Chapter 172: The Thoughts Hidden in the Heart
In this way, Mrs. He personally prepared several rooms and arranged them for each of them.
It's just that He Xingyao's heart was a little uneasy after all, and after eating, he followed Master He to the study.
She looked at her father and said with a smile: "Daddy, my daughter wants to ask you something." ”
Master He said: "What's the matter?" Daddy will tell you if he knows. ”
"That's, that's, it's the Swordsman Tower, have you heard of this place?"
"Knife Tower?"
"Yes, it's the Swordsman Tower!"
Master He listened to what his daughter said, where did he hear about it?
So, he cleared his throat, looked at the person in front of him and said, "Swordsman Tower, I've only heard of this place. ”
"Really? Daddy, where is the Knife Tower? ”
Master He looked at his daughter's anxious appearance, and couldn't help but quip: "You kid, you don't know how to be stable, I have only heard of the Sword Guest Tower, it is said to be in Xiwu City." ”
"Seibu Castle? It's not that close to us! ”
"Yes, by the way, Xing Yao, you asked Daddy Daoke Tower, is there anything to do?"
He Xingyao looked at his father, and laughed directly, and after a long time, she said: "It's nothing, it's just a moment of curiosity, I heard people talking about the place of the Sword Ke Tower yesterday, so I wanted to ask my father, after all, you are a businessman who has traveled from south to north, and the places you have been to have learned a lot of customs and customs." ”
Hearing this, Master He directly hugged his daughter in his arms, and now that he is middle-aged, he and his wife are most intimate to have these two good daughters, especially Xingyao, this child is different from ordinary women, and he is also happy to say so many heart-wrenching words to her.
"You kid, I know your father very well, if you are a man, your father will definitely take you to walk all over the famous mountains and rivers, see the beautiful scenery of mountains and rivers, so that your knowledge and talent are not inferior to any man."
Listening to his father's words, He Xingyao's tears couldn't be stopped for a while, and he rushed out of his eyes in an uproar.
She smiled and said, "Daddy, the child knows your good intentions all along, and the child will definitely be filial to you and his mother in the future." ”
Master He smiled, patted her on the shoulder and said, "Okay, tomorrow Daddy will leave the house to go outside, you have to entertain the guests well and accompany your mother and your sister more." ”
He Xingyao nodded.
In this way, she left the study and returned to the courtyard where she lived alone.
As soon as she walked into the gate of the courtyard, Duo'er greeted her, took her arm and said, "Miss, you are finally back, Mrs. and Second Miss have been looking forward to your return at home, and even I have been looking forward to it, and I have finally looked forward to your return." ”
After a pause, Duo'er continued: "It's just Miss, will you have to leave when you come back this time?" If you really want to leave, Duo'er wants to follow you to take care of you, so Duo'er will be much more relieved. ”
He Xingyao shook his head and said: "Hao Duo'er, I know that you have always been very good to me, but the rivers and lakes are far away, but it has nothing to do with you, I don't want you to get involved in those complicated disputes on the rivers and lakes, I just want our family to get along happily and never separate." ”
Duo'er retorted: "Miss, you have said so, but why do you want to go out yourself? ”
He Xingyao looked at this little girl so stubbornly, and couldn't help but laugh out loud directly, the corners of her mouth were crooked, her eyebrows were smiling, and she knew that she was in a good mood at a glance.
While the two of them were talking, they had already walked into the room, and she took Duo'er's hands with some emotion in her heart.
Speaking of which, this Duo'er has grown up with her and He Muzhi since childhood, it can be said that the relationship is comparable to that of biological sisters, between the three of them, they have always been happy, Mrs. He faced Duo'er as if she were her own daughter, that treatment, so that Duo'er has never been timid even in front of outsiders.
It's just that it's not early, and now that she has experienced so many things, after all, it is still different from before, and she wants to be quiet alone.
So, He Xingyao looked at the person in front of him and said, "Okay, now I see that you have been busy for a day, go back and rest early!" ”
Duo'er shook her head and said, "Miss, Duo'er knows that you are good to Duo'er, so Duo'er wants to accompany Miss more." ”
"What's the company? Are you afraid that I will disappear suddenly? Don't worry, I'll be staying at home for a long time this time. ”
Although she has already said this, Duo'er is still a little uneasy in her heart, her young lady has had an idea since she was a child, and what she is looking forward to most is to break into the rivers and lakes and live that kind of unrestrained and chic life.
In this way, He Xingyao said something wrong, so that Duo'er returned to his room, and then closed the door and began to meditate alone.
She opened the skylight and lay on the couch looking at the sky, and occasionally there would be two birds, they were so free.
"Brother Yunlian, Sister Offshore, I really miss you guys!"
As soon as Duo'er left, she was the only one left in the huge room, and now, she finally showed the most vulnerable side of her heart.
When Yun Lian and Yun Offshore sacrificed, how could she not be sad? It's just that she can't show it so obviously, she has to be strong, she wants to let herself live happily in this world with the hope of those two people, and let herself realize the unrealized dreams of those two people......
She obviously knows everything, but when facing Meisha, she can't say anything, she is obviously so sad, she is in front of outsiders, but she can only behave indifferently and ruthlessly.
He Xingyao still remembers the first time she saw Yun Offshore, when she was still in the Puppet City, she and Yun Offshore were not familiar with each other at first, but they gradually got along, and the relationship became closer and closer, and later married Jin Lan and became sisters......
"Sister Offshore, Brother Yun, you will definitely be watching me from the sky, right? It must be so, it must be. ”
She thought back to all the things that had happened since she went to Zhouzhuang, and her mood became extremely heavy for a while.
She actually remembered the series of things she experienced in the dream world, but she couldn't go back after all.
The love between Soho and Yannian, although it is not very perfect, but there is true love in the world, these two people interpret this very well, but it is a pity that Li Xiuyu, she is sandwiched between these two people, after all, she collapsed one day and left this world.
and Yan Xue, this person she trusted so much from the beginning, but it's a pity that all this is just a grand trap.
There is also Yan Shuyu, who has a responsibility that cannot be escaped and avoided, Yan Shuqing, in order to let her leave the dream world, she sacrificed everything she had returned to the real world......
Everyone, everything, He Xingyao remembers it clearly, whether it is Yunlian and Yunshuqing, or Yanshuyu and Yanshuqing, or Chuyuan and Yan Yunzhan......
Each of these people, although they seem to be passers-by in her life, but in fact, these people have more or less given her inspiration, as well as thoughts and meanings about life.
At this time, she suddenly thought of Ji Shan again, the matter of Ji Shan and Zhanyan can't be said to be moved, nor how vulgar it is, but between the two, after all, they have not passed the test of God.
Ji Shan is such a good woman, but because she left quietly, she let the fake Ji Shan take advantage of it, but after all, she still didn't expect that when the real and fake Ji Shan stood in front of Zhanyan at the same time, the person chosen by Zhanyan was the fake Ji Shan.
And the real Ji Shan, after all, can only wait for the love of two people by herself.
She even relied on her own thoughts to transform them into a "speech", so that the imaginary person accompanied her......
I can't tell who is more pitiful, He Xingyao knows that behind this is a love that can't be asked for and a beautiful beauty that is silently guarded and does not seek gain or loss.
The more I thought about it, the more sad I felt, He Xingyao had no choice, so he turned around directly, and then closed his eyes and fell asleep.
In her sleep, she saw Yun Lian and Yun Hai, Yun Lian in the dream held the hands of Miss Meisha, these two people were holding a grand and happy wedding, the sound of firecrackers was endless, the sound of suona blowing and beating had not stopped, and occasionally someone would sprinkle some candy and peanuts...... It seems to be so lively and festive, but He Xingyao found that she couldn't fit in at all, behind this wedding, she saw despair, pain, and hidden helplessness and inevitability.
Yun Qian looked at her and said, "Sister Xingyao, although you and I haven't been together long enough, I have long regarded you as my best friend in life. ”
After a pause, Yun Hai continued to say: "I like you, so I will speak freely in front of you, because it will make me feel happy and comfortable, and besides, you are so good, and so wise and kind, promise me that you will live a thousand times better than me in the future, and I will watch you in the sky forever!" ”
He Xingyao had already cried silently, it was rare to meet such good friends and sisters in her life, and she was really reluctant.
So, she stretched out her hands, stroked Yun Shore's hair, and said with a smile: "Sister Shore, I will definitely live happily, and I will often look at the sky and communicate with you often." ”
After saying this, Yun Hai disappeared directly.
He Xingyao shouted in his dream, "Sister Offshore, Sister Offshore, Sister Offshore!" ”
After shouting so many times in a row, people outside the alarm heard it.
It was midnight at this time, so not many people got up, only the man on the street was still working on the ground.
She sat up all of a sudden, looking at the darkness outside, the wind rustling, and she didn't know what she was thinking, and she had a sense of wandering.
He Xingyao suddenly sobered up, she knew that everything she was thinking about in her heart had actually passed, but those who were not only passers-by in her life, but also people who had a guiding direction for her life.
In fact, in this world, every road is walked out by people, as if doing business, or doing other things, there is the first person to eat crabs, as for whether it is successful or not, it depends on a person's degree of intentions, but without paying, there will be no gain.
He Xingyao felt a little irritable for a while, those people, she couldn't see them again after all, even if they just met in a dream, it was just an occasional luck.
After thinking of this, she didn't think about anything, closed the skylight, and then slept alone with her head covered, and slept directly until dawn.
The next morning, she was woken up by the chirping of birds outside.
Somehow, He Xingyao seemed to see Yun Qian in the haze, but after she opened her eyes completely, she found that there was no one in front of her, the loss in her heart was obvious, and the sad feeling was so clear.
At this time, Duo'er had already prepared the washing utensils early, and then put them on the stone bench outside, and then began to knock on the door.
"Miss, miss, are you awake?"
"What's the matter?"
He Xingyao responded casually.
Duo'er said with a smile: "Miss, the young man of Chuyuan and Mr. Yan are already waiting in the hall, and the lord and the lady have instructed them, saying that they will let you and the second young lady entertain them well." ”
When He Xingyao heard this, he nodded with a smile, then quickly got dressed and opened the door.
Seeing this, Duo'er hurriedly walked into the room with a washbasin and hand towels and other items, helped He Xingyao clean up everything, and then the two of them quickly went to the hall.
As soon as she walked into the hall, Mrs. He said directly with a smile: "Xingyao, Mu Zhi, we have guests at home, and today's weather is also just right, so you can take these friends to go outside to relax, let's go to the suburbs together!" ”
As soon as these words fell, He Muzhi smiled instantly, jumped up and ran to Mrs. He's side, and then said in a brisk tone: "Thank you, sister, I have to go out this time, you have no reason to let me stay at home, haha!" ”
He Xingyao grabbed He Muzhi's sleeve, and then looked at her with inquiring eyes, but somehow, He Muzhi blushed all of a sudden.
In this way, after a simple breakfast, He Xingyao and his party went to the other party at the west bridge, and then walked and played by the lake.
Speaking of which, it is indeed a very nice place, with flowers and trees growing in abundance and beauty, and the lake is bustling with people and the sound of selling......
They ride the breeze together, feel the breath of spring, run and walk in nature, play and frolic, and look exceptionally beautiful.
He Muzhi also seemed to be shocked by such a scene, she looked at He Xingyao, and suddenly began to imagine an extremely shy thing.
It's a long story, she still remembers that many years ago, she met a handsome man by chance, it was actually a child, but it looked very unusual.
She still remembers that day, it was snowing heavily outside, He Muzhi followed her father to watch the snow by the lake, and met a little boy by chance, the little boy ran a little eagerly, knocking her to the ground at once, her body fell painfully, the ice and snow covered her body, making her feel cold, there was a very subtle feeling.
Maybe it's because too much time has passed, He Muzhi only remembers that the little boy seems to have a birthmark on his hand, in the shape of a crescent moon.
She thought a little deeply, He Xingyao couldn't help but cough lightly twice, and said jokingly: "Mu Zhi, what are you thinking?" ”
It was precisely because of these two coughs that He Muzhi came back to her senses in an instant, and she realized that she was really a little stunned.
It was obviously a good time for spring to bloom, but she thought of that winter day that year, when the snow was falling.
It was obviously a good place for boys and girls to go out in the suburbs, but she thought of the little boy back then, and the crescent-shaped birthmark on his hand, she never forgot it.
It's just, that boy, does she have a chance to meet again? Is there really that kind of fate between two people?
The thoughts hidden in the bottom of my heart are actually in everyone's heart, but they don't say it.
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