Chapter 341: He Xingyao called He Muzhi
He Muzhi looked at the person in front of him with a sad expression, and for a while, he felt sad and ridiculous in his heart.
Why is things in this world always so uneven?
She always felt sad in her heart, and sometimes she felt that all of this was really strange.
Why does a person have so many expressions? Why are there so many things on the mind? Why is it that there is always discontentment in the heart?
……
All these problems made her feel extremely sad.
So, He Muzhi could only say to the person in front of him: "Murong Han, I'm sorry, it turns out that you are not him at all, everything here is not real, it turns out that I have been wandering around in this false world, but I should have lived in the real world, I'm sorry, I still have to leave after all." ”
When she said this, her voice trembled, and He Muzhi's tears couldn't stop flowing.
Murong Han looked at her blankly, but his heart seemed to be dripping blood.
He asked her, "Why?" Why am I just the one you fantasize about? It's all really sad, why isn't this the real world? Why am I not the real Murong Han? He Muzhi, why did you create a me who was so, so sentimental? Because of you, I think everything here is very interesting, but now you want to tell me that this is not the real world at all, why? Why? Is it all really interesting? ”
He Muzhi stopped talking, she had to admit no matter what, that she really couldn't stand the blow in reality at the beginning, so she wanted to be with the person she liked in her dreams.
She clearly knows that this is not the real world at all, and even knows that this is a false fantasy at all, but she can't help but want to be with this person, always happy, always happy, without deceit and all kinds of conspiracies, life here always makes her feel happy, although behind this joy, in fact, there are hidden crises, she doesn't say these does not mean that she is not clear in her heart, but she knows it, but after all, she still can't help it.
In this world, reality is always hard to come by.
She couldn't bear to face it, and she didn't even want to accept the reality, but now looking at the injured eyes of the person in front of her, He Muzhi felt extremely sad for a while.
After a while, she said in a choked tone, "Murong Han, don't you want to be like this, okay?" I admit that I hurt you, and I admit that I did all this, but you should know that you are living here because of me, Murong Han, don't worry so much, okay? We still get along like before, don't think about anything, this is the life I want, and I think this should be the life you want! ”
Murong Han didn't know what to say for a while, he suddenly felt that all this was really sad, since when did all this change the way it was?
He Muzhi recalled everything, because of that ring, she realized her long-standing wish in her dream, but it was precisely because of that ring that she didn't dare to face the reality this time, and she was even unwilling to accept the fact that Murong Han had already died.
Sometimes a person is such a contradiction, on the one hand, he likes what he cherishes, and on the other hand, he is paradoxically hateful.
He Muzhi hoped that Murong Han would die early so that he could get retribution, but when this person got retribution, she suddenly felt extremely sad, and even the expression on her face looked a little indescribable.
There is no way, Murong Han's death is the biggest pain in her heart, although this person can be regarded as retribution, but she has already liked this person a long time ago, so her mood is extremely complicated for a while, and there is no way to get out for a long time.
It is precisely because of this incident that He Muzhi will not return to the real world in his dream, because of a beautiful dream, but will indulge in that false world.
Not for anything else, just because in that false world, He Muzhi and Murong Han live happily together, they look so happy and so enviable.
Sometimes, trying to escape from reality is not a big deal, let alone a shameful act.
It's just that He Muzhi suddenly remembered all the things before, and it was common sense that she couldn't accept it for a while, but now she even wants to continue to escape, although she knows that escaping can't solve any problems at all, but there is no way after all, her heart has already fallen.
He Xingyao had no way to let He Muzhi see herself clearly, so she could only use her voice to wake up her sister, although she knew that the possibility of this was basically minimal, but she had to work hard no matter what, after all, her sister was the most important relative in her heart.
Sure enough, after shouting a few more times, He Muzhi suddenly couldn't stand it.
I saw that she ran directly to the bottom of a big tree next to her, and then squatted there, the whole person looked in a bad mood, and tears flowed out of her eyes without knowing when.
She looked at the person in front of her with a sad expression, and after a long time, she looked up at the sky, and her eyes suddenly became empty.
He Muzhi felt that her sister must be around here, otherwise how could she have come to her senses so quickly?
Just, how do you get back to the real world? This is really a big problem, and for the two sisters at the moment, it really needs to be solved quickly.
It's a pity that at this time, Murong Han directly ran over to make trouble.
He ran to the bottom of the big tree all of a sudden, and then directly shook He Muzhi's body, and said in a sad tone: "He Muzhi, I know that I can't keep you, but now I just want to ask you one word, I hope you can answer me truthfully, don't be perfunctory." ”
He Muzhi nodded and said, "No matter what you want to ask, I will answer it well." ”
Murong Han said: "Okay, then you listen well." ”
After a pause, he continued: "I know that this is your fantasy world now, and I am the person you imagined, so I want to ask you, He Muzhi, have you ever liked me?" It's not the Murong Han in reality, it's just me, it's the real me in front of you. ”
This question is indeed a bit difficult to answer, and He Muzhi himself doesn't know what to say.
She looked at the person in front of her with a little embarrassment, what did she want to see?
This person is just a reason for her to escape from reality, she knows that the real Murong Han is already dead, but she just doesn't want to accept reality, in this fantasy world, her life is extremely comfortable and smooth, but it's a pity that such a good time is always so short, this Murong Han is just a person in her fantasy.
She knew all the facts, but they were cruel.
He Muzhi turned around, couldn't bear to look at him for a while, and could only turn his back to him and said: "This question of yours is really embarrassing for me, Murong Han, I know what you want to ask, yes, I am indeed addicted to this, addicted to such a beautiful life, but I know that this is not reality, and you are not a real person, so please allow me not to answer your question, and please don't think nonsense." ”
Hearing such an answer, Murong Han's whole person was disappointed almost instantly.
He had always thought that that thing would not happen at all, and when he first got along with He Muzhi, he already knew the true meaning of his existence and his true mission, and because of this, he felt that his whole person was a little bad.
Murong Han, even this name belongs to someone else, and himself, this is the person imagined by the woman in front of him, how sad it is, this world is always so sad and sad, and at the same time mixed with loss and boredom.
He didn't have a better way for a while, so he had to sneak away alone.
Murong Han's heart was actually broken when that person didn't answer, he felt that he was really sad and sad, that feeling was really uncomfortable.
I don't know how long it took, until it was getting late, He Muzhi suddenly saw her sister.
He Xingyao also found out at this time that her sister finally saw herself now, and she always felt relieved in her heart, but the whole person was still a little unwilling.
He Muzhi wiped away her tears, and then said in a slightly embarrassed tone: "Sister, why did you come here?" Are all the strange sounds I've been hearing from you? ”
He Xingyao smiled and said, "Those voices are indeed me, but, sister, you should go back to reality, you shouldn't indulge in this fantasy world, this is not the place for you to stay." ”
After a pause, she continued: "Daddy and mother miss you very much, they are also very worried about you, and so am I, so, sister, go back with me, okay?" We get along well as a family and don't think about the person in your heart who is not worthy of you at all, okay? ”
As soon as he finished saying this, He Muzhi suddenly said with tears in his eyes: "Sister, do you know why I want to stay here? Because here, it is really the happy life I want to live, Murong Han here is the person I really like in my heart, he is the person I want to stay with for the rest of my life and grow old together, so my sister and sister would rather pay the price of their lives than stay here and be with their beloved forever. ”
When He Muzhi said these words, she herself was a little stunned, but the words she said were like water spilled, and she couldn't get it back no matter what.
However, it was okay after all, after all, she didn't want to take back what she had said.
He Xingyao had no way to imagine it at all, she had always thought that her sister's obsession with Murong Han would never be so serious, but she didn't expect that in this fantasy world, Murong Han's position in He Muzhi's heart was really unique.
She felt a little depressed and sad at the same time.
He Xingyao always thought that in his sister's heart, he and his parents were his sister's most important relatives, but he didn't expect that in his sister's heart, the most important person would be Murong Han, how could this be?
Sometimes she always feels contradictory in her own heart, how should she choose between family affection and love?
This question made He Xingyao difficult for a while, in He Muzhi's heart, it turned out that love was really more important than family affection, but why is this? It doesn't make sense!
The emotions between relatives are almost already there since the birth of the child, and love is only a few days, at most it is only a few years, why is it that in He Muzhi's heart, family affection is not as good as love?
He Xingyao felt that all this was simply too absurd, she didn't even want to believe it, so she could only stare at the person in front of her with incredible eyes, and said, "Do you want to abandon our relatives for that person?" He Muzhi, think about it carefully, I am your own sister, my father and mother are still waiting for you to go back, do you really want to make them sad and make their lives unstable for the rest of their lives? ”
Hearing these words, He Muzhi fell silent.
What could she say? In this illusory world, even if it's just a dream world, but here, she and Murong Han have never had those complicated things in reality, don't have those twists and turns, the two of them simply live together, from the day they got married, she felt that her life was so happy, and every minute and second of the two people got along together, they were happy and free, as if they flew into the sky.
She likes this kind of life and feeling very much, but now she knows that everything here is illusory and unreal, which is a very big blow to He Muzhi.
Murong Han heard her words from a distance, and he felt extremely moved in his heart for a while, and at the same time a little cowardly.
Sometimes a person is like this, and when he likes someone, he will always suffer from gains and losses.
Murong Han actually knew a long time ago that he fell in love with He Muzhi in the unknowingly getting along, but ah, this person is like the moon in the sky, unreachable.
Now that he suddenly heard some of these words, Murong Han's heart felt extremely happy for a while, and at the same time, he felt extremely unreal and a little scared.
He was afraid that he and the person he liked would not be able to be together after all, that the fate between the two people would not last long after all, and that he was even afraid that Heaven would be ruthless, and he would have to separate them no matter what......
It's a pity that He Xingyao looked at her sister and seemed unwilling to return to the real world, she was anxious for a while, so she walked over and yelled at He Muzhi: "He Muzhi, are you really such a ruthless person?" Think about it, dad and mother, they have worked hard to raise you since childhood, and now they just want you to go back, but they just want to live together as a family, they are already very old, do you really want to let them live in pain and anxiety for the rest of their lives? Is this your filial piety as a daughter? He Muzhi, do you think Murong Han is more important than his parents? ”
He Muzhi shook his head.
She didn't know what to say, let alone what to do, so she could only be silent.
However, her heart is always very entangled, or, in fact, her heart is always unable to give up family affection.
My sister has been calling her, and she actually understands it in her heart, but she has been struggling with it.