"Be careful next time." Song Zeming coughed dryly twice.

Ji Yao nodded.

"I'll send you back?"

"Don't bother Mr. Song, I'll take a taxi and I'll be there soon."

"You're drunk." Received a good education since childhood, not to mention that Ji Yao is still Luo Yixia's classmate, Song Zeming thought that it was not safe for a little girl to ride in a car after being drunk.

"It's okay, I'm not too drunk, I just threw up." Ji Yao shook his head again.

"Then you stay safe." Song Zeming didn't force it anymore.

"Thank you, Mr. Song." Ji Yao bowed deeply, I have to say that Song Zeming did help her, otherwise she wouldn't know how to end up tonight.

Ji Yao went to the changing room to change clothes, said hello to the manager and left.

The manager looked at her full body of alcohol and her pale face, so he almost guessed.

Song Zeming smoked a cigarette outside, and finally didn't enter the private room again, and drove away directly.

Ji Yao didn't take a taxi, it was almost ten o'clock now, and the school closed around eleven o'clock, but she didn't want to go back like this.

She strolled down the street, stopping and stopping, and finally sat down at the flowerbed by the roadside, watching the traffic and lights come on.

The world is noisy, but the excitement is theirs, and it has nothing to do with her.

She may always be like a superfluous, from the time she was born.

The patriarchal mentality has always existed, her grandparents don't like her, and her parents don't like her.

Ji Yao sighed softly, and the abrupt mobile phone rang.

Ji Yao didn't expect Ji Nian to call at this point.

She took a deep breath, adjusted her mood, her eyes were a little sour, and she sniffed again.

"Hello? Off. "I've tried very hard to control it, but as soon as I opened my mouth, it all collapsed.

"Are you outside?" Ji Nian had just finished self-study at this time, walking on the road, listening to the sound of cars and horns on his mobile phone, was Ji Yao outside?

"Well, I'm working overtime tonight, just got off work, and I'm on my way." Ji Yao replied semi-adulterated.

"Do you still work overtime at night?"

"Yes, I'm an intern, so I have to work a little harder." Ji Yao tried to smile, hoping that her tone could be more relaxed.

But I forgot that Ji Nian couldn't see her smile on the other end of the phone.

"You...... Don't work so hard. Ji Nian seemed to stop there.

Ji Yao chuckled, "If my sister doesn't work hard, how can I take care of you?" ”

After saying this, Ji Nian fell silent.

After a long time, his voice was a little hoarse, and he said, "Don't you always be so self-righteous? ”

Ji Yao was stunned.

"I never asked you to take care of me, and I didn't ask you for a penny, can you not always say that you are so selfless?"

"Chronology?"

"I've really had enough of you, since that woman left, since Dad died, you've always been like this, have you considered my feelings? You've always imposed your own ideas on me, and you've ever asked me if I need it? ”

Every word of Ji Nian was like ripping out her heart, the pain of being pulled away, the pain of being picked up by the flesh and blood.

"Ji Nian, take back what you just said, my sister doesn't care about you." Ji Yao said in a trembling voice.

"Don't you understand how to take it back?" Ji Nian didn't give her a way back.

Since high school, Ji Yao has been working summer vacation in the summer, even Chinese New Year's Eve has been working outside, she has worked hard day and night, saving everywhere, isn't she for this brother?

The grievances of being bullied just now, the grievances of living a conscientious life for so many years, Xu is just beginning to show his drunkenness, and Ji Yao has never been so emotionally broken.

She screamed at the screen, "Chronicle! ”

"Who am I for so many years? How old am I? How old did I start taking care of you? If others have it, I think my younger brother will have it too, my grandparents are old, I work hard, I study hard, work hard, I don't hope you can live better? Why do you say such things to me? Ji Yao's eyelashes were no longer overwhelmed, and hot tears slid down her cheeks.

"But I didn't let you take care of me! I'm eighteen years old, I'm an adult, I've already reached the age where I need to bear criminal responsibility, even if I kill someone now, I need to be responsible! Why didn't you understand all along? ”

"I don't understand? Am I not good enough for you after all these years? Or am I treating you badly? Are you hating me? Hate me for pulling out Dad's oxygen tank back then? Ji Yao suddenly said very decadently, her whole body no longer had the strength to support her, and she roared angrily.

"......" didn't speak again for a long time.

"Okay, I see, we're all too impulsive tonight." Ji Yao finally said slowly, without giving the other end of the phone a chance to speak, and hung up the phone directly.

She hugged her knees, buried her face, and cried loudly, completely ignoring that she was on the side of the road.

For so many years, she has been wronged for so many years, and she has never been so distressed today.

Anyone can bully her and look down on her, but Ji Nian can't, but her own brother can't.

She didn't know how long she cried, how long she sits, until she walked back to school like a walking corpse.

She took a leave of absence today, a rare day off, and she didn't miss a day of work even if she had a fever before.

Today she has no motivation, no hope, no enthusiasm.

Nothing is gone.

She lay in bed in a daze. Even though she hadn't dripped, she still didn't realize it.

She lay on the bed with a pale face and no life. , like a dead corpse.

Even though the phone rings constantly, she still feels like she didn't hear it.

That night, Luo Yixia went to self-study, and Song Chengyi was still waiting to pick her up outside the school.

She called Ji Yao for a day today, but she didn't answer it, and she didn't receive a reply.

With a book in hand, I want to go back to the dormitory first.

"Let's help you take it back, Senior Song just called you and waited outside, you can go first." Gan Yanyan wanted to take the book in her hand.

Luo Yixia shook his head, "It's okay, just a few steps, I just went back to the dormitory to get something." ”

She thought that Ji Yao should get off work at this point, and she just went to the dormitory to see her.

Ji Yao and her are not in the same building, but they are also next door, Luo Yixia arrived downstairs and handed the book to Gan Yanyan.

"I won't go up, you go up."

Gan Yanyan looked at the book in her hand and muttered, "Inexplicable." ”

But he turned around and left.

Luo Yixia went straight to the next building, she had come to find Ji Yao before, she lived on the first floor.

walked to the bedroom where she was, and saw that the door was not locked, and was glad that Ji Yao had really returned.

There was a knock on the door.

But there was no reaction at all.

She shouted a few more times, but still received no response.

grabbed a girl walking by and asked, "Excuse me, have you seen Senior Sister Ji Yao?" ”

"You said Senior Sister Ji? I saw her go back to the dormitory in the morning, but I didn't seem to see her at night, and the door was not locked, did she fall asleep inside? ”

Luo Yixia slapped the door twice, but there was still no response.

"Is Senior Sister Ji unwell? When I saw her in the morning, her face was ugly and her eyes were very swollen. The girl muttered a few words and left.

Luo Yixia was a little flustered.

She called Ji Yao because Zhou Yun made delicious food and asked her to bring it to Ji Yao, but she didn't answer the phone for a day.

I heard the girl just say that she should have been working overtime last night, is she not feeling well now?

Luo Yixia opened her phone in a panic and called Ji Yao.

Within a few seconds, the mobile phone ringtone came from the bedroom, and Luo Yixia suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, indicating that Ji Yao was in the bedroom.

Luo Yixia banged on the door again, shouting loudly, and several bedroom probes came out to check during the process.

Just when Luo Yixia was about to go to the dormitory manager to get the key, the bedroom opened from the inside.

Luo Yixia was slightly stunned, and then saw the unkempt Ji Yao, her face was white and scary, and her eyes were chaotic.

"Yaoyao, you...... Why did it take so long to open the door? Luo Yixia finally changed her words and asked, she wanted to ask you what's wrong? Did you lose your part-time job last night? Is it not unwell.

"I fell asleep, I didn't hear, why are you here?" Ji Yao moved out of the way slightly and let Luo Yixia walk in.

The bedroom was clean, except for a bed with a bed on top of it, there was nothing else, and it seemed that only Ji Yao lived here alone.

Seeing that Ji Yao's mental state was very wrong, and he stumbled several times while walking, Luo Yixia asked, "Yaoyao, your face is so ugly, is it uncomfortable?" ”

Ji Yao walked to the table and poured a glass of water, the water in the water bottle had already cooled, but she still drank it, her throat was dry, and she felt much better after being moisturized, so she remembered to answer Luo Yixia's words, "Maybe it's a little cold, right?" Not very comfortable. ”

"Why are you so distracted? I asked you to take good care of yourself yesterday. Luo Yixia stretched out his hand to take her temperature, but before he could touch her, Ji Yao stepped back slightly.

Luo Yixia's hand was awkwardly erected in the air, and Ji Yao smiled slightly, "It's okay, I don't have a fever, I've slept a lot better after a day." ”

Luo Yixia withdrew her hand curtly, she felt that Ji Yao felt weird today, as if she was not as familiar as before, as if Luo Yixia was as rigid and unkind as she was when she first met her.

"You're going back to your apartment at night, aren't you? What time is it? Shall you go back and rest? I'm fine. ”

Luo Yixia stared at her, knowing that she meant to send off guests, what was wrong with her?

Luo Yixia didn't think much about it, thinking that she was really uncomfortable.

"Okay, you get some rest early." Luo Yixia turned to leave.

Ji Yao looked at the empty bedroom, and finally sighed, Luo Yixia didn't do anything wrong, but why did he sprinkle his anger on her.

She walked to the door and closed it, wanting to go to the bathroom to wash her face.

Looking at the bloodless face on the mirror, Ji Yao smiled bitterly, what is going on?

It wasn't long before the door to the dorm room was banged again.

Ji Yao frowned and walked over to open the door again, she really couldn't figure out who else was going to knock on her door at this point.

After saving it, I saw Luo Yixia sweating and panting in front of her door.

Ji Yao was taken aback, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Luo Yixia stuffed something to her, "I saw that the water in your water bottle was cold, I fetched water for you, you are not feeling well, what cold water do you drink?" There are also some cold and fever medicines that I always have in my bedroom, and there are some of them in the dosage of eating, and this is a snack, I guess you must not have eaten it for a day, and you will pad your stomach when you are hungry. ”

Ji Yao found that she was choked up again, very uncomfortable, and wanted to cry.

"I'll bring you breakfast tomorrow morning and make porridge for you, so you can eat some of this first in the evening." Luo Yixia spoke again.

“…… Thank you," Ji Yao finally said these two words.