Chapter 346: He Xingyao confesses
He Muzhi listened to what her sister said just now, and she already understood in her heart, it turned out that her sister really didn't want to give up, and it turned out that her sister's heart was actually still missing Brother Chuyuan, and it turned out that the two of them were not completely ruthless to each other......
She thought about it for a long, long time, but her mood became darker and darker.
Why?
Why can God accommodate the feelings of my sister and Brother Chuyuan, but not the relationship between her and Murong Han?
is also a member of the Murong family, Murong Rin can grow old together with Chu Yuechen and watch the great rivers and mountains together, but between her and Murong Han, there is never any possibility?
For the first time, she felt that this heaven was so unfair, even if that person really did a lot of evil, but why did her feelings have no place to go from the beginning?
The more He Muzhi thought about it, the more sad she felt in her heart, but she still had to pretend to be strong in front of people, and even wanted to escape from reality at first, but after all, there was still no way, the person she liked so much finally left this world, all the hate, anger, and all the people who cared for her.
He Xingyao didn't know why his sister suddenly burst into tears, and his mood became more and more irritable for a while.
She didn't seem to be able to see her sister crying, so she hurriedly walked over and said, "Sister, why are you crying?" My sister is really not aggrieved at all, your eldest brother Chuyuan is a good person, I believe that his mother will accept me one day, you really don't need to feel sorry for me, you really don't need to. ”
He Muzhi shook his head, looked at her with a somewhat blank look, and said after a long time: "Sister, I'm not sorry for you, I just feel that I'm really useless, I just feel that God is a little unfair." ”
Although she spoke calmly like this, He Xingyao was still a little unaccustomed to it after all.
Seeing that her sister has completely lost her former innocence and liveliness, her heart is extremely painful, but she can't do anything.
I don't know how long it took, He Xingyao reluctantly patted his sister's shoulder, and said in a firm tone: "Good sister, don't always think crankily every day, my sister knows that you are sad in your heart, but no matter how sad you are in your heart, you still have to live this life, so don't think so much, okay?" ”
He Muzhi nodded, but the loneliness in her eyes became heavier and heavier.
She knew that no one could solve this kind of thing, and no one could do anything but slowly come out of it by herself.
However, it is really difficult to get out.
Emotional things can never be manipulated artificially, liking a person is not just as simple as saying it casually, hating a person, a look can also be a reason.
She was really transparent about emotional matters in the past, but with the departure of that person, she found out for the first time that she was really so fragile, and it was also the first time that she found that between herself and Murong Han, there was not much sweetness at all, and even a short time together was not much.
He Muzhi vaguely remembered that one night, she stabbed Murong Han, and the eyes of that person leaving, hurt, sad and fragile, and at the same time a little incredulous.
She has never forgotten the situation that day, but as time went by, she found herself more and more contradictory, the person she liked so much was the culprit who hurt her friend after all, she wanted to avenge her friend, she wanted to be an enemy, but that person was the one she liked in her heart.
She stabbed Murong Han twice, but both times were not fatal, just because she hesitated at the beginning, so she never thought that that person would die, and she never thought that that person would actually leave this world.
She has no way to watch others live happily, and she is alone, although sometimes she is jealous and feels that God is unfair, but after all, she does not blame anyone.
After a long time, He Muzhi said to He Xingyao: "Sister, I know that you have always cared about me, so I won't let you worry so much in the future." ”
After a long while, she continued: "As you said, Brother Chuyuan is a good person, so you must be happier than me, your life must be better than mine, and even with my happiness, you must get better and better." ”
He Xingyao knew that his sister knew about her own affairs this time, so her mood was very complicated, but it was good not to hide it anymore, after all, everyone should have their own thoughts.
And so, after the sisters had spoken for a while, they went back together.
Chu Yuan looked at He Xingyao, those eyes were staring too bluntly, no matter who saw it, they felt really embarrassed.
Fortunately, none of them felt annoyed, but Yan Yunzhan, looking at He Xingyao's face and earlobes that had now returned to normal, couldn't help but teasing: "Yo, what were you sisters talking about just now?" Can I listen to it? ”
He Xingyao smiled and said, "You're so beautiful, you have to listen to everything, you are not a good ear, and when you talk about the topic of our girl's family, what is going on with you listening?" ”
When Chu Yuan heard this, he also said in a mocking tone: "Yes, Yun Zhan, what are the whispers that the sisters are talking to on the side, what do you think is going on?" ”
Seeing that everyone seemed to be working against him, Yan Yunzhan couldn't accept such pressure for a while, so he waved his hand and said: "Forget it, I don't care so much, if you don't listen, you won't listen, anyway, it doesn't have much to do with me." ”
Just when a few of them were about to continue to fight, He Xingyao said directly: "Actually, I think it's good like this, let's all be together and have a very happy day." ”
After a pause, she continued: "But Chu Yuan, don't leave after returning to the palace today, I want to talk to you." ”
Chu Yuan nodded.
In this way, not long after the rain stopped, a group of them returned to the palace in a mighty manner.
It's just that as soon as she returned to the palace, He Xingyao asked the others to leave first for the time being, while she herself was talking about things in the palace with Chu Yuan.
This huge palace is empty, and there are no people, perhaps because there are too many souls in the past, so when there are few people, it always makes people feel a little eerie and a little frightened.
He Xingyao glanced at him, then directly handed over a cup of tea and said, "Chuyuan, do you know? When it's raining, I'm outside, and I've actually figured it out, and I think you're good, and I really like it. ”
These words shocked Chu Yuan so much that he didn't even want to believe his ears, his lips squirmed, and he said excitedly: "You, you, am I dreaming?" Xingyao, can you, can you repeat what you just said? I want to hear it well. ”
He Xingyao nodded and said with a smile: "I really think clearly, this time I won't let go again, no matter how big the difficulties and obstacles are, I want to be with you, because I like you, I like you more than anyone else or anything, do you hear clearly?" ”
Chu Yuan nodded excitedly.
He couldn't believe that He Xingyao actually said such a thing, which simply shocked him, it was the biggest surprise in his life, and it was the happiest day in his life.
Chu Yuan got such a great news, he was about to fly happily, and the whole person had a very special feeling.
I don't know how long it took, he suddenly took He Xingyao's hand, and then excitedly picked her up and turned around several times, and then said in an indescribable tone: "Xingyao, do you know? Do you know what you just said? I'm really, really so happy, I didn't expect you, I didn't expect you to be so good, you would confess to me, when I heard you say that you liked me, my head was almost empty all of a sudden, I think this is my life so big, the happiest and happiest day, do you know how much surprise you brought me? That's really shocking, especially touching me, I really like you, I like you so much, I really like it. ”
He Xingyao didn't speak, she just nodded vigorously.
Both of them looked extremely excited, they were in tears, but they were smiling, they looked so beautiful, so shocking.
Just as they were about to continue, there was a sudden noise at the door, which sounded particularly noisy.
He Xingyao also hurriedly walked to the door because the movement was too loud, but he didn't expect to see her father and mother at once.
She is now the master of the whole world, so she is not afraid at all, but when she looks at the person in front of her, she always feels sad and sad in her heart, but fortunately, now she is surrounded by happiness and warmth, she feels that she has lived so much, for the first time she feels the taste of loving someone, it turns out to be so wonderful, so beautiful.
Seeing that her daughter and Chu Yuan were so close, Mrs. He didn't say anything, just sighed softly.
As soon as He Xingyao saw that his father and mother were coming, he hurriedly brought the two of them in, and served warm tea by the way.
After Mrs. He took a sip of tea, she said, "Xingyao, what are you doing here?" Have you really figured it out? ”
He Xingyao nodded, and the expression on his face looked extremely determined.
But Master He, seeing his daughter's reaction like this, he couldn't say anything to refute, just looked at Chu Yuan and said: "Young Master Chu Yuan, Xing Yao is the eldest daughter of the old man, and she has been quietly raised since she was a child, and she will not be willing to let her suffer no matter what, so Young Master Chu Yuan, have you really thought about it?" ”
Before Chu Yuan could answer, he continued: "The old man had seen you at the beginning, and during that time in Yuecheng, your performance was also quite brilliant and gratifying, but your mother, she still can't tolerate the old man's daughter Xingyao after all, even if you really want to get along forever, but how will you pass your mother's level when the time comes?" Even if you make a lot of concessions by then, but your mother's level is not resolved, do you think you will really be happy in the future? ”
He said these words in the hope that his daughter could live a happy life, so he said such heavy words.
However, when Chu Yuan heard what he said, he was silent for a while.
He wasn't his mother, and he couldn't make decisions for his mother.
Some people's likes and dislikes are always so obvious that he has no choice but to compromise.
However, how far can compromise go? If the matter is still unresolved by then, what is the use of such a humble and cowardly compromise?
Just when he was speechless, He Xingyao suddenly stopped in front of him, and said in a firm tone: "Daddy, mother, in fact, you don't have to say this, I know that you are all for our good, but we will definitely face this matter together, right?" Chu Yuan? ”
Chu Yuan smiled and nodded, but he looked so sad that he seemed to have lost his fighting spirit all of a sudden.
Mrs. He looked a little cowardly when she looked at Chu Yuan like this, while He Xingyao looked a little strong.
She was a little worried, but she didn't show it at all, but walked over and grabbed the back of her daughter's hand, and said: "Good boy, my mother knows that you are extremely serious in everything, even if you encounter a big obstacle, you will not give up after all, but Xingyao, have you really thought about it?" I have met Mrs. Chu before, she is actually very humble, after all, her son is your courtier, no matter how unwilling she is, but this fact cannot be changed, do you think that even if she temporarily compromises with you, then will she really be serious? My mother really can't imagine the days when you live with her, otherwise we will give up, anyway, there are many beautiful men in the world, why do you have to hang on a tree? ”
Hearing this, He Xingyao directly let go of the hands that his mother was holding him, and his face looked a little lost.
She didn't expect that this time, she was brave, but so many people had to retreat, Chu Yuan never spoke, and her father and mother had been persuading herself to give up all this, could it be that emotional things could really be given up if you gave up? If you can really give up, then what's the point of such a relationship?
He Xingyao has never felt so cold as today, she feels that even if her beloved is standing in front of her, even if she is reunited with her parents, the distance of her heart seems to be extremely far away, so far away that people can't see clearly.
She didn't know how to do all this, she just knew that in this world, no one could be more sad than herself, maybe there were, but she didn't know.
He Muzhi has always been uneasy, so she kept an eye on it, and after leaving, she secretly hid behind the pillar next to the palace, and then listened to the words in the palace all the time.
Sure enough, the more she listened, the more angry she felt, so she rushed out.
Everyone was stunned, they didn't expect He Muzhi to not leave, and even heard what all of them said.
He Xingyao felt a little sad, but looking at her sister, she was not so sad.
He Muzhi walked up to the person and said to her father and mother, "Daddy, mother, do you know? My sister really likes Brother Chu Yuan very much, the relationship between them is so good, just because Mrs. Chu doesn't like it, so you have to let your sister give up, have you ever thought about their feelings? ”
She smiled, the expression on her face so desolate.