Chapter 44: What is the Long Journey?

"No, I'm not going to admit it." He was emotional and hugged the fruit tightly.

Guo'er pushed him away, and it was a big mouth that snapped~.

"I said you recognized the wrong person."

"No, I won't admit to it, Guo'er, it's you."

Chengying strode forward and hugged her tightly, this time he didn't give her a chance to escape, Guo'er shouted hysterically, beating him like crazy, but she still couldn't break free, she stomped her feet angrily and cried~

"I said I'm not her, I'm not her, I'm not her...

"Guo'er, don't disown me, give me a chance, forgive me, forgive me..."

A strong smell of blood came, raised his hand, his palm was blood-red, Guo'er was so shocked that he pushed him away, and sure enough, the wound in his heart cracked open again.

"Are you crazy? Why didn't you say it earlier. ”

"Ahem~ Are you finally willing to admit it?"

Chengying covered his wound weakly, his eyes full of affection.

"Don't look at me with that kind of pitiful eyes, as if you are the one who has been wronged, I will not be deceived by you again."

Chengying's eyes are always so affectionate, affectionate, people can't tell whether it is false or fake, Guo'er hates that he is blinded by emotion, and under such a harmless face of humans and animals, there is a murderous heart.

"Then I won't look at you, it's good if it's you."

Chengying's eyes flickered, resisting the urge to look at Guo'er, and silently turned his head away.

"What if I admit it, I'm the fruit, are you going to kill me again?"

"No, you know I won't."

"Won't? You won't be anything? Is this wound fake? ”

Guo'er ripped off her shirt, revealing the terrifying scar on her chest, forcing Chengying to look at herself and ask loudly!

Chengying's face turned to ashes in an instant, and he trembled and stretched out his hand to touch her chest, but she opened it.

"Fuck off, don't touch me with your dirty hands again."

"No, I didn't do that."

Chengying denied it in horror, covered his head again and again, and when he looked at Guo'er again, a pair of affectionate eyes were covered with dead ashes, and his hoarse voice squeezed out of his throat.

"I did it, it was me, you must have been in a lot of pain, you are such a girl who is afraid of pain, how could I do this to you, I... I know I'm wrong, fruit, fruit, forgive me once, okay? ”

Chengying fell into confusion, and he grabbed Go'er's shoulders and begged for her forgiveness.

Looking at the man she once loved, so decadent, self-blaming, begging, there was a moment when she was soft-hearted, but when she thought of that night...

"Forgive you? All right? ”

Hearing Guo'er agree, Chengying's eyes were immediately filled with hope.

Guo'er endured the bitterness in her heart, pulled the corners of her mouth, and pretended to be relaxed.

"As long as you bring Xin Qinxue to me and kill her with your own hands in front of me, I will forgive you!"

Chengying's eyes instantly lost their brilliance, and the whole person stumbled backwards.

"No, Guo'er, you know that she is my mother, how can I do it."

"You can't do it if she's your mother, and I'm still your wife, why did you just do it to me."

"I... I can give her life back to you, one life for another. ”

"Bah, you still haven't figured it out, I hate you, but I never wanted to kill you, because I knew it wasn't your intention. But I hate that you want to kill me for your mother's selfish desires, today you are for your mother, and tomorrow, for whom will you harm me again. If she can kill me by his son's hand, why can't I kill her once by her son's hand? It's not fair! ”

"No, there won't be a next time."

"I'm sorry, I can't afford to bet. When something is broken, it's broken, and I'd rather remember it at its best than mend it and then spend the rest of my life looking at the broken places like a fish in my throat. Let's leave each other with the last shred of decency. ”

Chengying stood there in despair, resigned to letting go of Guo'er's hand, Guo'er's heart was entangled in this moment of separation, she thought that he had already given his own answer.

"If you don't want to hurt me again, then let's be strangers from now on."

If betrayal is a form of courage, then it takes an even greater courage to accept it. The former only needs to be brave enough, or maybe it's just impulsive, while the latter tests the degree of tolerance, which is by no means as simple as impulse, and only time is needed, but in the long river of time, no one will always wait for you in the same place, some people, a turn is a lifetime.

Maybe Guo'er has been a broken jar since she was a child, and after being disappointed in something, she will do everything she can to make herself more desperate about it, which is better than having some annoying reluctance. There's nothing wrong with being decisive, it's good for yourself and it's good for others.

After a few days of adjustment, Guo'er's mood gradually calmed down, only to find that he hadn't seen Helian City for a few days, and then thought of the recent gathering of all forces here, Guo'er's heart became more and more uneasy.

That night, Guo'er waited for the rabbit and finally blocked Helian City in the bedroom.

"Helian City, what are you busy with these days, why haven't you seen your figure all the time?"

"I... I still have something to do, you get out of the way. ”

"What kind of urgency requires you to go out in the middle of the night with a dignified little prince?"

"No... Nothing, I'll tell you when I come back. ”

Helian Cheng said in a hurry, pushed Guo'er away, and went out in a panic.

Helian City's deliberate dodge seemed to confirm her suspicion that something was quietly happening.

Guo'er was unwilling and hurriedly chased after her, but she was not good at riding, and seeing that the moonlight was dim, she was about to lose the direction of the road ahead, when there was a sound of horses' hooves behind her, and a figure chased after her.

"Guo'er, jump up!"

Guo'er hesitated, and finally decided to hurry up, a flying body jumped onto Chengying's horse, Chengying galloped all the way, closely following Helian City, the road became more and more hidden, and finally in a mountain forest they found an abnormality, hidden in the mountain forest There is a Grand Canyon, and there are thousands of troops stationed in the Grand Canyon, Guo'er watched Helian City enter the military camp in front.

It didn't take long for the army to begin to pull out the camp, vaguely in the direction of Helian Mountain. Didn't you hear of a war on the border? What could it be that would have caught the attention of so many troops of Helian State? Could it be ...

"Chengying, you tell me the truth, is Xin Qinxue in the palace of Helian Kingdom now."

"Fruit, I... I can't betray my mother, I'm sorry. ”

Guo'er understands that his affectionate mother is a god he can't disobey.

"Okay, then let me ask you, did you come to Helian Country from the direction of Helian Mountain, can't you say this?"

Seungei paused, then nodded eventually.

"Yes."

Guo'er's heart instantly panicked, did they really find out? That's right, that Xin Qinxue now has a bargaining chip to negotiate with Helian Qi, once they cooperate, this will be extremely unfavorable to Han Zigao, no, he can't sit still.

"Chengying, take me to see King Haoyu."

"Guo'er, listen to me, it's too late, don't waste your efforts."

"Enough! I don't have time to say it. Don't you want to stay with me? Well, as long as you do this for me, I promise to keep you with me, and never to talk about your mother again. ”

"Fruit..."

Seeing that Chengying wanted to speak and stopped, and seeing that he was still hesitating, Guo'er was instantly angry.

"Haven't you said yes? Then what are you still doing here, get out of the way, I'll go by myself. ”

Guo'er pushed Chengying away, got on the horse angrily, raised the horsewhip and galloped away, but unfortunately she overestimated her strength, didn't run a few steps, the horse was frightened, and rushed for a while, seeing that she was about to be thrown off the horse, Guo'er was so frightened that she forgot to scream, and hugged the horse's neck, and then suddenly a person fell behind him, he tightened the reins, and after a movement, the horse that was out of control was restrained.

"Are you crazy?"

"How about I'm crazy? You can't help me, but you can't stop me, huh! ”

Guo'er turned his back, ignoring Chengying's anger, raised his leg and was about to get on the horse again, Chengying stopped her, he stared at her straight and angry, Guo'er was not to be outdone, staring back, bigger than anyone's eyes, Guo'er hadn't lost yet, seeing that she couldn't change her mind, the sadness on Chengying's face became stronger and stronger, he took a deep breath and said in a dumb voice.

"Okay, I'll take you!"

After saying that, he picked up the fruit and jumped up, jumped on the horse, and walked away. They kept running like this, the people behind them didn't make a sound for a long time, there was only the sound of the wind whirring ~ and the hooves of the horses running, inexplicably, Guo'er's heart was sour, she knew that Chengying must be sad now, this was unfair and cruel to him, but now the most important thing for her is him, she really can't care about it, so she can only silently say sorry in her heart.

Chengying took Guo'er, they kept grabbing horses and changing horses at the post station, and finally the original ten-day journey, they arrived in only five days, and rushed to the front of the Dayue Palace, Guo'er quickly dismounted, and a sharp pain made her almost unstable.

"Oops~"

"What's the matter, forget that you're not good at horsemanship, show me if the injury is serious...

"No, no... Finish... Let's ... Guo'er hurriedly waved her hand and anxiously protected her trouser legs.

Chengying reacted at this time, and the hand that stretched out to Guo'er's trouser tube instantly stiffened there, and he withdrew his hand embarrassedly, as if he thought of something, reached out and groped for a medicine bottle in his arms, and handed it over.

"I'm in a hurry, I'm sorry. The first time you ride a horse for such a long time, it is inevitable that you will have abrasions on your legs, this is a medicine for bruises, let's go in after the medicine, don't rush this moment. ”

"But..." I wanted to refuse, but looking at Chengying's humble gesture, I swallowed back the words that came out.

At this time, the sound of firecrackers attracted Guo'er's attention, and she looked around, only to find that the lanterns arranged outside the entire Dayue Palace were full of joy.