Chapter 229: Don't Have the Courage to Die
Xu Jingsi was silent, "What's wrong with Yu Sen?" ”
"Him?" He Runxiang smiled bitterly, "He doesn't want children, and he won't divorce, if the two of us really don't have children in the future, it's like this!" ”
"Since he's on your side, don't think too much about it!"
"Xu Jing!" He Runxiang looked at her, once she didn't hide it, her eyes were full of pain, "You help me think of a way, I really can't stand it anymore, I don't want to see Yu Sen now, as soon as I see him, I feel sorry for him!" ”
Xu Jingsi is silent, it is difficult for a clean official to decide family affairs, this is a famous saying since ancient times, what can she do?
"What do your parents think?"
"My parents only had me at the age of forty, and they are almost seventy years old this year, because my affairs are already under a lot of psychological pressure, and I don't want to bother them with this matter anymore!"
Xu Jingsi's mood was extremely heavy......
"Xu Jing, I want to divorce Yu Sen!" He Runxiang said suddenly.
Xu Jingsi was taken aback, "Don't think about it, Yu Sen is good to you!" ”
"But if it goes on like this, I'm going to collapse!" He Runxiang propped her elbows on the table, her hands in her hair, and she almost roared, "I'm really going to collapse!" ”
There was no one in the store, but Mr. He's voice startled the staff in the tomb.
Xu Jingsi's face was cold, and she quickly stood up, walked to He Runxiang's side, held her arm, and took her out of the store!
Xu Jingsi took the key to the motorcycle and let He Runxiang sit firmly, she rode in front of her, her mood was very heavy, if it really went on like this, with He Runxiang's character, she would really collapse!
But for such a thing, she must not give her any ideas, because any decision, for He Runxianglai, is a life-changing decision!
He Runxiang lay on Xu Jingsi's shoulder, she wanted to sit on the motorcycle like now, all the way forward, there will never be an end!
Xu Jingsi took He Runxiang directly to the Ming Lake, it took Wen Tingjun more than ten minutes to drive, she rode a motorcycle for half an hour, and she still drove fast overall!
Xu Jingsi pulled He Runxiang to find a bench by the lake, let her press on the chair, and said to her, "Be quiet, I'll accompany you!" She also sat down next to He Runxiang.
In summer, the Ming Lake is full of lotus leaves, which are the season when lotus flowers are in full bloom, white, pink, and light purple...... The flowers are bright, the wind blows, and there are waves on the surface of the lake, and even the large lotus leaves are also swaying, which is beautiful!
I don't know how long I sat there, He Runxiang, who had been silent, suddenly said, "I remember that not long after we got married, I was always nauseous and uncomfortable because of spleen and stomach disorders, my mother-in-law thought I was pregnant, Yu Sen was so happy, he urged me to go to the hospital for examination, but unfortunately, not only was I not pregnant, but I couldn't find out that my fallopian tubes were blocked." ”
"I spent almost the year taking decoctions, and everything I ate smelled of medicine, but it didn't improve at all. Every year, the New Year's holidays are the hardest days for me, because almost all my relatives are asking, how is it, is there any movement? If you know the situation, will you, will you be cured? Later, I still didn't move, they would, hug one, buy one, and even someone made an idea with my mother-in-law to ask Yu Sen to go to the countryside to find a woman to give birth to one for the two of them, which can be regarded as the flesh and blood of the Yu family......"
He Runxiang gradually choked, "I didn't dare to go to my mother-in-law's house at all, as soon as I went, my mother-in-law accused Sang and scolded Huai, Yu Sen married a chicken who can't lay eggs!" My parents are both high-level intellectuals, and marrying Yu Sen is considered a marriage between the upper and lower levels. When I first got married, my parents-in-law were not enthusiastic about my parents, but now ...... I can't even hold my head up in front of them! “
"Yu Sen is like that, it's a big deal that the two of us will live for the rest of our lives, but the current days are not just composed of the two of us!" He Runxiang's voice became louder, "If it goes on like this, I will collapse and go crazy, sometimes I often think that it would be good if a car hit me on the road, but I don't have the courage!" She held Xu Jingsi's hand and cried, "Xu Jing, I really don't have the courage to die, I'm not yet thirty years old, I like the world so much, I really don't have the courage!" ”
Xu Jingsi's hand was caught by her, "It's good if you don't have the courage to die, it's good if you don't have the courage to die!" ”
If she doesn't have the courage to die, it means that she can't be depressed, she can't have mental problems, and if she keeps wanting to die, then it's bad!
He Runxiang cried hard, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances in her heart!
Xu Jingsi was silent, she could only be silent.
For thousands of years, the world's positioning of women is necessary to pass on the ancestry, and without this 'function', it seems that the sin deserves death!
Whoever it is spread to, you can only suffer it alive, because you can't change the concept of don't forgive!
He Runxiang finally wiped her eyes, she made up her mind, "I can hide from the first day of junior high school, I can't hide from the fifteenth, I have decided to divorce Yu Sen!" Even if I die alone, I don't want to go on like this! ”
Xu Jingsi said in her heart, if it were herself, she might also choose to divorce, because the conflict would break out sooner or later!
"He ....."
Xu Jingsi's words were interrupted by He Runxiang before he could speak, "Xu Jing, don't say anything like 'Yu Sen is good to me', he is good to me, but no matter how good he is, he can't give birth to a child for me, and he can't bear the pain for me!" “
"No, I didn't think about Yu Sen, I wanted to talk to you, if I have a child in the future, I will let him recognize you as a godmother, and let her give you a pension in the future!"
has a long life, He Runxiang is not yet thirty years old this year, do you know that her life is like this? Besides, even if she wants to leave, Yu Sen may not leave her!
He Runxiang still had tears in her eyes, but she smiled, "Yours, if no one cares about me when I'm old, I'll rely on you!" ”
Xu Jingsi held her hand and didn't let go, "When did my words stop counting?" ”
In the 80s, He Runxiang was her close friend, and she hoped that she would be well, but she did not fulfill her wishes......
He Runxiang wiped her eyes and took a deep breath, "Xu Jing let's go, let's go back!" ”
Xu Jingsi's mood is very heavy, and it is not a high-breasted thing for He Runxiang to leave or not!
The two of them went back, and Xu Jingsi directly sent He Runxiang downstairs to the dormitory of the machinery factory.
When He Runxiang was about to go upstairs, Xu Jingsi stopped her, "You must be calm when you are with Yu Sen, don't quarrel, if you have a hard time, he will not be without pressure!" ”
He Runxiang waved at her and smiled brightly, "Go back and clean up your kennel, wait for me to be your companion!" Then he turned around and staggered upstairs!
Xu Jingsi sat on the motorcycle, her feet propped up on the ground, sighed helplessly, and turned around to leave, but she didn't want a haggard young man walking on the opposite side!
Xu Jingsi looked at this person and was taken aback, Qiao Yu ...... How did he become like this?