This has nothing to do with believing or not believing.

Maybe Bei Bei didn't care what Peng Cheng was for, what did he think? She just found out early, and found all her entanglements, just because she had already met her love.

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"What is he going to do?" Shao Baige poured two glasses of champagne, two large glasses full, like beer. He handed Babe a cup and sat down on the couch next to her. The girl's shoes were messily thrown on the ground, the whole person curled up in a corner of the sofa, she combed her head back and forth with her right hand, and the sound of a rustling filled all the blanks in her mind.

"Thank you. She took the glass and drank it without thinking. "He said he had changed and become sensible. ”

Hmph, Shao Baige snorted coldly: "He is sensible? What does it mean to be sensible? ”

"Yes" Bei Bei seemed to be very emotional, she put the empty wine glass to her mouth, poured it again, poured the last drop of wine stuck to the wine glass into her mouth, frowned slightly, and licked her lips: "But most people have to succumb to fate, this is the way to go." ”

"It's the way to be selfish, you don't remember what you told me?"

Shao Baige seemed to see her heart, Bei Bei pretended to be resentful and glanced at him, smiling with nowhere to escape. She straightened up and looked out of the window that was still full of wind and sand, and of course she remembered everything that was helpless.

——

"What's so good about that guy, you have to hang yourself on this tree?"

Eighty percent of the hospital's blue and white variegated marble windowsills are man-made! Like fossils written on the stone floor when I was a child, so rough that I always want to throw them away. Bei Bei stood alone, she wanted to look out the window like this, which reminded her that Peng Cheng had also stood in front of the windowsill of the hospital and watched her, and the mood at that time was beautiful, maybe it was also artificial, but it was not so rough.

She liked the blue striped dress, which was so loose that it made her thick body look less bulky. There was no green grass outside the window, and across the street was a house that had been demolished and dismantled, and at the end of the street was a fruit shop with its doors closed, and beyond that was the smokeless blast furnace chimney, and there was no such green grass.

"I didn't, I'm not pretty good? The conversation with Shao Baige is like an old husband and wife, Bei Bei feels bad, she shakes her head, no wonder Sun Ning also misunderstood.

"I don't understand why you have to go to him. ”

Shao Baige suddenly raised the tone, so that Bei Bei found that the perfunctory was really not good, and then she said: "I just followed my heart, okay, don't be angry with me." ”

He walked to the side, elbowing her arm, and Bebe could feel that it was like a high wall. She didn't want to admit that she needed more care, even though she did, and so, he was just right, and even without him, she wouldn't be able to clean up the mess.

"Can't you choose a more comfortable lifestyle?"

"I chose the most comfortable way, you comfort your heart, I also comfort my heart. Bei Bei turned her head to look at him, she seemed to have decided, and he could see that there was no more panic in her eyes.

"Hey!" Shao Baige sighed: "Are you comfortable? Beibei, you comfort your heart, what ability do you have to comfort your heart?"

Bei Bei raised her eyebrows slightly, yes! She finally found the loophole in the so-called reality that had been bothering her and making her unable to calm down. She looked out the window at the wind and sand in the sky: "How much do you think people can influence the affairs of this world? Even if you kneel in front of fate, it will definitely let you go?"

Her shriveled lips bloomed with an unusually beautiful smile, as if she had risen from the dead, and she shook her head gently: "People can control almost everything, but people are the most humble, all our necessary actions are born from hunger, and all unnecessary actions are born from fear. ”

"Whatever you do it could be for some other reason, but that's not the most fundamental reason. It's selfishness, and although some feelings are very much like sacrifice, the root is nothing more than selfishness. ”

"Succumbing to this world is the only way for the selfish. ”

——

"Babe, you told me, you said it was the way for the selfish, so I went back to Ireland, and went to that foreign country that you call and found Mike, and that moment I understood that it was indeed my selfishness, because he told me that he knew I was going to come back, and I was very happy. Shao Baige spoke very hard, making him look like he was dancing with his teeth and claws.

"Isn't it the same? I feel like we're the same, even if he's, a so-called scumbag, isn't that different?"

Shao Baige was suddenly speechless, he leaned on the back of the sofa, and both of them looked at something unknown vacantly, trying to find a new direction.

"Then why are you bothering. ”

"yes, why should I bother?"

Beibei's heart seemed to be firm, but with just one sentence, it seemed weak. She looked at the vast expanse of sand and dust in the sky, and wondered what could not be done, and what could not be achieved in the ideal realm, should we solve it by thinking about what he was doing? The city was already on the verge of exhaustion, and the revolution of industrialization had exhausted almost all of its mental strength, but what finally brought it to an end was not the complete depletion of resources, but the end of the industrial revolution.

It's that it's no longer needed.

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"Daughter-in-law. Peng Cheng jumped out from behind the tree, the orange-yellow sunlight in the evening was still bright, exactly the same as six years ago, on his ravinely Linlin's face, sprinkled as much as possible, he was still shyly smiling, reckless, but he was no longer the boy who was as beautiful as the sunshine back then.

Bei Bei swallowed her saliva, she wrinkled her brows casually, she couldn't see that she was a little sad, she asked him briskly: "Why did you come ......?"

Peng Cheng suddenly rushed over and hugged Bei Bei tightly, and before she could finish her sentence, he buried his head in her shoulder with the dust all over his body, and then he said, "Daughter-in-law, I've been waiting for you for a day, why did you come back?"

——

"Beibei, don't say I didn't warn you, it's not right, he ......"

"Hey, Lao Tie, if you are right or wrong, our feelings are wrong. He's not a man to trust, but so what? I'm not one who needs someone else to help me take on it, my own life, I do it myself, and I think I'm strong enough by now. She suddenly fought back, because someone stepped on what she was reluctant to do*.

"You can't do this, baby, you're hurting someone else, like me. Shao Baige said with a cold face.

"Well! I'm serious, I apologize. ”

"Look! That's bad. He seemed to feel victorious, stretched out, and triumphant, and then he said, "What about life, how to live?"

Shao Baige almost talked about Beibei's heart, which is probably the end of what she has been struggling with, but she just doesn't want to admit it. Sometimes when there is no way back, things finally make people clear again.

Suddenly, Bei Bei became brisk: "Life should be different. ”

——

"Three months, okay?"

"Why three months?"

"Because after three months, I'll almost make a sum of money, and then I'll give it all to her, and I'll make up for being with her for so long. ”

"You don't seem to be a person who knows how to make amends. ”

"Bebe, I never compensate you because I know I'll be with you. ”