The moment my heart was lost, I became a walking corpse, I didn't want to love, I didn't love anymore, and the blood I shed was imprinted with my sad footprints!

I thought there would be no more heartbeats, I thought there would be no more love, my heart was gone! What to love?

Your eyes are not bright windows, but mysterious secret gardens, I want to read, I heard that reading can heal wounds, so you have the desire to let me read!

I want to heal you, make your eyes like a clear sky, I want you to find my heart and beat again......"

The fog was heavy, the surrounding trees were dense and black, the fangs and claws of the leaves stretched far away, and the entangled girl was screaming "help" with all her might.

Zeng Lihua stretched out his hand to grab it, but he couldn't do anything, he watched the girl disappear, and finally the girl turned back sadly, Liu Shimeng, it was Liu Shimeng's face.

Zeng Lihua woke up violently, his whole body seemed to be drenched, it turned out to be a dream, Mr. Alarm Clock next to him resisted strongly, Zeng Lihua rubbed his temples, because he had a splitting headache at this time, and then pressed the noisy alarm clock.

Zeng Lihua glanced at the time, jumped off the ground, and almost fell, he calmed down and woke himself up.

While washing, he thought about the dream just now, why didn't Liu Shimeng appear? His heart was faintly uneasy.

He got dressed, ate some pastries and went out, just in time to meet Chungsan, who had returned from exercise.

"Good morning? You okay? Zhongshan asked, seemingly embarrassed.

"It's okay, you're back from workout?" Zeng Lihua asked.

"Uh-huh! I didn't just come back, I bought it early, I took your share, I know you, I drank too much last night, I must be unhappy, there is porridge, as well as buns, fritters, you can choose what you eat! "Chungsan is very welcoming.

"Thank you, brother, I ate some pastries, I have to leave quickly!" Zeng Lihua excused himself.

"That's not good, take this porridge and buns, and eat them when you have time!" Zhongshan couldn't help but excuse himself, and directly put the morning in Zeng Lihua's hands.

Zeng Lihua felt hot early, and his heart was also warm, because in addition to Liu Shimeng, he seemed to have found his first friend.

"Okay then, I'll take it, thank you!" I had left the painting and put it away early.

"Okay, let's go!" Chungsan-do.

"Hmm!" Zeng couldn't wait to run downstairs from the painting.

In the winter in the north, it is more than 20 degrees below zero, and the water that is spilled out will freeze into ice ballast in a moment.

Dry and cold risky lifted Zeng Lihua's hat, he helplessly tightened his clothes, almost trotting all the way, he looked at the familiar intersection, and his mood was complicated.

He wanted to see Liu Shimeng wearing a white cotton suit, black boots, and long hair blown by the wind.

However, the more hope, the greater the disappointment, and Liu Shimeng's figure still did not appear.

This time he was really panicked, full of loss haunted his heart, and before he knew too much about this girl, his dream was shattered.

The road to the Grand Theater was so long, he never thought it would be so long, he always felt that this road was too short, and before he could say what he wanted to say, he had reached the fork in the road to break up.

Zeng Lihua sat in the dressing room melancholy, looking at the hazy sky and the old trunk tree that had grown for many years in a daze, he was a little grateful to God, and the rickety old trunk tree could fit his mood at this time.

It's been several days, Liu Shimeng has never appeared, and he has lost his soul.

If he could adapt to loneliness and a life without feelings in his heart before, but now he can't, how can he be willing to return to his old ways?

Xiao Xin quietly floated to Yixun's side and looked at him puzzled.

"Teacher Zeng, you have been in a daze for more than two hours, what are you looking at? It's like losing your soul, if you really lose your soul, you have to get it back quickly! Xiao Xin joked.

"Retrieved?" Zeng Lihua's eyes suddenly lit up.

"That's right! I'll summon you a spirit! Xiao Xin joked with a smile.

"Find it back, yes, if she doesn't come, I can find it! Why don't I go find it? Zeng Lihua finally had a trace of life, stood up and ran to the door a few steps, and almost hit Xiao Xin.

"Teacher Zeng, why are you going? There will be a show in the evening! Xiao Xin protected his chest and said in surprise.

"Xiao Xin, I'll go out first, help me talk to them, I'll be back in a while!" Zeng Lihua turned his head to Xiao Xin and said, and then hurriedly rushed out of the Grand Theater under the surprised eyes of everyone.

He didn't walk, which was a waste of time, but stopped a taxi for the first time.

Zeng Lihua followed the route that Liu Shimeng had told him to find her school.

Sure enough, I saw a school not far from the right fork, and I got off the bus from paying for the painting, and the driver happily took the money, because the whole journey was only two minutes, and the money was too easy.

Zeng Lihua stood at the gate of the school and looked at the teaching building, clean, tidy and solemn, this is where Liu Shimeng works.

Every day, Liu Shimeng will walk on this campus, with her shadow.

Zeng Lihua walked quickly into the school gate, but was stopped by a chubby uncle in a guard uniform.

"Wait, who are you looking for? Registration! The fat uncle shouted with a raised brow.

"I'm sorry, I want to find Liu Shimeng, an art teacher at this school, is she here?" Zeng Lihua politely said.

"Teacher Liu! She's here, but now it's on vacation, and students and teachers are on winter break! The fat uncle wrapped his coat and shrunk his neck.

"Ahh It's a holiday! Did you know that there is an art studio around here? She teaches students in the art studio! Zeng asked again.

"There are several art classes! I don't know where she is, so it's not over if you call Teacher Liu! The fat uncle said.

"Got it, thank you!" Zeng left the painting road.

"It's okay!" After speaking, the fat uncle shrank into the guard room.

Zeng Lihua was a little disappointed, but he was unwilling to give up, he must find Liu Shimeng today, otherwise he will not be able to live the next days.

He relied on the memory that Liu Shimeng told him, and searched along the road, and it was indeed like what the fat uncle said, there were several art studios.

Zeng Lihua was a little confused, so he asked him to ask from house to house, and he was a little embarrassed, just when he was wandering.

I happened to see the door of an art studio, there were several paintings at the door, one of which was very meaningful, and after reading the painting, my heart seemed to be pounding.

The painting is very beautiful and healing, blue sky and white clouds, green grass, the girl sitting in the grass is holding an easel, holding a paintbrush and painting, her white dress, long black hair, she can't see her face clearly, but you can feel her concentration.

You can feel the fresh smell of green grass, you can feel the wind blowing through the girl's dress, she has a sweet smile, this painting is so beautiful and fresh, fresh that it can heal a scarred heart.

Zeng Lihua had a feeling in his heart that Liu Shimeng must be here, this painting must have been painted by Liu Shimeng, thinking of this, he walked into the studio without hesitation.

The studio is very large and clean, with a lot of green flowers and a lot of art.

Sitting behind the orchid was a tall, middle-aged man with a jet-black beard, who was sketching a picture when he saw a stranger come in and habitually turned back.

"Hello!" Zeng Lihua bowed his body to say hello, he has always admired artists, so he naturally regarded tall men as painters.

"Hello, what's the matter?" The bearded man asked.

"I want to inquire about individuals? May I ask Liu Shimeng, is Mr. Liu here? "I have left the painting.

When the man heard Liu Shimeng's name, he stood up and walked out from behind the orchid, approached him, and seemed to be looking at him.

"Yes, she's teaching here!" The man said.

"Really, great!" Zeng Lihua heard the man's answer, and his heavy heart finally relaxed, and he was so happy that he wanted to hug the bearded man.

"What's the matter with you, she hasn't been here for the past few days!" The bearded man said.

"Didn't come? Then why didn't she come? "The heart that had just come back from the dead was low again.

"Who are you?" The bearded man looked at it.

"Oh, I'm her friend!" Zeng Lihua said nervously.

"It's her friend, don't you know if she's coming?" The bearded man said.

"I'm sorry, I just came back from a business trip and couldn't contact her, so I came here to find her!" Zeng Lihua has a weak heart, can he be regarded as Liu Shimeng's friend? Not even a phone.

"She asked for leave, maybe she can't come this holiday, I don't know the reason, she didn't say!" The bearded man said.

Zeng Lihua inquired for a long time and finally knew where Liu Shimeng lived, he was a little hesitant, would it be too presumptuous to go to her like this?

After all, they have only been together for a while, can they be considered friends? After a struggle of thoughts, he still decided to go to Liu Shimeng, as long as he saw that he was okay, he would be relieved.

Zeng left the painting to find the address, Liu Shimeng's home is not far from his home.

His home is in the neighborhood on the street to the left of the green light, and Liu Shimeng is in the neighborhood on the street to the right of the green light.

Zeng Lihua registered with the doorman and found the floor where Liu Shimeng was located according to the building number.

He stood nervously and apprehensively at the door of Liu Shimeng's house, thinking about the reason for finding this place.

After all, he felt that he was not so close to Liu Shimeng's heart, would it make Liu Shimeng misunderstand that he was plotting wrong?

After hesitating for a while, Zeng Lihua still mustered up the courage to knock on the door, and it was a middle-aged lady who came out to open the door, she stood at the door with a puzzled expression.

"Who are you looking for?" The middle-aged woman speaks with a northern accent.

"I'm sorry, I'm looking for Liu Shimeng!" Zeng Lihua said nervously, thinking that this might be Liu Shimeng's mother, and if he was so abrupt, would he cause her trouble.

"Shimeng, she's gone, the house is gone!" The middle-aged woman said.

"The house is back? Who are you? Zeng Lihua wondered.

"I'm Sister Wang, who she shares a house! Don't you know? Come in first! The wind is coming in, it's too cold! The middle-aged woman frowned and welcomed Zeng Lihua into the room.

"Are you her boyfriend?" Sister Wang asked.

"Ah, no, that's a friend, I can't find her, so I'm in a hurry! He's sharing a house with you, huh? ”

Zeng Lihua asked, I don't know what it's like in my heart, in short, it's very bad.