Chapter 142: Understanding
Chu Qiaoen cried in Murong Hang's arms for a long time, crying until he almost had difficulty breathing, Murong Hang was afraid that something would happen to Chu Qiaoen if he continued to cry like this, so Murong Hang hurriedly coaxed people, Murong Hang let Chu Qiaoen lean into his arms and then said softly: "Xiao En...... Don't cry, okay, my brother will give you a story, how about it?? β
ββ¦β¦ Hmm......" After Chu Qiaoen heard Murong Hang's words, he nodded after a while.
Murong Hang kissed Chu Qiaoen's forehead, and then said softly slowly; "Xiao En...... In fact, my brother has always liked you very much, and the kind of liking that my brother said is not like it between brothers, it is the kind of liking between lovers, and my brother really loves you, and even ...... Earlier than you love me, at the beginning, when I first saw you from the orphan case, my brother's heart was very amazing, I thought this was really a human being? ? How do you look like a little fairy, since then, you are a little fairy in your brother's heart to protect, love, and put in your heart, but...... What my brother didn't expect was that such a lovely person was hurt so badly by me, he could have lived unscrupulously under the sun, because I ...... He was forced to stay on this dark island, and because I was now covered with scars, and his body looked like an old man of fifty or sixty years old, it was all my fault, I pushed him step by step into the abyss, I made him very insecure, and because I made him suffer from gains and losses and did not believe in himself......"
In fact, Murong Hang has always known that since the relationship between the two of them was confirmed, Chu Qiaoen has always been very insecure, if he can't see himself when he wakes up, he will panic and don't know what to do, and even sometimes, if he doesn't frown easily, he will be cautious, for fear that he doesn't want him, every time Murong Hang sees Chu Qiaoen like this, his heart hurts, he is his little sun, how can he be like this, he is so good, he should live unscrupulously under the sun, Instead of being so humble as it is now, it is distressing.
After Chu Qiaoen heard Murong Hang's words, his whole person shrank for a moment, and then stretched out his hand to hug Murong Hang, Chu Qiaoen was very shocked in his heart, he didn't expect Murong Hang to like himself so early, and earlier than he liked it.
ββ¦β¦ Brother...... You...... Do you really not like that sister?? Chu Qiaoen thought about it and said, Murong Hang's fiancΓ©e is an eternal pain in Chu Qiaoen's heart, an eternal pimple in his heart, if Murong Hang doesn't untie the knot in his heart, Chu Qiaoen will not be at ease and full of security in his life, because Murong Hang almost married her, how can Chu Qiaoen not have a mustard in his heart.
After Murong Hang heard Chu Qiaoen's words, he subconsciously hugged him tightly, and then patted Chu Qiaoen's shoulder, signaling him to calm down, he knew what Chu Qiaoen was minding in his heart, he knew him so well, Murong Hang stabilized Chu Qiaoen's emotions, and then explained slowly; "At the beginning...... It wasn't my brother who wanted to marry her, it was my father who threatened her with his life, so I married her. "
"What??" Chu Qiaoen sat out of Murong Hang's arms all of a sudden, and then looked at Murong Hang in disbelief and said, Chu Qiaoen never thought it would be like this, he always thought that it was Murong Hang and her who were in love...... married, Chu Qiaoen didn't expect it to be like this.
"At the beginning, Dad's business had some difficulties, and Dad had no way to do it, if I didn't listen to my father's request, Dad would ...... I will also persecute you, I am your brother, of course I came to these things. Murong Hang looked at Chu Qiaoen and explained lightly in his voice.
"Brother...... I can do it, I'll ......" Chu Qiaoen was busy explaining something, but was interrupted by Murong Hang.
"Xiao En...... For my brother, you are like a child in my heart, you need to be put in the palm of your hand, you were still young, if your father told you that, you would not have come up with a good solution at all. Murong Hang looked at Chu Qiaoen and said.
"I ...... It's completely okay not to marry......" The more Chu Qiaoen said, the weaker his voice became, and the more he spoke, the more he had no confidence.
"Xiao En...... Anyway, Mom and Dad have adopted us, we can't do this to them, you and I don't marry, you know what they will face if we disobey them, career is the goal of Mom and Dad's life's hard pursuit, they can even ignore their children for the sake of their career, even if they are not our biological parents, we can't do this to them, if they don't adopt us, we don't know where we are now, we ...... We can't even read books, and if we don't have knowledge, we won't be able to gain a foothold in this society. Murong Hang looked at Chu Qiaoen and said in a hoarse voice.
"β¦β¦ That...... You can hurt me, do you know, at that time, I knew that after I got married, you know how much pain I felt in my heart at that time, that kind of pain that went deep into the bone marrow, I don't want to feel it in my life, brother...... You know I was ...... Even the heart of death is gone, you know?? Chu Qiaoen looked at Murong Hang's hoarse voice and said in a choked tone.
"Xiao En......" Murong Hang stretched out his hand and hurriedly hugged Chu Qiaoen, his face was full of distress, Murong Hang's eyes were red, he was almost about to lose his little friend, so what was the point of all his layouts and plans.
"Xiao En...... In fact, my brother didn't plan to become a real husband and wife with that woman from the beginning, and my brother was able to divorce her after three years, and we won't be restricted by him, but ...... All this, my brother didn't dare to tell you, you were in a good time at that time, how could I delay you at such a good age. Murong Hang looked at Chu Qiaoen and explained with red eyes.
ββ¦β¦ Brother...... No matter what, I will wait for you, three years is nothing, I am willing to wait for you for a lifetime. Chu Qiaoen looked at Murong Hang and explained.
"Xiao En......" Murong Hang hugged Chu Qiaoen in his arms hard, and the two of them hugged quietly for a long time.
"Xiao En...... In the future, we will be good, we will be like this for a lifetime, we will always be like this, slowly to old age, in the future, we will watch the sunset together, hold hands and walk on the street together, in the future, we will be good. Murong Hang hugged Chu Qiaoen and said in a voice full of happiness.
"Hmm......" Chu Qiaoen nodded with a faint smile on his face after hearing Murong Hang's words.
"Brother...... You...... When to get a tattoo? Chu Qiaoen still wanted to know.
"It's very early...... At the beginning, I didn't know why I walked to the tattoo parlor unconsciously, and I remembered the agreement between you and me, but ...... In the process of getting the tattoo again, I didn't regret it at all, I remembered all kinds of memories we had, it turned out that we used to be so beautiful, brother...... At that time, I was very distressed in my heart, and my brother ...... I'm sorry for you......" Murong Hang hugged Chu Qiaoen and said in a faint voice, it turned out that fate was so wonderful, and fate seemed to have arranged everything for a long time.
Chu Qiaoen hugged Murong Hang tightly, didn't say anything, but felt Murong Hang's heartbeat and existence with his heart, life is very good, everything has him, in this world, as long as two people are still together, they are the best" them. β
The two hugged tightly for a while, Chu Qiaoen let Murong Hang go, Murong Hang was sleepy together, so he wanted to put Chu Qiaoen on the bed, and then the two of them were ready to sleep, but ...... However, Chu Qiaoen pushed Murong Hang away, Murong Hang looked at Chu Qiaoen with a puzzled face, and didn't know what to say, Murong Hang thought that he had done something wrong.
Chu Qiaoen glanced at Murong Hang with a shy, and then walked away shyly, Chu Qiaoen walked to the bathroom, leaving Murong Hang looking at Chu Qiaoen with a confused expression, although Murong Hang had doubts in his mind, but ...... didn't think about it so much, Murong Hang walked to the sofa and poured himself a glass of red wine, and drank it slowly, Murong Hang has always had the habit of drinking red wine before going to bed at night, but ...... I used to have a faint sense of melancholy, but ...... At this moment, Murong Hang didn't have any sorrow in his heart, just happiness and joy, and satisfaction, and finally waited until today, how could he not be happy.
Murong Hang drank all the red wine in a glass, but Chu Qiaoen still didn't come out, Murong Hang panicked in his heart, thinking that Chu Qiaoen was taking a cold shower in the bathroom alone not long ago, and locked himself in the bathroom, Murong Hang was afraid.
Murong Hang hurriedly stood up, then walked to the bathroom in a hurry, looking panicked.
This time, the bathroom door was locked again, Murong Hang's brows subconsciously frowned, Murong Hang knocked on the door hard, and then shouted loudly: "Xiao En...... Xiao En...... Open the door, ......" But there was no sound in the bathroom at all, Murong Hang had a bad premonition in his heart, Murong Hang frowned, and then subconsciously took a step back, ready to kick the door, just when Murong Hang was about to stretch out his feet, the door in the bathroom opened from the outside.
Murong Hang saw Chu Qiaoen standing in front of him intact, the big stone in Murong Hang's heart suddenly fell to the ground, Murong Hang's eyes were red at this time, and his voice was dyed with a touch of dumbness, Murong Hang didn't say anything, and then stretched out his hand to hug Chu Qiaoen tightly, Murong Hang buried his head in Chu Qiaoen's shoulder socket, Murong Hang was surrounded by Chu Qiaoen's breath, and Murong Hang's heart was full of peace of mind.
Chu Qiaoen was a little confused by Murong Hang's appearance, and he didn't know what was wrong with Murong Hang, but the moment he heard Murong Hang's voice, Chu Qiaoen's body stiffened, and then he understood what Murong Hang was afraid of, Chu Qiaoen stretched out his hand, patted Murong Hang's shoulder gently, and then said in a gentle voice: "I'm sorry......"
It was because he didn't expect Murong Hang's feelings at that time, but he was careless.
Murong Hang shook his head, and then hugged Chu Qiaoen tighter.