Chapter Eighty-Five: Love
Li Xiuyu was sure that her affairs would never be said, but she knew that in this way, Yan Nian would hate her more and more.
Everything was clear to her, but she still had to do it.
Just when she thought that although Yannian, Soho and others knew about the poisoning, they would definitely not pursue it, something happened.
On that day, the sky was high and crisp, and the wind was beautiful.
Soho and Qi Man came to visit Yannian together, and Li Xiuyu happened to meet them.
In this world, people always understand each other and care for each other.
She looked at the joy and joy between those few people, and her heart felt more and more uncomfortable.
Mrs. Yan happened to walk in from outside at this time, and when she saw Soho, the smile on her face disappeared without a trace in an instant.
Seeing this, Qi Man walked over and took Mrs. Yan's arm very affectionately, looked at her with a smile and said, "Auntie, Qi Man came to see you again today, are you happy?" ”
Although Mrs. Yan hates Soho, she is still very good at Qiman.
She looked at Qi Man's good attitude, instantly patted him on the shoulder, and then said with a smile: "If you can come, my aunt is already very happy, and yes, my aunt knows that you are actually here to visit Yannian, don't worry, ah!" ”
As soon as he finished saying this, Qi Man jumped three feet high very happily and came directly to Yan Nian's side.
Yan Nian also patted him on the shoulder, he was in a rare and very good mood, with such a good friend and such a good girl by his side, he had no reason to be unhappy.
However, just when Li Xiuyu walked in from outside, Mrs. Yan suddenly took Yan Nian's hand, smiled at Li Xiuyu, and said after a long time: "Yan Nian, Xiuyu, it just so happens that the two of you are here today, and my mother will be the master of my own life, and when Nian'er's body is completely well, you will get married quickly, so that my mother can hold her grandson as soon as possible and take care of her life as soon as possible, okay?" ”
The two parties who said this were very shy, and although Yan Nian was unwilling in his heart, he never opened his mouth to refute it for the sake of his mother.
Li Xiuyu just grabbed this moment, and walked over directly to hold Yan Nian's hands, and occasionally peeked at him once or twice, her cheeks would become red from time to time, and she looked very shy.
Mrs. Yan looked at the two of them, and the more she looked at them, the more she felt that they were a good match, and she couldn't help but feel more and more happy in her heart.
Qi Man saw that Su Ho was holding back tears, his expression looked very strange, and his heart was a little painful for a while.
Soho really couldn't stand it anymore, so he said directly to them: "Yannian, it's not the right time for me to come today, I'll come to see you another day, I, I'll go first." ”
As soon as he finished saying this, Soho had already turned around and ran out, and the tears couldn't help but burst out of his eyes after all, and his face looked very embarrassed.
Qi Man couldn't bear it after all, and ran out with him.
Mrs. Yu looked at Soho's condition, but she couldn't be happy in her heart!
She saw that Yan Nian didn't chase out, and still acquiesced to Li Xiuyu's company, thinking that it would be good.
In the eyes of Mrs. Yan, the only woman who can be worthy of Yan Nian is Miss Li.
Some people say that the miracle of the Creator is that the fate between people is always elusive and unsearchable.
Yan Nian was extremely anxious in his heart, he knew that his refusal would hurt Soho, but he still acquiesced to Li Xiuyu.
But what's the solution?
In the final analysis, Li Xiuyu is the wife he should marry, and the girl he should treat well, and Soho, in the eyes of everyone, is just a woman of unknown origin and unknown identity, and it is impossible to have any intersection with him at all.
Qi Man chased out, and he chased after Soho for as long as he ran, and his serious behavior didn't look like him.
When Soho stopped completely, Qi Man handed her a handkerchief and said in a worried tone: "Soho, I know that you are sad in your heart, but you could have not been so sad, as long as you ......"
He really couldn't say the rest of the words.
Maybe sometimes it's best to get to the point, but Qi Man is unwilling.
When Soho looked at herself sadly, it was rare to have such a person with her, and her mood instantly improved a lot, but she still couldn't forget the scene at Yan's house, Li Xiuyu and Yan Nian, the two of them behaved so intimately, after all, it still pierced her heartstrings.
"You, what are you going to say? What do I have to do? Why don't you tell it completely? ”
Qi Man didn't expect her to ask so bluntly, and he became more and more apprehensive in his heart.
The woman in front of him was the person he liked, and it was really shocking to ask himself like this.
Qi Man didn't know what to do for a while, but he was not a child after all, and he knew that he shouldn't miss the opportunity.
After thinking of this, Qi Man looked directly at the person in front of him and said: "Soho, as long as you look back, you will know that in addition to Yannian, there are other people who have been waiting for you, always, always, all the time, all the ......time."
Su He smiled, how could she not understand Gu Senran's own thoughts? But she can't, in this world, she has never belonged to the world, and it is the greatest luck to be able to have a beloved person and an unforgettable relationship.
She didn't want to have extravagant hopes, she didn't want to be so heavy on her back, she would hurt her so sadly by thinking about herself, and she couldn't get out of that kind of pain all the time, how could she still accept others?
Soho looked at Qi Man, and suddenly laughed, but the smile looked really reluctant, and it was even uglier than crying.
Qi Man couldn't stand it anymore, so he had to comfort and said: "Soho, you don't want to look like this, I look at you like this, it's really heartbroken, okay?" ”
Su He nodded and said, "Qi Man, I know that the person you are talking about is Gu Senran, but I only have words and thoughts in my heart, and I really can't pretend to be someone else." ”
As soon as he finished saying this, Qi Man shook his head directly, and said in an uneasy tone: "No, it's not like this, what I said let you look back, it's me, I, I, I really like you, really!" ”
Although he said this a little incoherently, he finally finished it.
However, this time it made Soho feel extremely embarrassed, and she looked at Qi Man with incredulous eyes, "How, how is it possible?" Qi Man, don't be joking, the two of us are just friends, not to mention that you and I have only known each other for a short time, and we don't know each other very well, how is this possible? ”
Qi Man looked at her with sadness in his eyes.
Su Ho likes to talk and think, and her heart is full of that person, and Gu Senran also has a certain status in her heart, only Qi Man, in Soho's heart, is just a friend, a friend, and not even a confidant.
There was despair and pain in his eyes, but Soho couldn't respond at all, so he could only be silent.
After a long time, Qi Man looked at her and said, "Soho, I'm sorry, you can forget everything I just said!" ”
After a pause, he continued: "It's all my fault, it's me who underestimated your feelings and how serious you are about love. ”
Soho shook her head and never looked at him again.
The two of them walked one after the other, always maintaining a distance not far and not close, and they had a tacit understanding with each other, but it was a pity that they were not the kind of relationship between two hearts.
Unconsciously, there were more and more pedestrians on the road, talking to each other and talking very lively.
One of the tall men gathered around the crowd and said with a smile, "Hey, have you heard?" ”
The other person was curious, "What did you hear?" ”
"The Yan family in the east of the city and the Li family in the west of the city are about to get married, and ah, it is said that Mrs. Yan values the girl of the Li family very much!"
"How do you know? Could it be that you are listening to the corner in front of people's houses? ”
"Cut! It's my sister-in-law, who is in the Yan family, and my sister-in-law heard Mrs. Yan say with her own ears, and the date has been set. ”
"It turns out to be like this, but it's not strange, after all, the Yan family's Yannian son is dignified, a talent, and that Miss Li is also a good match, talented and beautiful, naturally a match made in heaven, a good match!"
……
Those people were still talking, but it was a pity that they didn't know that Soho was very sad when he heard these words.
Soho said to himself: "Is it really a talented and beautiful woman, a match made in heaven, a good match from heaven?" Yannian, do you have me in your heart? Or should Miss Li be the most important woman in your life? And I'm probably just a passerby, not even a passerby! ”
She had never been so sad and never so sentimental.
It turns out that love is so heartbreaking, even more heartbreaking than the greatest torture in the world.
Qi Man saw that her state was getting worse and worse, so he had to pull Su He and go to see Gu Senran together.
Speaking of which, this is also a helpless thing, after all, Qi Man knows that in Soho's heart, in addition to words, only Gu Senran's weight is heavy, and he can't find anyone else.
Gu Senran saw that Su He was so trapped by love, and he didn't feel that he had a fluke mentality in his heart.
So, he invited the two men to sit down in the room, handed them some tea by the way, and the three of them began to talk.
As soon as Su He saw those blandly teas, he instantly became angry, directly lifted the table, and said willfully: "Gu Senran, come and get me some good wine, these teas are just to quench your thirst, what I want is wine to relieve my worries, what I want is wine that makes me drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows, not tea, do you understand?" ”
Gu Senran has always been very fond of Soho, and when he saw her lift the table, he didn't feel anything wrong, but shook his head and patted her shoulder dotingly, with a helpless expression.
After a long while, Gu Senran looked at the two people in front of him and said, "Qi Man, you look at Soho first, I'll go downstairs to get some good wine, and the three of us will get drunk together and relieve our sorrows together!" ”
Qi Man nodded and said, "Okay, wait for you, come back as soon as you take the wine!" ”
As soon as these words fell, Gu Senran had already walked downstairs and disappeared without a trace.
Soho was still a little sad, and her ears kept thinking about the words spoken by those passers-by on the road, which pierced her heart and hurt her heart.
The wine was not brought up, but Soho felt that he was already drunk.
When Gu Senran appeared, Su He suddenly ran over in three steps and two steps, and hugged the two jars of wine.
Qi Man helped her, and his expression looked a little helpless, but there was no reproachful look on his face.
"Wine, it's really good wine!"
Su Ho muttered to himself, but in a moment, one of the jars of wine had been opened, and Su Ho held it in his hand, raising his head and drinking it.
However, perhaps because Soho was not from this mortal world, she was a little unaccustomed to drinking those wines, but as soon as she drank half a jar, her head was already dizzy.
Gu Senran looked at Soho, it's okay like this.
He felt that it was not bad for Soho to be drunk, at least not as sad, so sad, and so sad as when he was sober.
In his opinion, it is rare to have such a happy moment in life, and it is really not easy to be chic, willful, and drink.
Qi Man originally wanted to persuade Su Ho, but when he looked at Su Ho, even if he was already drunk, he still had a painful look on his face, which was very poignant.
Gu Senran shook his head, waved his hand again, and said to Qi Man: "You don't have to persuade her, it's not bad for Su He to get drunk like this." ”
He was about to say something when Soho suddenly spat out a large gulp of wine and began to retch.
After all the wine was spit out again, Su He looked at Gu Senran, threw himself directly into his arms, and said drunkenly: "Yan, Yannian, do you know how much I like you?" Miss Li is not your good match at all, what a match made in heaven, what a good fate, I don't admit it, but, but you, why don't you refuse? Why make me so sad? Why? Why? Why? ”
said three "whys" in a row, Gu Senran and Qi Man's hearts were very uncomfortable, it turned out that even if Soho was not sober in such a situation, the person who was thinking about it was still Yannian, that person was really a bit of a disaster.
Soho was hurt so deeply by the words, and it was too much for such a good girl to be treated like this.
Gu Senran's expression was very ugly, he straightened Su Ho, and then hugged her carefully, his heart pounding.
He has never been so nervous as he is now, Soho is the woman he has always liked very much, although there are not too many intersections in the usual, but he is still gradually attracted to her, and still puts her in the most important position in his heart.
It is rare to have such a friend who drinks so wantonly in life, Soho cherishes it very much, and is very relieved of these two people.
However, Gu Senran and Qi Man's hearts were still full of sorrow, and the two of them drank all the remaining jars and a half of wine.
The three of them drank two jars of good wine, and they staggered and got drunk.
I saw Qi Man borrowing drunkenness and boldly said: "Soho, I like you, I really like it, I like it so much." ”
Immediately, he began to whisper to himself again, "But Soho doesn't like me, you, you like Yannian, Yannian, hahaha!" ”
He had always thought that he should meet the most special and best woman, but Soho inadvertently broke into his heart, gradually opening his heart, and at the same time disturbing those thoughts in his heart.
However, the glass of love, anyone who drinks it has to get drunk, he doesn't regret it at all, but he regrets it in his heart, and he didn't let the person he likes like him.
These words were not at all dared to be said by Qi Man, but this time he said them all through drunkenness.
It's a pity that Soho was already drunk and didn't understand what he had to say.
However, it doesn't make a difference in this way, in Soho's heart, Qi Man has always been that best friend, the friend who is very reliable and worthy of deep friendship.
Gu Senran saw that the words he said when he was drinking were really a little unseemly, so he directly patted him on the shoulder, tilted his body and said, "Qi Man, it turns out that you, you also like her, haha, I'll tell you, it's no fun!" ”
Gu Senran was a little stunned, he never thought that he would say such a thing anyway, it was incredible.
But why didn't he know? Such a smart person has already seen into his heart.
Love is not the most painful thing in life, and he can only complain through wine, where does he usually have so much time to say this?
Qi Man didn't feel much of it, just pouted at him and grimaced, looking much cuter than usual.
Gu Senran was a little stunned for a while, and quickly turned his face, he looked at the woman in his arms, his cheeks were a little crimson, his hair was a little scattered, and his clothes were a little dirty from the wine that was spit out, but he still didn't hide his beauty.
This is the first time he has looked at Soho so closely, with a unique appearance and outstanding temperament, but she is drunk, and there is a quiet beauty, that feeling, wonderful, and even more desirable.
Gu Senran felt as if he had suddenly sobered up, his beloved was in his arms, and he felt that everything was perfect.
This world, this experience, is really the best and most unforgettable.
The three of them drank, but in a moment, they were all drunk and unconscious, and those shopkeepers were a little helpless, but they didn't care so much, they just lay down in their positions and slept until dawn.
However, they all have the pain of not being able to love and not being able to ask for it.
Life can never be perfect, after all, there will be wind and rain to see the rainbow, and there are ups and downs and bizarre experiences, which will be unforgettable.
Soho may never know that by her side, there are two men who have been guarding her, and all their thoughts are on her.
However, maybe life is like this, not everything has to be fulfilled, and it is not bad to be incomplete and beautiful.
The shopkeeper and the proprietress shook their heads, looking a little helpless.
The proprietress knows that most of the people who buy drunk in the restaurant are because they hurt their feelings, and most of them are tormented by love.
She knew, but it was a pity.
"Xiao Er, you go and rest, these three people will let them get drunk here, and we will settle the bill tomorrow!"
"Okay, then I'll go first, and you should rest early!"
The hostess nodded.
The shopkeeper in front of her is a very clever man, and he is also the first person to care about her, but she can't respond with a single star.
However, leaving these complicated thoughts, the proprietress packed up the tables and chairs very neatly, prepared everything to stop, and then closed the door and prepared to leave.
But when the proprietress saw the three drunken men, she helped them to put the quilt on them again, so that they would not catch a cold at night.