Chapter 113: Boundless Darkness

Hearing Chunting say this, I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.

Although he was still smiling now, his expression was not serious, but the tone in which he spoke just now was by no means a joking tone, but revealed a strange seriousness.

And with what I know about Chunting, I can be sure that his words just now were by no means casual, and there must be something else in them.

So, as I opened my mouth to interrogate him, I stared at Chunting with my eyes, trying to know what he meant by what he had just said.

"Chunting, I don't think what you said just now seems to be a joke, are you hiding something from me?"

After hearing my voice, Chunting nodded calmly, not avoiding my gaze in the slightest.

"That's right, after I retrieved my memory, I slowly remembered some things in my mind that I couldn't believe myself, and it was because these things were so ridiculous that I never mentioned them to you."

Hearing Chunting's calm answer, I hurriedly asked him.

"Chunting, what did you remember, did you have a part about me in your memory, that's why you suddenly said such words just now."

"Han Chuan, don't ask."

Although Chunting replied very pleasantly, it was clear that he had no intention of explaining it to me in detail.

"After I remember these memories, I can already understand what they are saying, and many things are not deliberately concealed, but the time has not really come."

Despite Chunting's earnest words, I didn't understand what he was saying, but I was still determined to know what was remembered in his memory.

"Chunting, since you say so, it means that there is indeed a part of me in your memory, so shouldn't I, as the person concerned, have the right to know the truth?"

"Han Chuan, believe me."

Chunting shook his head slowly, and his tone became more sincere.

"The memories that appear in my mind are too confusing, bizarre, and absurd, and even if I tell you everything I know now, it is only the tip of the iceberg, and instead of helping you, it will only make you more suspicious and confused about yourself."

"Han Chuan, I promise you, when the Zhongyuan affair is over, I will definitely accompany you to find the missing person, and at that time I will definitely tell you what I know as it is, but not now, you must keep the best condition to face the challenges of Zhongyuan, and you can't let yourself fall into confusion."

Although I was still reluctant in my heart, Chunting's attitude at the moment was so resolute, I knew that I couldn't get the news I wanted to know from him now, so I could only reluctantly choose to accept his words.

"Chunting, I don't know why, for you, I have always had a sense of intimacy from my bones, so I never doubted that you would cause me any harm, no matter what I never hid from you."

As soon as I mentioned that I had never hidden anything from him, I remembered what had just appeared in my head, and it was a little unnatural in my demeanor.

But fortunately, Chunting didn't notice my demeanor, and he was keeping his back to me at the moment, as if he didn't tell me what he knew, so he was a little afraid to look me in the eyes.

Seeing that Chunting didn't notice my abnormality, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief in secret, so I continued.

"Maybe it's because the memory you're remembering is too absurd, or maybe it's because the memory in your head will make it impossible for me to keep a calm state, whatever the reason, since you've made such a choice, as a friend, I can only accept it."

"However, Chunting, since you have decided to do something in Zhongyuan, you will tell me everything as it is, then you must no longer shirk at that time, I regard you as a friend, and I hope you will do the same."

"Han Chuan, believe me."

After hearing my serious words, Chunting slowly turned to me, and repeated what he had just said in his mouth again.

"When it's time for Zhongyuan, I will definitely tell you everything I know, but you must be prepared."

"First, because these things are so absurd that they are likely to impact your cognition and make you confused, and second, because my memory is too confusing, and what I know is not all the truth, just a part of it, so don't get your hopes up."

"It's okay, I've been prepared."

I smiled self-deprecatingly, and the tone of my mouth was a little helpless.

"After living for so long, and suddenly someone told me that I was not actually myself, that I was actually another person, could there be anything more absurd than this?"

"As for the hope in your mouth, it is actually a very illusory thing, even if the things you know in your memory are limited, and you can't restore a complete truth for me, but that's better than me not knowing anything, and can only grope helplessly in the dark."

"Chunting, when a person is in the boundless darkness, as long as there is a trace of light in his eyes, no matter how small this light is, it is enough to make people desperate, don't you say?"

“……”

Chunting walked up to me and wanted to say something but choked in his throat several times, and finally just patted me on the shoulder vigorously and didn't say anything.

Seeing Chunting's actions, I knew that he was worried about me, I smiled at him, signaling that he didn't have to be like this, and I was just a momentary emotion, and nothing happened.

Because, in fact, I have been in this boundless darkness for a long time, and I have actually become accustomed to this darkness.

I shook my head, trying to get myself back to normal, and looked at Chunting and asked.

"Chunting, now that the seal on the Zhenqin Sword has been lifted, although it is a little broken, but I have also obtained that memory and inheritance, what should we do next?"

"Han Chuan, you don't have to do anything now, you just need to wait for departure."

Of course, Chunting couldn't see that I was deliberately changing the subject, so after sorting out his emotions, he smiled and said to me as if nothing had happened.

"The Zhenqin Sword is a divine sword used to suppress the fortune of the country, not only the material is special, but there are also various arrangements left by Guiguzi at the beginning, as long as you carry this sword with you, this sword will spontaneously block all detection, no matter who can see through your true identity."

And when I heard Chunting say this, my face was full of doubts again, and my heart was full of puzzlement.