Chapter 231: I Don't Have a Future

Xiao Yuchen was lying on the roof of the teaching building, looking at the distant horizon gradually dyed with the color of the sunset.

Unlike the Purple Market, the Blue Market often sees the sun, and even at dusk when it is about to enter the night, the sunset is still brilliant and bright. However, now she will no longer reach out to touch the last ray of light before the darkness as she once did.

Maybe it's because her world has long since run away from light and darkness.

Maybe it was because what she was looking forward to was no longer a warm twilight, but a dark night with heavy snow.

It's just a pity that the Blue City is a city that never snows.

Three years ago, she came to Blue City and started studying at the university.

When Zhou Zimeng came to see her off, he held her hand very seriously and said, "I'm gone, even if you are alone, you have to live well." ”

That was the last time she saw him. Although Zhou Zimeng repeatedly told her to remember to go back during the holidays, she never went back, and she didn't even call him once. She was deliberately moving away from Zhou Zimeng, just as she no longer reached out to touch the remaining light in the sky at dusk.

She once thought that she would never leave Purple City, but once she left, she began to fear going back, afraid that the city full of painful memories still smelled of blood and tears, and that the shadows of those people would suddenly appear in the endless snowy night.

Unconsciously, she also attributed Zhou Zimeng to those people.

Just as she decided to let Yue and Lingchuan disappear from her life, in order to let Zhou Zimeng live a good life, she also had to take the initiative to say goodbye to his life.

In the spring of four years ago, Zhou Zimeng brought two suitcases to the apartment. After he opened the box, Xiao Yuchen was surprised to find that it was full of books and notes.

Zhou Zimeng moved her things to the sofa, and after sorting them out by herself for a long time, she suddenly asked her: "Which university did you write on last year's volunteer form?" ”

Xiao Yuchen was stunned for a moment, and the happy smile on Ye Lingchuan's face when he held the blank volunteer form came to his mind, and he shook his head sadly.

Zhou Zimeng pretended not to notice the loneliness in her eyes, and continued to ask her with a smile: "Think about which school you prefer, I'll go to the teaching office to help you change the form......"

"I don't want to go to college." She whispered.

Zhou Zimeng ignored her answer and handed her a test question: "You do a test paper first, I'll see where your level is, we can discuss it together for the sake of insurance......"

"I don't want to go to college." Xiao Yuchen raised his voice to interrupt him.

"I remember that your grades in junior high school were okay, although there were a few years of blankness, but as long as you learned the key points of these notes, even if it was only three months......"

"Didn't you hear, I don't want to go to college!" Xiao Yuchen couldn't bear it anymore and threw the test questions on the ground.

Zhou Zimeng finally stopped his confession and looked at her seriously: "Then what are you going to do?" ”

Xiao Yuchen was stunned.

yes, what is she going to do.

For her, neither the best nor the worst is gone.

"I don't have a future anymore," she muttered, shaking her head, "I don't have a future anymore......"

Moon lost his future.

Reikawa loses his future.

And deprived of their future, how can she be qualified to think about her own future?