Section 392 Underestimating the courage of the mother

Yu Qimo said with some shame: "To be honest, I only found out that it was Lan who married, married Cen Hengze, and left a daughter named Cen Feiyan." However, I didn't find any agreement between them. Actually, at first I didn't know that you were my daughter, but I said in the early morning, you are a bit like me, and I ...... I thought you wouldn't ......" Yu Qimo didn't dare to continue. His heart was very bitter, he was afraid that his daughter would not recognize him, but now, he has a feeling of gain and loss.

Cen Feiyan said in a calm and soft tone: "Calling you Dad, it's my mother's meaning, I don't hate you." Of course, you recognize me, or you don't. It doesn't matter. Over the years, I have grown accustomed to longing for fatherly love to finally giving up. ”

"Feiyan, how did you know I was your father." Yu Qimo couldn't help but ask, even he didn't dare to judge this matter.

Cen Feiyan said thoughtfully: "Originally, I didn't know, but I accidentally found my mother's hidden notepad, and it was through my mother's notepad that I learned that Cen Hengze was not my father's." ”

"Wouldn't you be disappointed when you ......?" Xu Qimo had mixed feelings in her heart, Cen Hengze was not good to her, she shouldn't feel uncomfortable, but would she feel inferior and frustrated because she didn't know who her biological father was?

Because she had experienced rebirth, when she saw that she was not Cen Hengze's daughter, she just suddenly realized, but she had a strong interest in the mysterious biological father.

Xiaoxiao replied: "At that time, I finally knew why Cen Hengze treated me badly, because I was not his daughter at all. Then, my Mr. Jia Zhan found out that you were investigating my business. This is not related to you, and I have not offended you, why are you checking me, so I thought of my biological father in my mother's notebook, and thought, could this head of the family be my biological father? ”

"Feiyan, you must already know something about me." Yu Qimo said tentatively.

Cen Feiyan nodded: "Yes, my Mr. Jia Zhan knows something about your family. As you can tell from Mom's notepad, she really wants you to go to her. But it was so strong, but she didn't dare to have a showdown with my grandfather. So I'm pretty sure you're my biological father. If it weren't for your sensitive identity, my mother would not have been able to hide it from my grandfather and grandmother. ”

Yu Qimo said guiltily: "It's me who is sorry for her." ”

Cen Feiyan was a little melancholy, and said lightly: "My mother didn't complain about you in the notebook, but she kept looking forward to your return." Even just a glance at her. ”

"I heard my grandfather say that my mother tried her best when she gave birth to me, but it was still a little bit close, and before I was born, she had already choked her breath, and I was rescued by the doctor." Speaking of this, Cen Feiyan couldn't help but shed tears.

"......" Yu Qimo clenched his fists, his heart ached, and a sense of guilt filled his body. At this time, he couldn't speak at all, he shouldn't have left the woman who loved him deeply because of the sensitivity of his identity.

Zhan Junnuo stood up and gently hugged Cen Feiyan into his arms: "Don't cry." I'll be distressed. ”

Cen Feiyan wiped away her tears, took a deep breath, and continued: "She has heart problems, and she can't do too much exercise after pregnancy, so when it's time to go into the basin, I still don't mean to go down. My mother said that it was because 'my father' had not yet returned, so I refused to give birth to the signs. ”

"Actually, it's her lack of exercise, but there's no way, there is too much exercise, one dies and two die. After eight months of pregnancy, she didn't write again, because she was hospitalized, and she chose to hide the notepad in a very hidden place. As for this secret, it has been hidden for eighteen years. For Cen Feiyan, it is not only 18 years, but also a past life.

"It's my fault, I shouldn't have just walked away, I thought it would be good for her. I didn't think it hurt her. Yu Qimo's eyes were red with guilt and guilt.

Cen Feiyan said with some complaints: "You really shouldn't leave, at least she can leave with peace of mind." I can't imagine what it would be like for her to die and have her belly torn open. If you can stay with her, maybe she will agree to a cesarean section so maybe she won't die. ”

But in order to wait for you to come back, she stubbornly said that because you didn't come back, the child refused to go down. Her heart could not withstand the pressure of the contractions, and finally took her life. But why don't you watch someone else's daughter grow up somewhere? Cen Feiyan couldn't help but sarcastically.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault." At this time, Yu Qimo didn't know what to say at all.

Cen Feiyan said lightly: "To me, you don't need to say sorry. But for my mom, that's not a word of sorry that can be done. She is in love with you, and you should know better than anyone how much pressure she is under. ”

Yu Qimo's voice trembled a little and said: "I owe her a life, and before I could repay the favor, she left, I, I really didn't expect the ending to be like this." Over the years, I haven't been able to let go of her, but I'm afraid that she will be embarrassed, my background is too sensitive, and I can't embarrass her. ”

Cen Feiyan suddenly asked, "How did you two meet?" ”

Yu Qimo was silent for a moment, and then recounted the whole thing about him and Cong Shilan's acquaintance.

"I see. Mom said in a notepad that she saved her happiness. You can imagine how much influence you have on her. Why are you leaving? Cen Feiyan said lightly.

Yu Qimo said with some inferiority: "Yes, Lan is the commander of the Yundu Military Region, the youngest daughter of Cong Yaozhi, and what about me?" The background is black, although the old man has helped to wash the white, but the old man's last madness still shocked the whole country, I am his son......"

Cen Feiyan smiled bitterly and said: "The situation at that time, if you two confessed, you would definitely be beaten with a stick, my grandfather I know very well, he cherishes feathers very much." ”

"But you underestimated my mother's courage, which my mother wrote in a notepad. As long as he says a word, I will go with him. Although I may not be able to stay with him for a few years. But I'll try to stay alive. ’”

If it weren't for her deep affection for the Seventh Master, how could she give up her life and leave his flesh and blood. If the seventh master can not think about it so much, perhaps, she is still alive.

Yu Qimo covered his face with his hands, and his voice was slightly choked: "It's my fault." It's Lan, I'm sorry, it's me who didn't think it through. ”

Cen Feiyan sighed: "Although I have some complaints about you, if my mother is here, she will not complain about you, so you don't have to blame yourself." ”