"I said it didn't matter, no matter what it was, I was willing to say it. ”

The evil spirit's mouth kept opening and closing, making Ling Yi'an a little overwhelmed.

He knew that no matter what the evil spirit wanted to do, it must be willing to do good for itself...... But what disturbed him was that he could not guarantee that when he heard these things, he would be 100 percent calm and san...... He was afraid, afraid that he would have some resentment towards the evil spirit, or his own mother, because he couldn't accept such a thing excessively...... After all, no matter what, you should be a sane person...... Only in this way can he ensure that he can have the ability to compete for the throne.

It can't be said that let a madman or a delirious person become an emperor...... After all, only a person like himself can't always guarantee that he is 100% rational about this matter and his past...... Isn't it......

I hope that one day, he can reflect on it, see himself clearly, and know what kind of person he is...... What kind of ...... Birth......

Qinglou woman, her mother is a Qinglou woman...... Ling Yi'an secretly clenched his hands. He couldn't help but think of someone.

He thinks of no one else. It was Fang Yue who was driven crazy by himself and indirectly killed by himself......

If there wasn't such a thing as before, maybe he wouldn't be completely unacceptable to Fang Yue. It's just that she finally became a Qinglou woman, and because of her, Qingwan was seriously injured...... Although he and Fang Yue were not completely unemotional before, this kind of affection didn't seem to be so important in a situation like that at that time......

Some say he's hot-blooded, some say he's cold-blooded...... In fact, for so many years, he has not been close to women, not without reason. He doesn't know how many women he has seen in this world, some beautiful and some charming. There are naïve, there are fearless...... There are women dressed as men, and there are those who are dressed in red...... Some of them were seen from the royal brother's harem, and some were seen wandering around the streets...... Some of them are seen in the shadow of swords and swords, and they are seen in childhood sweethearts......

But these women, without exception, have no way to tug at their heartstrings...... Only...... For so many years, there has only been one Qingwan...... Did it.

Qingwan is like a clear spring to herself, watering into the dry heart that she has never had...... It was the first time he had seen such a bright and lovely girl, and he felt that he might not be able to meet it in the future...... However, he also knew in his heart that such a woman, his own small world, was a million...... Can't close it...... The only person who can be willing to stay by his side may be Chu Ning, who has worshiped heaven and earth with him......

The creed he had always believed in was that it was impossible for one person to give his heart to several women at the same time...... Although the emperor's brother and father, they are all like this, but for themselves, such things are very spurned by themselves. You think, a good girl has given you a true heart, and you don't want to be ruined like this. It's a person, probably the person who wants to fall in love with him, a couple for the rest of his life......

It's just that after meeting Chu Ning, he felt that his life was like clockwork, and in the constant rotation, he couldn't see his mind clearly...... In the end, when he left the palace and led the army to decide to go on an expedition for Qingwan, he found that his feelings for Qingwan were indelible. But it doesn't seem to be love. Love is looking at the woman around you, wanting to be with her all the time, wanting to be with her all the time, and not wanting to leave her. I want to sing with her every night...... I want to have many, many children with her......

It's just that all this can't be alleviated under such circumstances. He is His Royal Highness King Heng and the emperor's courtier, and he will do whatever the emperor says...... Whoever let himself eat this mouthful of food was given by the emperor. The person who sleeps next to him is also rewarded by the emperor......

As the saying goes, eat other people's soft mouths, take other people's soft hands...... If it weren't for the fact that he didn't have the slightest ability in front of the emperor...... is too cowardly and obedient, and he will not hesitate to bully himself for so many years...... Forget all these years of love and friendship between brothers......

There are a lot of things that you can't decide...... But it's more or less yourself, so let's be able to resist.

After all, this life is your own. There is really no reason to let others make decisions for themselves...... If this life is really possible, it can be done all over again...... No matter how much fate there is, he has to hold it all in his hands......

After all, that's perfect enough, it's good enough...... It's not worth this life.

This is the treatment he should have as a prince, and it is the consciousness he should have as an ordinary person. This is what he should do, and this kind of behavior is definitely not irresponsible to Ling Huanyu, but he is responsible for himself...... If his biological mother could see such an act from heaven, she should be really happy for herself.

After all, in this world, there is no one who cares more about himself than his own mother, isn't he? It's just that he is a person who may be born with a blessing, and many things have always become a situation that he can't recover before he has time to enjoy them......

"Your mother is a Qinglou woman. I know what you're thinking, but I'm sorry, maybe I'm going to disappoint you. ”

Let me...... Disappointed......

What kind of words are they...... Ling Yi'an was a little nervous and a little afraid, but after thinking about it, he still felt that this was what he should do...... Things that should be well accepted...... After all, many things, if they are not accepted for a while...... Maybe in this life, I will miss it like this.

He didn't want to do this, and he couldn't do it......

This is not the life he wants.

So, if you want to change your current situation, you have to start from scratch and make everything a little easier...... Let everything become, and be able to control it somewhat......

"It's okay, just say. Anyway, that's my birth mother...... It's all me, the one who should have accepted it. If I can't even accept my birth mother. Then I'...... Can it still be considered a person?"

Can it still be considered a person?

What Ling Yi'an said really scared the evil spirit.

"But ......"

"There's nothing good about it," Ling Yi'an continued, then stood up and looked into the distance, "You and I are one, and everything starts with you...... If it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't have known so much. I maybe, in the days to come, will continue to be a cow and a horse for Ling Huanyu...... Until one day, I left this world. ”

Until one day, I left this world.

It's really scary.

How fragile can a person's life be? Perhaps, only in the saddest moment, see if you can survive it. If you can't make it, maybe you'll just disappear from this world......

But he is different. He will definitely not tolerate himself and be a coward...... In any case, he has to live well, for his biological mother, for his own future, and even more, to give Chu Ning a good life.

No matter who it was, he knew that he couldn't fall like this. He must live, he must get out alive...... Only in this way can we avenge my biological mother.

"I know that over the years, you have really done a lot for Tianlang without knowing it...... Even later, when a person hides in Longnan to avoid the limelight, you are also a good official on that side of the land...... I say this now, and maybe it will hit you too hard. But it doesn't matter, you trust me, I will always be with you...... I will be with you no matter what time it is. I will save you...... Trust me, good or not. ”

Believe......

Of course he believes.

If he hadn't believed it, he wouldn't have been talking about so many things here.

"Of course I believe you. If it weren't for you, I might really be in the dark like this for the rest of my life. If one day I did find out, it was me who found out...... That's not a good thing either. After all, it would be better to have someone with you...... Right?"

Someone accompanied. It would be better.

Oh, yes. No matter what it is, it's better to have someone with you...... If this ...... If you can't do it yourself, you probably won't have the courage to do it.

"Then I really went on. ”

Although the evil spirit's words were a very positive tone, his expression still looked at Ling Yi'an with some doubts. After all, his body is in Ling Yi'an's body...... He didn't want to, and didn't want to, one day, because he would anger Ling Yi'an, and force the evil qi in his body out and into his body...... In that case, it's not a good thing...... For example, like the one before, like before, the anger generated by Ling Yi'an's anger was surged into his body...... Then he lost the last of his sanity for a while...... Ling Yi'an almost had his whole thing under control......

This is never a good thing. In any case, he should control himself.