Su Yue's clenched fists trembled slightly with anger: "I rushed over and found out that it was the children who bullied Lingchuan who were especially good to him on weekdays. When they saw me pulling my legs, they ran and pushed Lingchuan into the water like evidence of destruction. I watched Reigawa sink into the water, and for the first time I felt suffocating fear, and then I jumped into the water like crazy to save him. You know, I'll never forget the coldness of the water, so cold that it was like piercing my heart.

After Lingchuan came out of the water, his whole body was bruised from the cold, and he lay on the ground shivering incessantly. I took off all my clothes and gave it to him, but his body was still horribly cold, and for a moment, I really thought he was going to die. He was in the hospital for a whole week, with a fever and severe frostbite on his left leg, which he almost couldn't walk for the rest of his life. ”

Looking at Lingchuan who was unconscious on the hospital bed, I couldn't control my anger anymore, and rushed out of the ward to find those guys desperately, but I was slapped hard by my dad. He pointed at me angrily and said, 'Don't you understand, Lingchuan was injured because of you, because your usual arrogant behavior angered those people, and they didn't dare to vent their anger on Lingchuan because he was your brother. Not only do you not reflect on yourself, but you also have to deepen this contradiction even more! Are you going to break their legs now, then don't you believe it, they might kill Lingchuan the next time you go out! It's all your fault, it's all your fault that Lingchuan has become like this! ＇”

"Moon ......" Xiao Yuchen looked at him sadly with a painful face, not knowing how to comfort him.

"My dad's words woke me up like a falling hammer. What he said was not wrong, it was my simple mind, and my self-righteous protection of Lingchuan caused him to suffer more damage. Whether Lingchuan blames me or not, I can't forgive myself.

After Lingchuan was discharged from the hospital, we moved, and this time I remembered the lesson, as long as I went out, I must keep my distance from Lingchuan, and he was not allowed to come to me at school, or even to greet me. There are more and more enemies of mine, and sometimes I really can't imagine what will happen if people know about the relationship between Reikawa and me. The image of Lingchuan slowly sinking in the water will still be in my mind after all these years, and if something like that happens again, I think I will really go crazy. ”

What I didn't notice was that during the time when I deliberately alienated Lingchuan, Lingchuan was also quietly changing, and by the time I found out, he had already become what he is now. No one knows why he insists on dressing himself up as a girl, no matter how much my dad disciplines him, he can't listen. Four years ago, my dad was transferred to work in the Red Market, and although he was very reluctant to Lingchuan, I still offered to stay in the Purple City so that he could grow up in a safer environment. My dad agreed, so he happily bought this apartment for me.

I have missed Lingchuan very much over the years, but I deliberately endured not to see him, I just hope that he can grow into a real man in the new environment. Unexpectedly, one morning last year, Lingchuan actually appeared at the door of the apartment with his luggage, crying to live with me. I was happy to see him again, but when I saw the dress on him, I knew that all these years of hard work had been in vain. ”。

Su Yue sighed helplessly, and then looked at her seriously: "So Gu Chen, can you do me a favor?" ”