Chapter One Hundred and One: The Real Ji Shan
Miss Yan had known about this for a long time, and she originally thought that everything would not happen so quickly, but all this happened unexpectedly.
When Zhanyan came here, she already knew that there would always be one of these two people who was injured to the core, and she was even optimistic that Ji Shan would not get into the play too deeply and would not like Zhanyan so quickly.
However, all of this was unpredictable at all, Ji Shan just fell in love with Zhanyan, but she was too deep in the play.
Ji Shan still knew the truth of the matter after all, and because of this, her mood has been very unstable recently.
Miss Yan knows her sadness and sadness, but after all, this kind of thing can only be done by the person concerned, otherwise there is no way to do it anyway.
She looked at Ji Shan, but she still couldn't bear it after all, and smiled and comforted: "Ji Shan, Master knows the sadness and pain in your heart, so if you really don't like Zhanyan, then Master will let him leave tomorrow, so that you don't see each other again, so that he won't appear in front of you again, okay?" ”
Ji Shan didn't expect her master to have such a bold side, and she felt very warm in her heart, like the warm sun in spring.
She looked at Miss Yan, smiled, and said, "Master, I know that you are for my good, but I still have to ask Zhanyan in person after all, otherwise I will not be willing no matter what." ”
After a pause, she continued: "No matter who he thinks of me, no matter where I come from, I only know that I shouldn't be so wronged, and the first relationship in my life shouldn't be so a failure. ”
As soon as she finished saying this, she ran out with tears, although her heart was very painful, although she was in a very bad mood, but she never flinched at all, she had only one purpose in her heart, that is, she could not be so confused.
Zhanyan actually felt that things were getting worse and worse, he had heard that Ji Shan was here, so he came by trekking through mountains and rivers, but he didn't expect this girl to be Ji Shan, but not Ji Shan.
Since Ji Shan left the speech more than ten years ago, he has cut a paper figure every day, and all the paper people have Ji Shan's charm and style, but he looks at those paper people, although they look exquisite and vivid on the surface, but he never feels happy, and always feels that something is missing.
Looking at so many paper people, it is obvious that they are so serious every time they start cutting, but these paper people are very different from the one he and Ji Shan cut together.
He didn't know what was wrong, and even thought it was her skill regression, and thought that his hands were rusty......
However, after so many years, he still has no enlightenment.
Until he saw Ji Shan this time, he had already understood in his heart that this was not the real Ji Shan from the first time he saw this girl, but he still chose to let himself sink without hesitation, even if it was just through this girl who missed his old friend.
However, this Ji Shan is very different, she is ingenious and sensitive, and she can always detect his distraction.
At the beginning, he thought that he had arranged everything, and he thought that the truth of the matter would not be shaken out, but Ji Shan still knew it after all.
Zhanyan's mind is reminded of the events of more than ten years ago, Ji Shan more than ten years ago, and Ji Shan now.
He felt that the whole person was in chaos.
The more I thought about it, the more overwhelmed I became, so Zhanyan had no choice but to tear up all the pieces of paper in the drawer and throw them on the ground.
He looked at those paper people, and his heart was full of regret and sadness.
Maybe God deliberately didn't let him reunite with Ji Shan, otherwise how could he have traveled all over the mountains and rivers and land, and he didn't find the real Ji Shan after all?
Just as he was thinking, Ji Shan suddenly ran in front of him, looked at him with teary eyes and said, "Zhanyan, tell me, am I Ji Shan?" My master said that she picked me up, and said that I was just a piece of paper that you cut, isn't that what it looks like? You tell me, you tell me! ”
Zhanyan looked at her and felt very uncomfortable.
The girl in front of him is so similar to his beloved, what should he say?
He knew that no matter what he did, the girl in front of him would not be able to forgive him after all, he regretted it, he was in pain, and he even wanted to pay it with his life, but was all this really useful?
Ji Shan saw that he hadn't spoken, so he thought he had acquiesced, and for a while, he was sad and pushed him to the ground, he stumbled in embarrassment, and then he barely stood firm against the wall.
"Ji Shan, I'm sorry, I did something wrong, but you are the proof of the relationship between me and Ji Shan, but I didn't expect things to develop like this, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
Ji Shan looked at him and muttered, "Zhanyan, do you think I will forgive you if you say this?" Yes, even if I'm not the real Ji Shan, why do you have to provoke me? I'm me, I'm not Ji Shan, why do you have to use me as her stand-in? Why? ”
Ji Shan always thought that he just regarded himself as a stand-in for his beloved, and he didn't have the slightest sense of truth at all.
But is that really the case?
Zhan Yan didn't expect her to think like this, and she was a little angry for a while.
However, all this is a sin he has done after all, how should it end?
He didn't want to be so embarrassed between the two people, so he could only keep trying to find ways to close the distance between the two people in his heart.
So, Zhanyan tentatively came to Ji Shan's side, looked at her with a smile and said, "Ji Shan, you don't want to be like this, can you listen to me?" ”
Ji Shan frowned, looked at him with a crying voice and said, "What do you want to say?" ”
Zhanyan saw that she didn't reject her approach, so he carefully took out his handkerchief and helped her wipe away her tears.
His movements were extraordinarily gentle, as if he was afraid of hurting her a little, but she didn't appreciate it, and her tears were still falling and soaking her handkerchief.
After a long while, he looked at her and said, "Ji Shan, listen to me, indeed, from the beginning of approaching you, I did have my own purpose, but then I slowly fell in love with you." ”
"You like me? I don't think you like me, but the real Ji Shan! ”
She looked at Zhanyan, obviously this person was still the same person at the beginning, and she still looked so familiar, but now she didn't want to believe him at all.
A broken mirror cannot be completely repaired no matter what, and no matter how seamless it is, there will still be cracks after all.
Between Ji Shan and Zhanyan, this is what it looks like.
If Ji Shan didn't know the truth of the matter, he said that these two people really had the same heart to mind, maybe there wouldn't be so many things.
Ji Shan looked at Zhanyan, she thought that she couldn't get the answer she wanted, so she ran out crying.
She ran outside alone for a long time, and ran straight to exhaustion, squatting on the ground alone, counting the ants on the ground, looking at the blue sky, there was not a single cloud, and it seemed that she was the same as her, and her heart was full of sorrow.
Miss Yan didn't know how to comfort these two people, she only hoped that her apprentice would be safe and well, if Zhanyan hadn't arrived, maybe everything would have been different.
She kept thinking about the events of these days, and she didn't know what to do to make the best arrangements.
So, in the midst of boredom, she went out to plan to get Ji Shan back.
However, Ji Shan disappeared, and disappeared so completely.
At this moment, the picture stopped abruptly.
He Xingyao hasn't come out of this story yet, she looks at it, it's still the alley at the mouth of the alley, it's still such a relatively simple room, and it's still the same as when she first came here.
She didn't know where Ji Shan had gone, so she could shout as loudly as she could: "Ji Shan, Ji Shan, Ji Shan, where did you go?" Why hasn't it been there? ”
Just as she was shouting, Ji Shan suddenly appeared here like a ghost.
is still the same face as before, beautiful and elegant, and the appearance is extraordinary.
She looked at Ji Shan and continued to urge, "Ji Shan, what's wrong?" Did something happen next? Why didn't you let me see it? ”
Ji Shan shook her head, she looked at He Xingyao, and felt a little depressed in her heart for some reason.
He Xingyao knew that the girl Yan in the story was a female doctor, and Ji Shan in the story was just a paper person, but where did the real Ji Shan go?
Her thoughts turned back and forth, and she was a little stunned for a while and asked, "Ji Shan, tell me, are you a paper person?" ”
Ji Shan shook her head, she looked at He Xingyao's eyes, it was so painful, so unbearable to look at.
"I'm Ji Shan, the real Ji Shan."
As soon as he finished saying this, He Xingyao was directly stunned.
She didn't expect the person in front of her to be so straightforward, but where did that paper man go?
It was at this time that Ji Shan suddenly took out a handkerchief from his waist, the fabric and quality of the handkerchief were very good, although it looked a little shabby, but it didn't look flawed on the surface.
She looked at He Xingyao, handed over the handkerchief, and said with emotion: "Miss He, do you know what this handkerchief means to me?" ”
He Xingyao shook her head, she wanted to know how this story would develop in the future.
"This handkerchief was prepared for me by Zhanyan at the beginning, obviously the relationship between us is so strong, but then I had no choice but to disappear, I could only leave him, when I left, I only brought such a handkerchief, nothing else."
After a pause, she continued: "Yes, I have thousands of thoughts, thousands of thoughts and memories, I thought he would always wait for me, I thought he would be the best of my life, but I still thought wrong after all. ”
He Xingyao said: "What's wrong?" Why do you say that? ”
Ji Shan said, "Do you know what happened in the years I left? Zhanyan is a paper craftsman, so everything he cuts is vivid, including the paper man he cut when we were together, and this paper man became a real human being by chance because of the relationship between the two of us. ”
"Do you know how ironic that is? I am Ji Shan, but that paper man has been living under my name, Zhanyan found her, he thought she was me, but in fact, all this is not true at all. ”
He Xingyao continued to listen, it turned out that only the paper man and Ji Shan still had such a reason, no wonder when she looked at what happened, she always felt that something was wrong, but unexpectedly, there were two Ji Shan, one was a real human being, and the other was a paper man cut out.
She looked at Ji Shan, yes, it is impossible for anyone to endure others living under their name, let alone Ji Shan?
Ji Shan continued: "Yes, before that paper man met him, I always thought that he would always keep his promise to me, but after all, I still overestimated his feelings for me, underestimated his love for the art of paper-cutting, and underestimated his feelings for that paper man. ”
At this time, Ji Shan suddenly looked at her and said, "He Xingyao, do you know how fast it is for a person to empathize and say goodbye?" What's more, the paper man is wearing my face and name? ”
He Xingyao shook her head, although she didn't know, she still felt pity for the girl in front of her.
"Zhan Yan is such a good man, obviously and I are the best match, but he still likes the paper man after all, at that time I was busy with other things, so I didn't accompany him, I thought he would find me, but he found the paper man, for me, everything is meaningless."
Ji Shan continued to tell her story, and He Xingyao continued to listen carefully.
It turned out that since Zhanyan found the paper man Ji Shan, he had always thought that the real Ji Shan had disappeared a long time ago.
He and Ji Shan, the paper man, have been together for a long time, and there are contradictions between the two, laughter, and all kinds of good memories.
That Yan girl is naturally oriented towards the paper man, so Zhan Yan unknowingly, the balance of her heart is tilted to Ji Shan, the paper man, and the real Ji Shan has become a memory and the past after all.
However, after the paper man knew her origin, she always wanted to find the real Ji Shan, she didn't want to let herself be confused all the time, let alone be a stand-in for others.
This is really a very kind-hearted paper man, but what about Ji Shan?
Isn't she pitiful?
Ji Shan later found Zhanyan, but the first time the three of them stood face to face for the first time, they always felt embarrassed.
Ji Shan looked at Zhanyan and asked him to choose one between himself and the paper man.
She has always been so determined in her heart that she has always thought that this person will be the love of her life, and she will never be able to empathize with her.
However, she was still wrong.
Zhan Yan looked at her helplessly, but walked in the direction of the paper man.
Her heart, the moment Zhanyan turned around, was completely smashed by a stone.
She could clearly feel her tears coming out of her eyes, and she could clearly know how painful her heart was, but all of this was irreparable after all.
The paper man at that time looked at her, and for the first time looked seriously at the similar faces of the two people.
"Miss Ji Shan, I'm sorry!"
"What do you have to be sorry for? With my name, with my looks, and even with my feelings, do you think I'll forgive you easily? ”
For the first time, Ji Shan felt great despair, the person she liked so much still threw herself into the arms of others after all.
The paper man looked at her and said: "Ji Shan, whether you admit it or not, there is indeed a relationship between me and Zhanyan, and you have also seen it, with the same appearance and temperament, the person he likes is me." ”
Ji Shan didn't want to admit defeat, wiped the tears from her face, and then pretended to be calm and said: "Okay, good, good, Zhanyan, the person you love is not me, it's so good, don't forget, she is just a paper person, not a real human at all, do you understand?" ”
Zhan Yan looked at her, frowned and said, "I don't need you to remind me, I know, so I have to follow my inner thoughts." ”
After a pause, he looked at the woman in front of him and said, "Ji Shan, you will also meet a real lover in the future, I hope you are happy." ”
Ji Shan really didn't want to see the interaction between the two of them, so she could only say with tears in her eyes: "Let's go, never appear in front of me, let's go!" ”
As soon as she finished saying this, Zhan Yan and the paper man had disappeared, leaving her alone, lonely and lonely here.
Ji Shan's heart was so painful, she never thought that one day, there would be a paper man who looked exactly like her, and this paper man actually fell in love with the man she liked, which made her suffer a great shame.
And just like that, she stood here alone.
I don't know if God understands the pain in her heart, but this city has finally become a city of dreams, which can realize one's dreams.
She likes to speak so much, so no matter how painful her heart is, she still lets them go after all.
One day, Ji Shan heard a voice from outside the sky: "Girl, are you willing to be the guardian of this city of dreams?" ”
Ji Shan nodded and said, "What's the benefit of being the guardian of the City of Dreams?" ”
"To be able to realize the girl's dream."
As soon as she finished speaking, Ji Shan directly agreed with both hands.
She watched this place slowly turn into a city of dreams, and everything here became so beautiful and touching.
Sure enough, she made a wish here, hoping to let Zhanyan accompany her all the time.
However, since she became the guardian of the City of Dreams, her life has become endless, and time has no meaning, and Zhanyan is just an ordinary mortal, so the two of them have only been together for decades, and for a long time after that, she can only guard the city alone, until the arrival of He Xingyao.
He Xingyao looked at Ji Shan, she knew that everything was just a fixed number after all, but it was a pity that Zhanyan's empathy was goodbye.
Sure enough, it is impossible for men to endure the separation of their beloved, and one day they will empathize with each other, just like the words in this story, which will make Ji Shan suffer for the rest of his life.
Fortunately, Ji Shan has come out now.
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