"I don't care." Bai Xiuyuan stubbornly said.

"You!"

Cheng Qingzheng wanted to scold him for being stubborn, but seeing the almost childish persistence in his eyes, she suddenly couldn't scold.

She could not love him, but she could not trample on his feelings.

She couldn't do that, otherwise, she would look down on herself.

Silence spread between the two of them until Bai Xiuyuan helped her bandage it.

"Qing'er."

Cheng Qing looked at him, and there was almost no light in his eyes.

"I'm sorry." Bai Xiuyuan was very uncomfortable, and said distressedly: "I don't know, it turns out that you have so much in your heart, and I have said so many things to you that should not be said, I am very selfish, I want you to face up to your feelings, and also face up to my feelings for you, but I haven't thought about what will it bring after telling you?" I'm sorry. ”

"You don't have to say I'm sorry, you tell me what love is, and I should thank you." Cheng Qing tugged at the corners of his mouth and said.

"Qing'er, you're not a scourge."

Bai Xiuyuan suddenly came out with this sentence, Cheng Qingmeng was stunned, why did this topic jump back again?

"You're not a scourge!"

Bai Xiuyuan looked into her eyes and said this solemnly.

Cheng Qing looked at him in shock, his thin lips squirmed, and he wanted to say something, but he didn't say it.

"Qing'er, you have to say this about yourself, don't say I don't agree, you ask the brothers who have been born and died with you, and you ask the people who will no longer suffer from the war because of you! Will they say yes?! Bai Xiuyuan said very emotionally.

"I ......" Cheng Qing was so choked that he couldn't speak, and closed his eyes sadly.

"Qing'er, what is the benefit of falling in love with you? I'll tell you right now. Bai Xiuyuan looked at her affectionately and said, "Do you remember the first time I came to the barracks?" It was my most embarrassed day, and my most desperate day. ”

"That day, after my brother's death, I learned the news of my mother's death. At that time, I was so disillusioned that I didn't want to live anymore. Just when I was about to find a short-term view, it was you who showed up in time to stop me, and then laughed at me. ”

"Say me, everyone has reached the border, do you have the courage to die and don't have the courage to join the army? It's ridiculous. ”

"At that time, I had no concept of joining the army, and I wanted to go to the border pass, but I just heard people say that it was the most dangerous place on the way."

"And you, who don't know anything, said something to me, and I was disdainful at the time, and it was your second sentence that saved me. Do you remember what you said? ”

Cheng Qing looked into his eyes, saw that he was injured, still kneeling on one knee to talk to her, with a little tears in his eyes, and shook his head.

Bai Xiuyuan showed a clean and warm smile and said: "You said, there is a difference between people dying with dignity and without dignity, if people die without dignity, what kind of laughter will those who wish I die?" ”

Cheng Qing nodded, and said in a hoarse voice: "I remember, I also said later, you not only have to die with dignity, but also take your glory to anger them, and going to the barracks is the most direct way." ”

At that time, she was in the army, and she suffered a lot of wretchedness in the barracks, and La Bai Xiuyuan was to a large extent just to find a back, and saving people was just a matter of incident.

Bai Xiuyuan smiled and said, "Later, after I calmed down, I realized that there were many elements in those words that fooled me, but I have to say that they accounted for eight or nine points. After understanding, I have love and hate for you, and it was at that time that I took dignity very seriously. ”

"Hmm." Cheng Qing nodded numbly, there was nothing surprising, she already knew this, otherwise why would this guy treat her as a good brother and fight against her vigorously?

"Qing'er, don't you understand? Because of you, I picked up a life. "Bai Xiu is far away.

Suddenly, Cheng Qing shuddered and asked, "You liked me at that time?" ”

Bai Xiuyuan's face instantly darkened, and the corners of his mouth twitched, "That's not true." ”

Don't say that he thought Cheng Qing was a man at the time, just say that she was still a child at that time, can he be so perverted?

It's just that at that time, Cheng Qing became special in his heart.

It was the first person he put in his heart besides his relatives and master.

"Oh, that's not true." Cheng Qingdao.

“……”

After talking so much, he was still being countered to the army at the end, what can he say?

It's really scary, it's terrible.

"Well, that doesn't count. Let's just talk about my return home, if I hadn't gone to see you when I was leaving, what do you think I would have done when I went back? Bai Xiuyuan asked.

Cheng Qing knows his character, how good he is to his friends, and how cruel he is to his enemies.

The mother and son of the Bai family will definitely not survive, and his father, it is estimated that he will not survive in the last few days, and he will be angry to death first, and then he will be hastily buried.

Seeing that she was thinking, Bai Xiuyuan also knew that she would definitely not be able to say it, so he said: "My plan is to go back and personally kill Aunt Liu's mother and son, carry their heads to sacrifice my mother and brother in blood, and then take the position of the head of the Bai family from my father, and tell him that I killed the woman and son he loves the most." ”

Cheng Qing sighed, sure enough.

But in all fairness, although this is not close to people, there will be the pleasure of revenge.

But after the pleasure is over, this guy will probably hate himself, right?

Forget it if you kill Aunt Liu and her son, it is a big unfilial piety to kill your father, and Bai Xiuyuan is not a real hard-hearted person.

He is affectionate, very heavy.

Bai Xiuyuan recalled: "It was your words that made me change my mind. At that time, I instinctively listened to your words and subconsciously did what you said. But then, I really felt from the bottom of my heart that you were right. ”

He went back to see his father for the last time, and did not get angry with him, but he did not say anything comforting, and watched him breathe.

Now everyone in the Bai family is convinced of him from the bottom of their hearts, and he has not disappointed the last relative, which is already the best result.

Cheng Qing sighed again and said, "I'm sorry for you." ”

Bai Xiuyuan smiled: "Now do you dare to say that there is no benefit in liking you?" ”

The topic came back to this, the corners of Cheng Qing's mouth trembled, and he didn't speak.

Bai Xiuyuan looked at her and said, "Qing'er, I know what you're worried about, but what I want to tell you is that don't think so much. There is no choice in loving someone, I can't avoid it, you can't push it off, I don't need you to accept it now, and I won't embarrass you like this again. Wait until you're sure of your feelings, and then we'll talk about it. Before that, we were not lovers, we were brothers. ”

"Brothers?" Cheng Qing's eyes were confused for a long time, and when he heard these three words, it suddenly became clear.