Chapter 245: Chu Ling'er's state
Everyone is immersed in the joy of reunion, but they don't realize that danger is creeping in, just like day and night, good and evil, always opposite opposites.
And Chu Ling'er's heart, for some reason, faintly felt a little sad, and at the same time a little regretful.
She had always thought that the memories she had lost were God's punishment for herself, but many people had said that she was happier than when she was sober.
Originally, she didn't understand, but the moment she saw He Xingyao, she found that her memory seemed to be slowly recovering, and those things in the past, although they didn't sound like they were true, but she didn't have a little impression after all, but began to have some vague concepts.
She looked at He Xingyao, and suddenly said softly: "Xingyao, have you and your sister joined the camp of Her Royal Highness the Princess?" ”
This cold sentence made He Xingyao feel surprised and happy in an instant.
She really didn't expect that she would see Chu Ling'er recover her memory at this juncture, which is really good.
So, she directly hugged the person in front of her in her arms, leaned into her ear and said, "Yes, Ling'er, you remembered, everything remembered, didn't you?" ”
Although this sentence is asked, there is no doubt when He Xingyao says it, it is an affirmation, but he just wants to get his ideal answer.
And Chu Ling'er lived up to expectations, looked at her with tears in her eyes and said, "Yes, I remembered, I know everything is going on." ”
After a pause, she continued: "It's just so sad, I actually remembered it at such an age, and after so much time, God treats me badly after all." ”
These words were slightly desolate and pathetic, and He Xingyao listened to it, and his heart was a little unbearable.
So, she could only look at the person in front of her with a relieved smile, but she didn't say anything.
He Xingyao knew that Chu Ling'er, who had just recovered his memory, urgently needed to adjust, after all, people's receptivity was high and low, and it was always good to have time to adapt.
Chu Ling'er also knew what she was thinking, so she didn't say anything, but became very silent for a while.
At this time, Chu Yuechen suddenly said with some curiosity: "By the way, Miss Ling'er, this is our family's West Garden, but have you always lived here?" Why have I never heard of you since I was a child? ”
As soon as she finished saying this, Chu Ling'er suddenly took her hand and said, "You asked this question well, in fact, Yuechen, when you were young, we met, but you were too young at that time, so I don't remember." ”
After a pause, she continued: "I don't know what the reason is, I have always been here, with the vicissitudes of the sea, the world has changed, this huge palace has also become vicissitudes, and then later, the rise of the Chu family, I am the daughter of the Chu family, it stands to reason that I am your ancestor." ”
When Chu Yuechen heard such an explanation, he let go of the previous mustard in his heart.
She always thought that Chu Ling'er would not appear in this West Garden at all, but she didn't expect to learn about such a thing now, and she went back to the past, and when she saw Chu Ling'er when she was young, she felt very happy for a while, and she was not so disgusted with the things she had experienced.
It's just that sometimes prejudice is a mountain that overwhelms people.
Chu Yuan went to the study to talk because of Chu Yun, but Chu Ling'er didn't know if anyone in this family knew, so things were a little tricky.
Fortunately, Chu Yuechen's heart was kind, so she looked at Chu Ling'er and said directly in a somewhat awkward tone: "Ling'er, you said that you have lived here for so many years, but my father and my mother, do you know?" ”
Chu Ling'er smiled.
She felt that Chu Yuechen was stupid to ask this question, but she still spoke: "How could they not know? I am your ancestor, older than your grandfather's generation, but after so many years, I still live a vague life because of the confusion when I was young, so everyone tacitly asks someone to take care of me, and the rest of the time is not bothered. ”
When Chu Ling'er said these words, she finally felt a lot more at ease.
I have been holding these things in my heart for so many years, but now that I say it, it is much easier.
At this time, He Xingyao suddenly spoke: "In this case, Yuechen, you take Ling'er away and let her live elsewhere in your house, after all, it doesn't look like a person can live here, and I always feel that all these things are too coincidental, Ling'er, and the place we went to inexplicably." ”
She panicked for a moment.
According to Chu Ling'er, they should have returned to the past, and they returned to a certain period in the past, because that was the situation when Chu Ling'er was young.
She didn't know what the point of going back to the past with Chu Yuan and the others was, but all this must not have happened for no reason.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that there was such a possibility, and He Xingyao felt that his head was about to explode.
But she knew very well in her heart that the more she was at this time, the more she could not panic.
Chu Yuechen didn't say anything, but in such a matter, what does it matter if he says anything?
Fortunately, He Muzhi saw the doubts and uneasiness in her heart, so she said with a smile: "Okay sister, I know what you think in your heart, but let's take a step by step, so that we also have an opinion on the situation in the future, right?" Relax! ”
In this way, Chu Yuechen personally pulled Chu Ling'er and settled in a good place.
In this way, because of Chu Ling'er, everyone finally calmed down for a while.
It's a pity that when Chu Yuechen's grandmother looked at Chu Ling'er, the expression on her face was always very subtle.
Chu Ling'er's matter is not too complicated to say, but it is tricky enough.
After all, she has lost her memory since she was young, and she has been old enough, so she has lived long enough in this world, but there are only a handful of truly meaningful days.
Because of this, Chu Ling'er looks like an old man who doesn't know how old he is, with white hair, wrinkles on his face, and many wrinkles on his skin, in short, there is nothing good.
But this is just the appearance, after all, because of the loss of memory, Chu Ling'er has only lived for so many years, but his actual age is very small, less than twenty years old.
The way the old lady and Chu Ling'er get along is particularly weird, and even these two are already over eighty years old, but one is younger than the other, and even because of the recovery of past memories, Chu Ling'er's body is not flexible enough, but it looks as naughty and cute as the seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl.
Although Mrs. Chu said that she couldn't get used to Chu Ling'er's old body and youthful mentality, she didn't talk much about it, and her food and clothing on weekdays were just routines, and there was nothing special about it.
On the contrary, Chu Ling'er and Chu Yuechen and others are very comfortable together, and they can even speak, and they have a feeling of knowing each other.
Early that morning, Chu Yuan and Chu Lao were discussing in the study, and somehow they talked about Chu Ling'er, and the topic of the two of them deviated a lot for a while.
I saw that the first master shook his head, sighed and said: "Ah Yuan, what do you say this is like, there are already a lot of people in our family, and the Murong family is eyeing it, and now Chu Ling'er, the ancestor, wants to make trouble here, which is really troublesome." ”
Chu Yuan didn't know why his father complained so much, although he was a little dissatisfied in his heart, he still said quietly: "Daddy, what are you talking about?" Anyway, Ling'er is also the ancestor of our first family, although she has always lived in this world, but it is not her voluntary at all, after all, she has lost her memories of the past, how can you not be considerate? ”
When Chu Yuan said this, his heart felt like he was dripping blood.
He has always known that his father seems to be kind, but he is actually a little selfish, otherwise how could their brother and sister not know about Chu Ling'er's existence after so many years?
When he thought of this, Chu Yuan always felt that the atmosphere in this home was a little weird.
When he went back to the past, although he didn't know what the first family was like, but when he was young, he really saw it, so he always had more compassion in his heart.
The first master didn't think about it so much, he just felt that his son was now able to openly contradict him, and it was a strange thing at this time.
So, he was only a little embarrassed to pull his hair behind him, and then he said a little helplessly: "Ah, Ah Yuan, you, how can you say these words?" I'm not a cat or a dog, I'm your father, but why don't you agree with what I say? ”
Chu Yuan felt that he was too funny when he said these words, could it be that as a father, his children and juniors had to listen to what he said? Even if it's wrong, do you have to follow it blindly?
He thought it was ridiculous, that sometimes the concept of filial piety in this world was so pedantic that people had nothing to say.
Anyway, this house was originally lived in by Chu Ling'er and guarded by Chu Ling'er, but I didn't expect that after so many years, everything has changed.
Since he knew that Chu Ling'er was the ancestor of the Chu family, he had more and more respect for Chu Ling'er.
Maybe some people don't know the truth of the matter, so it's always easy to snub Chu Ling'er, but he knows very well in his heart that he doesn't blame Chu Ling'er for all this.
Who can still smile at life after experiencing what Chu Ling'er has experienced?
Chu Yuan thought that he couldn't do it, he was not a saint, nor was he a bad person, he just felt that it was his responsibility, and it was their first family that owed Chu Ling'er, so he had to pay it back no matter when it came.
So, he directly put on a straight face and said a little angrily: "Dad, no matter what, for Chu Ling'er, I still think we should make a good offering for Chu Ling'er and let her enjoy her old age in peace." ”
Hearing this, the first master was immediately unhappy, but he also knew that his son had an idea, so he did not force him to change his opinion.
It's just that the first master muttered in his heart, and on the surface, he temporarily agreed with his son's opinion, as long as he was deducted everywhere behind his back, making Chu Ling'er's situation difficult, he would naturally return to the West Garden when the time came, and he would definitely not trouble them.
That's what he thinks in his heart, so it's okay to compromise for the time being.
And Chu Yuan didn't know what he really thought in his heart, so he thought that he was really persuaded by himself, and he felt a little proud in his heart for a while.
Fortunately, Chu Yuan's head was still sober and he didn't really get carried away, so after he finished talking about things in the study, he directly led Chu Yuechen and the two brothers and sisters to see Chu Ling'er together.
Speaking of which, this is a rather magical thing.
Chu Ling'er has been talking and chatting with their friends all day long, but they are in harmony with each other, and their mentality is much younger.
I saw He Xingyao directly pulling the sunflower seeds in the basket, and then said with a smile: "Ling'er, you see these sunflower seeds, they will grow very well when planted in the ground, they bloom towards the sun, representing hopes and dreams." ”
Hearing this, Chu Ling'er was also infected for a while.
She looked at He Xingyao and unconsciously took a handful of sunflower seeds, but her mood looked a little melancholy.
"It is said that these sunflower seeds represent hopes and dreams, but I see, why don't you have any spirit at all?"
He Xingyao saw that she was not very happy, so he said directly: "Ling'er, don't think about it so much, anyway, in this family, no one can do anything to you, you will spend your old age well in the future, and your life will definitely get better and better." ”
How could Chu Ling'er not know that this was her comfort to herself?
But what's the point? After so many years, is it really only possible to retire now or in the future?
She was a little unwilling, but she really couldn't think of what else she could do, so she was irritable for a while, and even looked at those sunflower seeds that represented hopes and dreams, and felt that she didn't have any thoughts.
He Xingyao saw her like this, it was really not good.
Just when the two of them didn't know what to do, Chu Yuechen and Chu Yuan had already arrived.
They brought a lot of novel gadgets and brought them to Chu Ling'er, intending to relieve her boredom.
I saw Chu Yuechen looking at her, and suddenly said with a smile: "Ling'er, you don't look old at all, you are like a girl in this state." ”
Chu Yuechen is telling the truth, after all, when she and Chu Ling'er get along, the relationship is indeed very good, and Chu Ling'er is rare to be able to play with young people, go crazy together, laugh and play together.
Hearing this, Chu Ling'er's eyes instantly radiated light, and that look was like a star shining, looking so dazzling that it could not be ignored.
For a moment, Chu Ling'er was directly stunned.
She never thought that in this world, there would be someone who would say such sincere words.
After thinking of this, she suddenly became extremely happy, holding He Xingyao with her left hand and Chu Yuechen with her right hand.
The two didn't know what she was going to do, they just looked at her with doting eyes.
Chu Ling'er smiled, and then said directly: "Xingyao, Yuechen, thank you for making me understand the true meaning of life. ”
After a pause, she continued: "I shouldn't be so depressed, I want to do what I like in the future, and I should be in better shape than before." ”