Reality is reality, and it is not something that anyone can reverse on their own, and she should not be shaken.

The longer Qin Tian returned to Guangdong, the more disappointed Bei Bei became, he was really like a dog's meat bun, and he would never come back. The little fantasy that the girl once held that he would come back was almost evaporated with the rising temperature. Although he still kept calling, he still chatted with her every day, saying that he loved her, but he never mentioned it again.

No one is a fool, after dragging on for so long, of course Bei Bei would not not know Qin Tian's thoughts, but she knew that she knew that she knew that she had never asked him again, knowing that she would not ask for it, why should she ask him, let herself look like a fool without eyes.

Lately, she's been getting a lot of things from him, all sorts of things. He said that the sausages in Guangdong are always delicious, and they are steamed together with the rice, and the rice will be soaked in the sweet aroma of the sausage, and you can make two bowls without eating vegetables.

He actually used what the Northeast people would say to make two bowls, which is so interesting, so Bei Bei received the sausage from his express, such a big lump, he said that he had contracted all the goods of the store that day.

Then Bei Bei received an egg roll from Qin Tian, a kind of Cantonese dessert after tea and dinner, which is also very delicious, from the ninety-year-old grandmother to the four-and-a-half-year-old niece, all of them say that they are delicious, only she herself, and she doesn't know the taste of food.

She was relieved to enjoy Qin Tian's care, she knew that this kind of care would not last long, he was a good person, so he was making up for her, and also made up for his own heart, the guilt in his heart for certain things. It's just some food, Bei Bei is also happy to make him comfortable, she didn't stop him, until today, she received the money that Qin Tian put on her bank card.

The money is not much, a thousand yuan, for him may only be a day's red envelope money, but for a person like Bei Bei with a monthly income of less than eight hundred, it is still very considerable. She called him, Qin Tian said that he sold the equipment in the game to make money, and asked Bei Bei to accept it, and then after waiting for a while, he said: "Stupid, I should give you money to spend, you buy something delicious and eat your face round." ”

He really thought she was an idiot.

Bei Bei lowered her head, her toes rubbed back and forth on the sandy ground, she understood Qin Tian's compensation, and the compensation was her sincere treatment, but didn't he understand?

She still doesn't want to say it, it's only a thousand yuan, so why bother! Just let him feel better, let him go less worried.

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Two days later, Bei Bei's bank card had another thousand yuan on it, and this time Qin Tian sent a text message, saying that he had sold another piece of equipment in the game, so he asked the buyer to transfer the money directly to Bei Bei's bank card, asking her if she had received it.

When the girl said that she had received it, he seemed to be relieved, and told her very excitedly, "Buy something delicious!"

She drooped her shoulders in frustration, his pleasure harsh to her ears, she wanted to see what was missing in the game, but she couldn't. She was reluctant to give up those things, and even more reluctant to him, but if he wanted to sell it, she couldn't say anything more, anyway, he probably wouldn't play anymore, it didn't matter what he sold, she didn't care, as long as his name was still on her little person's head.

However, if there is no Qin Tian, then what is left of the game for her? Who knows? After thinking about it, she called Qin Tian again, and asked him to sell things again, don't call her the money, she doesn't want this feeling, like cutting off her own flesh and selling it.

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After another week or so, Bei Bei received another 1,500 yuan. This time she didn't want to let him go anymore, she called, and during this time, she received almost 5,000 yuan, and it was time to have a result.

"God, what kind of money is it this time?"

"Ben, this time it's my bonus, you buy some beautiful clothes. Qin Tian said very cheerfully, as if giving her money made him feel good, as if giving money could make up for his guilt of seducing her and abandoning her, so he was cheerful.

The only sound left on both ends of the phone was saliva, he could hear hers, and so could she. Lying really didn't make people happier, and neither of them was very happy.

"Tim, don't lie to yourself, okay?, can money make up for anything?" Bei Bei said this sentence in a hurry, and she was silent after speaking. She has been preparing for this for a long time, she has never wanted to say it, she wants not to say it, not to say it, just like this, it will pass slowly, as long as she can, and she will be there that day when she can.

Qin Tian was still silent on the other side of the phone, Beibei's words, he was speechless, the girl could feel his sadness, he was a good person, a kind man, at least when he wanted to give up on her, he would choose to compensate her with money.

"The two are happy, and Qi Neng can be compensated by money. Bei Bei didn't know what to say better: "Maybe you'll feel better if I accept this money, then I've collected enough." ”

"You take it anyway. Qin Tian was on the other end of the phone, his low voice exhausted.

"Don't worry about it, didn't we all agree to let you go to Canada? I'll accept the money, don't worry about leaving! But don't always give it to me in the future, that's enough." ”

The calmer she spoke, the more restless he became, and they both understood the wounds that the other didn't want people to see, so he kept silent.

"Tim, did you miss me today?" Seeing that he didn't speak again, Bei Bei changed his lonely tone and asked him happily.

"I thought about it. Qin Tian's voice sounded so uncomfortable, and a layer of bitter water floated through.

"Stupid, did I tell you today that I love you?"

"Well, I just said. Bei Bei smiled.

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The application to go abroad is already being processed, Qin Tian told Bei Bei lightly, and Bei Bei also pretended not to listen carefully, but since that day, she has erected the antenna in her head and began to count the days.

She thought about going to Guangdong to see him, but there was only this last bit of time left, and she wanted to watch him every day. She didn't want to give up that, that was the only thing she had, and people had to love to the extreme, so they could be considered satisfied! She thought, she was fully prepared, and it seemed that she was going to go, but in the end she gave up.

What can I do if I go, regret will not give up the next torture because I have obtained it, it has nothing to do with regret, there is nothing to doubt, that is the price of lowly love.

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It's been a month since the beginning of autumn in September, and the summer in the northeast is just at the right time, the day is still sweaty, but the night is cooler, but the only thing you have to see is the incomparably pure blue sky in this suburb.

Autumn is high and refreshing, the clouds are light and the wind is clear, the pinch of white clouds sticks to the sky like cream, as if it is about to fall, and it does not really fall, proud and beautiful, Bei Bei lies on the lawn, feeling that the distance of the sky is from far to near, as if in the change.

Qin Tian said that he went to the embassy today to meet a foreign man, he said that the man spoke English and Chinese, his face was full of beard, but he didn't look fierce, he also said that the man said that he was welcome to come to Canada, and he smiled after speaking, but the beard blocked his teeth and laughed very obscenely.

He is not an actor, so naturally he can't let go freely, his happiness poked at the discomfort in her heart, and she couldn't let go of him in the end.

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The blind date arranged by her mother for Bei Bei started again, although she never asked about the relationship between Bei Bei and Qin Tian, and even she had never really seen or heard of Qin Tian, but Bei Bei felt that her mother knew about him, but she didn't say anything.

There should be an induction between mother and daughter! At least there is between Bei Bei and her mother! She must know that her daughter is in love with a boy, as for whether the boy is Qin Tian or Baibai, she doesn't need to tell, there is always a boy, she must know, that boy left her beautiful girl.

It's been a long time, and it's been a long time since my mother has introduced her boyfriend to her daughter, and now Qin Tian hasn't even left China, and the blind date is about to start again. In general, parents are more likely to understand that everything is over than children who are in love, and it only takes one sentence for them to end, but for those who are in it, maybe not, Bei Bei feels that her mind will no longer be active, like a pot of soup with gas off, only slowly precipitated, she is indeed not ready, but she still agreed, because she felt that she was afraid that she would never be ready again.

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The sauna day is finally over, and the hearty wind in the morning and evening can blow a little coolness, Peng Cheng got a new number and called after being missing for more than two months, saying that it would be another three or five days, and at most three or five days, Bei Bei would be able to see the person she had been thinking about for a long time.

"How did you find out that the person I was thinking about was yours?" Bei Bei wanted to bite the word "human child clearly", and she asked him with great interest, and she also thought the pronunciation was very funny.

"You just think about it, don't be tough with me, you just think about it. Do you have anything to do, don't say it's useless, just say that you have anything to do?" Peng Cheng played around, his words were pure and happy, and he couldn't hear the slightest reluctance to come, he was coming back, and he was going to see the person he thought about day and night.

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After getting off work in the evening, Bei Bei didn't go home directly, and made an appointment with Xiao Ai to go to the night market. It was set before the blind date, saying that if it didn't work, it would come out to celebrate, but it didn't work out, and it finally got its wish.

After strolling until eight o'clock, Bei Bei was still unsatisfied and walked home, it should be supported, she felt that it was more comfortable to walk, so she didn't take the car, thinking that it was not too far, and she should be able to get home in half an hour.

The night is getting thicker, the wind is a little cooler, Bei Bei eats a sweat, when the cool breeze blows, the bustle in the stomach is a town, very comfortable. Although it is night, there are a lot of people on the road, many middle-aged couples are walking hand in hand, this road is not lonely, Xiao Ai Bacheng has arrived home at this time, Bei Bei prefers to take three steps back and wander on the road.

The car at night is really fast, in short, it is faster than during the day, whistling through, and three or five minutes will rush past, as if there is something urgent. The girl's heart has not been so leisurely for a long time, Qin Tian must be leaving, which seems to make her hanging mood calmer a little, as if her boots have fallen to the ground, she is calm, she does not doubt, she is not entangled, she just walks like this, no one is still good.

Soon, Bei Bei still walked to the gloomy grove next to his house. It's just nine o'clock, and the grove is already terrifying, black and oppressive, but there is a group of men playing chess on the street lamp next to it, which makes people feel a little better, after all, this grove is so small, you can see the end at a glance.

Walking through the woods, the rustling of the leaves sounds creepy, and you can't close your eyes, but the air here is good, with a faint smell of grass, although it softens the smell of car exhaust, it is also a rare good place in this city. Yang Huai, that piece of white flying flotsam seems to be the same as yesterday, Bei Bei remembered that Qin Tian was in the flying flotsam, his beautiful face, and he only had her in his eyes at that time.

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"Hey, where are you going?" suddenly scolded, startling, the girl was distracted, defenseless, her heart tightened, and it hurt a little.

The delicate young man smiled and turned out from behind the thickest tree in front of him, he was a little excited, it was Peng Cheng: "Daughter-in-law, are you afraid?"

If it weren't for the scar on his mouth, he would have been impeccable and beautiful, and today he is still dressed in a plain, white long-sleeved shirt that covers the cigarette scars on his arms, and he wears a pair of off-white shoes with soles as white as the uppers.

Bei Bei breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that it would be good if she wasn't a bad person, she glared at him angrily: "Why are you so scared all the time!" The pain in her heart eased a little, but she felt that her body was heavy, and she couldn't lift her strength for a moment: "Didn't you just say three or five days?

"I was already back when I messaged you, so I have to sneak over to see if you hooked up with your boyfriend!" Peng Cheng said, leaning over, he reached out and grabbed the girl's waist, Xu didn't expect it, he felt a little thick, so he lowered his eyes and glanced at the waist.

Seeing him look deliberately, she blushed embarrassedly, slapped hard, and couldn't make Peng Cheng let go of his hand, and when he was in a hurry, he grabbed the fat bulging out of the girl's waist, and slammed it hard, Bei Bei was so painful that before she could scream, a pair of tears gushed out and hung on her cheeks.

"You can't shrug it yet?" the young man asked her with a pair of cold eyes, staring at Bei Bei slyly and glaring at him. Stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears that hung on her face, but he didn't let go of his hand, he said: "Daughter-in-law, don't cry all the time, you keep crying, how uncomfortable I feel in my heart." ”

Bei Bei was so angry that she didn't answer him anymore, why did she shed tears, it wasn't because he pinched her and it hurt, she turned her face away, she didn't want to see him again.

Xu saw that the girl was really angry, he let go, stepped forward, took her arm, wrapped it around his neck, hugged her body with all his might, and strangled her to struggle.

"Daughter-in-law, don't cry. Peng Cheng looked down at her as he spoke, and saw that she still looked like a righteous martyr, so he pressed his hand on the circle of fat on the girl's waist again.

"I'm not crying, don't pinch me. I don't like to take care of you, and you won't come here to look for me in the future. ”

The boy's eyes suddenly became clear and bright, and his eyes seemed to be gradually overflowing with happiness, like the cleanest water in the urn, he had never seen the muddy river and waves, he kept looking at Beibei's face, listening to her cruel words, and did not answer.

Peng Cheng smiled hesitantly: "Daughter-in-law, I haven't eaten yet! Let's go to the night market to have something to eat, let's go." ”

Besides, it's impossible not to go, Bei Bei was carried by him again and again, staggered out of the woods, took a taxi, and returned to the night market where he had eaten Liangpi just now.

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is still the cool skin of Wang's sister-in-law, Peng Cheng also prefers her family's mouthful, the boss is this sister-in-law, and Peng Cheng seems to be very familiar with it: "Her cold skin is delicious." With his mouth bulging, he pushed the cool skin in front of Beibei's eyes, and used his chopsticks to pick it up and put it to her mouth.

Bei Bei turned his head sideways and stared at Peng Cheng's eyes, the person in front of him was simply annoying.

Peng Cheng looked at Liangpi, raised his eyebrows slightly at Bei Bei, and saw that she hadn't moved for a long time and said, "Oh, you're too embarrassed." ”

The young man put down the cold skin that he had picked up, stuffed the chopsticks into his mouth and slipped it twice, then picked up the cold skin and put it to the girl's mouth.

"You idiot! No...... More ......"

Bei Bei was immediately angry, she was so red that she couldn't finish her words, Peng Cheng suddenly stood up, he quickly grabbed her jaw, leaned over, stretched out his tongue, licked her lips decisively, and then stretched out his hands at the woman with a stunned face: "Look, I don't bury it." ”

His words were very sincere, and it could be seen that there was no other meaning at all, like that ignorant Xu Sanduo, what a simple child, enough to deceive everyone. He may really just be proving to Bei Bei that he is not buried, and what he did was all because her dislike made him feel sorry.

This is a master of acting, so he smiled. Beibei's appearance was so funny, she had a bitter face, she was suppressed by him, he actually licked his mouth on the overcrowded night market street.

All the girl's movements became lagging, and Peng Cheng sat down again, as if nothing had happened, and he began to eat. While happily eating cold skin, he told Bei Bei about what had happened in the past two months, and his shining eyes glanced at the girl's stunned face for a while, and then he pinched Bei Bei's face and asked innocently, "Why don't you speak?"

"I don't like to take care of you, you eat happily, and I can go home after eating." Bei Bei was disgusted, she casually pulled down the leather band, let the tied hair spread out and draped over her shoulders, and finally there was a channel for venting her anger, she felt a little more comfortable, as if the heat had run out of her head.

"Actually, you don't look good if you don't tie your hair, you see that your hair is not so big when you put it down. Peng Cheng reached out to stroke Beibei's hair, the lame movement made her hair even more messy, he wanted to hurt her, or he tapped her lightly, he might not be able to reflect it.

Bei Bei finally couldn't bear it anymore, she raised her hand and slapped Peng Cheng's head hard, bang, a muffled sound.

Okay, everything was silent, and the people around didn't notice it, this muffled sound was only heard by the two of them, and the switch in Beibei's head clicked on, and she subconsciously withdrew her hand.

Peng Cheng didn't hide, this time it hit him on the head, and the young man was stunned for a moment: "I just want my daughter-in-law to cut me." Then he grinned, silly.