Chapter 114: Borderline Personality Disorder
Chen Gou didn't know how the young man in front of him guessed his true identity.
No, he is not called Chen Gou either.
Chen Gou was just an unlucky guy who died in a script a long time ago, and he just used his ability to become Chen Gou's appearance.
He can become any actor who dies in the script.
As for his real name and original appearance, he couldn't remember it clearly.
To be exact, I don't remember at all.
Ben is a person who is not very conspicuous, and gradually he is marginalized, colleagues forget to call him at dinner parties, the leader always calls himself "who is that", and even his own biological parents are only good to their younger brother, as if the two old men have forgotten that they also have an eldest son.
Perhaps, it is because I am not sociable and I am afraid of socializing. Perhaps, it is because of my average ability to work. It may also be that his ability is limited, and his salary is so meager that it is difficult to support himself, but his younger brother is too dazzling.
The neglect and disregard of others made him deliberately want to imitate others.
Imitate those who are popular and popular.
It's just that he found that he couldn't imitate others, but instead forgot all about his original things.
He needed to look at his ID card to know what he was called, and he had to look in the mirror to remember what he looked like.
Even, he needs to repeatedly remind himself what it means to cry, what to laugh at, and what it is to be angry.
Gradually, he felt an inexplicable sense of emptiness, as if he was dispensable in this world.
One night, after a failed cut of his wrists, he began to cry bitterly, knowing in his heart that it was a very stupid thing to hurt himself.
What's even more stupid is that you regret it immediately after hurting yourself.
Looking at the blood on his arm, and the wound that had healed and had a blood film, he was afraid and regretful, and felt that he could not continue like this.
He decided to go to the hospital and a new friend kindly reached out and helped him.
That friend was very nice, not only remembered himself, but also cared about himself.
My friend introduced a hospital and said that it was very effective in treating mental illness in this area, so he looked for it with the attitude of giving it a try.
The hospital is very strange, there are a lot of strange points, not that the hospital is not formal, after all, such a big hospital, not the kind of small clinic in the alley.
It's just that the location of that hospital is so remote that after he left the hospital, he couldn't even remember where the location of the hospital was.
Moreover, there seem to be very few doctors and nurses in that hospital, but there are few doctors in a huge hospital.
He was very touched by the fact that the doctor who treated him was introduced by a friend and was also the vice president.
Touched and ignored the oddities of this hospital.
The associate dean said he suffers from "borderline personality disorder," a condition characterized by a general pattern of instability in relationships, self-image and emotion, and significant impulsivity.
He doesn't understand, but in short, he feels empty, afraid of being abandoned and out of touch with reality.
These symptoms are very similar to my own condition.
The vice president also said that thankfully, his illness was still in its infancy and not very serious.
However, hospitalization is required.
He went home and packed his things, quit his job, and told his parents by the way.
Sadly, when resigning, the leader was stunned for a moment, and then surprised to find that the employee who was about to resign had been in the company for almost a year.
The leader felt that he was not impressed, after all, this employee usually did not perform well, did not like to talk much, and had little communication with colleagues.
When I called my parents, my parents hurriedly said that they wanted to come to see him, but they forgot the address of the house he rented.
Putting all this unpleasantness behind him, when he stepped into the hospital door for the second time, he still thought to himself, when I get better, I will definitely impress you.
However, his illness did not improve, but worsened.
It's so serious that it's a different person.
During his hospitalization, strange doctors would come to examine him every day and tell him a lot of inexplicable things.
The Vice Dean would occasionally come over and talk to him about what the so-called nature of humanity was.
Gradually, he found that he seemed to realize something, and it was as if he didn't realize anything.
Fortunately, the hospitalization fee is not expensive.
Otherwise, he would have left immediately.
Later, he was transferred from a single room to a four-person ward.
In the room, there were three other eccentric patients.
One was heard to be an acrobat; the other felt like a puppet; The last one, I heard was a forest ranger.
The strange doctors who could say a lot of inexplicable words no longer appeared, and the only person in charge of their four patients was the vice president from beginning to end.
He never expected that this vice president not only did not treat his illness well, but also opened a door for him.
A gateway to the dark abyss.
He knew about the so-called runaways, the so-called Abnormal Crime Handling Bureau, and the great dreams of the vice president.
and what it means for the hospital to actually exist.
He looked at his transformation into a black shadow, and really began to think about what the vice president kept saying, "The essence of human beings is actually a loophole."
Because it is a loophole, he suffers from borderline personality disorder, so he does not attract the attention of others, and he has always been a nobody-like figure.
Because it was a loophole, the fate of that acrobat would be so tragic.
Because it was a loophole, the patient in the same ward would feel like a puppet.
It is precisely because of the loophole that the forest keeper has a deer head.
He was discharged from the hospital.
According to the instructions of the vice president, he used his abilities in one place to open up a "village of acting".
He turned the hatred of humanity into a curse, an endless curse, pulling people into the village and staging one after another, strange and unpredictable scripts.
He was happy that he could verify whether the essence of human beings was a vulnerability or not, and that he could help the hospital.
When those wonderful scripts were officially performed one after another, he found that people could use all kinds of insidious and vicious tricks in order to survive for themselves, which made him feast his eyes and breathtaking.
There are those who pretend to be pigs and eat tigers, those who hide until the end and betray others coldly, those who take others as substitutes for the dead, and those who feel that their lives are hopeless, and they want to bring others to their deaths.
Of course, there are also good people who are righteous and Lingran.
It's just that these good people often end up not very well.
Slowly, he realized that he hadn't been a spectator enough, and he wanted to fit in.
So, he began to play the role of people who had died in various scripts, transformed into them, and entered the script with other people to act.
He continued to maintain his original inconspicuous appearance, not ostentatious, not high-profile.
It doesn't matter if he is framed by others, or if he votes as a murderer, anyway, at most one person will die in each scene, and he will not be the one who dies anyway.
Halfway through, the people from the Exception Handling Bureau didn't come to find trouble, but they were all played with by him.
Of course, the help of that hospital is indispensable, and there are other more important helps.
The days seemed to be frozen, and he was immersed in one script after another, as if he had lived thousands of lives.
Until, he turned into Chen Gou, until, another member of the Anomalous Crime Processing Bureau entered the village.
Anyone who enters the village, he gets a piece of what that person has been through, and then his ability automatically adapts that experience into a script.
So he can not only know the name and real identity of everyone who enters the village, but also know some memories of the other person.
It's just that he was surprised to find that this young man who entered the village couldn't be scripted.
As if, he had no memories, as if, his past was like a blank sheet of paper.
People live in the world, it is impossible not to have a story, even if you go out to get the express delivery and fall down, it is a story, even if you are bullied by your classmates when you are in school, it is an experience.
He was curious, on the one hand, curious whether the investigator's entry into the village was accidental or deliberate. On the other hand, he wondered why the investigator didn't have a story.
Then, he used Chen Gou's identity to participate in the script with the investigator, counting this one, it was already the third scene.
He liked Chen Gou's identity because he found that Chen Gou was very similar to him.
He liked the Investigator because he was funny.
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