When Li Yixiao first arrived abroad, the whole person looked very depressed, sometimes, Li Yixiao would even get distracted at work, during that time, Li Yixiao felt that his whole person was on the verge of collapse.

Li Yixiao has always felt that he is a workaholic, he used to eat only one meal a day because of his work, he could work overtime until four or five o'clock in the morning, or he could drink wine at the wine table until his stomach bleeds in order to complete a case, he can ......

But...... Now at this moment, Li Yixiao feels that he has changed, although his person is here, but ...... His heart has always remained abroad, and it has always remained in that person...... But...... That man...... Don't do it yourself......

Now Li Yixiao doesn't look like himself anymore, he began to wander unconsciously in himself, his work efficiency declined very quickly, he didn't even know what he was doing sometimes, he didn't even know what he was doing every day now, he spent every day in a daze.

Sometimes, when he gets up in the morning, Li Yixiao can't get up at all, and sometimes Li Yixiao will subconsciously feel that he is still by his side, so he ...... He didn't have to worry about not getting up and being late, but ...... At a particularly important meeting of the company, Li Yixiao got up very late, because Li Yixiao slept very late the night before, so ...... As a result, he did not wake up the next day.

But...... In the past, no matter how late Li Yixiao was busy, Li Yixiao would arrive at the company on time, because ...... Ji Yunfeng will wake him up on time, will make breakfast for him in advance, will help Li Yixiao squeeze the toothpaste, and will give Li Yixiao a big French kiss when Li Yixiao really can't get up, every morning Li Yixiao is woken up by Ji Yunfeng's kiss, Ji Yunfeng, will add clothes to him in the morning, when it is cold, when it rains, no matter whether Ji Yunfeng is busy, Ji Yunfeng will also take time to send Li Yixiao an umbrella, in Li Yixiao's affairs, Ji Yunfeng rarely pretends to others, as long as he can do it, He'll do it himself, but ...... All this ...... Now it's gone......

Li Yixiao has to set his alarm clock every morning, and even ...... Li Yixiao was afraid that he wouldn't wake up, so he bought a lot of alarm clocks, and without Ji Yunfeng's intimate clothes, Li Yixiao often had a small cold, and when it rained, Li Yixiao also had to borrow the company's reserved umbrella......

If...... When he and Ji Yunfeng are still good, Ji Yunfeng will definitely take him to play all over the world on Valentine's Day and Qixi Festival, Ji Yunfeng will prepare candlelight dinners for him, will cook his favorite steak, will take him to the playground to play, and then buy a children's bracelet, and then introduce everyone generously: "Huh...... This is our little friend, I want to protect him, I can't let him get lost, it's more ...... I only have such a cute little friend as him. ”

Monsoon would take him to play in the playground all day, and then ...... Take him back to their little home, and finally ...... The two of them lingered until dawn, you see...... What a terrible thing habit is......

The sense of disparity it leaves to people is the most painful existence, it is like the deadliest poison, it cannot be touched, it cannot be touched......

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Li Yixiao's real intention to die for Ji Yunfeng was when he was in a car accident...... He lay on his own in the hospital for a long time, and when he woke up from a coma, there was no one around him, and when he saw the woman who lived in the same ward with him, and saw her husband, who took care of her every day, rain or shine, and took care of her, Li Yixiao's heart was extremely sour.

Li Yixiao thought very sadly in his heart at that time: "If I died in a car accident today, that person will be indifferent, because ...... At the beginning, he used such vicious words and behaviors to insult himself in every way......"

Li Yixiao thought very self-deprecating in his heart, when he ...... What a dashing person Ji Yunfeng is, the prince of the night scene, everyone must shout respectfully when they see him: "Ji Shao" people, how can they give up a whole grassland for themselves, how can they be virtuous, their appearance is average, and their body softness is also average, what do they rely on to keep Ji Yunfeng? ……？

Possible...... Ji Yunfeng's interest in himself is only temporary, and it may be ...... He's grown up so big and I've never seen a person with a personality like himself, he looks average, his personality is still stubborn, a man, he probably likes to tame a fierce horse, and then ...... Watching them be abandoned, he was just a dispensable toy for Ji Yunfeng, and he ...... The reason why I said those words to myself, why do I want to stay by his side for the rest of my life, and I will not be allowed to escape for the rest of my life...... All of this is Ji Yunfeng's angry words, and for Ji Yunfeng, he is just a pity to abandon and eat tasteless.

If he abandons himself, there will be thousands of people who look similar to him and have similar personalities to climb into Ji Yunfeng's bed with all their might, and their bed skills are much better than his own, after all, ...... When he was in the Ji Yun Feng bed, he was really miserable, unless he was really happy, he would gasp a few times, man...... Who would like a dead fish in bed, I'm afraid that I would have been tired of Ji Yunfeng a long time ago, otherwise...... How could he quarrel with him, he couldn't stand it, Thunder was furious, and even treated himself like that, Li Yixiao had never seen such a Ji Yunfeng, his eyes were red, and he looked at himself like crazy.

The more Li Yixiao thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, Li Yixiao thought that he was a cold person, whether it was family relations or his own reasons, Li Yixiao thought that he would not fall in love with anyone in his life, but ...... The appearance of Ji Yunfeng was like an accident, an accident that he once thought was the most beautiful, but ...... He was wrong, there is simply no one in this world who will stay with you all the time, they ...... After all, you will leave, and in the end, I suddenly look back, and you are the only one, still waiting there stupidly, but...... Since you can't guarantee it, you won't leave, why do you want to come here to provoke me, don't you know that the best way to destroy a person is to make a person happy.

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Since Li Yixiao's car accident, his body has fallen into a root disease, that is, when it rains on a cloudy day, the bones of the body hurt, and the whole body hurts.

But...... Both Western medicine and Chinese medicine say that his disease cannot be cured at all, no matter how powerful a doctor is, because ...... Li Yixiao's disease is the body itself, and they can't go with it at all, the only thing they can do is to alleviate and suppress it, after Li Yixiao came back from the hospital, he took a lot of medicine, Li Yixiao returned home, put the medicine on the coffee table, and then ...... went to the master bedroom, Li Yixiao has never taken care of medicine since then, Li Yixiao himself is not a person who likes to take medicine, when he used to have a cold and fever, as long as he took a hot bath or drank a few large cups of hot water, he was almost in good health.

Otherwise...... It's Ji Yunfeng who saw Li Yixiao getting sick and forced him to take medicine, and now he ...... Li Yixiao has neither a cold nor a fever, so he ...... Li Yixiao will never take the initiative to take medicine.

After Li Yixiao went to the bathroom to take a hot bath, he came out, and Li Yixiao was wet because of ...... The body is uncomfortable, and Li Yixiao is too lazy to blow his hair, so he ...... Li Yixiao came out with a bath towel, Li Yixiao turned on the heating in the house, and then ...... Just got up and got into the quilt, Li Yixiao now feels that he has a lot of things in his head, and it is still messy to cut and straighten, and now Li Yixiao's brain is a mess, Li Yixiao wants to clean up his thoughts, but he is in a state of no way to start.

Li Yixiao didn't bother to think about anything now, let it fend for itself, Li Yixiao slowly closed his eyes and went to sleep.

Li Yixiao slept very long this night, Li Yixiao got up a little dazed, his eyes were not focused, Li Yixiao couldn't believe it, how long had he not slept such a comforting night, when Li Yixiao was working before, he was simply dying, Li Yixiao used all the time he could squeeze out for work, and even ...... Several times, Li Yixiao ate and slept all of them were filled with work, and people said that Li Yixiao was young and sat in the position of assistant to the president, and his future prospects were simply limitless, but ...... Few people are willing to understand, behind the scenes, what have you paid for this, how much time you have wasted on rest and entertainment, when they are all traveling and drinking, Li Yixiao is the only one who works hard under the light, even Mo Yi'an said: "Because the assistant is Li Yixiao, I have saved a lot of time,"

Mo Yi'an is not a person who thinks about others at will, or even praises others, Mo Yi'an is actually a person similar to Li Yixiao in his bones, and Mo Yi'an is also a complete workaholic, but ...... In the past few years, Mo Yi'an has been married, and he also has a pair of very cute little babies, so ...... Moelian reduced his working hours accordingly, but ...... Only Li Yixiao knows that even if he is Mo Yi'an now, his ability and work efficiency are very high.

Li Yixiao sat on the bed in a daze, then got up and got dressed to get dressed, Li Yixiao walked to the refrigerator, picked up a bottle of Coke from it, and the cold liquid entered the body, so that Li Yixiao's reason gradually came back to his senses, Li Yixiao walked to the bed, looked at the outside of the relocation lights, his eyes were dark and unclear, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Li Yixiao stood in front of the window for a long time, and after a long time, Li Yixiao slowly took action, Li Yixiao turned around, put on his shoes and went out, the sky outside was a little dark, people were in twos and threes, couples, families, they were eating together, drinking, telling a few innocuous jokes, full of fireworks.

Li Yixiao also walked into a restaurant, but this restaurant is not the kind of high-end and indifferent five-star restaurant, but ...... The kind of small table placed outside, Li Yixiao ordered a few bottles of beer and ate the more famous side dishes in the store.

Compared with Li Yixiao's big and deserted house, I don't know how lively it is here, Li Yixiao drank the beer in his hand, since it was ...... Half of my heart was warmed by the warm time of someone else's home.

Li Yixiao laughed a little self-deprecatingly in his heart: "How much I lack love, isn't it just that I lost a love, why don't you unconsciously make such a mess??" ”

"Brother...... Brother...... Are you going to buy flowers? ......" A child holding a large bouquet of roses ran over and said to Li Yixiao.

The little girl's eyes were big, just like the moon at night, Li Yixiao stretched out his hand and patted the little girl's head very fondly, "Tease my brother." Li Yixiao randomly took out a lot of money from his pocket.

The little girl, after thanking Li Yixiao, ran away, and in the evening, Li Yixiao went home with a large bouquet of roses......