Chapter Seventy-Seven: Loneliness

"You're not liked."

- Such words, like a spell, lingered in Zhao Ying's ears and did not disperse for a long time.

When she came out of the main hall of Jiaren Palace, her face was not good-looking.

Sun Fu was frightened and called out to the eldest princess.

Zhao Ying didn't seem to hear it, and walked forward stiffly.

He had no choice but to follow slowly, sighing silently.

But the person in front suddenly remembered something, and suddenly stopped.

Zhao Ying's throat rolled, and when she looked back, there was a string of wind chimes hanging under the eaves on the top of the mountain.

She squinted.

"That string of wind chimes was made for him by Liu Shuyi on Zhao Che's seventh birthday, and I also have one, hanging under the eaves of the front hall of Shangyang Palace."

After she was reborn, she asked people to take off the string of wind chimes and put them away.

The human heart is terrifying.

There is no desire, once there is a greedy desire, the initial beauty becomes a phantom.

The corners of Sun Fu's lips moved slightly, wanting to comfort her, but she really didn't know what Liu Shuyi said to her, so she swallowed the words back.

Out of the palace gate, Zhao Ying walked aimlessly, she didn't want to see Emperor Zhaoning, he might still stay in the Lintoe Palace.

Sun Fu followed her inch by inch, making her uncomfortable, as if Emperor Zhaoning was watching her by her side.

So she explained a few words to Sun Fu and sent Sun Fu back on an errand, Sun Fu didn't dare, and couldn't stand Zhao Ying's urging him to go several times, so he had to fold his hands and salute, and went to the direction of Lintoe Hall without mentioning it.

Zhao Ying watched him walk away and breathed a long sigh of relief.

"Sister Huang."

Zhao Che's voice came from behind him, and Zhao Ying sighed, and wiped away all the bitterness on his face.

When she turned around to look at Zhao Che, she looked expressionless again.

Zhao Che seemed to want to find something on her face, but to no avail, so he gave up: "I know that the imperial sister will return to the palace today to see Liu Niangniang, and I will wait for the imperial sister here." ”

"Want to see if my face is full of tears? Or do you want to see if I will be discouraged by Liu's words? ”

"Sister Huang, I don't ......"

"Zhao Che." Zhao Ying condensed and called him flatly.

That tone is a bit long gone.

She was always cold since the accident, especially to him, Zhao Che was happy between his eyebrows: "I'm here." ”

"Liu said that from the first day she raised you, she wanted me to die, you know?" Zhao Ying looked at him indifferently, "You have been in Jiaren Palace for six years, and you don't know anything about her thoughts?" ”

Zhao Che seemed to be taken aback, and his pupils shook slightly: "How could it be ......?"

Never mind.

Why talk to him in vain?

He knows it or not, and what makes a difference.

People who have died once, and she can't think about it, and she's a little ridiculous.

Zhao Ying put her hands behind her back and withdrew her gaze from her: "How is Zhao Wan's poison?" ”

Zhao Che wanted to step forward, and couldn't wait to explain what clearly, but as soon as she changed her words, she no longer mentioned the previous words, so he had to respond to her: "The imperial hospital is very attentive, and there is no major problem, but the toxicity is too strong, and it hurts the body in the end, I am afraid that it will take more than half a year to recuperate, and now the person has not woken up, and he is groggy every day, and he is completely awake at any time." ”

"Mrs. Jiang is okay with her?"

Zhao Che hummed: "Uncle Huang has already changed the clan jade for her, she is Jiang Niangniang's daughter, Jiang Niangniang is very dedicated to her." ”

It's just for fun.

How could a woman like Mrs. Jiang be sincere to Zhao Wan.

However, Bai got a daughter, the Liu family fell, Zhao Wan could only attach her, and in the future, she would marry, and Zhao Cheng would be a helper.

She looked at the young man in front of her, and felt more and more bored.

Under this red wall and blue tile, it is the most boring.

"You came to Jiaren Palace, does Sun Niangniang know?"

He immediately said that he knew: "Sun Niangniang is kind and treats me very well, and most of the time she indulges me." ”

Sun Shuyuan had been instructed by her, and she would not indulge Zhao Che, but that woman was very measured and would not let him easily notice.

Zhao Ying took a deep breath: "I'll go to see Sun Niangniang, don't follow me." ”

These words made Zhao Che stunned.

He is now raised in Sun Shuyuan's palace, Zhao Ying wants to go over, even if he goes back to the palace, he should be with her, but he doesn't ask him to follow......

He didn't dare to disobey Zhao Ying's intentions, the matter of Shangyang Palace has not passed so far, and it is a hurdle between their sister and brother.

He has been obedient for so long, and the Liu family has done bad things, and he has not been able to erase the unhappiness in her heart.

So Zhao Che stepped aside: "I'll go and see the second emperor sister." ”

The corners of Zhao Ying's lips raised slightly, ignored him, stepped around his side, and went straight to Sun Shuyuan's palace.

In the eyes of outsiders, Zhao Che has been her baby since she was a child, and she almost let Liu Shuyi be abolished in Jiaren Palace for six years, and now she has moved to Sun Shuyuan's palace.

It was Zhao Ying who entered and exited Sun Shuyuan's Zhaoren Palace, and no one was surprised.

Sun Shuyuan knew that she would return to the palace today, and expected her to come, so she ordered someone to prepare the tea and snacks she always loved early, and asked Zhao Shu to wait for her outside.

Although the little girl has a heavy heart to play, she has always been very serious about the things explained by her mother, since Zhao Ying entered Xuanhua Gate, they got the news, she waited outside the Zhaoren Palace, and waited for so long.

Seeing Zhao Ying coming alone from a distance, Zhao Shu trotted up to meet her, and her little face was raised: "The mother concubine asked me to wait here for the eldest imperial sister, I have been waiting for a long time, and my legs are tired." ”

Zhao Ying's heart moved slightly.

She looked at Zhao Shu, and in a trance, she always had the feeling of looking at Zhao Che in her previous life.

The ghost raised his hand and pinched the little girl's face: "Come back another day and bring you something fun." ”

Zhao Shu knew that she had something important, so she didn't pester her to mess around, led her into the palace, and accompanied her to the main hall.

The plaque in the main hall of Zhaoren Palace is obviously new.

The word incense stinged Zhao Ying's eyes for a while.

The mother concubine lived alone in Mingren Palace before her death, and the word "Phi Xiang" was hung high in the main hall.

However, the plaque in the palace of the concubine is inscribed by Emperor Zhaoning, and this one in Sun Shuyuan's palace is ......

Zhao Ying took away the pain in her eyes, took her eyes back, stepped up the steps, and was about to tell Zhao Shu not to follow up when she was about to enter the door, but found that the little girl was already standing under the steps and didn't follow at all.

It's really sensible.

Sun Shuyuan taught Zhao Shu very well, in this deep palace, Zhao Shu has known how to advance and retreat since she was a child, unlike her.

Zhao Ying entered the hall, there was no Xiao Gong'e in the inner room, tea and snacks had been served, Sun Shuyuan sat on the left side of the stepping bed, saw her and didn't get up, and called the princess with a smile.

"The plaque in your main hall, new?"

Sun Shuyuan had a smile on her face: "The emperor wants to reward me, can I say no?" ”

It can be seen that she doesn't like it either.

Zhao Ying sighed slightly: "I have other things to do outside the palace these days, and I don't bother to go into the palace to deal with it after the poisoning of Jiying Palace, so Sun Niangniang has nothing to tell me?" ”

"Haven't you been waiting for the princess to enter the palace so that you can say a few words to the princess?" Sun Shuyuan pushed the red bean cake in front of her, "Do you want to eat it?" ”

She shook her head: "I don't like to eat." ”

Sun Shuyuan smacked her tongue and pulled back the delicate white porcelain lotus plate: "When I was favored in the past, I saved Yuan Zhu once, and then her brother was seriously ill, and I also gave her silver in private, asking her to send her out of the palace to treat her brother's illness."

But the princess knew my temperament, and was the most reluctant to show off, and at that time it was just a gesture, and she did not think of asking her to repay my kindness.

At that time, she was just a small palace in the Inner Mansion Division, anyone can bully, I rely on this face to be favored, I never dared to be spoiled, she really followed me, and it may not really be smooth, so I didn't care about her anymore. ”

In this inner court, there are too many eunuchs in Gong'e, and Zhao Ying doesn't even know who Yuanzhu is, let alone what that Gong'e looks like.

As soon as she heard Sun Shuyuan speak, she probably understood what was going on.

I can't say it, this woman is deep in thought and clever in her means.

In the past, he was kind and kind, and he was like a living bodhisattva, so he was silent for many years, but he could also live well in this palace.

It's a pity that her first child.

Zhao Ying still reached out and took a piece of red bean cake from the lotus plate: "Where did the poison come from?" ”

"Yuan Zhu is already in charge of purchasing outside the palace, and it is easy to get this thing into the palace."

Sun Shuyuan's eyebrows and eyes were soft, but her words were not.

The corners of Zhao Ying's eyes twitched.

She just seemed to be submissive.

"She was bumped into by Mrs. Jiang and Concubine Kong Shu when she went to and from Jiaren Palace, and you designed it too?"

Sun Shuyuan's smile became stronger: "The princess is not in the palace, she entrusted everything to me, I can't disappoint the princess." ”

Then it's all understood.

She was right from the start.

Zhao Ying breathed a sigh of relief, she couldn't say it, she just felt that the breath she had been carrying in her heart suddenly relaxed.

She leaned over to the side of the golden silk soft pillow: "Father has been so kind to you recently, even crossed the fourth level, and raised Zhao Che, are you still going well in the palace?" ”

"I don't have the support of my mother's family, who will come to embarrass me." When she said this, there was a slight self-deprecation in her tone, "The emperor also mentioned that I can promote my father and brother, but I know in my heart how capable and talented they are." Besides, I understand the truth. ”

She is the stand-in of Song Guifei, but she is unwilling to be the second Song Guifei.

Outside the palace scolded her for bringing disaster to the country, and everyone in the palace was excluded, she didn't want to live such a day.

The Song family died when she entered the palace, but the rumors of the Song family were outside the palace, and she had already heard about them.

Such a woman is a red-faced woman, she can't stand the Son of Heaven's sincerity, so she died when Fanghua was at its best.

Song Shilang is a capable person, even Lord Xiao Song is excellent and capable, Rao is so that the Song family can't support it in this forbidden court, let alone her?

"It's not impossible to promote your father and brother, but if you want to say that they are not promising, then forget it."

Sun Shuyuan's eyebrows sank when she heard this: "Princess? ”

"In addition to trying to find out about the affairs of the Jiying Palace, I have a few words to tell you today." Zhao Ying didn't respond to her suspicions, "There will be something big happening in the court in the past two days, you take Zhao Che well, what is strange about him that you can't control, ask Shushu to leave the palace and tell me." ”

She is now favored, and she is comparable to the favorite of Song Guifei in the past, and Zhao Shu has become the delicate daughter of Emperor Zhaoning.

Sun Shuyuan knew that it was a matter of proportion, and Zhao Ying was vague, so she didn't ask more, but only said yes.

When the words fell, she remembered something else, hesitated for a moment, and said to Zhao Ying: "The emperor suddenly talked about the marriage of the second princess two days ago, but the second princess is now recorded in Mrs. Jiang's name, I didn't say much, I just listened."

The princess is talking about the court today, I think...... The emperor's words are extraordinary, he is very fond of the sixth son of Shen Ge's hometown, I heard that Lord Xiao Shen himself is also a very good, the last time I saw him in the Jiying Palace, I looked at it from a distance, and he was an extraordinary Langjun.

But the second princess has that relationship with the Jiang family, if she marries Lord Xiao Shen, does the princess think it's appropriate? ”

Self is inappropriate.

Zhao Ying ate a whole piece of red bean cake, was drinking tea in the cup, and when she heard this, she raised her eyes and looked over.

The warm tea and the last trace of heat steamed, gathering hazy in front of the eyes.

In the previous life, Emperor Zhaoning took advantage of the problem to throw Zhao Qing to Liangzhou, so that he won the hearts of the people in the Liangzhou army, and now he wants to give the Shen family to the Jiang family?

Her eyes lit up: "Maybe it's for my sake." ”

Sun Shuyuan sighed: "The princess's marriage, the emperor naturally has to think twice, but the matter of the second princess is ...... I don't know what the princess wants, let alone the court, so I don't dare to make my own decision. ”

"You don't care, Zhao Wan is Mrs. Jiang's daughter, her marriage, Mrs. Jiang naturally has an idea, no matter how much your father tells you, he won't really listen to you, you say too much, it will not be good for you to spread to Mrs. Jiang's ears."

She took a deep breath: "As for Shen Mingren...... I heard Zhao Che say that although Zhao Wan's life is safe, it is probably because the residual poison has not been cleared, and she has to recuperate for more than half a year? ”

Sun Shuyuan nodded yes, and immediately understood: "Then I should have never heard of this matter, and the emperor will mention it to me again, and I will not talk much about it." ”

But Emperor Zhaoning's thoughts, Zhao Ying finally understood it.

He thought about his mother in his heart, but he never thought of leaving the throne to Zhao Che.

It's ironic.

For the sake of the concubine, he did so many unseemly things, killed the official, beheaded the imperial history, and clamored to be posthumously crowned as the queen, but he was unwilling to give Zhao Che the position of prince easily.

Zhao Ying was depressed.

She didn't know who to feel sorry for.

Sun Shuyuan saw that she was absent-minded, and the atmosphere was embarrassed for a while, but fortunately, Zhao Ying quickly gathered her mind, said goodbye to her and got up and walked out of the hall.

She didn't send it, but she felt that Zhao Ying was a little different today.

In a short period of time when he moved out of the palace, he seemed to have changed as a person - from Zhao Ying being injured and waking up, it was like a different person, at a young age, his mind was so difficult to guess.

Sun Shuyuan shook her head and sighed, just as Zhao Shu trotted in and threw herself into her arms.

She picked up the person, picked it up and put it beside her: "Don't you go to see your eldest sister?" ”

"I see that the eldest sister has a bad face and is preoccupied, so I'm afraid of disturbing her." Zhao Shu pursed her lips, "Mother, is the eldest sister in a bad mood?" ”

Of course, Zhao Ying was in a bad mood.

Even Shu'er could see that she was preoccupied.

Sun Shuyuan smiled and rubbed her daughter's little head: "Your eldest imperial sister has very important things to do, and people who do big things will always be like this." ”

Zhao Shu is still young in the end, and she doesn't seem to understand.

She actually likes the eldest sister quite a lot, she used to think that the royal sister was unattainable, and the mother repeatedly told her not to ask the royal sister for her good.

Now that she is also a favored princess, there is still an unspeakable connection between the imperial sister and the concubine, but it seems that it is still difficult for her to really get close to the eldest imperial sister......

I always feel that the eldest sister is lonely and lonely, always alone.

Zhao Shu shook her little head, and drilled two points into Sun Shuyuan's arms.