A simple beginning
There is never a shortage of bloody stories in this world, I remember when I was in college, her economics teacher was an ugly man, he always shook his hair too long, like all conceited men, he was unconventional for fear that others would not see him different. He said that it doesn't matter if a man is ugly, it doesn't matter if he's short, and even if he has a problem with his IQ, it's okay, the key is not to have no money.
It was the most illuminated lecture hall in the university, and in winter, the wind blew from all directions, and the classrooms in the mountains were always surrounded by floor-to-ceiling glass windows on three sides, as if they were afraid that people would not be able to see how many students did not come to class. The ugly economics teacher repeatedly stroked his dirty hair, slowly and methodically, but in a subdued manner.
"Students, is there anything in this world that money can't solve? Don't be deceived by chicken soup for the soul, the teacher told you the truth today, what money can't solve, nothing can be solved. ”
At that time, it sounded a little disdainful! The teacher spoke an authentic Henan accent and was filled with righteous indignation. As soon as the words were settled, there was a burst of laughter in the classroom, and the teacher did not refute, but waved his hand gently, and it was okay if he didn't listen.
Actually, it's not right, it's right, this is a story related to him, and money, roughly starting from 09, the man in her heart at that time was not him, maybe without that person, he wouldn't have become what he is now, he is like a fish with a broken tail, he has to swim hard, try his best, so he hurt others, and hurt himself.
Her name is Wen Beibei, a typical post-80s name, like a puppy surnamed Wen.
"Hey, why didn't you change your name? Look at Guo Jiajia, now her name is Guo Jiayi. ”
Beibei's high school classmate Jingmei always says this about her, she always dislikes Beibei's name and doesn't have a good name. So Bei Bei was unemployed, and Jingmei attributed everything to the name again, and she said that the name was too bad.
Jingmei is the most beautiful girl among Beibei's classmates, and when she was in school, she was a big star who impressed hundreds of millions of fans. She got married very early, but she is not enviable, childbirth is really ruined, Jingmei seems to have been recreated, she has gained a lot of weight, and she always wears black but looks very old-fashioned. Although she is still tall, she has lost her good figure back then, and her slender figure at that time is like a tender onion floating in the air.
"Whatever you lack in your life, you have to fill in your name. Jingmei's special superstition, the materialist education in the university has little impact on her, she firmly believes that there is a force in this world, controlled by some big people, in the dark, unpredictable, so what is her name now, Bei Bei can't be sure, in short, it is common and new.
Bei Bei didn't know what she lacked in her life, she only knew that she was short of money, not too much, but her life was not so atmospheric.
"You're short of men! How old are you, you need to get a partner quickly. This is the second topic that Jingmei is most passionate about, and she is happy when she talks about it. She doesn't like Beibei's new job very much, and she even thinks that Beibei is so distressed because she has no man and is unemployed.
It's time for her to be a partner, that's a problem. In fact, she had already met him at this time, but she didn't know that he was her lover, nor did she realize it, at this time he was still just a bad boy who dialed the phone indiscriminately and didn't hold back, and even he didn't think that the two of them would have a next story.
"Hurry up, hurry up and change the name and transfer it. ”
Maybe Babe's name is really bad because she seems to be unlucky.
Doodoo ......
In the quiet of the night, the phone that hadn't been ringed for a long time suddenly rang. Bei Bei heard the sound of the mobile phone through the two doors, and suddenly it rose up and became louder and louder. She hurriedly ran back to her own small room, and her little girl picked up the phone and hurried back to the balcony.
"Hey, hello. "It was an unfamiliar number, in the middle of the night, an inexplicable call. No one knows which butterfly stirs its wings to cause a tsunami, but most butterflies are actually fanned for nothing. Maybe Bei Bei is asleep at this time, and he will miss this call, and he will not insist on dialing until it is called.
"Haven't you slept yet?" he asked a young man's voice, perhaps just over twenty, perhaps less than twenty, a little flirtatious, as if among a very familiar friend.
"Well, I can't sleep. Bei Bei subconsciously replied, without any precautions.
The man snorted, as if he had succeeded, and said, "Why, then I'll stay with you for a while!" he said very casually, as if he didn't need to be too distracted by anything, as if the call was given to him by Beibei, begging him to stay with her for a while, he just reluctantly cooperated with her.
"No, I'll just stay by myself for a while, but who are you?" It's uncomfortable, isn't it? He said it as if everything was just a woman's fuss, a childish thought, and it didn't mean anything, and he hated it, didn't he? Besides, she certainly didn't recognize the voice.
"You don't have to know who I am. "It's pretending to be mysterious?
"You're a liar, I see. ”
Bei Bei pierced it, and she was just about to hang up the phone, but he hurriedly said: "Don't, I'll broadcast your phone casually, and the phone will be connected, don't hang up." ”
He didn't let her guess who it was, but she was relieved. In front of all the familiar people, the strength to support is also relaxed, she really wants to talk to someone, these days, it is very difficult to find a job, and her heart is always in decline. Anyway, she can't sleep, and he doesn't know her, maybe he's just a good person with a heart like himself.
"Oh, then you can't sleep?"
"I didn't, my day was just beginning. ”
The little man on the phone seemed to be enthusiastic, so stinky that people wanted to cut him, and he said that today he planned to find a woman, find a beautiful woman, take the woman to open a room, and get along with her.
"Did you bring any money? ”
"Who told you that you have to spend money to get better, is affection measured by money? You have to love her. ”
"You love any woman so much, can they believe it?"
"Why don't you believe it, I am true love. ”
The young man said very seriously, and Bei Bei snorted and said, "Okay, you love, let's talk about something else, okay?"
"Okay, then why don't you sleep? There's someone outside? don't you go home?" he said openly, as if in his world, there was only that between men and women.
Bei Bei hissed, it was a kind of scolding: "I'm not married yet! ”
"Well, do you want to be a gentleman? Are you good-looking? You look good, I can do it!" He laughed, as if he had taken advantage of someone, and after laughing for a long time, he saw that the girl had never laughed, so he said stupidly: "I'm not joking! ”
Bei Bei didn't take that stubble, when he said this, he still felt that he was not at ease, and he understood the kindness of others wrong.
She complained all the time, and finally had a way to vent, she said that her job was gone, she also said that the boss touched her face, and she also said that she went to play roller coaster, and finally she said that she went to the cemetery to find a job, and it seemed that she was also eliminated.
There was another hearty laugh, and the more the young man listened, the happier he became, and he said, "I don't think a woman as haply as you is good-looking." ”
"Hey, let me tell you, I'm really, I'm pretty good-looking. Bei Bei hurriedly argued.
"Pull it down! If you look good, a man will help you, and if you look good, a man will marry you, you say, how old are you?"
"Can you handle it?"
She's pretty good-looking, except she's a little dark, which is really infuriating. The young man's words pierced the heart, her biggest disadvantage was her age, which made her unable to be reasonable, she hadn't even really been in a relationship, but that didn't prevent her from actually looking really good.
Since she was a child, she has always been talked about, and at that time, it was her grandmother who led her and her younger brother.
"This kid looks good. The person who speaks always likes to smash his mouth: "Look at how beautiful these eyebrows and eyes are, these big eyes are not in vain." "They looked like they were pitiful.
A child's self-esteem is shattered by anything casually, even if she has thoughtful facial features and beautiful eyebrows, she will feel that it seems to be too positive, and she has lost a little feminine and charming temperament.
White has become a knot in Beibei's heart, which is the root of all her unpleasantness, coupled with this overly rigid facial features. When I don't laugh, I feel like a CPPCC member who has developed from the grassroots, and when I laugh, I feel like a folk singer wearing lipstick.
"Oh, it's a pity, this little boy is so white, change it for my sister, it's just right. "The three aunts and six mothers-in-law all said so, they all said so, pinching a sour look at a joke.
That night, Bei Bei fought with him for a long time, and the young man resolutely did not believe that she looked good, so anxious that the girl was covered in sweat. In the end, she didn't hear any good words, and before hanging up the phone, he told her that the cemetery would call, and he said that there were not many people in that place who liked to go, so let her wait with confidence.
Most people yearn for the so-called freedom of unfettered ease, but very few of them are really pursued. Like a dove, freedom is like a lie of a dove, and even if it can numb itself, it is always limited. From one place to another, there is no need to wander freely in the vast sky between two points, and it feels like a woman.
Men may not be willing to get married, Bei Bei once felt that for men, marriage is like a real can't do it, there is always something new to discover, such as sudden gray hair, or some gradually declining functions, it sounds, so sad.
Qi Jixiong sat across the dining table, he was the boyfriend she had just met on a blind date a few days ago, his mother was the director of the office of the Real Estate Bureau, and his father didn't know what he was doing, but he made quite a lot of money anyway, but he was the only one who looked inconspicuous.
He didn't wear the blue labor clothes of the good weaving cloth when they first met today, only a white shirt, to be honest, he couldn't see anything better than the work clothes, and Bei Bei didn't even recognize him.
On a date with him, she was not in the mood, she sat neatly, and she didn't want to say a word. Waiting for the waiter to deliver the food, she felt that the time was a little long, so long that she had finished reading the introduction on the opposite wall and the advertisement on the pillar, and her boring eyes had nowhere to put it, because Qi Jixiong was sitting opposite, occupying a large part of her sight, and he kept staring at her, smiling like an idiot.
Why is he different from the man she imagined? He made her lose her appetite: "Can you not keep looking at me like this, what do you want to say?"
Couldn't he just say something? Bei Bei tilted her head slightly, it looked rude, it seemed contemptuous, if it wasn't for so long, she hadn't been able to find a suitable job, she had been failing in life, she might not be like this, she might have behaved a little more decently.
Qi Jixiong didn't seem to notice the girl's disappointment, he lowered his head and smiled straightforwardly, it was generally debunked, he was a little shy, he shouldn't be shy, which made Bei Bei even more bored, she put down the spoon and couldn't eat it anymore.
Tilting his head to look out the window, the man opposite him was eating alone, making a huge, very fragrant flat mouth sound. She felt that all the things she wanted to do had suddenly disappeared, and she couldn't remember anything now.
This holiday is a bit long! Her temper has become more and more irritable, and she can't have any more relationships with this man, just like this somewhat long vacation, being happy and down-to-earth is just an illusion, and that's the source of her discomfort.