"Suffering? What bitterness? Shen Lanxi didn't know why.

Seeing that she didn't understand, Xiao Ciyu's face suddenly sank again: "Why did you heal so quickly that the scar forgot the pain?" When you gave birth before, it was clear... Obviously..."

He didn't know how to describe the pain she had endured, and in his opinion, that kind of pain was not much worse than directly killing someone.

A basin of clear water came in, and it didn't take long for it to be stained red with blood, and the subconscious call was even more heartbreaking...

He had never seen such a scene before, and his understanding of giving birth to a child only stayed at the level of "danger and pain".

But when he really saw it, what he put in his heart were the words "lucky" and "afraid".

He was glad that she had survived such pain, and at the same time, he couldn't help but be afraid, if she really had three long and two short at that time, how would he live in the future?

So...

Xiao Ciyu closed his eyes, suppressed the surging emotions in his heart, and then gently kissed the cheek of the person in his arms: "Lan Xi, I don't want you to suffer like that anymore, so let's still... Don't do it. ”

This time, Shen Lanxi probably understood what Xiao Ciyu was trying to express.

He didn't want her to go through the pain of having a child anymore!

"You—" She pursed her lips and moved uncomfortably in Xiao Ciyu's arms.

For a while, she didn't know what to say about it.

It's only been a few months, and she must remember the pain at that time. Of course, she was afraid of that pain, but at the same time, she was even more shocked and grateful to Xiao Ciyu for remembering that pain so clearly.

He's just a spectator, but he cares more than she does...

She could feel that he really loved her on the tip of his heart.

It's just that...

After all the complex emotions were mixed in his heart, the first thing Shen Lanxi asked was the most practical question: "Children don't say they want to have it, they don't want to have it, as long as... It's possible, then you don't want it anymore? ”

"I..."

From a rational point of view, having a pair of children is already a very happy thing. After that, there will be no problems, whether it is public or private.

But from an emotional point of view, it seems too cruel to face the person you love the most every day, but you can only look at it but not touch it.

If you do the math, he's only twenty-one years old. For decades to come, I could only watch my daughter-in-law dangling in front of me...

Thinking of this, Xiao Ciyu's aura disappeared in an instant.

But when he slumped on Shen Lanxi's shoulder, he still gritted his teeth and said, "As long as you are good, I don't want it, I don't care!" ”

"You're really—" Shen Lanxi was dumbfounded.

She never expected that he would be able to make such a big concession for her not to suffer!

But he's...

Shen Lanxi pursed her lips and said uncomfortably: "But this kind of thing is not something you and I can control, if you are really like this... You're going to be sad in the future, right? ”

"Yes..."Xiao Ciyu gently rubbed the side of her neck, "so you must be good to me in the future." ”

The frustrated tone sounded extremely aggrieved, even if he couldn't see his face, Shen Lanxi could imagine what kind of resentful expression he was at present.

Suddenly, a certain part of her heart collapsed.

She didn't know what kind of mood she was in at the moment.

She only remembered that she touched his silky hair and said, "You're not right." ”