Chapter 157: I Am Like This
What does it mean that Jiang Shaokai is here, and there will be nothing to do, so she trusts Jiang Shaokai so much
Su Jian'an didn't notice that someone's face was darkening.
"Hey, are you angry" Su Jian'an raised her head and looked at Lu Boyan, her eyes were drunk, "But I didn't disobey you, I didn't drink alone, I drank with many people"
As she spoke, she also stretched out her hand and drew a circle in the air, as if to tell Lu Boyan how many people there were.
Lu Boyan's face couldn't be darker, so he directly carried Su Jianan on his shoulders and went back to the house.
"Hmm, Lu Boyan" Su Jian'an struggled unconsciously, and his shoes kicked to the grass, "You let go of me"
Uncle Xu and Aunt Liu, who were in the house, heard Su Jian'an's voice from a distance as soon as they were servants, and when they saw Lu Boyan carrying Su Jian'an in, they didn't dare to say anything, and they pretended not to see anything very tacitly.
Su Jian'an understood that it was impossible for him to ask Uncle Xu for help, so he had to beat Lu Boyan's back desperately: "You let me down and don't touch me"
I don't know which sentence angered Lu Boyan, he suddenly sped up his pace and carried Su Jian'an back to the room, slammed the door with a "bang", and then threw Su Jian'an on the bed.
The one-meter-eight big bed was so soft and comfortable that it looked like cotton was piled up, Su Jian'an was not only not painful at all, but also very comfortable, plus her head was dizzy, and she wanted to sleep when she dragged the quilt to cover herself.
The quilt was suddenly pulled away by Lu Boyan.
He got on the bed and bullied himself, stretched out his hands on Su Jian'an's shoulders, and condescendingly faced Su Jian'an, his eyes full of danger.
Su Jian'an just felt that this posture was extremely ambiguous, and couldn't help but shrink her shoulders, and at this moment, Lu Boyan's tie hung down, just rubbing her lips, itching.
She didn't know where she got the guts, so she grabbed Lu Boyan's tie with a smile and wrapped it around her hand a few times: "What do you want to do?"
Her drunken appearance and soft voice made her look like a lazy kitten.
Lu Boyan leaned down, and a dangerous aura sprayed on her cheeks: "Don't let me touch you, then who can um"
"Well, that's not what him off
Seeing Su Jian'an's really thoughtful expression, Lu Boyan bit her lip hatefully: "Don't tell me Jiang Shaokai is okay." ”
Su Jian'an subconsciously asked without thinking: "Why can't he?"
She thinks Jiang Shaokai can
In an instant, Lu Boyan's gaze sank like a sudden change in the sky in June, dark clouds pressed the realm, and the wind and rain were coming.
And Su Jian'an was lying under him, still looking confused and innocent, with his little hands wrapped around his tie, like a silent invitation.
Lu Boyan almost instinctively hugged her cheek and kissed her.
Eager, but not lacking in tenderness, sucking and tasting every inch of her beauty.
Su Jian'an subconsciously wanted to struggle, but when that strength came to her hand, she didn't use it, and in the end she just grabbed Lu Boyan's clothes.
Maybe it's just the illusion that she is drunk, and the Lu Boyan she is familiar with is back, not the indifferent and impersonal Lu Boyan.
Sensing that Su Jian'an was responding to him, Lu Boyan was stunned.
She couldn't help herself because she was drunk, so what about him
Obviously he had decided to return everything to square one and let her go, what was he doing
Lu Boyan suddenly let go of Su Jian'an and took her hand away, Su Jian'an looked at him puzzled, but he just got up and got out of bed with an indifferent face.
It seems that the person who kissed Su Jian'an greedily just now was not him.
Su Jian'an suddenly felt that the place in his heart cooled down for a while: "Lu Boyan, why did you become like this?"
"I've always been like this."
After saying it coldly, Lu Boyan turned around and left Su Jian'an's room.
It took Su Jian'an a long time to react, and shouted at the door panel: "Bastard, you liar"
He's obviously not like that. When she is in danger, Lu Boyan will arrive in time. When she was in excruciating pain, he took her to the doctor. She complains that he doesn't keep his word, and he takes her to Joy World.
Lu Boyan is obviously not an unkind person, why should he say that he has always been like this
Su Jian'an didn't have time to think deeply, and the groggy feeling overwhelmed her, she hugged the quilt and fell asleep in complaining.
What she didn't know was that Lu Boyan had been outside the door all the time.
She said he liared.
That's right, he has been lying to her since she was a child.
I don't know how long she stood in the corridor, Lu Boyan turned around and pushed back to open Su Jian'an's door, she was indeed asleep, the quilt was covered indiscriminately, and there were still a few locks of hair on her cheeks.
He walked in, covered her, brushed her hair, and stood still by the bed looking at her.
After a while, Su Jian'an, who was asleep, suddenly frowned: "Lu Boyan, you bastard"
I hate him so much when I fall asleep
Lu Boyan sat on the edge of the bed and ran his fingertips over her cheek
Ann Jian, I'm sorry.
Immediately, he got up and left Su Jian'an's room without looking back.
What awaits him ahead of life is a tough battle, and he doesn't have much time to be by her side.
The next day.
When Su Jian'an woke up, her head sank as if she weighed a thousand pounds, this feeling she had experienced not long ago, and it was all caused by alcohol.
But last time, she woke up in Lu Boyan's arms, and this time the big bed was empty.
She remembered last night, after returning to the room, Lu Boyan's gentle kiss, and then his gentleness and coldness, whether it was a dream or reality
She opened the beige curtains, the dazzling sunlight poured in, and the whole person instantly sobered up a lot, and when she saw that the time was not early, she had no time to think more, and slipped into the bathroom to wash.
When he went downstairs, Lu Boyan was already sitting in the dining room, Chinese breakfast was steaming in front of him, and he was flipping through the financial section of the newspaper.
Su Jian'an walked over and sat down, and found that there was a bowl of soup next to the white porridge, Lu Boyan used to drink too much for entertainment, and she would ask the kitchen to boil him a bowl of this soup the next day.
She tried the temperature of the soup, which was just enough to drink, so she said to Lu Boyan, "Thank you." ”
"You should thank Uncle Xu." He flipped through the newspaper with a blank face, "He asked the kitchen to boil it for you." ”
It turned out not him. Su Jian'an hid the disappointment in her heart and said "oh": "Last night, I"
"Drinking with a lot of people, you're very happy, aren't you" Lu Boyan put down the newspaper and looked at it coldly, "Have you forgotten who you are?"
Su Jian'an is not a weak person either, arguing reasonably: "I just drank a little too much and didn't do anything to disgrace you." ”
"You'd better not do it." Lu Boyan threw down the newspaper, drank two mouthfuls of porridge, frowned, put down the spoon, and got up to leave.
"You stop" Su Jian'an got up and walked in front of him, "Lu Boyan, who are you angry with, why have you become so strange?"
Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian'an deeply, and hooked the corners of his lips: "Jian'an, I was like this from the beginning, wasn't it?"
He turned to leave, but Su Jian'an was stunned in place, as cold as if someone had poured a bucket of ice water.
She stubbornly thought that there was a reason why Lu Boyan became so strange, but she actually forgot that Lu Boyan was like this from the beginning, indifferent and only regarded her as a nominal wife.
Maybe he was really tired of playing a loving couple with her, so he let everything go back to the way it was at the beginning.
Su Jian'an suddenly felt sad, her heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, a heavy feeling pressed on her heart, she covered her heart and tried to find out where her wound was, but she couldn't find it, and the whole person was grabbed by that inexplicable sourness and sadness.
She pounded her chest again and again, just trying to find a place where no one was there to hide and cry bitterly.
Eventually, she grabbed her car keys and rushed out of the house to the police station.
She wants to go to work, use her work to calm herself down, she can't collapse, she can't be found out by Lu Boyan that she is sad.
Already so disgraced, she didn't want to lose her last dignity in front of him.
But this day's work was not smooth, she either forgot this or forgot that, she never made mistakes in the past, as if she was going to make a lifetime of small mistakes in this day.
Captain Yan couldn't help but ask her: "Jian An, do you need to rest for half a day?"
Su Jian'an came back to her senses and shook her head: "No need. Team Yan, I'm sorry, but I won't let my personal emotions affect my work in the future. ”
She took a deep breath and put all her energy into her work, and although she still wandered from her mind occasionally, she managed to stop making mistakes.
When it was time to get off work, Team Yan suddenly called everyone to a meeting.
"In a small town in Z City, there was a homicide, and the local police station and the city's police station were powerless, and the higher authorities were ready to send us to help solve the case, and Director Tang decided to let me lead the team. Now, I need a forensic doctor to go with the team, Jian An Shaokai, you can discuss who will go. ”
"I'll go." Su Jianan said without hesitation, "Team Yan, I'll go with you." ”
Jiang Shaokai pulled Su Jian'an: "What are you making a fuss about, didn't you hear that Team Yan is talking about a small town, the conditions are so backward that even air conditioning is a luxury, how can you stand me when you go?"
Team Yan nodded: "And, Jian An, your current mood"
"I don't have a problem with my emotions." Su Jian'an swore that "I have studied psychology and know how to regulate my emotions. Also, no matter how difficult the environment in the town is, I can accept it. ”
Jiang Shaokai hissed, and suddenly covered Su Jian'an's mouth: "Team Yan, when are we leaving?"
Team Yan said, "Tomorrow morning." ”
Jiang Shaokai made an "ok" gesture: "I'll discuss with Jian An and give you an answer tonight, is it okay?"
"No problem."
Jiang Shaokai also nodded, dragged Su Jian'an back to the office, closed the door and yelled at her: "You are angry"
Su Jian'an lowered his head: "You let me go, I really don't want to see Lu Boyan in the past few days." ”
"Now you need to be calm." Jiang Shaokai held Su Jian'an's shoulder, "Listen to me, don't make any decisions now, calm down and think about it after you go back from work, maybe there is a misunderstanding between you and Lu Boyan, and your misunderstanding will be deeper when you leave." You go back and settle your own affairs first, and we'll talk on the phone at night, okay?"
Su Jian'an pursed her lips and groaned for a moment, and finally nodded: "Hmm." ”
Jiang Shaokai breathed a sigh of relief: "Good girl." ”
At this time, neither of them guessed what Su Jian'an would see when she returned home.
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