Chapter 89: Unattainable Dreams
Xiao Yuchen shook her head with tears in her eyes, she didn't dare to lean over and hold that hand, she didn't dare to face those eyes that were so pure that there was no trace of impurities.
But her feet were subconsciously moving towards him, wondering if there was a possibility...... Could she be able to pretend that nothing happened, as long as Zhou Zimeng didn't find out her despicable thoughts, as long as she buried that despicable intention in her heart...... Could she stay with him?
However, at this time, Zhou Zimeng's mother blocked her way.
There was unconcealed disgust in her eyes, but she still maintained the rational elegance that an elder should have: "Please stay away from Zimeng, please." ”
The tone was calm, but there was an irresistible majesty.
Xiao Yuchen knew that her despicable heart had been ruthlessly seen through, and her last hope was shattered.
Looking at the ambulance that blew its horn away, she smiled miserably, even if she was cheeky, there was no way to stay with him.
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She didn't have any luggage that she could take away, and when she was brought home by Zhou Zimeng, she was empty-handed, and those daily necessities were bought by Zhou Zimeng for her. But she didn't have anywhere to go anyway, so there was no need to pack anything.
In the end, the only thing she took away was the rabbit that Zhou Zimeng gave her.
It was already completely dark, and Xiao Yuchen was walking on the empty street with the rabbit in his arms. The last time she walked on the road with it, she was still walking with Zhou Zimeng, although she was abandoned by her family that day, but because of his warm palm, she forgot the sadness she should have.
And it was only at this moment that she realized for the first time the fact that she had been abandoned, and she was discarded in the cold dark night like a piece of garbage that no one wanted.
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At some point, snow began to fall in the sky.
She looked up blankly, watching the pure and beautiful snowflakes slowly fall, tears slowly flowing from her dried eyes.
It hurts.
It's just tears, why does her heart hurt so much?
Haven't you been used to the feeling of being discarded?
Haven't you long been accustomed to the dark and cold air of Purple City?
So what is she sad about at this moment?
Her body was so cold that she almost lost consciousness, and she moved forward mechanically like a soulless puppet. On this cold, snowy night when everyone was hiding at home to keep warm, she had nowhere to go back.
There are a lot of people in this world who know where they want to go but don't know how to get there.
For Xiao Yuchen, she is confident that she can go anywhere with her legs, even if she breaks off and bleeds, but she doesn't know where she is going.
That place called a writer may be just an unattainable dream for her in the end.