Chapter 297: A little annoyed and angry
When I think of the men of the Wu family, they are all so capable. Every time I go up to the mountains to hunt, I can catch a lot. So much so that now, they are willing to fry a locust in oil, and the cow is high in his heart, and there is an indescribable envy.
There is also an unspeakable jealousy.
This capable person has a good life.
People who have the ability can eat well, live well, and sleep well every day.
Where are these people in front of you like their home?
They're having a good time now,...... It really left him speechless.
Niu Caigao lived to be 60 years old, he really didn't expect that he would have to suffer so much at this time.
I have to worry every day about whether I will not survive tomorrow......
As soon as he thought of his own survival problem, which had not been improved, Niu Caigao couldn't help but reddened his eyes and shed tears.
"Brother Wu, I'm also an old man, and I feel like I'm about to be out of it now!"
"Woo woo woo, my current life is really too bitter. I sincerely feel that there is no tomorrow for all of us. ”
At this time, Niu Caigao cried emotionally.
He cried and cried, and began to complain again.
"Woo woo, I've never enjoyed any happiness in my life! We are all peasant families who are digging in the field, and we do not have three heads and six arms, in this case, we can survive or not, it all depends on our lives! This bad life has gone early. Those who have a slightly better life are all struggling here...... woo woo woo woo ......"
Niu Caigao cried and cried, and couldn't help but cry like a child.
Niu Sanduo, who was sitting at the bottom, saw his father, crying so wronged, so sad, he couldn't help but have red eyes.
He actually has a grudge against this father.
If Dad hadn't been stupid back then, he would have taken a large family of people and made a fortune.
If all of their families are rich and they are rich, they can move out of the countryside and move to the towns.
With money in hand, they have a large family, and when faced with natural and man-made disasters, they are at least a little more resistant.
At least not like now, where everything is left to chance.
Niu Sanduo had read a lot of history books before, and he always knew that in the past dynasties, the peasants at the bottom have lived hard.
The peasants had to face not only the problem of exploitation by the landlord class, but also the problem of underdevelopment of the productive forces.
Ancient farming and modern farming are two completely different concepts.
In ancient times, farming relied on human and animal power.
In ancient times, farming did not have any chemical fertilizer, and the fertilizer and water had to be boiled by oneself.
In the ancient society, where the living conditions were particularly difficult, all the peasants and peasant girls were not allowed to rest 365 days a year.
They get up early and stay up late and do all kinds of work.
Niu Sanduo recalled the 30 years he had survived, and he couldn't help but shed tears emotionally.
It's too bitter, it's really too bitter.
He had thought about suicide countless times in the past.
However, every time he committed suicide, he was a little scared.
Because he thought that no matter what way he killed himself, it would only make him feel special pain.
Niu San is afraid of hardship and tiredness.
I'm also afraid of pain.
I am even more afraid of my own bloodshed and sacrifice.
He sometimes thinks he's a coward. A coward who is afraid of death.
Therefore, every time he thought about committing suicide, he suddenly thought that it was better to die than to live.
He should have survived.
Only by surviving can he have hope.
He has always used that sentence to comfort himself. Thirty years in Hedong, thirty years in Hexi, don't bully young people into poverty.
He is only 30 years old now.
If he lived a little longer,...... In the future, maybe there will really be that opportunity to make him turn over?
Every time I think of this, Niu Sanduo, who originally wanted to die, was reluctant to die.
Although he was reluctant to die, he still felt that his life was too hard.
Especially when he had to eat every day, every time he saw those green locusts like poop, he felt that he was really pitiful.
He had thought countless times, in this world, is there a more pitiful traverser than him?
Now that he saw Wu Hongsheng eating such burnt and crispy locusts, he thought darkly in his heart that the Wu family's life was good.
If only these people had suffered a little more like him.
Just when he was thinking nonsense, Niu Caigao, who was still crying emotionally just now, immediately collected his tears.
He's now, he can't do it without tears.
Because he found out that he had been crying here for a long time, but the man opposite had no reaction at all.
He didn't persuade, he didn't comfort, and he didn't take the initiative to bring it up, he wanted to take the initiative to help him.
Niu Caigao is actually very literary, and he is also a person who loves face.
Unless it is a last resort, he will throw away his usual face.
Now, in fact, it is not the time when he is at the end of his mountain. He's just planning for himself in advance.
He always felt that taking advantage of the fact that the Wu family had harvested a lot of locusts, he would open such an opening and ask them to borrow some grain, oil, and meat, and they should agree.
After all, he begged to come to the door.
If they don't mean it, they themselves will definitely feel uneasy in their conscience, and they will definitely feel sorry for him.
But now.
Niu Caigao suddenly realized that he had overestimated them.
These men of the Wu family are all a group of cold-hearted people.
In the past, they should have been accustomed to seeing death and not saving them.
Thinking of this, Niu Caigao's face suddenly became bad.
"Brother Wu, I'll tell you the truth. I feel that our family can't live anymore. The grain in this field is not yet fully cooked, and all of us have been hungry lately. We would like to ask you to lend us some food. If it's convenient, you're borrowing us a dozen pounds of oil. I don't eat oil every day, and I can't hold my old bones anymore......"
Hearing him think so much, Wu Hongsheng said it at the time.
"Oh, cow in charge, what kind of life are we living now? We're just like you! ”
"The reason why we have food now is because we paid a lot of effort to catch a lot of locusts some time ago."
"If you really can't get by, I'll call the shots and send you a bunch of locusts. Eat first, and when the time has passed, and the wheat in your fields is ripe, will not the days be over? ”
Hearing that the Wu family was going to lend them locusts, Niu Caigao including his sons, felt a little uncomfortable.
Locusts and locusts, eat locusts every day.
They can't stand it anymore for a long time.
In fact, there are a lot of locusts in their own house! What are they doing here to borrow locusts?!