Because after Zheng Hangsu entered Zhou Jing's tent, the curtain of the tent was not tightly closed, and You De, who was looking for his son-in-law to drink hot water, saw what happened inside.

Seeing that Zheng Hangsu was not close to women like Megumi Yanagishita, he remembered what happened half an hour before Zheng's house was burned down.

He said in his heart: "It seems that Gongzi has remembered the teachings of Zheng Gong that day, and he must always maintain a state of being desireless and rigid." ”

And when he thought of that day, he couldn't help but shudder in his heart.

On that day, the old man was really crazy.

On that day, Childe was really pitiful.

He shook his head, not wanting to think about that blazing night.

Because since that night, the lives of everyone in Zheng's house have changed.

The dead are dead, and the living are in tatters, and they have no fixed place to live.

And thinking of all this that is happening at the moment, it only starts from a crazy thought of Zheng Gong, and he feels that human nature is too complicated. When a person is obsessed with a certain thought, he will become an unreasonable person.

Seeing that Zheng Hangsu had already walked to the tent, he said, "Childe, come in, it's cold outside." ”

He saw Zheng Hangsu silently enter his tent, so he followed him into the tent.

"Drink some hot water before going to bed at night, the wound will heal faster." He poured a cup of hot water from the kettle on the table and said to Zheng Hangsu.

Zheng Hangsu picked up the hot water cup, but his hand stayed in mid-air, as if the water cup in his hand did not exist. You De could see that he seemed to be losing his mind.

"Childe?"

After he shouted, Zheng Hangsu put the cup in his hand to his mouth.

Seeing him like this, You De suddenly remembered Zheng Gong's words that day: "In the days to come, you will be the only one, and you must remember everything I say now."

First, the more beautiful women are, the more you should stay away, because they will make you lose your fighting spirit. You need to keep yourself in a state of desirelessness and rigidity forever.

Second, remove all obstacles in the way, regardless of whether the other person is good or bad. There must be no mercy.

Third, always stay calm, do not underestimate the enemy when you win, and maintain your fighting spirit after defeat. ”

Thinking of Zheng Gong's three admonitions, and then thinking of the fire in Zheng's house not long after his words, he shivered again.

Zheng Gong that day was really crazy. How can a person have such crazy thoughts?

The son of that day was really pitiful, he lost his father and was entrusted with the most difficult responsibility in the world.

He sighed and said to Zheng Hangsu: "Childe, it's late at night, go to sleep." ”

As he spoke, he walked out of the tent.

After lifting the curtain and going out, before the curtain closed, he turned his head to look back, and saw Zheng Hangsu once again stopping his hand in mid-air.

The water in the cup was crumbling in his hand, and he didn't seem to notice it.

What was he thinking?

Zhou Jing?

Or are you missing Gong Zheng?

Or is he missing his mother, who is only a vague shadow in his memory?

He couldn't guess.

When he left the tent, he felt that the night was cold and monotonous, and everything was filled with an indescribable smell of sadness.

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Qingzhi woke up and found that he had fallen asleep in Lu Shikang's bed.

She sat up as quickly as she was frightened, and thought to herself, why didn't she go back to sleep in her tent last night?

Could it be that she fell asleep while he kissed her?

This is the only way to go.

She didn't even know how long he had been kissing her last night.

Seeing that he hadn't woken up yet, she thought to herself, if he woke up at this time and saw herself in his bed, she wondered what he would think.

Probably, perhaps, he will either drive himself away, or ignore her without saying a word.

Before it was full light and the soldiers in the surrounding tents had not yet gotten up, she quietly got up and left his tent.

When she arrived outside the tent, she shivered because she was only wearing a thin autumn coat and pants.

When she came to her tent, she immediately put on her coat first, and after putting on her coat, she put the droplet-shaped jasper necklace she had taken out of Lu Shikang's box last night around her neck.

She decided to take it out of her clothes only when she was next to him, and put it in her clothes the rest of the time.

After all, it's early winter, and wearing such a valuable necklace over your clothes is too conspicuous.

Besides, whoever sees this chain will think that it is jewelry that she can't afford as a doctor. If anyone who knows the goods sees this chain, they are afraid that she will think that she is a vain woman who insists on buying expensive jewelry regardless of her family's circumstances, oh no, man.

So she suddenly thought of the third point The reason why this necklace can't be seen by people, as a male doctor, wearing such a precious turquoise necklace, the appearance is still droplet-shaped, what kind of conjecture will others cause?

For the above three reasons, when she wasn't by his side, she had to hide it.

After putting it in her clothes, she went to the north to wash.

Coincidentally, on the way back, when she was walking south, she met Lu Shikang going north.

Sure enough, I saw that he didn't look at himself, as if he was not a person walking in the aisle, but air.

When he was still two feet away, she quickly pulled out the necklace, hoping that he would catch a glimpse of it as he passed by.

But even though she had deliberately walked very close to him, and had walked directly across from him, almost blocking his way, he hadn't looked at her at all, let alone the necklace on the outside of her clothes.

After passing by him, she had no choice but to put the necklace inside her clothes again.

The warm necklace that had been stained with her body temperature when she took it out was now blown cold by the cold wind outside, and when it pressed against her skin, she felt that the place where it was suddenly cold.

Forget it, I'll have to wait until we get to the woods.

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About an hour later, they were in the woods.

When Wu Shu and Xiao Yue were picking hazelnuts on the tree, she saw Lu Shikang deliberately sitting under the tree quite far away from her, so she walked over.

As she walked, she took out the necklace from inside her clothes, stood in front of him, and said to him, "Master Lu, what book are you reading?" ”

He didn't answer, he didn't look up at her, his gaze still fixed on the book. There was a look of rejection on her face, thousands of miles away.

She couldn't help but sigh that there was such a big difference between when people were sober and when they were drunk.

Emotions have the absolute upper hand when you are drunk, and self-esteem has the absolute upper hand when you are sober.

She said, "Master Lu, look at me." ”

And he left her, and went to the horse, and got on it, and rode away.

Qingzhi said in his heart, could it be that his words caused him to misunderstand again?

Come to think of it, isn't it?

She asked him to look at himself, and in his eyes it probably meant, look, am I beautiful now?

Women always like to let others see themselves, and the purpose is almost always to let others see their beauty, and he must have seen many such women.

When he thought that he was originally a water-based poplar person, he still let him look at himself, what would he think?

She thought, the thought that flashed in his heart at that moment was probably this: When this woman was in the water-based poplar flower, she even wanted her son to appreciate her beauty?