No matter how much you kneel and lick, you can't settle your fate in the end, she can always knock you down effortlessly, again and again. All your desires will be her torture weapons for you, all your unsatisfying will be a pond for her to enjoy happiness, and your desires are the last bargaining chips you want to give up, even if it will backfire.

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The wind in the suburbs is always very strong, the wind rolls the sand, mixed with elm money, it is overwhelming, whistles, whistling, sand and slapping against the windows, strange and scary, they rush over with their lives, are ruthlessly blocked by the windows, and wail all over the field.

After that day, Qin Tian's daily phone suddenly stopped, and Bei Bei could probably guess that he wanted to forget it, if she didn't contact him anymore, then this time, let's just count it as love!

How ridiculous is that he's a puppet when everyone else is a puppet, or a doll who still smiles when he soaks around?

Originally, she wanted to follow his wishes, but she also mustered up the courage, thinking about it, forget it, anyway, it has always been like this, and people have designed the way out in the morning, so why bother to embarrass others again, it's boring to ask for yourself?

She thought so, prepared like this, and swore to instigate herself. Maybe it was the first time she had instigated herself like this! In short, she had no experience, and she shouted in her heart that she could, certainly, she thought that if she reminded herself, she could do it, but she didn't know yet, it was really not that easy.

Soon Bei Bei found out, and it was only two or three days of work, and she understood that it seemed that she was still trapped deeper, and she couldn't do without him. Every minute she was like a drug addict, and she couldn't stop thinking about it.

She always thinks about Qin Tian, thinks about his beautiful face, his doting appearance, and thinks that if she doesn't contact him anymore, will it be like this between the two, and he may go back to his original life, forgetting that they used to eat marshmallows together, everything between them, her kiss.

Every time she thought of this, she felt anxious and unbearable, you said it was * burning! It's a bit exaggerated, but she really didn't want to do this, she couldn't bear it, she was banished by the man she thought of in this way, in the weightless space, with a gentle opening of her hand, they floated in different directions, one smiled and waved, and the other tried to hold each other in horror.

Those who love each other are already plain little stories when they meet again many years later, it sounds so warm, the young girl who Qin Tian's father gave up, Bei Bei suddenly couldn't listen to that. She can't even hear that love will eventually turn into family affection, she is not even willing to face the reality, and facing love is far less intense and thick than father-son affection. She would impulsively take out the phone and call him, and then hold back, again and again, until one time, she couldn't hold back.

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"Little stupid, what are you doing?" Qin Tian picked up the phone, he spoke first, as if nothing had happened, he asked Bei Bei first, looking relaxed, he teased her, and wanted to pretend that nothing happened.

"I miss you. Bei Bei blurted out, she didn't plan to hide anything anymore, this was what she said in her heart, she said it without thinking, but she regretted it after saying it, unlike the confession of her secret love, she felt that she had fallen into value.

"I'll make you something to eat that night!" Qin Tian's words were still gentle, he was calling her, and Bei Bei could even feel his outstretched hand and his embrace with a faint body fragrance. flirting with her has no effect on him, only the outcast will never forget, right?

"I, no. I don't know what suddenly stimulated her, Bei Bei actually refused, he was going to give up on his own person, wasn't he?

"Oh, are you cleaning?" Qin Tian was also embarrassed, he probably didn't expect Bei Bei's words to change abruptly, which was inexplicable.

"No, are you doing rounds?"

"No, I'll go to the dormitory. I've got a lot of money in the game! Qin Tian said this, and the girl was even more uncomfortable, it turned out that he had been playing, he was not as sad as her, he could still play.

"Then I'll hang up, you can play!" Bei Bei said softly, she was dissatisfied and angry in her heart, but it didn't matter, he couldn't hear it, because she wasn't in his heart.

"Well, good. ”

After getting off work at night, the commuter car drove to the vicinity of Bei Bei's house, and the driver saw Qin Tian standing on the side of the road from afar, turned around and said to Bei Bei: "Wen Beibei, the beautiful guy is waiting for you!"

Bei Bei was in a daze with her hair down, if it weren't for the driver's words, she would have not found out that she had arrived home. She looked at the road at this time, Qin Tian looked sideways into the car, he was wearing a blue T-shirt, the design of the T-shirt was white in the middle, and the sleeves on both sides were dark blue, as if he was wearing a shoulder. He put the thumb of one hand to his mouth and searched the whole car, focused and nervous, perhaps afraid not to see her.

Beibei's heart became happy the moment she saw him, the continuous denial and torture throughout the day were all meaningless, and before she could stand still, she got up eagerly.

His hair fluttered in the wind, he stood on the road, one foot backwards on the curb stone, until he found her in the huge bus, in the last row of the bus, facing the evening sun, he squinted his eyes slightly, stretched out his hand to put a cover on the top of his head, and smiled as he wished.

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Bei Bei got out of the car, she couldn't keep her mouth shut, she wanted to be more reserved, but it didn't seem easy. Women are generally like this! I know that there is a problem, but I still don't give up, I crave a man's love like I crave drugs, I smile because of his smile, I look at myself because of my gaze, and I will be excited because of his occasional attention.

"What are you going to do?" she said she prefers to hear him.

Qin Tian smiled, his snow-white teeth were neat, he stretched out his hand and touched Bei Bei's hair, like touching a child, his eyes fell on Bei Bei's hair, and then slowly his eyes became narrow and long, and his gaze drifted into Bei Bei's eyes, buried deep there.

"I'll pick you up for dinner. He turned around and took her hand and said, "I didn't do it today, I'm playing games, let's go out to eat." ”

Along the way, Qin Tian was complaining that Bei Bei had lost weight, and he said that her round face was deflated.

"It's not deflated. Bei Bei muttered quietly, but Qin Tian ignored it, he reprimanded himself, saying that she was thinking about what he thought, and his face was deflated when he thought about it. Bei Bei doesn't argue, everything is good, what is there to worry about if he is not deflated, as long as he is still around.

Who knows? She couldn't think about it so much, and he never told her what was going to happen next, and since then, they had been talking at least once a day.