Xiao Yuchen endured the pain and shook his head desperately. Of course she hurts, but in front of Ye Lingchuan, she has no qualifications to say pain.

She had said that if her pain could comfort him, if it would relieve him, then she would accept all the pain he had given her. So she gave up the struggle and took his hand back as if determined.

Ye Lingchuan's heart was desolate.

Why, why do you hold my hand?

It would be nice if you could be like that at that time, holding my hand tightly, no matter how painful it is, and not letting go no matter how much I pleaded. And now your insistence has no meaning other than sarcasm.

"Who are you......" He looked at her blankly, as if he was a complete stranger in front of him, "who are you, Yin Yin has a face so similar to her, but why am I so desperate, so desperately searching, but I can't find a trace of her in you at all." ”

"It's not that I don't remember what I said on the day I got sick," he closed his eyes in pain, "hating you is the only reason for me to live, it's not a lie, but...... I want to see you again, but it's my only hope of survival. I hate you with such hopes, and I fantasize about the day we meet again. I fantasized about countless possibilities, but I never expected to meet you like this. The person in front of me, who is kind to everyone, gentle to everyone, who I once regarded as a treasure, who worked hard to occasionally show a warm look, a beautiful smile that can flatter me just a flash in the pan, is now so generous to everyone. Tell me, is it this cheap thing that I used to put down all my self-esteem and beg, or is my love worthless to you? ”

"Lingchuan ......" Xiao Yuchen's heart was sad and about to die, she shook her head in pain, wanting to tell him that this was not the case, but she couldn't say anything.

"I've been thinking about a question for five years, and I've been running away from it, do I hate you or love you...... But now when I look at the person in front of me, I don't feel a trace of love and hate in my heart, the only thing I feel is the pain of being powerless. Maybe Lu Yinsen is right, you are Su Han, a stranger who has nothing to do with me at all, and whether it is Xiao Xuanchen who I love or hate, it no longer exists......" His throat choked a little because of the pain, but he endured it and did not cry, "I was very painful in the five years I didn't see you, but what I didn't expect was that I was even more painful when I met you again." Because I didn't know what to do in front of such a stranger. I'll hurt if I hurt you, I'll hurt if I like you, I'll hurt if I give up on you...... It hurts so much that it can't bear it. Is it destined that I will always be at a loss in front of you Xiao Yuchen? So you tell me if it's okay, what should I do with you, what should I do with you! ”

He let out a deep, desperate wail, clenching his fist as if he were about to crush that hand. The severe pain made Xiao Yuchen's tears fall out, but she used her last will to endure and refuse to speak, not to mention that her heart hurt hundreds of times at this moment.

Seeing the tears flowing from her eyes, Ye Lingchuan finally couldn't bear to let go of his hand. His blood-stained fingers gently caressed her face and smiled sadly: "Dust...... Five years ago, I would rather die than say such a thing, and I couldn't believe that I would have such a thought one day, but now I am actually saying it...... Let's separate. ”。

The splinter embedded in the flesh and blood, it's time to pull it out.