chapter 95 Feeling Home (I)

After years of struggle, Lu Guoping finally stayed away from her psychological shadow and no longer had to live next to her neighbors.

People sometimes live really not as good as animals, the psychological shadow of small animals can be cured by professional veterinary intervention, for example, some stray dogs will have a problem of protecting food when they are just adopted, this problem is the defensive psychology formed by perennial wandering, but after professional adjustment, this problem can be corrected.

And even if Lu Guoping does it to this point, her psychological shadow can only be buried deep in her heart, and she can only avoid touching it, as for healing, Lu Guoping has no illusions at all, and besides, she is not so fragile, these years, who hasn't had a shadow in her heart?

Two years after leaving, when Chen Jie saw the building where his mother lived again, he felt a lot of emotion in his heart, obviously a family of three, living in separate places like this, why can't they live together?

Thinking of this, Chen Jie was even more determined to understand Lu Guoping's inner world.

On the way to the front, Wu Hanfan mentioned in passing that Lu Guoping was in a meeting at this time, and he would not be able to come back until later. After Wu Hanfan left, Chen Jie had nothing to do, so he had to sit down in the living room.

After all, Lu Guoping is in his position, whether he wants to or not, he can only put his work first, and Chen Jie can't help it even if he has opinions. However, he is not so petty, and every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and he has long understood it.

The area of this villa is not small, not counting the yard upstairs and downstairs must be at least 600 square meters, the living room is on the first floor, the windows are floor-to-ceiling, so the view is not bad.

There was always a private care at home, so the house was very clean. Clean and clean, but this house is more like a house for people to see, not like for people to live in, to put it bluntly, it is a lack of popularity, Chen Jie is sitting alone in such an empty villa, not to mention the cold energy.

"Ahh Chen Jie shouted, and as he expected, he could hear an echo.

Thinking of Lu Guoping coming over in such a cold way all these years, Chen Jie suddenly felt sympathy for his mother in his heart.

Chen Jie's old rule, as soon as you enter the house, you have to empty yourself, especially today's state of ape, so you have to adjust it even more.

But for some reason, today he just felt as if the functions of various parts of his body were not controlled by his will. Before, when he emptied himself, he felt as if distracting thoughts could emanate from the pores of his skin.

But not today, his body is now like an impenetrable balloon, and those distracting thoughts are just circulating in his body, but he refuses to go out.

And not only did he not go out, but there was also a tendency for distracting thoughts to accumulate more and more, which made Chen Jie feel dizzy, he knew that he couldn't read in this state, so he simply walked around.

Lu Guoping's home also has a study, which is different from Chen Guogang's study, and Lu Guoping's study is not a connected screen computer, but a variety of trophies, group photos, and magazines and books. Chen Jie was not interested in the other rooms, so he took a turn in the study.

If you want to say that Lu Guoping has won too many awards, not to mention the outstanding entrepreneurs for many years, what is the city's moral model, honorary individual, tax pacesetter, etc...... There are so many awards, and the whole range of trophies is also an eye-opener for Chen Jie, and he hasn't been here for two years, and there seem to be some new trophies here.

The photos are mainly group photos of the meeting and group photos with dignitaries from all walks of life in politics and business, and some celebrities Chen Jie also knows, but he is not interested in the identity and status of these people around Lu Guoping.

What he paid attention to was that from the old photos to the new photos, his mother's originally tight face had gradually shown signs of relaxation, although he couldn't talk about the old words, but he also knew that his mother was not young.

To say that Chen Guogang's vision of choosing a wife is indeed very vicious, when Lu Guoping was young, she was also one of the best beauties in the unit, she was clean and lively, and then tied her playful ponytail, she wanted to be more watery and smart, and none of the men chasing her even had at least one reinforced platoon, and there was no shortage of high-ranking cadres or single leaders.

But I don't know what method Chen Guogang used, Lu Guoping didn't fancy anyone, but he looked at him, a poor boy who had nothing.

However, with the current family atmosphere that makes Chen Guogang a little embarrassed, his mood is not enough to tell Chen Jie about the glorious history of pursuing Lu Guoping back then, so Chen Jie still doesn't know how these two set the major events of their lives.

After browsing a room full of trophies and group photos, Chen Jingxin said that his mother is still quite narcissistic.

From Chen Jie's point of view, he very much hoped that Lu Guoping could return to the family, but after looking at a room of trophies and group photos, Chen Jie hesitated, although he was not deeply involved in the world, but he read a lot of books, he knew that people are diverse, and they cannot be measured by one standard.

Everyone has their own field to shine, some people are suitable for research, some people are suitable for going to the battlefield, some people are suitable for playing with pen and ink, some people are suitable for invention and creation, and people like Lu Guoping may be more suitable for the workplace than family, not everyone is suitable for marriage in this life, as long as they understand their temperament, there is no need to live the same.

Although this era is becoming more and more tolerant of human diversity, Chen Jie feels that these appearances are actually the result, he believes that human beings are not born complicated, although there are differences in temperament, but more importantly, more and more forks in the road in the process of growth magnify the differences in human nature.

His so-called fork in the road does not refer to the industrial division of labor after the highly developed productive forces, but refers to the temptations and traps that are ubiquitous in this era.

When people are growing up, many choices are actually made in ignorance, like a human trafficker using a piece of candy to lure a child, although the candy bar looks delicious, but if the child knows that the other party is a human trafficker, will he still follow him because of a piece of candy?

It's the same with the adult world, except that the tempting piece of sugar is exchanged for something more deceptive: vanity, power, money, beauty, or the apple tree in the Garden of Eden.

If Eve had known that if she would be expelled from the Garden of Eden for a bite of an apple, would she have chosen this in the first place?

What is even more tragic is that Eve, who left the Garden of Eden, had to use ignorance as an excuse to package herself as a victim, she was bewitched by the snake because of her ignorance, but she also harmed Adam because of her ignorance, but she selectively ignored the label of the perpetrator.

The same is true in this era, the victim and the perpetrator are often the same group of people, the same person, if the victim can also see his own perpetrator attributes, the world may not have so many complaints.