Chapter 105: Gao Qingzhu's decision

When did Gao Qingzhu start to fall in love with Xu Nanxing?

In fact, she asked herself this question no less than ten times, but she came to the conclusion that she didn't know it herself.

Maybe I was moved by his relentless attitude, or maybe I naturally liked it after getting along for a long time.

No matter which of the above reasons, in short, she likes Xu Nanxing now.

At this time, Gao Qingzhu, who was sitting in the last row listening to the class as usual, thought of this question again, and after confirming the results in her heart, she smiled heartily.

Jingle Bell –

The bell rang for the end of class.

Gao Qingzhu, who was still in a daze, was pulled back to reality by the ringtone, sorted out his bag and got up and was about to go to Xu Nanxing.

However, at this time, the phone rang.

Take it out and take a look, it was Xu Nanxing calling.

"Did you time it for me? I'm just out of class...... Sumu? Gao Qingzhu had just finished speaking, and he heard that the voice on the other end of the phone was not Xu Nanxing, but Su Mu.

This is Xu Nanxing's mobile phone number, but why is it not him who answered the phone?

For some reason, a wave of uneasiness rose in my heart.

"What, what's the matter?" She stammered a little and asked tentatively.

Su Mu seemed to hesitate, and after a long silence, he spoke: "Xu Nanxing is injured. ”

……

Gao Qingzhu didn't know how he got out of school, let alone how he got back to Xu Nanxing's residence.

Along the way, her vision was glazed and her mind was blank.

It wasn't until she recalled Su Mu's words after she went back that she couldn't help crying.

Su Mu said that Xu Nanxing's soul was swallowed by the eclipse memory, and now there is only a wisp of remnant soul in the body barely maintaining his life, plus there are wounds caused by the eclipse memory everywhere, and there is almost no possibility of survival, and what can be done now is to delay as much time as possible to keep him alive.

I still remember that a big living person who was fine yesterday got the news that his life was in danger today.

Gao Qingzhu was even in a trance.

She began to regret it, why didn't she go with him today? But if you go, you're just an ordinary person who needs to be protected, and it will only add to the chaos......

I only felt that my nose was pantothenic, and the tears flowed down all at once, flowing into my mouth, bitter and astringent.

She wanted to go and see him, but after learning that Xu Nanxing had been taken back by Yu Xingzhi, Gao Qingzhu looked at a loss.

On the way back, she contacted Su Mu again, but Su Mu told her that it was useless to go and see, Xu Nanxing was hopeless, but if he really wanted to see him again, he would call Gao Qingzhu at that time, and take the station keeper of Linhai Station to visit together.

It's just that now, Gao Qingzhu can't wait, she just wants to get to Xu Nanxing's side quickly.

I want to see how he's hurt, I want to see his face, I want to hug him......

This night, Gao Qingzhu didn't sleep well, it should be said that she didn't feel sleepy at all.

So she didn't go to class the next day, not because she didn't sleep well, but because she wasn't in the mood to do anything at all.

And for the past two days, she locked herself in Xu Nanxing's residence, from morning to night, and even forgot to eat, until she was so hungry that she barely drank some water.

It was another morning, Gao Qingzhu got up with heavy steps and came to the bathroom, looking at himself in the mirror, he could clearly see that he had lost a lot of weight, and his cheeks were sunken.

In the past few days, apart from water, Gao Qingzhu has not eaten anything else.

At this moment, she has no strength, and she can't even brush her teeth.

After the daily washing, she was lying on the bed in a daze, and suddenly, her mobile phone rang.

Seeing that it was Su Mu who opened it, Gao Qingzhu's eyes lit up with hope again.

"Is it okay to visit?"

"......" I didn't expect the other party's tone to be so urgent, Su Mu was stunned for a moment, and then spoke, "Well, we will come to pick you up later, prepare a change of clothes, the car will take five or six hours to arrive, maybe we will have to stay there for one night." ”

"Good! Got it. ”

I can finally meet Xu Nanxing!

Gao Qingzhu imagined the scene of seeing him when he was packing his things, but every time he thought about it, he would imagine his various injuries.

Before I knew it, my heart hurt again.

Mixed with the pain of devouring his heart and devouring fear, Gao Qingzhu fell to the ground and cried again......

Until Su Mu came to pick her up.

……

Along the way, no one spoke.

Long live driving, Su Mu sat in the co-pilot, Hong frowned and looked at Gao Qingzhu, who looked out of the car window with an expressionless face, her face was bloodless, as if she had lost hope in life.

This kind of atmosphere has continued to reach the cultivation place that Xingzhi found for Xu Nanxing.

It's a villa with a quiet surroundings and a great place to recuperate.

But Gao Qingzhu didn't have time to take care of it, and as soon as the car stopped, her heart began to pound.

She was too nervous, she wanted to see Xu Nanxing soon, but she was too afraid to see him seriously injured.

"Hmm......"

As soon as he got out of the car, Gao Qingzhu covered his chest and trembled, and the pain that devoured fear came again.

But what is this compared to the pain Xu Nanxing endured?

"Are you alright?" Hong held Gao Qingzhu and asked with concern, but the other party shook his head tenaciously.

"I'm fine." Gao Qingzhu's tone still seemed weak.

Su Mu frowned: "Let's go in first." ”

The four of them walked in front of each other, led by a leading butler, and stopped in a hall that was two stories high.

There is a man and a woman standing inside, the man is wearing a straight suit, he can see the middle-aged appearance but he is full of Xuan Ang's extraordinary temperament, if it was before, Gao Qingzhu would think that it was a handsome uncle and stepped forward to talk to him, but now, he only has Xu Nanxing in his eyes.

And the other woman, Gao Qingzhu, knows that it is Xu Nanxing's mother Yu Xingzhi, so in this way, the man in the suit should be Xu Shanglu, yes, it is indeed somewhat similar to Xu Nanxing's figure.

Seeing that the four of them had arrived, Yu Xingzhi said a few words to Xu Shanglu, and Xu Shanglu left quickly.

She stepped forward to greet the four of them, although Yu Xingzhi didn't show too much sadness, but she could also see some redness and swelling in her eyes, obviously crying for a long time.

Seeing Gao Qingzhu among the four, Yu Xingzhi's eyes avoided it, but since he had seen it, it was useless to hide.

stepped forward, patted Gao Qingzhu on the shoulder, and then said to the four of them: "Go up, he is in the upstairs room, but he can only visit for a while." ”

followed her upstairs, the atmosphere was extremely heavy, in fact, everyone knew in their hearts that this was the last time to see Xu Nanxing.

A wounded shell and a broken soul.

Xu Nanxing is hopeless......

knew that it was such a result, but Gao Qingzhu didn't want to admit it.

followed all the way but no one spoke, until Xu Nanxing's room door, Yu Xingzhi said softly: "He is inside, remember to be softer when you go in, don't make noise about him......"

As she spoke, Yu Xingzhi's voice suddenly choked, this woman who usually looks strong is also a mother after all, and Xu Nanxing is the fragility in her heart.

She covered her mouth and stepped aside, letting the four of them in.

Pushing open the door, when he saw Xu Nanxing lying motionless on the bed, Gao Qingzhu held back his tears but was never willing to approach him.

The closer she looked at the wounds and his face, the more her heart ached.

It hurts like you've had your spinal cord removed.

Even, Gao Qingzhu was a little unstable.

She staggered to the wall and silently retreated to the door.

The electronic sound of medical devices is still echoing in my ears.

Tick - Tick – Tick –

That is the only fact that proves that Xu Nanxing is still alive.

Finally, she couldn't bear the suppressed pain and ran out.

"Wait ......" Yu Xingzhi, who was standing at the door, wanted to stop her, but Gao Qingzhu ran too fast, and disappeared at the end of the corridor before he finished speaking.

Su Mu, Hong, and Banzai, who came with Gao Qingzhu, also noticed Gao Qingzhu who ran out, and the three of them glanced at each other, knowing that she needed to calm down, so they didn't chase her, and when she calmed down, she would definitely come back.

However, what they didn't expect was that she didn't come back until dark.

……

As if he had forgotten what it meant to be tired, he ran all the way to the path outside the villa, and Gao Qingzhu stopped and gasped.

Why? obviously wanted to see Xu Nanxing, but why did he run away after seeing him?

Gao Qingzhu wanted to cry, but the tears had already been dried by the wind and frozen in his eyes.

Suddenly, she became extremely calm, and Gao Qingzhu, who had calmed down, suddenly remembered something.

She was carrying a small bag behind her, which Su Mu had brought after saying that she would stay here for one night, and it contained a change of clothes.

The most important thing is that there are not only clothes in the bag, but also-

A notebook called "Wishful".

Yu Xingzhi said that wishing can fulfill any wish, but as a price, the person who writes the wish will fall into the dream of the past life woven by the wish, which is equivalent to death.

Gao Qingzhu hesitated.

can think of Xu Nanxing, who is dying, he has no other chance to live.

Is there really no other way to save him than to fulfill his wish......

No, Xu Nanxing can't afford to wait.

Gao Qingzhu clenched his fists and finally made a decision.

……

The wind in the night was like a slap in the face.

Gao Qingzhu took a long bus back to school, and as soon as he got out of the car, he was shivering with the cold wind pouring into his clothes.

She tightened her coat and walked in the direction of the school's dormitory.

Passing by the school building, she glanced a few more times at the dark window of the school building; Passing by the Maple Grove Avenue again, the maple leaves have already fallen and will soon grow new leaves; Further back, the library with the door closed appeared in front of him, and Gao Qingzhu remembered the fierce janitor all day long, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth and smile.

Watching these familiar scenes come into view all the way, she reluctantly slowed down.

But in the end, I arrived at the door of the dormitory building where I had lived before.

Raising her head, Gao Qingzhu's mouth had a bitter smile on her lips, and she stood still, looking at the dormitory building and thinking of her parents at the same time.

I know that I am sorry for them, but I have no choice, in order to save Xu Nanxing, I always have to sacrifice one person.

She sighed, grabbed the shoulder straps on both sides of her backpack, and went upstairs.

Avoiding the creaking floors of the corridor, he came to the door of his bedroom, and the same as when she left, there were still pictures drawn by Qiu Hong and her on the door - they were Q version portraits painted for each other, Gao Qingzhu couldn't help but think of the scene when he and Qiu Hong were arguing.

Take out the key that you have prepared, insert it into the lock hole, and unscrew it. He carefully closed the door, sat down at his desk, and took out the "wish".

She performed this series of actions lightly, without waking up the other students who had fallen asleep.

After a long sigh, Gao Qingzhu took a deep breath, then picked up the pen and said to himself: "I'm sorry, I can't go down with you." ”