Chapter 295: Inner Entanglement

After the story was over, Concubine Ya finally sighed, maybe it was providence, or maybe something else.

"Do you know who the best person in the world is for me?"

Concubine Ya didn't know why, and suddenly said such a sentence for no reason.

He Xingyao shook her head, although she could think of many answers, but after all, it was not the roundworm in this person's stomach, so she just looked at the person in front of her curiously, but she never said a word.

Fortunately, Concubine Ya didn't care about this, just sighed and said: "Zhou Guifei is the person who treated me best in this palace at the beginning, you are her daughter, so whether it is temperament or appearance, they are very similar, I feel very kind when I see you, as if she is back." ”

When He Xingyao heard this, he suddenly looked at her and said, "So, do you know what kind of person my mother is?" ”

Concubine Ya nodded and said: "Your mother, she is a very wise woman, kind and generous, but after all, she is still too hard, maybe this is fate, if she doesn't meet your father, that is, the current emperor, I think her life will be better, more peaceful and peaceful." ”

Listening to these words, He Xingyao probably knew what the situation was like at the beginning, but she still couldn't let go of it in her heart.

From leaving Yuecheng to now arriving in the capital and finding her true identity, she somehow felt a sense of loss in her heart, before she knew the truth, she never thought about these grievances and hatreds, but after all, all this still pushed her out.

After a long time, she looked at the person in front of her and said: "Niangniang, thank you for telling me this, but I have a choice, my mother and the emperor should have been happy at the beginning, but I have never been able to accept it, my home is in Yuecheng, I have parents and sister, so I want to leave, I want to live my own stable life." ”

Although she said this in her heart, in fact, the thoughts in her heart were really complicated.

"You know what? I like you very much, from the first time we met, I thought you were a very likable girl, Xingyao, you are luckier than your mother, because the people you meet are good enough and good enough. ”

He Xingyao originally didn't plan to say anything to her, so his face suddenly became a little ugly, but fortunately, he didn't fully show it, so there was nothing serious.

It's just that she was separated from Concubine Ya in a hurry, but she didn't expect it to be illegal after all.

happened to meet Chu Yuan and He Muzhi.

At this time, Chu Yuan seemed to want to leave, so she spoke: "Xingyao, where are you going?" You're not familiar with this palace, so let me help lead the way! ”

He Xingyao shook her head, her memory was excellent, and she had light skills, so she quickly appeared in the emperor's palace, and came back directly after saying something.

He Muzhi saw that there were some fine beads of sweat on her sister's face, so she worried: "Sister, what's wrong with you?" Why do you sweat so much? ”

She shook her head and said with a smile: "It's nothing, it's just that I casually practiced light skills just now, and I feel a little rusty." ”

He Muzhi breathed a sigh of relief, looked at her and said, "Fortunately, I thought something happened to you, sister!" ”

He Xingyao said: "Haha, why are you still not worried about me?" I'm your sister, but I'm going to protect you. ”

When she said this, her mood was much better unconsciously, but she looked at Chu Yuan in front of her, and her face became extremely ugly in an instant.

He Muzhi didn't know what her sister and Chu Yuan Gongzi were doing recently, anyway, as long as these two people got along together, nothing good would happen, so she was a little worried.

Fortunately, Chuyuan is still here, and she is a little worried.

Sure enough, the two people were at a stalemate, and for a moment, they stared at each other directly, but neither of them spoke.

After that, Chu Yuan was the first to hold back, he directly looked at the person in front of him and said, "Xingyao, why don't you ignore me when I talk to you?" Do you really not have me in your heart now? ”

When He Xingyao heard this, he suddenly felt very painful in his heart.

However, she still held back, just looked at him with cold eyes and said: "Chu Yuan, I don't have you in my heart now, now I have made it very clear, and I hope you don't entangle it in the future, so it's good for us." ”

As soon as she finished saying this, she pulled He Muzhi and planned to leave, but unfortunately she met Chuyuan's father and sister halfway, they happened to come out of the emperor's palace, and everyone happened to meet.

He Xingyao had planned to deliberately pretend to be unfamiliar, so even if her sister looked in that direction, she still wasn't ready to walk over to say hello.

It's just that Chu Yuechen finally saw the two good friends before, but he waved his hand very happily: "Xingyao, Mu Zhi, why did you come to the palace?" ”

Since it was the morning of the first moon, He Muzhi's heart was naturally very happy, and she still dragged He Xingyao and walked over together.

And Chu Yuan's father and son have already left each other.

I saw that He Muzhi was also very happy for a while, looking back and forth at the early moon, looking left and right, and couldn't see enough.

After a while, she directly said coldly, "Yuechen, how do I feel that you are getting more and more beautiful now?" ”

Originally, girls like others to praise themselves for being beautiful, so as soon as Chu Yuechen heard this, she instantly felt extremely happy.

She smiled and said, "Really? Muzhi, do you really think I'm beautiful? ”

He Muzhi nodded very affirmatively, and He Xingyao also said with a smile: "Yes, Yuechen, I haven't seen you for a few days, you are really getting more and more beautiful." ”

This made Chu Yuechen a little fluttering for a while, but she still said politely: "Actually, you are getting better and better-looking, and I didn't realize it, it turns out that Xingyao You were born so delicate and moving, why didn't I think so before?" Really. ”

The three of them politely exchanged words for a while, and He Xingyao didn't want to have too much communication with the Chu family, so he left quickly.

Chu Yuechen felt a little strange, when her brother left, she clearly saw the sadness on that face, obviously unhappy, what was going on?

She really couldn't figure it out, but at the same time, she had a very bold guess in her heart, but unfortunately she didn't say it after all.

After the two of them had been away for a long time, she walked forward a little lonely, and when she saw that the flowers in the bush in front of her were blooming, she unconsciously walked over to look.

And He Muzhi never knew how his sister could have changed so much now?

She was puzzled and uneasy, but she still said in a very peaceful tone: "Sister, Chu Yuechen is such a good girl, why don't you talk to her for a while?" ”

He Xingyao shook his head and said: "Sister, you know my sister and me, I finally got ruthless, I can't let go of my feelings because of a moment of soft-heartedness, Chu Yuan finally alienated me, I don't want him and Chu Yuechen to think about me all the time, otherwise everything I do will have no meaning, this is not what I want at all." ”

Although she said this in a high-sounding manner and without emotion, in fact, in her heart, it was extremely painful, but no one could feel it, just like no one was a roundworm in her stomach, and no one was someone who really understood her.

When He Xingyao thought of this, his heart was a little sour for a while, so he asked He Muzhi to go back to the inn where he lived before, and he planned to go out alone, and by the way, he thought about where to go in the future.

He Muzhi left, leaving her alone, and on the crowded street, she looked extremely cold and lonely.

"That's good!"

Somehow, such a sentence sounded in her ears, and I don't know who said it, she was a little confused, and she seemed to be a little out of shape.

She turned around, and suddenly she saw a person, who seemed to be the maid she had met in the palace before.

She didn't know what the woman was going to do, so she didn't bother with it at all and walked away.

It's a pity that the woman still caught up with her after all, and said in a very solemn tone: "Miss He, are you willing?" The Frostless people are very wise, I thought you went to the palace to take revenge, but why? Why did you have to walk away so quietly? ”

He Xingyao didn't want to have too much communication with the woman, so he didn't say a word, just pushed the woman away, intending to slip away quickly.

It's just that her thoughts were finally recognized.

"Even if you don't want to avenge yourself, have you ever thought about your mother? Ever thought about your Frostless Clan? When they were destroyed, they were all precious lives, don't you want to seek justice for them? Or is it that in your heart, no one is as good as yourself? ”

After all, this annoyed her, and she said to the maid, "Girl, who are you?" Why do you keep persuading me to take revenge? ”

It is really strange that the woman can be so calm in the face of questioning, but she still said very calmly: "I was the maid next to the noble concubine Niangniang back then, I watched everything turn into a tragedy, even if it is the duty of a son of man, you should not choose to escape, let alone stand idly by." ”

As soon as she finished saying this, He Xingyao suddenly felt extremely conflicted in her heart, she felt that her head hurt so much, as if it was about to explode.

After a long time, she said to the person in front of her: "Girl, since you say so, then I will think about it, let's go, anyway, it is useless for you to follow me now, and I can't take revenge immediately, everything must be considered carefully, and you can't be too hasty." ”

As she said this, the two emotions in her heart began to fight.

I saw a little person and said: "Hmph, you don't have to take revenge at all, anyway, your family is Yuecheng's parents, not the emperor and concubine at all, those things can be regarded as the past, and they have nothing to do with you at all, so you don't need to take care of it at all, let alone take revenge." ”

And another villain said: "No, this is not right at all, your biological parents are indeed the emperor and the concubine Niangniang, even if they are not in a thousand ways, but after all, they are related to you by blood, for the sake of your mother, you should not give up revenge, this is not right at all." ”

"You're wrong, they just gave birth to you, but they didn't raise you, so you don't need to be so helpless for them."

"What, but the morality of being a man cannot be discarded, the great man of chivalry lies in achieving true fairness and justice, and truly serving the people."

……

The quarrel between the two villains in her head made her feel extremely bored, why was it so troublesome for no reason?

In her own heart, she is actually really conflicted.

While thinking about giving up revenge, anyway, my father, mother and sister are all fine, there is no chaos in this world, even if the emperor has many hateful and evil deeds, but she is still unwilling to kill the enemy.

On the other hand, she is planning how to take revenge in her heart, which is really cost-effective, after all, the emperor is the lord of the world, the example of thousands of people, and she can move her whole body with one shot, so it is impossible for her to act casually without all preparations.

These two thoughts filled her mind for a long time, and her heart was also very entangled.

However, if it continued like this, it would not be a problem after all, so she soon went to the middle of the most lively street market in the capital, which was the middle road, lined with all kinds of vendors, selling cakes, juggling, and writing and painting for others......

Anyway, it's extremely lively.

She walked to a small stall writing for others, and when she saw that there were lantern riddles on it, and the moon in the sky was hanging high, she suddenly remembered, did it turn out that today was the Mid-Autumn Festival?

Thinking like this, He Xingyao's heart became more and more sad.

The Mid-Autumn Festival is here, so soon.

However, on such a good day, the family was not able to get together, and she even knew about her biological parents, and her heart became more and more complicated and entangled.

At this moment, a little girl came over, looked at her, and said, "Sister, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, the day of family reunion, why do you look so unhappy?" ”

She looked at the lovely little girl, and her heart suddenly became soft, so she squatted down, patted the little girl's shoulder, and said for a long time: "Little sister, you see that the moon in the sky is big and round, hurry up and go home and reunite with your parents!" ”

The little girl smiled, laughing so heartily, and then pointed to the two people on the side of the road, and said, "Hey, my parents brought me out, sister, why don't you come out with your family?" It's always a little lonely to look alone. ”

He Xingyao didn't speak, the little girl handed her a small toy, and then quickly ran away.

She looked at the back of the little girl, I looked at the small toys in my hand, and the mood was getting better and better, but unfortunately I couldn't hide the loneliness in my heart after all.

Soon, she bought some pastries and returned to the inn.

He Muzhi also remembered that today was the Mid-Autumn Festival, so he was about to go out to buy some things, but he didn't expect to see his sister as soon as he opened the door.

So the sisters put their things together in the room, and then took out the pastries and snacks wrapped in oiled paper, and sat by the window together, admiring the moonlight in the sky, and eating this delicious pastry.

The troubles in my heart are gone for the time being, although I was indeed a little entangled before, but He Xingyao has already thought about it now, no matter what, things always have to be settled.