Chapter 134: Awakening
Murong Hang was awakened by a nightmare, sat up from the bed panting, and after a long time, he slowly came back to his senses, and then got up and left from the bed, Murong Hang walked to the wine shelf and took a bottle of wine, and then walked to the sofa and drank it, the cold liquid flowed into Murong Hang's throat, Murong Hang only felt very uncomfortable in his stomach, but this feeling also made him sober up a lot in an instant.
Night is the easiest time for people to let go of their defenses and boundaries in their hearts, and it is also easy for people to face the feelings in their hearts, Murong Hang picked up the wine glass and took another big sip, forcing himself to calm down.
"In your heart, Chu Qiaoen is really just your brother??" What Uncle Ye said to Murong Hang was recalled in Murong Hang's mind, Murong Hang's face was helpless, his eyebrows were clustered, and he stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyebrows.
Murong Hang put the wine glass on the table, then put his head on his sofa, and then closed his eyes to calm himself.
Chu Qiaoen grew up with him, when he was a child, he was obviously a soft and glutinous little dough, how did he grow up, he became a big demon king who likes to kill.
When he was a child, Chu Qiaoen liked to follow him and call him brother with a milky voice, Chu Qiaoen at that time was still a crying little milk bag, sometimes, he hummed and chirped at every turn, every time Chu Qiaoen cried, Murong Hang's whole heart was happy, obviously a boy, how could he like to cry so much.
If Murong Hang was the happiest time in his life, it was when he was a child with Chu Qiaoen, when the two of them didn't have to do anything, and there was no trouble when they were happy.
Later, when the two grew up, Chu Qiaoen became more and more possessive of him, he didn't take it seriously at that time, but he felt that Chu Qiaoen still liked to pester him like when he was a child.
But...... On that night, Chu Qiaoen walked towards him covered in blood, his eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse, like a devil who had come out of hell, and it was at that moment that Murong Hang really discovered that the child who had always liked to hide behind him had really grown up, and he ...... If he is not milky, he may not need his own protection anymore.
At the beginning, Chu Qiaoen's voice was hoarse and very desperate and said to himself: "Brother...... Why aren't you obedient, why are you lying to me, why are you marrying someone else?? At that time, Murong Hang was very flustered in his heart, and even had some weakness, yes, he had promised this little friend, he only liked him alone in this life, why would he betray his little friend, at that moment Murong Hang even thought about it, how to dissolve that marriage, how to fool Chu Qiaoen about killing people, he couldn't let him go to prison, he should live in the sun, it really didn't work, he could even go back to him.
In fact, at that time, Murong Hang had already lost his heart in Chu Qiaoen, otherwise how could he know that after Chu Qiaoen killed his bride, why was the initial reaction not half a bucket and heartbroken, but worried about Chu Qiaoen's situation, why he has always been a good boy, the upright Murong Hang, after learning that Chu Qiaoen had killed someone, his first thought was to help him escape, but this was that too many things happened at that time, and Murong Hang subconsciously chose to ignore it in his mind.
When Murong Hang heard Chu Qiaoen say to himself in a dumb voice, "Brother...... Do you know that I've liked you for many years, not because of my brother's love for my brother, but because of ...... I like ...... that only lovers see."
After Murong Hang listened to Chu Qiaoen's words, his whole person was shocked, how could it be like this, he ...... The younger brother who has always loved him actually has this kind of thought for himself, and Murong Hang more or less knows that some people like the same sex, but ...... He never thought that this kind of thing would actually happen to him, so he would say so many cruel things to Chu Qiaoen in a fit of anger, saying that he was disgusting, and that he would never see Chu Qiaoen in his life.
Now that Murong Hang thinks about it, at that time, ...... Chu Qiaoen must be very desperate in his heart, the "love" that he has been carefully protecting has been said to be disgusting by the person he loves, such a thing, who can't accept it, and even, Murong Hang didn't dare to think about how Chu Qiaoen came over at that time, just thinking about it hurt and couldn't stand it.
Back then, after Chu Qiaoen left, Murong Hang also sat on the cold ground for a long time like now, he couldn't even believe what he heard, but what made Murong Hang undeniable was that there was a trace of joy and pleasure in his heart, at that time, Murong Hang felt that I must be crazy.
Later, he was forced to flee with Chu Qiaoen and fled to this island, which is completely different from the environment he has always lived in, it is dark and selfish, and everyone here is constantly struggling in my own position, but even so, in Murong Hang's heart, he feels happy, and he has never felt that he is unlucky, because there are only two people here, he and Chu Qiaoen, there is no one he knows here, and there is no one who has any concerns with the two of them.
Later, he was ***, at that time his heart was very desperate, at that moment Murong Hang wanted to die in his heart, and what he didn't expect was that he was so humiliated that he was actually seen by Chu Qiaoen, how could he bear it, at that moment, he never wanted to die so much, and then when everything was over, he lay on the bed exhausted, full of messes, and when Chu Qiaoen was lying on the bed angrily, Murong Hang hugged Chu Qiaoen and cried for a long time, and finally ...... He reluctantly sat up from the bed, cleaned himself up, and then reluctantly cheered up and bandaged Chu Qiaoen, Murong Hang was not for anything else, not because he was afraid of death, but because, if he died, Chu Qiaoen would definitely not live by himself.
He was unwilling to become like this, he didn't want to be like this, and later, Chu Qiaoen became stronger and stronger, and the relationship between the two of them was not salty and light, but ...... Murong Hang always knew that Chu Qiaoen had been guarding himself in the dark, otherwise...... How could he be in such a place again, the years have been quiet for such a long time, he knows that Chu Qiaoen is often injured, so he resolutely studied medicine, he is not at ease when he hands over Chu Qiaoen to anyone, since this is the case, it is better to hand it over to himself.
Murong Hang remembered that once, he went to deliver medicine to Chu Qiaoen, but ...... He actually saw a woman coming out of Chu Qiaoen's room, Chu Qiaoen is a man who is a bit of a cleanliness fetish, he doesn't like to let anyone touch him, and he is in a high position now, here he is a god-like existence, if he is not willing, no one can enter his body, so ...... What the two of them did at the latest was naturally self-evident, and at that moment, Murong Hang was very jealous of the woman just now.
At that time, Murong Hang's hands were clenched, his eyes were red, and his chest was rising and falling very seriously, he didn't know what he was thinking in his heart at that time, he only knew that he was very uncomfortable in his heart at that time, and he actually had a feeling of being betrayed, as if he had always thought that he would never leave his younger brother, as if he had ...... It didn't have to be him, he panicked at that time, and he panicked completely.
Murong Hang stood outside, trying to calm down his abnormal behavior, until his demeanor returned to normal, and then walked to Chu Qiaoen's master bedroom, when Murong Hang entered, he actually subconsciously looked for ambiguous traces in this house, but ...... The cleaners here are so dedicated that they didn't find anything, even the trash cans were too clean.
After a while, Chu Qiaoen walked over with a casual look, "What are you doing??" ”
After Murong Hang heard Chu Qiaoen's words, he turned around, and suddenly saw that his eyes were slightly red, Murong Hang was very aggrieved in his heart, and wanted Chu Qiaoen to hug and coax him, but ...... Reality simply doesn't allow him to do that.
When Chu Qiaoen saw Murong Hang's appearance, he instantly panicked, looked at himself at a loss and said, "Brother...... What's wrong?? Who bullied you?? ”
Murong Hang listened to Chu Qiaoen's words of concern, and couldn't help but throw himself into Chu Qiaoen's arms, Chu Qiaoen was stunned because of Murong Hang's sudden move, and then his voice was instantly hoarse, and he said helplessly: "Brother...... You ......"
"You hug me......" Murong Hang twitched his nose and said in a muffled voice, and then, Chu Qiaoen cautiously stretched out his hand, slowly put it on Murong Hang's body, and patted Murong Hang awkwardly, just like a child, Murong Hang stayed in front of Chu Qiaoen for a long time, and then slowly withdrew his body, sniffed, and looked at Chu Qiaoen embarrassedly, but who thought that Chu Qiaoen was even more embarrassed than him, the whole person was like an iron man, Murong Hang couldn't help but burst into tears and laughed.
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Murong Hang slowly withdrew from his memories, and his voice not only murmured, "I'm really in love with you, I ...... unconsciously"
Murong Hang slowly got up from the sofa, walked to the bed step by step, and then hugged Chu Qiaoen, Murong Hang's heart instantly felt that he had found a belonging, and the former child slowly became a big tree, and slowly became a man.
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