Although Yan Xue has a lot of feelings in her heart because of her words and Soho's affairs, she has never experienced it in person after all, so she still remembers the original purpose and selfishness in her heart.

He Xingyao stood alone under the tree crying, she missed the outside world very much, missed her family very much, and at the same time was full of hope for everything.

However, all this is just a false appearance, just a strong pretense, but in fact, she has already shed blood and tears, and her heart is panicked and overwhelmed.

Yan Shuqing happened to be returning home from outside at this time, passing by the big tree.

He looked at He Xingyao crying alone, which was particularly pitiful.

The tears of such a good girl made his heart feel sad and sad.

Yan Shuqing didn't know what He Xingyao was crying alone for, but he knew that he was distressed, and he didn't want the beautiful girl in front of him to cry.

So, he ran under the tree very quickly and walked to He Xingyao's side in three or two steps.

At this time, the sun is just right, sprinkled on the earth, warm, and the air is exceptionally fresh, which is really a good place to go green.

I saw Yan Shuqing looking at her and said in a gentle tone: "Xingyao, why are you hiding here crying alone?" ”

He Xingyao didn't react, she really missed everything outside, especially her master Cang Luoxi and her family, and at the same time, she still remembered the matter of the puppet city in her heart......

With so many complex emotions intertwined, He Xingyao felt that her head was about to explode, she was too irritable and sad.

However, there is still no way to do all this, after all, the matter is not done, and it is impossible for her to leave.

Maybe she was too involved, so she didn't know that Yan Shuqing had been waiting behind her for a long time.

She happened to wipe her tears at this time, planning to look up at the sky, who would have expected that at this time, she and Yan Shuqing's eyes were opposite, their eyes converged, and each other's hearts were pounding, and the feeling was intense and beautiful.

After a long while, Yan Shuqing looked at her and said, "Xingyao, you, you, what do you always look at me?" ”

When He Xingyao heard this, he reacted instantly.

I saw her pretend not to care and glanced at Yan Shuqing, and then she said: "No, no, no, it's obvious that you're looking at me, why do you always say these boundless words, it's true!" ”

The conversation reached this point, and they both felt very embarrassed with each other, obviously they didn't get along like this on weekdays, but now they were more estranged.

After saying a few more words, the two of them were still not very happy, so they could only never talk to each other again!

At this time, Yan Nuo and Qi Jiahua happened to go home in plain clothes, and the four of them happened to meet.

I saw Yan Shuqing looking at Yan Nuo, and said in a dissatisfied tone: "Sister, why did you come back with your brother-in-law?" Still wearing a plain suit? ”

Yan Nuo glanced at him, knocked his hand on his forehead twice, and said in annoyance: "My stupid brother, why are you so heartless? My mother has passed away, and I will naturally go back to mourn, aren't you sad at all? My mother's favorite thing on weekdays is you, every time there is something delicious and fun, I always let you choose first, have you forgotten these? ”

Yan Shuqing shook his head.

For so long, he really ignored a lot.

As for Aunt Su's affairs, although he didn't know much about it, he also knew that his father favored Aunt Su, and his mother, since that Soho came back, had been looking for a calendar to stay alone in the empty room, crying all day long.

All this, in fact, he saw it in his eyes, it was just a matter of the back house, with his mother and two sisters, and more loyal servants around him, he thought that his mother would never suffer, even without his father's care, he could live very well.

It's a pity that he is too optimistic, although Li Xiuyu is not a virtuous and virtuous woman, but in terms of love, she has never been willing to admit defeat.

It is rare to meet a happy person in life, how rare it is for the two to be happy, but Li Xiuyu still did not meet after all.

In Yan Shuqing's eyes, his mother is a noble and generous lady, who is very decent in everything she does, and never makes the slightest mistake.

However, after all, all this was shown by his mother to outsiders, and in the eyes of Yan Nian, it was not like this at all.

He knew that his mother loved the wrong person, so he wasted his life like this, but he was unwilling after all, after all, the person who accompanied his father for so many years was not Aunt Su, but his mother.

Yan Shuqing thought a lot for a while, and the thoughts in his heart drifted into the distance.

He looked at Yan Nuo, not knowing what to say for a while.

At this time, Qi Jiahua suddenly looked at him and said: "Nuo'er, brother, now that my mother has died suddenly, none of us may have reacted, but the future of my mother must not be delayed, I say this, can you understand?" ”

Yan Shuqing nodded.

Because Qi Jiahua's words are so appropriate, Yan Nuo's eyes are filled with starlight, and the starlight merges into a river, which is because of the worship of love.

He Xingyao looked at this couple in front of him and Yan Shuqing, so unabashedly, it can be seen that they are extremely affectionate on weekdays, and this couple is really in love.

She thought alone in her heart, and for a moment her thoughts drifted into the distance.

In this way, the four of them returned to Yan's house together, and they were very happy and beautiful with each other.

It's just that this family is still shrouded in a sad atmosphere, after all, the death of the housewife is a sensational event in Yulan City, not to mention that the Yan family has a big business, just because of the thin population, so there is only one child among the descendants, Yan Shuqing, he is dignified and heroic, so that many girls have been in love for a long time, but unfortunately all this is just a fool's dream.

He saw that the housekeeper at home was doing things so unfavorably, and couldn't help but reprimand: "Housekeeper, why are you so ineffective? ”

The butler laughed twice and stopped talking.

Yan Shuqing felt bored, so he could only come to the mourning hall alone.

He looked at the coffin in front of him, it was his mother's coffin, but unfortunately this fact was too cruel.

He didn't react, and he didn't even have time to adapt to life without Li Xiuyu, but all this happened without warning.

Everything seems to be going on quietly, but in fact it has long been exposed to the sun.

At this time, the grandmother who used to serve Li Xiuyu suddenly walked over, and I saw her looking at Yan Shuqing with kind eyes, and she was very sad for a while.

Yan Shuqing also saw her at this time, and hurriedly helped her sit on the chair, and poured a cup of tea and handed it over.

"Mama, why are you here?"

"Poor child, you are so good, and your two sisters are also very generous, why can your mother bear to leave you alone? It hurts my heart to see Mama. ”

As soon as Yan Shuqing heard what she said, she didn't know why, and she felt a little uncomfortable for a while.

Yes, his two sisters are so good, and he is now trying to make himself better, why is his mother not willing to wait? Even if there is no care from his father, and the care of the three of them, why do they have to leave all this behind?

He was grieved for himself, for his two sisters, and at the same time, he hated his father Yannian and Aunt Su more and more.

Why? Why didn't his mother get his father's care?

"Mama, you have always been the most powerful person by my mother's side, so can you tell me why my mother left us?"

The mama shook her head.

What if she knew? Don't know what? People are gone, and no matter what happens, there is no point in it.

Just when Yan Shuqing was sad, He Xingyao suddenly walked over, only to see her looking at him, and said in a helpless tone: "Shuqing, don't be sad anymore." ”

Yan Shuqing looked at her and couldn't help but say, "Well, I saw you crying alone under the tree before, but now it comforts me." ”

He Xingyao smiled embarrassedly.

That Mama Li watched Yan Shuqing and He Xingyao talking so closely, and couldn't help coughing lightly twice, pulling the thoughts of the two people back.

I saw her looking at He Xingyao with kind eyes, and said: "Miss He, the old body has heard of you, girl, I can't see it, the two of you still care about each other, it's really a match made in heaven!" ”

As soon as he finished saying this, the two parties blushed with shame and their hearts beat with shame, and they were even more embarrassed by each other.

However, this did not affect Mama Li's impression of the two of them, she felt that these two people were really close to each other, and they really looked like a good match.

Yan Shuqing shook his head and said angrily: "What is this? Mama, don't talk nonsense, it's really embarrassing! ”

He Xingyao saw that the momentum was not right, and also retorted: "Yes, yes, Yan Gongzi will definitely meet a favorite person, and he and I are just friends who meet in Pingshui." ”

When Mama Li heard this, she didn't seem to believe it in her heart, rolled her eyes at these two people, and then ignored them anymore.

Time always flies, and in the blink of an eye, the sun has set.

Because of Li Xiuyu's affairs, Mama Li was really busy, and after accompanying Yan Shuqing for a few hours, she had already left the mourning hall.

Shuqing looked at He Xingyao, and suddenly said, "Xingyao, you can accompany me here, I'm really sad." ”

He Xingyao looked at the man in front of him, his usual spirit was completely gone, but now he was decadent, which made people look a little angry.

"Okay, I'm here with you."

"Hmm!"

In this way, the two of them sat together in this mourning hall for a long time, and Yan Shuqing spoke: "Xingyao, I want to tell you a story, this story is about me." ”

"Say it, I'll listen!"

In this way, Yan Shuqing began to tell his story.

It was when he was ten years old, and one day in a dream, he dreamed of a very beautiful girl, dressed in pink clothes, looking extraordinarily light, with a curtain on her head, and she couldn't see her face clearly, but he remembered that the girl in the dream had a very sweet smile and a particularly crisp laugh.

For some reason, since he was ten years old, he has dreamed of that girl every day, but he has never seen it in reality.

He was alone guarding this secret, caring for the little world in her dreams, which was extremely precious and beautiful to her.

However, he still didn't meet after all, and sometimes even if he did, he might not recognize it, after all, the girl in his dream always had a blurred face.

Yan Shuqing said this dream, He Xingyao's heart was very curious for a while, so he said: "Shuqing, then what are the characteristics of the girl in your dream?" ”

"Yes, I remember his laughter was very crisp, like the call of a cuckoo in the woods."

"So, that, are there any other characteristics of that?"

Yan Shuqing shook his head.

After a long while, he said to the person in front of him: "Actually, the girl in my dream is very important to me, although I have not been able to see her face clearly, but I know that that girl has already lived in my heart, because of her, so I can no longer pretend to be someone else." ”

After saying this, he hesitated for a moment, then looked at her and asked, "He Xingyao, do you want to know who the girl in my dream is?" ”

He Xingyao nodded, she always felt that what the person in front of her said was a little strange, but she couldn't say anything strange, anyway, it was really abnormal.

Yan Shuqing looked at her reaction like this, and laughed directly, he even circled around He Xingyao several times, if it wasn't for maintaining a reserved image, maybe he would have to hug the person in front of him many times.

"You really want to know, you didn't lie to me, did you?"

He Xingyao nodded and said, "You and I are good friends, where can there be so much deception?" ”

"Oh, then, I'll tell you."

"Well, I'm listening!"

As soon as she finished saying this, Yan Shuqing looked at her directly, and then said in a very serious tone: "Actually, that girl is you." ”

"It's me? How is that possible? You must be mistaken, right? ”

He Xingyao really didn't want to believe such a ridiculous thing, the two of them were obviously just close friends, why did they have to involve so many things? She just couldn't figure it out.

I saw Yan Shuqing speak unhurriedly and said: "Originally, I wasn't very sure, but since I met you that day, I have already found that you are very similar to the person in my dream, but unfortunately I had no evidence at that time, until later, I saw that your smile is so familiar, if the girl I saw in the dream is the same, so I made a bold guess." ”

After a pause, he continued, "Do you know the first time we met? At that time, although I was meeting you for the first time, there was always an indescribable sense of familiarity in my heart, although I ignored it at the time, but the true feeling in my heart can never deceive people, because of you, let my heart become hot, because of you, let my life become richer, because of you, let me feel that my whole person is as beautiful as the world...... This kind of feeling can only be felt when I am with you, and the outline of the girl in the dream became clearer and clearer later. ”

He Xingyao listened to what he said, although it was extremely nice and moving, but his heart became worried.

The two of them are just in this mourning hall, how can they be saved? So many things to do in one swoop?

That dream, was Yan Shuqing used to test her?

He Xingyao glanced at him, but still didn't say anything after all.

In fact, sometimes there are no rules for getting along with each other, some people are clever, some people are clumsy, but no matter what kind of people they are, their goals in their hearts are probably the same.

He Xingyao looked at him, perhaps, Yan Shuqing talked to himself here, but he regarded her as a qualified listener.

However, she would never know that there was a person in this world who had been thinking about her since she was ten years old.

"You, you, although I don't know what to say, but this kind of thing is too much of a coincidence, Yan Shuqing, you should know me, don't take all this seriously, okay?"

"Why? Am I really not qualified to pursue you? ”

"It's not like this, but because I'm going to leave sooner or later, it's just a matter of time, so I don't want you to think about it because of me, not to mention it's really not worth it."

As soon as he finished saying this, Yan Shuqing began to retort: "What is worth it? With me, you will always be the best person, you may not know, because of your appearance, my life and life have been glorious, and every day is very full and exciting. ”

He Xingyao saw that he couldn't move him, so he had to say with some annoyance: "Okay, then I won't advise you." ”

"That's right, what's more, the two of us are good friends, and it is impossible for me and you to have any quarrels."

"Well, then, let's watch here together, some prayers to your mother, blessings for your future life, must be the most wonderful and unforgettable."

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