His evergreen and wise life is gone.

When he returned to the house, Shen Qingci was waiting for nothing else, but another bowl of bitter medicine.

This time, the doctor's prescription tasted too bitter, and she didn't know why? Every time I drink it, I always have that indescribable feeling of depression in my heart.

She put the medicine to her mouth, her fingers clenched involuntarily, and then she drank the medicine one by one.

And until nightfall, her letter came as scheduled.

I have to say that when the letter period came, she also had some indescribable sense of loss in her heart, she touched her lower abdomen, and it was really as the doctor said, it was two bowls of medicine, but after the cold rain, she still felt the long-lost swelling pain.

And every month when the letter period came as scheduled, there was always a trace of loss in her heart, she was not pregnant with a child, and sometimes she was thinking about how good it would be if one day she really had a child.

But she may be like her grandmother and mother, and it is difficult for her to leave any heirs.

When it was Xuan Hengxi who came back, what he saw was Shen Qingci sitting in a daze.

He walked over and sat down beside her.

"Is it uncomfortable?" He put his hand on Shen Qingci's lower abdomen, and also used his internal strength to help her warm up, Shen Qingci also felt that his lower abdomen was warm, as if the swelling and pain were also much lighter.

She raised her face and stared at his eyes like this, guarding her like this, okay?

She wanted to ask, but she couldn't ask, it was common for men to have three wives and four concubines, although Huang Dongan in the previous life married her, but there were still many women around him, except for Lou Ziyin, how many women he had, maybe even he himself was too many to count.

She clenched her hand tightly, and she couldn't help but feel sad in her heart, and tears couldn't help but fall.

"Brother Yunyi, do you have a favorite woman?"

His fingers paused slightly, and then he clenched her chin with one hand, but her tears rolled down like this, and it hurt his heart.

"Ah Ning, what do you want to say?"

Branding asked her with narrowed eyes.

Shen Qingci sniffed, wanting to squeeze out a smile, but how did she find that this smile was so difficult to come, what she squeezed out was not a smile, but her heart that was hurt and hurt.

"I'm here."

Yes, her monthly letter came, it's not just a matter of the monthly letter, every month the letter stopped as scheduled, and it was never bad, but the monthly letter came, accompanied by nothing else, but she was not pregnant with an heir.

"I know," he said, pulling up his sleeve and wiping her tears from her eyes.

"Don't you want to take me a concubine?" There have always been girls around him, but it doesn't mean that he doesn't understand Shen Qingci's temperament, doesn't understand her thoughts, and what she cares about in her heart.

Shen Qingci pursed his red lips tightly, not wanting to speak.

It's one thing to put your mind to it, it's one thing to say it, and it's another thing to do it.

She can't do it, she really can't do it.

"All the women you give me are the same," he said, still using his hand to warm her lower abdomen to make her passage smoother, and he pressed his forehead against her forehead, knowing that she had drilled the tip of the horns.

"Huh?"

Shen Qingci didn't understand what he meant by this?

"I'm destined to have no children," Jiang Heng looked at the darkness outside the window, all he could hear was the sound of rain outside, and the helplessness between his voices before, "If you have no children, what's the use of marrying as many women as you want?" ”

"It's good if I have you, if you like children, I'll let someone bring one for you to raise, if you don't like it, then only the two of us are okay?"

Shen Qingci suddenly felt that his heart was sore and uncomfortable, that is, the medicines he had just taken in were all ruthless without these pains.

"Ah Ning ......"

Branding Heng suddenly shouted her name, and she couldn't be more serious, and she couldn't be more clear.

Shen Qingci didn't answer, but she knew that she was listening.

"All I want is you."

He clenched one of Shen Qingci's hands, yes, as long as you are alone.

He didn't feel how big his heart was, and how many people he pretended, to put it bluntly, he didn't have much kinship, if it wasn't for the original emperor's uncle to marry, maybe he would have lived alone in this life.

With her, he already felt that it was a grace from heaven to him.

People can't be too greedy, and if they are greedy, they will lose.

Therefore, he only needs her alone, he is not a woman-oriented person, he even has a male bird around him, let alone a person.

Shen Qingci held his hand, leaned his head on his shoulder, and there was some moisture faintly shining between the trembling long eyelashes, and at this time, they were so close, and their hearts had never been so close as they were today.

It seemed that she had approached his heart, and he had melted into her soul.

He said, "Ah Ning, I can have you alone."

Even if you don't want children, even if you don't want others.

Is that all right?

Don't want others, yes, don't want others.

With someone else, it's not two, and with someone else, he's far away, and she's dead.

The rain was still falling outside, sparsely, and it was only sunny for one day, and then it was all endless rain.

Shen Qingci suddenly opened his eyes, and the person also sat up.

"What's wrong?" Hao Heng hurriedly sat up, and also took out the night pearl under the pillow, and in an instant, the whole room was as bright as day, and the sound of rain that could be heard outside was almost all wisps, and it didn't stop for a moment.

Shen Qingci sat there, the hair on his forehead was also hanging down, and there was some indescribable moisture.

"It's okay," she wanted to laugh, but she couldn't.

She had a nightmare, a terrible nightmare, and she had forgotten what she had dreamed about.

"Are you feeling sick again?"

Hao Heng hurriedly put his hand on her lower abdomen, and he could also feel the coldness of her lower abdomen, but it was just a rain, and I was afraid that it would take a lot of time to raise.

"No," Shen Qingci shook his head, "I just had a nightmare." ”

Branding Heng hurriedly hugged her comfortingly and gently stroked her shoulders.

"It's okay, I'm not afraid, the dreams are all reversed, maybe something good will happen?"

"Really?" Shen Qingci flattened his mouth, "Is this really the case?" ”

"But believe me."

When she met her eyes, she saw that the little girl's eyes were still a little red, and she looked pitiful, as if she had been bullied, but it was not the little girl, she was only eighteen years old, but she had already experienced so many things.

There are too many women in Beijing who have lived smoothly, born, married, and given birth to children, and their lives have passed like this, but what about her, why has she gone through such twists and turns all the way.