He Xingyao looked at Soho, still lying there quietly, perhaps because of her special identity, so even if she was poisoned, she still looked exactly the same as if she was asleep, but the corners of her mouth were slightly purple, which made people feel uncomfortable.

Li Xiuyu may not have thought that the current development of things is different from what she expected.

Yan Nuo was also annoyed, she had never seen her mother do these things before, although she didn't know what kind of festival there was between Aunt Su and her mother, but after this time, she knew that her mother was not as kind and beautiful as she seemed on the surface.

In the past, she had heard of some pickled things that happened in those big families, and at first she only thought it was hearsay, but now that it happened in her own family, she suddenly realized how innocent and ridiculous she was at the beginning.

Perhaps, this is fate!

It's a pity that she took Aunt Su's life in vain, she once thought that her father who had always been in love with her mother, but the person she thought of was only Aunt Su, and the beautiful family she once thought was just a lie that was so fragile and easy to puncture.

Yan Nuo thought about it, and it became more and more difficult to bear in his heart.

I saw that she suddenly grabbed He Xingyao's hands tightly, and said in a somewhat trembling tone: "Miss He, you must help Aunt Su detoxify, Aunt Su will be fine, you must cure her, I will thank you for the rest of my life." ”

He Xingyao smiled and withdrew his hands, and said, "Yannuo, don't worry!" ”

As soon as he finished saying this, Yan Nian suddenly looked at Yan Nuo with some suspicion, his daughter has lived a very stable life since she was a child, and she has never had any good dealings with Soho, how could she say such a thing now?

He was really puzzled, he could only move his gaze to Li Xiuyu's face, he had to see what this person was like, the person who had lived with him for so many years had never seen through it before, but now he couldn't be sloppy.

Whether it was the abyss or the end of the cape, he knew that he would not have a way out, and if he didn't protect Soho in the first place, this time, he couldn't lose his beloved again.

After thinking of this, Yan Nian said directly and quietly: "Xiuyu, I see that you are also a little tired, just go back and rest first, Soho has me by her side to take care of her, what girl will regulate her body, you don't have to worry, after all, you still have to take care of so many children, you can't get tired." ”

Li Xiuyu listened to what he said, and the loss in her heart grew.

"Xianggong, in your eyes, am I just a maid and servant who serves this family?"

Yan Nian really didn't understand, so he could only shake his head with a very ugly face, Su Ho's life and death are uncertain now, and he hasn't woken up at all, he blames himself to death, how can he still pay attention to the things next to the people next to him?

Li Xiuyu saw that he didn't say anything, his face was full of self-blame, so he could only shake his head secretly, and said in a desperate tone: "Xianggong, I understand, Soho is your life, and I am nothing at all." ”

After a pause, she continued: "It turns out that I was just the wife who was favored by your mother back then, but in your heart, you have never only recognized Soho, and I, in your eyes, I am afraid that even those maids and servants are not comparable!" ”

After speaking, she shook her head and left, walking on the road, she regretted a little in her heart, maybe the things of the year were really a wrong step, a wrong step.

In this way, Li Xiuyu stumbled away from the lotus garden, and she was in a very bad mood.

It turns out that a wife who is not recognized by words, even if she has an empty name, is useless after all, and she is unhappy after all.

How much she liked Yan Nian at the beginning, and how much she hates him now, but is it really worth it with such hatred?

When the originally imagined beautiful world is destroyed, everything loses its original meaning.

The more Li Xiuyu thought about it, the more dissatisfied she felt, she wanted to change the status quo so much, and she wanted to change her opinion of herself, but all this was still impossible after all.

From the moment Soho fell into a coma, she already understood, but it was a pity that she was unwilling to do such a thing.

Yan Nian is still taking care of him very carefully, and He Xingyao is also concentrating on treating her.

And Li Xiuyu left the room alone, full of guilt and remorse.

She didn't know why, she suddenly didn't want to say what she had done, she had already thought about letting Yan Nian have an eternal hatred for her, but she was still not so ruthless after all.

Once in her life, she is only tempted by one person, but unfortunately this person is not a good person after all.

Li Xiuyu misses everything that has happened between herself and Yannian, obviously for a long time, the two of them respect each other so much, at least in the eyes of outsiders, they can be regarded as a model couple, but it's a pity that all of this is just a coat to cover the scars after all, just a layer of clothes, but inside, it is a lot of pain and unbearable.

When she had her first child with Yannian, Li Xiuyu's heart was obviously so happy, it was the first time she had a child, and the excitement in her heart was incomprehensible, but it was a pity that all this could not cover the emotional trauma between the two people after all.

She thought carefully about everything in her room, and suddenly, there was a shadow.

It turned out that it was a detail that she had never paid attention to.

For a while, Soho suddenly disappeared, and Yannian would go to her room every day to spend the night, and spend a lot of time with her every day, which was the happiest and happiest moment between the two of them.

At that time, she still remembered that she had been imitating Soho's smile and every move for a long time in order to make Yan Nian pay attention to herself, and even copied her usual clothes and habits.

She didn't know why she was so lucky at that time, just imitate it, it is very similar.

At that time, the words and thoughts were never loud and hurtful, they were always soft-spoken, always smiling, they would not be cold to her at all, they would not quarrel with her, and even between the two of them, there were not a lot of the usual couple's intentions and love tokens.

At that time, Li Xiuyu was so happy in her heart, and she had a very subtle and fanatical feeling, keeping the clouds open and seeing the moon, maybe that's what it looks like!

However, she thought carefully and tried to recall everything at the beginning, it turned out that there were so many things that were wrong.

Every good relationship between her and Yannian is because of Soho.

Su Ho is indeed not simple, Li Xiuyu was secretly angry in her heart, but it was not necessarily easy.

When Soho didn't come back, she could still let Yan Nian not snub each other because she had a slight resemblance to Soho, but now that Soho was poisoned, lying there motionless, life could disappear at any time, and Yan Nian only cared about Soho.

Li Xiuyu thought about it, the more desperate and painful her heart became, she felt that summer would be so cold for the first time, it turned out that in this world, only the human heart is the coldest, but only the human heart is the warmest.

She understands now, but does it work?

Li Xiuyu felt that she had lost after all until now, even if Su Ho's identity in the Yan family was different from her, even if she was Yan Nian's wife, everything would be different after all.

It turned out that she just had the title of a wife, but what Soho had was the love and care of Yannian.

She's jealous, she's mad, she does everything irrational......

After all, these are because of love, but it's a pity that Yannian really has nothing to do with her, even if the two of them have been together for so many years, even if they have these three children, she can't warm Yannian's heart after all.

It turns out that people's hearts are cold, just because two people love each other, just because of love, they can become the warmest thing in the world.

After Li Xiuyu thought of this, her heart became more and more sad, and it was at this time that she suddenly saw a pair of scissors on the dresser, which was still prepared when she made clothes for children.

She looked at the scissors, and suddenly an idea welled up in her heart, that thought was very terrible, but the corners of her mouth were crooked, and although she was in tears, she was still smiling.

In this way, Li Xiuyu suddenly took the scissors directly in her hand, and then put them in her arms to warm them for a while.

The scissors were originally iron, naturally they were unusually cold, she didn't want to let herself die so painfully, let alone end her life, it was such a cold, emotionless thing.

That's why she put the scissors in her arms with trembling hands so impulsively, and it wasn't until the scissors were slightly warm that she suddenly poked the scissors into her heart.

Sure enough, it hurt, and all of a sudden, it was already suffocating.

Li Xiuyu looked at her hands stained with blood, but she was still smiling stubbornly, as if she was making a bet with someone, and the smile on the corner of her mouth never stopped.

Suddenly, Yan Yun'er pushed open the door suddenly, and as soon as she walked in, the scene was unforgettable for her life.

What a desperate and painful picture is that?

Yan Yun'er watched.

Li Xiuyu knelt in front of the dresser, with a pair of scissors stuck in her heart, it seemed to be very deep, the scissors went in most of it, and there were blood stains on the placket and collar of the clothes, perhaps because it touched her face, the neck looked red, and the ground was full of blood, this scene was almost miserable.

Yan Yun'er didn't know what her mother was doing, let alone what her mother's smile meant, she only knew that her mother had hurt herself.

After thinking of this, Yan Yun'er suddenly threw herself in front of the dresser, hugged Li Xiuyu in her arms at once, and said with tears in her eyes: "Mother, why are you doing this?" Why is this happening? Aunt Su is obviously unconscious, why do you want to hurt yourself? Although the child doesn't know if his father has ever had a mother in his heart, you must know that you still have me and my sister, and Shuqing, why can't you think about it like that? ”

Li Xiuyu listened to this question, but there was no way out.

The wound on her heart was bleeding all the time, and there were blood stains at the corners of her mouth, and the whole person was painful and tired, and she was not in a state at all.

Yan Yun'er only discovered a clue at this time, her face was unusually pale, her lips were even whiter without a trace of blood, and the whole person showed a sickly paleness, powerless and decadent.

Li Xiuyu looked at her daughter crying silently, and couldn't help but comfort and said: "Mother's good child, Xiao Yun'er, my mother knows that you have been protecting your mother since you were a child, and your mother is very happy and moved, but in your father's heart, it is a stubborn stone, it is hard ice, my mother has worked hard for so many years, but after all, it is still in vain, but fortunately, now, my mother is going to be freed, it's really good." ”

It took a lot of effort for her to be able to say these words fluently, and now that she looks at it, she has already taken in more breath and less air.

Seeing this, Yan Yun'er hurriedly and carefully put her on the ground, and said silently: "Mother, mother, don't talk, the child will definitely make you better if you go to the doctor, don't say anything about that kind of relief, okay?" Promise the child, don't say those things, don't say, don't say, the child is not allowed. ”

As soon as she finished saying this, Li Xiuyu suddenly grabbed her hands vigorously, and said in a pleading tone: "Good boy, don't go to the doctor, my mother wants to leave quietly alone, you, are you willing to accompany your mother here?" ”

Yan Yun'er was going to leave here, but looking at Li Xiuyu's pleading eyes, her heart softened.

"Mother, if you want to say something, just say it slowly, Yun'er is listening here!"

"Good Yun'er, my mother knows that you are my mother's best child, your sister promised to be married to a woman now, as long as you and your brother Shuqing, the two of you have not yet achieved a result, my mother knows that you are a good child, so, so ......"

She couldn't go on with the rest of the words, her body was trembling all the time, the temperature was getting lower and lower, and she even kept coughing, and her state was really not good.

Li Xiuyu slowed down for a long time, and then continued: "My mother wants you to promise one thing, you swear, never let Yan Shuyu marry as the eldest lady of the Yan family, and never let Soho become your father's wife, promise your mother, okay?" ”

Yan Yun'er had already cried silently, and she didn't have time to close the door when she entered, so when the mother and daughter were talking, Yan Nian had already rushed over.

She nodded and agreed.

"Mother, what else do you have to say? The child will do it. ”

Li Xiuyu shook her head, she knew that the time for self-study was probably not even a quarter of an hour, although she had to quickly explain the aftermath, but she suddenly didn't want to say anything.

Sure enough, the moment Yan Nian stepped into the room, Li Xiuyu suddenly coughed and became excited, and then the whole person fell directly into Yan Yun'er's arms.

Yan Nian thought that she should be in pain, but looking at Li Xiuyu's dead face, she was extremely peaceful, and the corners of her mouth were smiling, she looked very happy, she should be euthanized!

Yan Nian thought to herself, but suddenly felt very bad.

He knew that Li Xiuyu's behavior should be completely dead to himself, but why? Why does it have to be this way?

He never gave her hope, why didn't she understand?

Although I am now enlightened, why do I have to commit suicide?

Yan Nian saw Yan Yun'er crying so sadly, and he suddenly felt a little unbearable, but how should he do all this?

When Yan Yun'er raised her head, she directly met his eyes.

Yan Nian looked at it, Yan Yuner's eyes were full of hatred, he and Li Xiuyu's daughter hated him so much.

"Yun'er, you tell your father, why did your mother commit suicide?"

Yan Yun'er looked at him and gritted her teeth and said, "Daddy, don't you really know? ”

Yan Nian said: "What do you know? ”

Yan Yun'er said: "The truth about my mother's suicide. ”

"What truth?"

"Executioner, that executioner is you, it was you who forced my mother to death, it was you who made this family fall apart now, all because of you, all because of you."

"Because of me? Hehe, if you knew what happened in the past, I'm afraid you wouldn't treat your mother like this, right? ”

Yan Yun'er listened to what he said, and she didn't quite understand it in her heart.

"Daddy, why do you say that? Yes, my mother has never been your beloved, but you are too ruthless, she has been with you for so many years, why don't you even leave her a little hope? If you have half of your intentions for Aunt Su to my mother, she will not be so desperate and will commit suicide like this. ”

Yan Nian looked at her, this daughter was really stubborn, he didn't want to pay attention to it, at this time he was thinking about Soho's body, he couldn't lose her.

After thinking of this, Yan Nian suddenly looked at the former Xiaohua beside Li Xiuyu, and sighed directly, and said, "Xiaohua, you are here to help Yun'er take care of her mother, I, I have other things to do, please here!" ”

As soon as he finished saying this, he left the room very quickly, just outside with a fresh breeze and feeling the fresh air of nature, but the smell of blood in the room still lingered for a long time.

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