Chapter Fifty-Eight: Not for Anything Else
In this extremely short period of time, countless thoughts surged in Yin Shiyun's heart.
He was silent, as if all justification and forbearance had turned pale and worthless at this moment.
He once thought that he was only temporarily separated from Feng Yan - so that the two of them could ...... There is a longer and more secure future.
He is able to tolerate misunderstandings and is willing to wait.
He thought they were on the same path.
The two sat and stood silently for a long time.
In silence, Yin Shiyun looked at Feng Yan and looked at the eyes that he was once extremely familiar with.
Now Feng Yan looked at him with no complaints, disappointment, or shame in his eyes.
She finally looked at him again, as before, with a calm and gentle gaze.
But it's already ...... Too late.
Looking back from now on, Yin Shiyun finally realized that the path between him and Feng Yan had parted ways on the rainy night when he made that choice.
It's just that at that time, and even in the years that followed, he never understood that it was not a temporary separation...... Rather, it is a complete miss.
Yin Shiyun's voice trembled slightly, "What if...... Back then, I went to the Lion Farm to find you......"
Feng Yan shook it.
Yin Shiyun didn't say any more.
He took a deep breath and walked over to the window again, clutching the edge of the window.
Feng Yan looked at him, the youthful spirit of the past was gone, and in its place, there was a battle of trapped beasts full of struggles and contradictions.
Feng Yan lowered her eyes, although she still had a lot of gratitude in her heart, but saying this now would only add to the sadness and make everything seem more ironic.
Of course, she couldn't say these gratitudes to Wei Xingzhen, and there was no other person in the world who was suitable to listen to her.
Perhaps the flawed flaw, who is also suffering from the crowd, can understand that for the messenger who cannot be near the crowd, meeting a friend who can always be by his side when he is young is almost a salvation.
She saw that the frustration on Yin Shiyun's body slowly subsided, turning into some kind of calm despair, and she couldn't help but feel a little touched and retracted her gaze.
And no one did anything wrong.
It's just that there's no going back.
ββ¦β¦ Ah Yan just called me to stop me, is that to talk to me about this? Yin Shiyun asked softly.
"Hmm."
"It's come to this, no matter what Ah Yan says......" Yin Shiyun's voice slowly became indifferent, "I can't stop anymore." β
"I didn't think to persuade Lord Yin to stop." Feng Yan said softly.
Yin Shiyun turned his head, "...... Is it, even if you are burdened by him, you will not hesitate to do it? β
"Make a choice, live a consequence." Feng Yan said softly, "Whether it's for me or Lord Yin, it's like this." β
Yin Shiyun did not answer again.
There was a long silence, and he muttered in a low voice.
"Why, it's Wei Xingzhen."
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After a while, Feng Yan heard another familiar footstep outside the hall gate, she raised her head, and saw Wei Xingzhen and Du Weifeng talking, stepping into the side hall one after the other.
They had just come back from Sun Youwei's side, and when they saw that there were only two people in the hall, Yin Shiyun and Feng Yan, Wei Du was stunned, and his voice stopped abruptly.
Wei Xingzhen frowned, first sat down next to Feng Yan, the two whispered a few words, Wei Xingzhen took Feng Yan's hand and got up, and took her out.
There are only two people left in the side hall, Yin Shiyun and Du Weifeng.
Du Weifeng leisurely turned around the open space of the side hall a few times, and then leaned against the wall near Yin Shiyun with both hands, squinting at him meaningfully.
Yin Shiyun noticed this line of sight, so he looked sideways with some disgust, but saw Du Weifeng looking at the wind and snow outside the window with a breezy face.
Yin Shiyun swallowed a breath, and continued to look out the window as if nothing had happened.
"Lord Yin has been standing here for so long, is he all looking at the snow?" Du Weifeng suddenly spoke.
"What am I looking at, don't bother with the Heavenly Master." Yin Shiyun said in a low voice, "In order to avoid suspicion, before Your Majesty orders a confrontation, the Heavenly Master should not talk to me." β
"What can I do then," Du mocked the wind with a smirk, "I have a few questions that I want to ask right now." β
"Of course, the Heavenly Master can ask, and if you don't answer, it's up to me."
"Okay, okay," Du Weifeng nodded, he was still looking out the window, "Now it's time for my Great Zhou to survive, does Lord Yin know?" β
Without waiting for Yin Shiyun to speak, Du Weifeng had already continued, "However, Si Tiantai divined the disaster and acted secretly, and the court officials were not allowed to communicate with you on weekdays, and there were many things that Lord Yin did not know, and it was understandable. β
Yin Shiyun's face did not change, "Why did the Heavenly Master come to tell me this...... It is precisely at the critical juncture of survival that the evil spirits on the king's side must be swept away. β
"It's ...... Lin Anmin's legacy? β
"Yes."
The corners of Du Weifeng's mouth sank, "That's right...... However, the confrontation that Lord Yin expected may not be fulfilled tonight. β
Yin Shiyun frowned slightly, "What do you mean?" β
Du Weifeng rubbed his nose and said with a smile, "I've already said the reason, but I don't know how Lord Yin understands the word 'critical survival'?" β
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In the corridor outside the side hall, Wei Xingzhen pulled Feng Yan to an uninhabited corner of the eaves, and the guards on the left and right were seven or eight steps away from them.
Wei Xingzhen looked at Feng Yan's slightly reddened eyes and lowered her voice, "Why are Ah Yan's eyes red...... What did you just say in thereβ"
Before Wei Xingzhen finished speaking, Feng Yan suddenly stepped on his feet and hugged him.
Wei Xingzhen felt that her mood was a little complicated.
He remembered that not long ago in Changling, Feng Yan cried after listening to her aunt's story, and he didn't know how Ah Yan would react when Yin Shiyun suddenly appeared today.
Of course, Ah Yan's hug was very warm, but ......
"It's not because of this that my eyes are red." Feng Yan whispered in Wei Xingzhen's ear, "It has nothing to do with Yin Shiyun." β
ββ¦β¦ What's the reason for that? β
Feng Yan let go of her arms slightly, she wrapped her arms around Wei Xingzhen's neck, and leaned back slightly, "...... Why did you never tell me that you were friends with Miaowei? β
Wei Xingzhen didn't know how to answer for a while, and only after a while did she say, "Ah Yan...... Didn't ask either. β
Feng Yan laughed and hugged Wei Xingzhen tightly, her eyes looked at the snowflakes flying in the night sky, and couldn't help but let out a sigh of satisfaction.
"I'm happy," Feng Yan said, "and I'm happy and emotional......"
Wei Xingzhen was a little confused, "Happy? β
"Didn't you read that article carefully before?"
ββ¦β¦ After reading the beginning, what's wrong? β
"The text quoted Miaowei's handwriting, and he wrote a tune for you, but unfortunately he didn't finish it-"
Wei Xingzhen was puzzled, "Where did the handwriting come from?" β
Feng Yan just wanted to take out the paperwork in her sleeve, but suddenly remembered that there were still guards on the left and right after all, so she whispered the part of the article she had read before to Wei Xingzhen.
After listening to this, Wei Xingzhen only felt more confused.
- Because the story Feng Yan told was his encounter with Miaowei in his previous life, and this life is not like this.