Zhou Zimeng was sick.

Since a few days ago, Xiao Yuchen found that his spirit was not very good, he had an occasional cough yesterday, and today he actually fell asleep on the table with no physical strength.

Xiao Yuchen knew Zhou Zimeng better than anyone else, if he wasn't so tired that he couldn't bear it, he would never have slept while reading.

From his slightly rapid breathing, she could tell that he had a cold.

Although Zhou Zimeng has a gentle temperament, he is quite stubborn in many places, such as hating swallowing pills, and every time he gets sick, he would rather delay until he heals naturally than take medicine. So on the way out of school, she went to the pharmacy to buy some cold powder, and planned to secretly put it in his schoolbag tomorrow.

In this case, we should also prepare some cough medicines, fever reducers, throat lozenges, etc...... She thought so, and her shopping basket was already full of medicines.

"Are you sick?" Ye Ling saw that she had bought a lot of medicine, and asked nervously.

"It's not me, it's my friend." She said perfunctorily.

thought that Ye Lingchuan would ask or complain about her friend, but he was silent and turned his face to the side.

"What's wrong with you?" She knew that he was in a bad mood when he was down, but this time he was in a bad mood.

Ye Lingchuan hesitated for a while, and finally said what was on his mind: "I'm wondering, will you think I'm a trouble." ”

"What?" Xiao Yuchen didn't react to what he meant for a while.

"It's just that I want you to accompany me home for dinner every day...... Ye Lingchuan pouted awkwardly, "You should have something else to do, but you were ruined by my unreasonable demands, so you must think I'm a big trouble." ”

Xiao Yuchen looked at his arrogant appearance and couldn't help but laugh: "Of course, did you just find out?" ”

"You ......" Although he had been mentally prepared, hearing her say this, Ye Lingchuan's mood flattened like a leaky balloon.

"Do you know Ye Lingchuan," Xiao Yuchen thought about it seriously and said, "In the past seventeen years, no one has ever caused me such trouble, no one was willing to do it before, and no one dared to do it later. But during this time with you, we lived together like a family, eating together every day, going home together, chatting about various topics together, and even quarreling over trivial things in life, which may be troublesome for others, but for me in the past, it was an unattainable warmth. ”

Ye Lingchuan looked at her in a daze, he didn't expect her to say such a thing.

"So I'm very grateful to you for letting me have such a memory," Xiao Yuchen's smile was very sincere, but there was a loneliness that could not be concealed, "Even if we don't live together in the future, I will miss this time." ”

"Why don't we live together?" Ye Lingchuan asked puzzledly, "Didn't we say it, I'll tell him when I come back in the moon, I want you to stay in our house forever!" ”

His persistent appearance did not make Xiao Yuchen feel gratified, but was extremely sad.

She used to hope like this every time. When she was taken home by her uncle and aunt, when she was brought home by Zhou Zimeng, and when she was brought home by Yue, she hoped to live with them forever and never leave.

Even if she experiences different stories, even if she understands their helplessness, she will always be discarded at the end of each story. So, it's best to start with no hope.

There is no home for her in this world, and there will be no one in the future, she just needs to remember that.