Chapter 271: I Didn't Protect You
Feeling like your body is being hollowed out...... This is the first thought that Cheng Yixin came up with after work.
After all, she is still in the recovery period, staying in the Han family is to eat and drink well, and the Shi family, although she doesn't work much, she still needs basic demeanor. It's no wonder that the body doesn't ache when it comes and goes.
She wasn't even in the mood for dinner, Han Zichen naturally saw that something was wrong with her, and said with concern: "What's wrong baby, do you need me to call a doctor to take a look?" ”
The girl is very delicate, and if she is not careful, there will be problems, Han Zichen tries not to let her touch any housework, and if she has pain, she calls the doctor as soon as possible, and takes care of her very intimately.
But at this moment, Cheng Yixin was not very happy, like an eggplant that had been beaten by frost, shrunk into Han Zichen's arms and hugged him, looking very dependent, as if he had been greatly wronged.
At this moment, Han Zichen finally realized that this was by no means limited to physical pain.
He reached out and hugged Cheng Yixin tighter, gently pressed his side face against hers, and said softly: "Is someone bullying my baby?" ”
Although he likes Cheng Yixin to rely on him so much, he doesn't want her to be unhappy, she is full of energy and vitality, which is her true appearance.
Cheng Yixin's tears fell involuntarily, and she reached out to wrap her arms around Han Zichen's neck, unwilling to let him see such a vulnerable side of herself, and choked up: "Am I very useless, I didn't protect our children well." ”
She still remembers the joy of being pregnant, and the two of them are about to become expectant parents full of unknowns, but they are looking forward to it, because it is their new life, unique.
But because of her carelessness, this surprise and expectation were completely disillusioned, and all their hard work was in vain, just because of an accident......
Lin Shan didn't feel anything when she mentioned it during the day, but the more she thought about it, the more angry and self-blaming she became, if only she could have been more careful and more careful.
Everyone only asks them if they want to be parents, but no one ever thinks about whether a child wants to come into this world. This time, it was she who deprived her of the right to a life without permission.
Listening to the increasingly suppressed and helpless cry, Han Zichen felt very uncomfortable. "Yixin, it's not your fault, it's me who didn't protect you."
He hugged the beauty in his arms tightly, only to feel that she seemed to be thinner, and her bones had become a little awkward, so thin that it was distressing.
In the end, he didn't protect the two of them.
The huge apartment was quiet, except for the ticking of the hour hand on the wall and Cheng Yixin's sobbing, there was nothing else, as if you were in a quiet forest.
Therefore, Han Zichen could clearly hear Cheng Yixin's gradually steady breathing, and it seemed that he was tired of crying, so he fell asleep directly in his arms.
The thin lips pursed helplessly, he was still just a child, like a schoolboy who couldn't ask for candy, and he would burp after crying for a long time.
Han Zichen slowly walked towards the bedroom with the person in his arms, his hands were light and fluttering, as if he had no weight, not much heavier than ordinary cats.
Just as he carefully covered the quilt and was about to leave, the sleeping Cheng Yixin suddenly whispered, "I'm sorry baby...... It's mom who didn't protect you......"
It seems that he is still blaming himself for the past.
Han Zichen paused, turned around, gently stroked her quiet sleeping face with his right hand, then lowered his head and gently pecked her full forehead, as if he was reluctant to exert force.
"It's me who didn't protect you." There was a deep guilt in his voice. 139 Reading Network
After a long time, the room fell into darkness, leaving only the floor lamp to gently illuminate the corner, quiet and warm.
Han Zichen sat back in the living room alone, and the cold white light reflected his indifference. Shapely, slender fingers took out a bottle of red wine, swaying in the light, the dark red liquid shining with a flowing halo.
He was holding a mobile phone, the screensaver was a photo of him and Yixin, and the background was a famous maternity hospital in City C, which was taken when they checked out that they were pregnant, in order to keep it as a souvenir.
The happiness and sweetness on the screen seemed to be about to overflow, and there were only two of them, but he seemed to see a third person......
Now it seems that it is all irony.
Han Zichen put down his mobile phone, raised his hand and waved down the wine bottles on the table, glass slag splashed everywhere, and a crisp sound sounded in the quiet room.
Since he learned that he couldn't control his own fate, he rarely made such venting actions. But now, apart from being able to vent his emotions aimlessly, he seems to have no better solution.
"Baby, it's Daddy I'm sorry for you......" In the silence, a man's painful voice suddenly came.
The bedroom door was opened at some point, and Cheng Yixin looked at Han Zichen with complicated eyes.
I saw him tilting his head in great sadness, covering his eyes with one hand, and he didn't know what he was hiding.
To be on the safe side, Cheng Yixin silently closed the door, lay back on the bed, closed her eyes as if nothing had happened, and waited quietly.
Sure enough, it didn't take long for someone to enter the room lightly, skillfully holding her in his arms, and closing his eyes with peace of mind, but there seemed to be no smell of alcohol on his body.
Probably because I was afraid of smoking her, I took a shower.
This night, Cheng Yixin couldn't sleep anyway. She always thought that men's emotions were very depressed, and many times she chose to hold back, but now she understands that it's not that she doesn't send it, but she just found a time that you can't see.
For children, they are all sad and blame themselves, but things have already happened, and it is useless to dwell on too much, what can be done is to cherish each other and invest more love.
Cheng Yixin didn't know when she fell asleep, and faintly heard a voice: "If you think the time is right, get married, you will never meet someone so good to you again." ”
The moonlit night is quiet and silent, and some people are happy and naturally worried.
Liang Yuwei looked at her phone in disbelief, and the two words Shi Hao displayed pierced her heart deeply, he really wanted to take himself to identify DNA?
For him, this is his only child, why doesn't he even have such a little trust, could she really mess around behind his back?
Liang Yuwei bit her lip tightly, fortunately all this was fake, otherwise she would probably really collapse, she couldn't bear her child being suspected of blood, especially the man she felt was promising.
Soon, though, she calmed down.
She has so many friends in the hospital that it is not difficult to falsify a DNA test result, but this lie will be exposed sooner or later, so it must be made worthwhile.
Cheng Yixin couldn't help it, if you hadn't seduced Shi Hao, he wouldn't have doubted me so much.
Liang Yuwei hooked the corners of her mouth shallowly, and thought of a good show to repeat the old tricks