Chapter Ninety-Eight: A Guilty Conscience
Yan Dui, who was dripping with water all over his body, stood in Tang Ang's room like this, and the other party's distracted eyes made him frown.
He pointed to the carved screen in the middle of the room and said, "There are clean clothes in the back, and I have changed." ”
Now that Yan Du cares about the difference between men and women, she quickly thanked her, got up and walked to the screen, only to see that there were indeed some clean new clothes there, but it was not hers, and it didn't look like Tang Ang's size, and she was not in the mood to guess, so she silently took off her soaked clothes.
Xu is the stove, a trace of warm current warms Yan Dusk's frozen hands and feet, she has already faded her clothes, her fair and delicate skin is exposed here, she takes the prepared cloth to wipe the water stains on her body, but she doesn't know that the oil lamp placed on the side, has long depicted her tall and beautiful shadow on the white wall.
Tang Ang sat quietly on the side of the tea table, facing the white wall, staring at the vague but delicate outline, his wiping hand on her slender neck, slowly moving down, and the lights in the room were full of bright light, rendering the moment cloudy and rainy.
Yan Du didn't expect Tang Ang to be so careful, and even prepared a chest guard for her, Fang Cai's distraction turned into a panic, and his heart collided like a deer, so he hurriedly put on his clothes and wiped his black hair indiscriminately.
Tang Ang, who looked at the shadow, unconsciously took off his usual isolation and coldness.
She said that there will always be a woman who can stand by his side. So, can a woman who can be compared to him understand his sins?
"Tang Gongzi, I've changed it." Yan Duan's expression was solemn, and he was in a low mood at the moment, although he was grateful to Tang Ang for his tolerance, he still felt sad about Fang Cai's Dongyuan in his heart.
"Sit." Tang Ang let Yan Du sit across from him, staring at her all the time, his eyes deep and unable to see her emotions clearly.
Yan Du is so smart, how could he not know what Tang Ang was doing: "You know about my night visit to Dongyuan, right?" ”
Tang Ang still stared at the pale other party, and said bluntly: "Yes." ”
"Tang Gate turned out to be such a terrifying place!" Yan Du lowered her head and smiled bitterly and poured herself a cup of warm tea.
The Tang Sect is good at poison, poison, and punishing people's hearts. Although he is in the Tang Sect, he has never been a member of the Tang Sect, he is a son of Daheng, but maybe he is as "terrible" as Tang Yan to her.
Seeing that the other party was silent, Yan Du took a sip of tea, not Dazu pine tea, but ginger tea to ward off the cold.
"I just wanted to save that little girl, but she has been poisoned by Gu and there is no cure. She didn't want to continue to be tortured by Gu worms and asked me to kill her, but I escaped. ”
"Do you think I should kill her?"
Yan Du raised his head and looked at Tang Ang, his eyes were fragile, if he told others that she was the famous "Whisker", he would really laugh off his big teeth.
However, Tang Ang rarely laughs, let alone when he is sad. His eyes were deep, and he looked at the black and white eyes, and said, "Yes!" ”
"But she's still alive!" Pale justification, she showed her vulnerability for the first time in front of others.
Tang Ang's eyes reflected the panic of Yan Dusk, a girl in her cardamom years should be innocent and innocent, and she shouldn't live so entangled, but since she has chosen this path, there is no turning back:
"Your goodness is built on your own peace of mind, but sometimes, even if you can't be at peace in this life, you have to do it, walk in the world, you can't have it both ways, there will be more things, there will be more factors hindering your decision."
"You can't stand on the side of justice every time, justice in the eyes of the world is often contrary to the justice of the current situation, good and evil, will be different due to different positions!"
"To kill an innocent person is to do evil. Helping those who want to die is doing good. Sometimes, good and evil go hand in hand, and it is impossible to distinguish between them, it is only up to you to choose! ”
The lights in the room murmured, and the two looked at each other, ginger tea warmed Yan Duan's body, but it couldn't moisten Tang Ang's throat.
In this world, where do you get both? Where can we distinguish between good and evil?
Yan Du suddenly felt that the person in front of her seemed to know a lot, more than she knew herself......
"If, I go to kill Tang Yan and Tang Miao now, do you think it is good or evil?"
Yan Dusk's voice was faint, and his eyes revealed the fierceness before each killing. In the final analysis, the root of all this is that the Tang sisters and brothers are careless about human life!
Tang Ang saw the other party's anger, just like the day they first met, when the swords were facing each other, murderous.
It seems that this pot of ginger tea still can't calm her restless heart!
"In the law, murder requires a life, but it is not a crime for the master to kill a person who has signed a contract of life and death." Tang Ang stared at Yan Dusk, whose eyes were blazing, and said the cold truth.
Yan Du didn't expect that a guy who had heard that he had killed more people than everyone in the Tang Sect would tell her the law. So, all of those he killed were guilty of breaking the law?
It's ridiculous!
Yan Dusk looked at the handsome and unparalleled Tang Ang, and his eyes were already full of red silk: "The contract of life and death is not equal, money can buy everything, but it can't buy a human life, this is the 'law' in my heart." ”
Maybe even she didn't know why she was spilling in front of the other party. As a child, she experienced the ruin of her family, being bought and sold as a commodity, and suffering on a ship, and she experienced first-hand the pain of not being able to control her fate. But she also understands that people are not equal.
Perhaps, as Tang Ang said, good and evil will vary depending on the position. Her kindness is to look at the problem from the perspective of Xiaodao, and the life and death contract has no benefit for her, so she stands at the high point of the so-called "kindness" to accuse Tang Ang of inaction.
"I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing." She lowered her head, suppressing her emotions.
"There is a chivalrous man who has killed many corrupt officials and corrupt officials, and has been sought after by the world." Tang Ang looked straight at the anxious Yandui, his expression was still as indifferent as at the beginning, but it was mixed with indescribable emotions:
"The 'law' in your heart will protect this chivalrous man, and will record everything she does as heroic deeds, but this is not the case, she will inevitably be hunted down by the law!"
She killed the last bloodline of the Li family and broke the hearts of the people who recovered the previous dynasty. She killed the mainstay of the Bai clan and frustrated Emperor Hui's spirit, and that year, Emperor Hui intensified his efforts to expand the treasury, and the rich family bore the brunt. ”
"The law is the measure by which the people live a stable life and maintain the eternal order, and it is neither good nor evil!"
Maybe it was because he hadn't added spices for too long, and Yan Du suddenly couldn't smell the incense of bamboo leaves.
Her head throbbed suddenly, perhaps it was the first time someone had told her that she had killed someone before, and that was to kill someone, and she could never deny it. At the same time, she can't tell whether she is a good person or a bad person.
She is not a fool, can't she really hear Tang Ang's words, she smiled slightly, her eyes were full of helplessness, and asked, "What do you think, who is Fuyi?" ”
"I don't know." Tang Ang's eyes became deeper and deeper, he didn't know Fuyi, he only knew the person in front of him, these words, he only said to the person in front of him:
"If you don't have the temperament of turbidity and annexation, and you are afraid of bearing the condemnation of your heart and the world, you will not be able to become a chivalrous man who saves all people in the world!"
"Poof", Yan Du laughed bitterly, and then she sighed deeply, and spit out all the anger and resentment in her chest:
"Hey, maybe I should have known this truth a long time ago!" It's not too late, though!
She stood up unhurriedly, her tall body was as heroic as she first saw it:
"Now, I don't do evil or good, I'm going to do what I think is right!"
She held the Shattered Star Sword in her right hand, and her powerful knuckles awakened every inch of the sword's blade, and then turned her head and her eyes were sharp, as dazzling as Chang Gengxing, just like the sword in her hand, it was the brightest light hidden in the darkness, and she was destined to embark on the path of Dan Xin chivalrous bones who were not known to the world but resolutely wielded the sword.
Facing Tang Ang's deep eyes, she no longer struggled repeatedly:
"I have a guilty conscience, but I'm willing to bear everything after this!"
With that, he left.
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Next to the mahogany tea table carved with green bamboo kingfishers, the handsome and incomparable son is looking down at the brown ginger tea in the green jade teacup, the light has returned to its usual cold and bright, and the tea reflects a pair of eyes of the child, the water is soft, and the eyes are very soft.
Two years ago, at the time of crisis, between good and evil, he chose to sacrifice a few people and keep the majority, but except for the Lingnan Palace, no one knew the reason. Everyone in the world said that the third son of the Tang Sect burned a boatload of 500 people in Lingnan Road because of personal grudges. The people of Lingnan hate him for killing their relatives and friends, and the people of the world say that he is a villain who kills people without blinking, so what!
When he lit the fire with his own hands, he said to all the Lingnan guards present:
"I should have a guilty conscience, but I am willing to bear it alone!"
Today I heard her say the same thing, telling him how not to waver!
It's not that he doesn't know what the hell his mother is doing, and he has let him be alone with Li Fu three or four times, but now, he really follows her wishes......
He stood up suddenly, his long and straight body stood in front of the window, the cold wind blew in his face, the drizzle hit the bamboo leaves, the eyebrows were cold and proud, and his indifferent eyes kept looking at the swing in the courtyard, as if he remembered something, and his hanging right hand suddenly clenched.
On that night four years ago, he mistakenly believed in protecting Yanhong, and sneaked into the Yanfu in Jiangnan at night to steal the snow lotus of the Tianshan Mountains, but he saw that the Yanfu was completely destroyed, and he saw a swing hanging on the tree in the east chamber.
How do you know that when you lose your mind, you will be countered by the other party. At that time, his eyes were burned with charcoal ashes, and his throat was burned with severe charcoal.
After that, he told everyone not to hunt down the person who hurt him, not to defend his self-esteem, but because he really didn't remember what the child looked like. If you want to say hate, he only hates himself, mistrusts others, mistakes feelings, he turns his resentment and throat pain into an iron wall, closes his heart, only in this way can he become stronger and more indestructible.
But now, there is a strange woman, little by little, with her stubbornness, her cleverness, her recklessness, her self-confidence, little by little approaching his already airtight heart.
"Li Fu, I want to hear your story!"