The top floor of a high-rise building is actually not cool, but makes people even hotter.

The corners of Li Lili's crying eyes were red and swollen at this time, and after being exposed to the sun, there was a hot pain, as if salt had been sprinkled on the wound.

She stood on the edge of the highest wall, and if she took a step forward, her whole body would fall.

Originally, she had planned to do so.

It's just that when she looked down, she saw that the dense people below were like ants, and that kind of visual impact made her scared and flinched.

A dilemma for a while.

The people who came to persuade her, the people who wanted to save her, had the opposite effect, making her emotional, and Li Lili almost jumped off.

However, those people were inexplicable, didn't say a word, and left directly.

This made Li Lili stand on a high place, and a miserable smile appeared on his face.

She felt like she was given up.

Perhaps, there is really nothing to be nostalgic for in this world.

After three years of hard work, in the end, the harvest is like this.

After checking the answers, after matching the answers with my classmates, I felt that my life was gloomy.

Father will say that she is just a piece of waste, and she will only be embarrassed, right?

Mother will only hide aside and cry sadly, hating iron is not steel, right?

Really, everything is just like the neighbor's big brother said.

The world is not worth it.

Li Lili slowly closed her eyes, she wanted to make herself as elegant as possible, even if it was a one-man show now, without any audience, she wanted to walk beautifully.

Her left foot was slightly moved forward by her, but her body trembled more and more.

The toe of the shoe is already suspended in the air, and as long as it moves a few centimeters forward, the crumbling body will fall freely.

"Hey, classmate, I haven't seen you for a long time, I didn't expect to meet again like this."

The familiar voice, the gentle voice, the voice that I had missed, suddenly appeared behind him, making Li Lili almost lose his footing and fall.

She slowly turned her head and saw the boy who had made her blush inadvertently when she thought about it.

He, what's coming? Isn't he escorted and doesn't need to come to take the college entrance examination?

Is it God's favor? Let me still see him for the last time before I die, isn't it a dream?

Li Lili thought about it, and cried out again aggrieved.

She felt a little ashamed.

Fang Zhe stood there, keeping a certain distance, very embarrassed.

He's not really good at comforting people.

In fact, if you follow his character, he will say, if you want to jump, hurry up, don't delay here.

Either live well or die quickly, he thinks so.

But now it is obviously inappropriate to say this, and perhaps after saying that, people really jumped down, and they became indirect murderers instead.

In this way, the girl stood on the edge of the wall and sobbed, and the boy watched quietly.

No one spoke.

After a while, Fang Zhe asked, "That, can I take the liberty of asking, why do you want to commit suicide?" Because of a failed exam? Lovelorn? ”

The latter sentence "Who died in your family" was stuffed in my heart and not spoken.

Li Lili shook his head and did not answer.

In fact, she didn't have the right answer in her heart.

It seems that since talking to her new neighbors, she has always felt that life is very depressing and sad.

Until she failed this exam, the emotions she had been suppressing suddenly collapsed.

It's like that tight string, supporting all the threads, breaking.

Then as soon as my brain was hot, I came to the rooftop.

It is precisely because of this that she has not mustered up the courage to really take that step.

She was actually very entangled herself.

I want to die, but I don't dare to die.

Fang Zhe looked at her silently, thought for a while, and said: "As for people, many times they are fragile, and when they encounter some unhappy things, they will accumulate a lot of knots, even if you want to tell your family or friends, they may not be able to understand you." Therefore, the most important thing for a person to learn is to know how to breathe and love himself. ”

At this point, he paused, and the expression on his face seemed to be a smile rather than a smile.

"You think I'm going to say that? Will I advise you like this? ”

"In fact, people who really want to commit suicide can't listen to any big truth, because everyone understands the truth, but they still can't live this life."

"The passage I just said is a line from a movie, and it was said by the male lead actor in the movie. However, the actor who said this line chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building on April Fool's Day many years ago. ”

"Did you know that, according to scientific research, the fatality rate of jumping off a building is as high as 93.4%, and the painful time to feel the slow arrival of death is 4.56 minutes? And the pain level, reached 17.78. This level of suffering is equivalent to that of all forms of suicide. ”

"The reason why the fatality rate is so high and the pain time is not long, but the pain level is still so high, is because there are many suicide people who choose to jump off the building as a way to commit suicide, and they often regret it when they fall halfway, and they regret it very much, but they are too late."

"So if you choose to jump, there's a good chance you'll regret it halfway through, and then snap, and you might have a minute or two to feel death caress your body. The death is very miserable, not beautiful at all. ”

"And I, as a witness to the last moment of your life, this time next year, if I remember, or have time, I may come to the rooftop and put a white chrysanthemum."

When Fang Zhe said this, he was a little regretful, sincere, and said again: "Lin Haixia's corpse, I have seen it, it is so burned that I can't recognize it, it is really ugly." ”

Then, he closed his mouth and looked at each other quietly.

In fact, he still can't remember what the name of this female classmate is.

In the past three years, it seems that I have never said more than two sentences.

The only impression of the other party is that there are a lot of pimples on the face, and sometimes if you look at them inadvertently, you will find that the other party is secretly looking at you.

But he didn't take it to heart.

The sound of Li Lili crying is getting louder and louder.

I don't know why, but the neighbor suddenly sounded in my head, a sentence he had said before.

"There are three in life, love, ideals, and distance. There are three listeners, lonely, mediocre, and depressed. ”

He said that Li Lili, as his listener, was mediocre.

Li Lili felt that he was downcast as Fang Zhe's listener at this time.

In this kind of scene, it is a blessing to be able to meet people who have been thinking about it for a long time.

But in this kind of scene, it is also unfortunate to be seen by him.

She looked up and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with the back of her hand, trying to make herself look as ugly as possible.

Immediately, as much as possible, squeezed out a smile.

"Thank you, Fang Zhe."

After Li Lili said this, his body fell straight back.

"Well, I knew it would be like this."

Fang Zhe sighed.

When he wiped the other party's tears, his heels had already begun to accumulate strength, until the other party blurted out that sentence, and then rushed forward.

Three steps turned into two steps, and Fang Zhe still grabbed Li Lili's hand.

Fortunately, the other party is quite thin and not so heavy.

In fact, the reason why he dared to promise Chen Haifeng that he could save the other party 100% was because he was confident enough in his body and could respond to any move of the other party at the first time.

The distance is deliberately kept at a length that the other party can accept and can reach quickly.

As for those scenes, they still have to be said, although they will not be of great use.

From the very beginning, Fang Zhe guessed that the other party would still choose this step after all.

Even if the other party didn't jump in the early stage, it was because of fear and regret. But the moment he appears, it is equivalent to pushing the other party down the abyss.

It's very simple, just like in a TV series, the murderer often doesn't intend to cut down with a knife, and at this time, because someone else shouted: "Don't, stop" or something like that, the knife went down.

It's like there's no one on the street, and if you accidentally fall, you pat your ass and stand up, and you won't feel embarrassed or anything, at most you will scold a few words. But if there's someone on the side of the street, you'd love to find a gap to get into.

It's like a child learning to walk and fall, if there is no one next to him, or if you see it and pretend not to see it, he will pat his ass and stand up, but if you ask with concern, the child will probably cry out, how pitiful and pitiful.

There is often a difference between being alone and being a bystander.

If there were no onlookers in the school, Li Lili might not choose to jump off the building.

This person, many times, simply hopes that he has an audience, and sometimes, he doesn't want to have an audience.

One word, cheap.

Fang Zhe's appearance was like completely cutting off Li Lili's retreat, and she would feel that if she obediently walked down the wall, she would be very embarrassed.

Therefore, she will only choose to really jump without regrets.

In fact, it is the self-esteem that is at work.

The girl who was hanging in the air, her arm was firmly grasped by Fang Zhe, and the other party was still crying, such as letting go of me.

Fang Zhe looked at the other party's appearance of lowering his head and crying, and asked, "The moment you jumped, did you regret it?" ”

The other party did not answer, still crying.

He slowly pulled the other party up, and the girl didn't make any resistance.

"People, they've all withdrawn, if there is no accident in the school at the moment, there should be only me and you, so you don't have to feel faceless, compared to life, face is nothing."

Li Lili was pulled up, hugged Fang Zhe directly and began to cry.

It made him embarrassed.

Fang Zhe actually really wanted to say: "Sister, don't let the snot and tears fall on my clothes." ”

But after thinking about it, I still couldn't say it.

I didn't know where to put my hands, so I could only hold them high, as if I wanted to surrender.

It's not like it's holding each other, and it doesn't seem like it should be.

It's tangled.

In fact, Fang Zhe has always felt that he is very rational, almost ruthless.

Indeed, no matter what situation he faces, he will analyze the problem calmly and rationally, and weigh the pros and cons.

It is rare to be affected by emotions and judgment of things.

He ignores life, has a weak view of family affection, and does not trust others casually.

He prefers dogs to people, at least dogs are more sincere than people.

So if the person who jumped off the building was not his classmate, he really wouldn't care about it.

Saving someone does not mean that he is loving or emotional.

Just because he wanted to do it, he did it, it's as simple as that.

But, is it really just what I think?

At this time, the girl hugged the boy and cried, but the boy was looking for a reason in his mind why he wanted to save people.

Maybe he was tired of crying, Li Lili let go of his embrace, lowered his head, and was embarrassed to look at the other party, and said in a very small voice: "Thank you so much, Fang Zhe, thank you for saving my life, you are very kind." ”

"Kindness?"

Hearing this word, Fang Zhe couldn't laugh or cry.

The homeless woman's obsession is to find her missing child, but in the third hospital, Fang Zhe tentatively called someone's mother in order to survive, and used deception to let herself escape.

Dr. Gao committed suicide with a scalpel in front of him, not only did he scold, but he also kept kicking the other party's corpse with his foot, even if he returned to the real world, he was always thinking about how to kill the other party.

When you partner with others, it's often just for the critical moment, you can use the other party as a substitute for the dead, and increase the time for yourself to escape.

Just because he simply wanted to avenge the raincoat man, he designed to frame the construction worker Ah Qiang, so that the other party could only spend the rest of his life in a mental hospital.

Is this called kindness?

There are only two times when you really show your true emotions.

Once Liu Liang's house was on fire, he thought Liu Liang was still inside.

At that time, most of the emotions were not the usual disguise, but the worry that came from the heart.

Another time was to see Zheng Siming lying on the hospital bed, not knowing if he could survive safely.

He was really angry and took the initiative to ask Ying to deal with the incident in Ludao City.

Other times, Fang Zhe put on a mask and pretended, whether it was laughter or any other emotion.

Especially when the mask has been worn for a long time, he will disguise himself even when he is alone.

Such a person deserves the word kindness?

Thinking of this, Fang Zhe looked at the person in front of him expressionlessly, his eyes full of indifference.

"I'm really not kind at all, I want the people I hate to die sooner, the people who scold me have rotten mouths, they have never forgiven anyone, they just want to make themselves look generous. I don't like children much, on the contrary, I hate bear children very much, and I tease them outside just to make myself appear loving. Actually, I like animals more than people, I'm just an ordinary person with a dark and despicable heart. ”

"Save you, I just feel that I should do this, and it has nothing to do with morality and kindness, in other words, it is a whim, so you don't have to thank me, and you don't have to be moved."

"I have always believed that all the troubles in the world are self-inflicted. Therefore, if you really can't survive, I actually recommend reincarnating as soon as possible, and don't be a human being in the next life. But, I hope you don't do it in public next time, it will cause trouble to others, and you really want to die, please find a place where no one is around, and just break yourself alone. ”

Word by word, very slowly, and very heart-wrenching.

Li Lili stood there sluggishly, forgetting to cry for a while.

She suddenly felt that it was a mistake for her to be rescued.

No, to be precise, it would be a mistake to have the idea of suicide.

But I don't know why, but she thought of other problems at this time, the big brother in the neighborhood seemed to need to be saved.

Her aggrieved lips were visibly trembling, but she mustered up her courage and opened her mouth.

"Fang Zhe, can you do me a favor?"

"I can't."

“。。。”