Chapter Twenty-Nine: Sei's Monologues

The messy room seemed to have had a huge private fight, the air in the room still left the smell of ten-spiced soft tendons, scattered all over the bloody crumbs of clothes, looking at the woman lying on the bed, she was motionless as if she was asleep, but her frowning brows indicated that she was not at peace in her sleep, what kind of nightmare she was experiencing in her dreams, no matter what, it must not be worse than now.

The red, swollen, dry lips were not bloody, the white jade-like skin was covered with dense bright red tooth marks, and the slender waist was covered with large bruises of bruises.

I raised my hands in front of my eyes, looked at my hands, and I asked myself over and over again, these ... Did I really cause all of this last night? I smacked myself hard, how could this be, what the hell did I do, how could I be so right?

My fruit~ She will forgive me, I hold my head helplessly, my heart is like a knife, who can tell me that this is a dream, just a nightmare, wake up from the dream, everything will be fine, the grief in my heart can no longer be suppressed, I covered my tongue tightly and whimpered~

Maybe the day I brought her into the valley was doomed to the end now.

Since I was a child, my mother instilled in me the idea of revenge, and for revenge, I could give up everything, including my life.

When I was six years old, my mother resolutely sent me to the Seven Star Sect, hoping that I would be able to slash my enemies one day.

Seven Star Sect, a first-class killer group in the rivers and lakes, what inhuman torture must be experienced to survive there, I also resent my mother for being ruthless, but she is my mother after all, and the grace of nurturing is great and heavenly.

I went on my first mission when I was fourteen years old, and although I was used to this kind of killing, I hesitated in the face of this boy my age, looking at his eyes full of fear, and finally I couldn't do it, and just as I put down the green dragon sword and turned around, the young man pierced my chest with a sword.

Looking at the blade in front of me, the pain was more unbelievable, until the accompanying Ran Yuse came and cut off the young man's head with a sword, looking at the head that rolled down in front of me, a fishy hot squirt came over my face, I blinked, trying to see the young man's eyes clearly, but I couldn't see clearly, and the boundless darkness swept in.

The result can be imagined, back to the Seven Star Sect, Sect Master Li tied me to the square and whipped me for three days and three nights, let the wind and sun shine, not a drop of water entered, Ran Yuse begged bitterly, Sect Master Li was still indifferent.

Just when I was dying and about to die, Guo'er appeared, and she was only an eight-year-old girl at the time.

On that day, the scorching sun was shining, and the dazzling sun shone so brightly that I couldn't open my eyes and couldn't see the things around me clearly, but I could never forget the little girl with two pigtails, her immature voice, firm and soft, she insisted on begging the Li sect leader to let me go, threatening, if I don't let me go, she will never eat again.

Haha~ I couldn't help laughing, although this caused the corners of my lips to dry up, cracked the bloody wound, I felt the pain for the first time, the flesh and skin hurt, but the heart hurt even more, it turned out that being loved by people is so fearless, not eating can be used as a threat, but I have grown up since I was a child, even eating a full meal is a luxury, I envy her, I tried to open my eyes, and met her little face with a smile like a flower, at that moment, I was sure that I saw the fairy, the fairy who could heal all my wounds.

In the end, my life was spared.

Since then, I have lived in my heart this little, always smiling and crooked little person, although at that time she was probably only a little thing that could please her brother Ran.

As early as two years ago, on the day when Sect Master Li brought the feather color, looking at Guo'er's obsessive eyes, I understood that some things did not come first, and some people were destined to be hidden in their hearts forever.

Watching her become more and more rude and sad for the sake of the sect leader, my heart is broken, Yu Se is indifferent by nature, he will not have true feelings for anyone, follow him, Guo'er will not be happy, so no matter how much she hates me and punishes me, I have to stop her from continuing to indulge.

That day, I heard that Guo'er went to assassinate King Haoyu alone, my whole person was blindfolded, no, no, my Guo'er can't have an accident, I rushed to Guo'er's room in despair, when I saw that she was safe and sound, I instantly felt that even if I could only see her from a distance like this, I was satisfied, as long as she was there!

Although her eyes were unfamiliar, hearing her say that she would no longer be obsessed with feathers, my heart unconsciously had more extravagant hopes, and perhaps my waiting was finally answered.

But only a few hours have passed, outside the door of the inn, when the sound of feathers came from the room, my heart instantly fell to the bottom, she still can't forget feathers, is it really a luxury? I staggered away with self-deprecation.

For two days, I stayed in the room without a drop of water, and although I knew that she would not come to see me, I still did not control my steps, and went to see her first under the pretext of delivering food.

I was overjoyed when she shyly threw herself into my arms, her big red and swollen eyes saying she liked me, and I even felt that it was the happiest moment of my life. Hearing her say let me stay with her, reason told me that this was not okay, but what was that burst of joy in my heart, I indulged myself in selfishness, and I thought that even if she regretted killing me in the future, I would never regret it.

She really just slept, I couldn't laugh or cry, and at the same time I was ashamed of my dirty thoughts, she was so pure, so beautiful, she deserved the best in the world, and we were so different from each other.

But I am also a man with strong blood, holding the woman who is thinking of my heart, how can I not feel it, endure it all night, and it is easy to fall asleep, but I was used as a dagger by her in the morning, at that moment, I really have suffering.

I heard that she was at the Haoyu King's place, my heart was overwhelmed, he looked at Guo'er's eyes, I understood, there was my previous shadow in it, but the Haoyu King hadn't realized his feelings yet, I sneaked into the palace, when I saw the emotional expression of the Haoyu King, obsessively wanted to kiss the fruit, I began to have jealousy, I wanted to stop it, but the Haoyu King found the trace first, he gave an order, a group of secret guards immediately poured out from all sides, and a few cooperates knocked me out of the palace, I was unwilling, But he was still escorted back to the inn by the feather color who rushed over.

In fact, I woke up when Guo'er just entered the house, but I didn't know how to face her, I was afraid that she had fallen in love with King Haoyu, I admitted, facing him, I lost my self-confidence for the first time, after all, it was a perfect person who made men jealous, and it was reasonable for Guo'er to fall in love with him. But Guo'er actually said that she didn't like him, and I didn't want to delve into the deep meaning of her chatter, I just wanted it now.

I instantly turned against the customer, my heart was shouting, I wanted her, I wanted her, she only belonged to me, but in the face of her simple appearance, I still held back, that day, she said she was willing to marry me, my heart fell deeply, I felt that I must be the happiest man in the world.

But this happiness was shattered on the day we got married.

Guo'er entered the happy room, and my mother said that she had something to invite me to drink tea, and after a few cups, my body throbbed abnormally.

That's when my mother told me this big secret.

It turned out that her mother was the eldest princess of Yunshui Country and the sister of Empress Xin Qinya-Xin Qinxue. Heard her mother say that she was originally very good with Xin Qinya, Xin Qinya gave birth that day, knowing that the woman was weak after giving birth, her mother brought nourishing products to visit, overheard someone plotting to steal the little princess, the mother hurriedly told the empress, who knew that to the empress's room, the empress had been seriously injured, the mother wanted to pass on the imperial doctor, followed by the sound of the guards surrounding the hall to arrest the eldest princess, the mother fought hard to kill a bloody road, and soon the eldest princess abducted the little princess disappeared, and the empress ordered the execution of the eldest princess's family, and took the opportunity to retract the news of the eldest princess's military power.

After so many years of inquiry, my mother learned that the little princess was the current leader of the Seven Star Sect - Li Yaotian, and the little princess was hidden here, so she sent me to the Seven Star Sect, taking the opportunity to get close to him and find out the whereabouts of the little princess, but I didn't expect that I would inadvertently bring the little princess into the valley.

Mother knew that every Empress of Yunshui Kingdom had a map of national treasures tattooed on her back, and she would only appear when she was broken, and she meant that I would be this broken person, and then I would kill her.

I begged my mother to let her go, and she was innocent.

But under the anger of my mother, she has lost her mind, she is innocent, then my family of one hundred and twenty-one heads is not innocent, your own sister, she is not yet a year old, mother hates the empress right and wrong, and is angry with Guo'er, she can't wait for my cave room candle, she wants to use me as the sharpest blade on her way to revenge.

How could I bear it, I loved her so much, but my mother locked me in my room despite my objections, and the drug had a seizure, so that I turned into a wild beast, and I couldn't control myself, I wanted to hurt my fruit so cruelly and rudely.

Thanks to God for letting me faint at the last moment, lying on the cold ground, I left tears of despair, if only I could die like this, but fate played a joke on me again.

Determined, I stood in front of my mother, took the knife, and looked at her eyes without the slightest emotion, my heart was dripping blood.

In desperation, I slammed her dagger into my body. But she doesn't seem to even have any interest in killing me, is there no love or hate? Are we really going to break with this?

Seeing her really angry, slashing the bamboo house with a sword, I was relieved and closed my eyes, it was better to die at the hands of the person I love the most...