Li Mingyun listened carefully to these words, and then was silent all the way, even though the carriage had arrived at Dr. Ouyang's pharmacy.

She was thinking about becoming a king.

In the past, I was just a bystander, and I listened to things that didn't concern me and casually expressed my opinion.

But now, she can't do it.

Even, she wanted to find something unusual from these straightforward words, so that she could silently defend herself in her heart.

She has always known what is good and what is bad, King Cheng is a bad person, the culprit who caused the people in the west to be slaughtered by the Yan people, and a hypocritical person who only cares about the comfort of the people for his own gain.

But she is the child of the king, her father, how can she be such a person.

This was unacceptable to her.

And she couldn't accept it, and she subconsciously felt that there would be a misunderstanding about this matter.

She was ashamed, ashamed that she only thought about her own feelings and didn't care about what others said.

This is something that everyone in the world recognizes, how can she do this, because of herself, she will erase the sin of becoming a king in her heart at will.

She couldn't.

The consequences of not being able to do so made her very painful, and she was helpless to recognize herself, but also difficult to understand her own life experience.

How can she be the child of a king.

Father, who has always been jealous and hateful, can he do such a thing for the sake of his mother......

has raised the child of a sinner of a country for more than ten years, and is still so good to her......

She didn't want to think about it anymore, and she had to cry again when she thought about it.

She has to figure things out, and only when she really understands can she stay sober, or else she will just live like a mess of days.

To understand such a thing, she had to go to someone else first.

"Chunyu, let's go find Mama Zuo first." She said, leaning against the window with her moist eyes closed.

Chunyu was stunned.

It's all at Dr. Ouyang's place, why do you have to go somewhere else first.

But seeing that Li Mingyun didn't plan to say anything, he had to nod his head.

She said a few words to the Li guards outside, and the wheels of the carriage began to roll again.

Laughter and laughter filled Li Mingyun's listening sea, and she listened quietly, experiencing her own pain from the joy of others.

Where is Mama Zuo, she has already asked Steward Li.

In a village near the countryside in the west of the city, Mama Zuo planted flowers and plants in it, and her life was very appropriate.

Steward Li didn't ask her why she went to find Mama Zuo, but just told her to be careful, and said that she would send a dozen or so people to follow her.

Li Mingyun flatly refused.

She didn't know why she was so tough, and she didn't know why she didn't listen to Steward Li.

In her impression, Mama Zuo doesn't like so many people to follow.

That's probably a reason.

The west of the city is not as prosperous as the east of the city, there are not as many carriages and crowds as in the east of the city, and there are fewer shops and stalls.

The street narrowed and narrowed, and as you turned through a small road, you saw a large flat field.

Li Tong drove the car, brandished his whip, and drove to a more remote place.

After a while, Zhuangzi was close at hand.

The carriage gradually stopped, and Li Mingyun also opened his eyes.

"Miss, we're here." Chunyu reminded, but didn't get out of the car, she wanted to wait for the young lady to decide to go here before going down.

Li Mingyun nodded and responded.

That's the time to get off.

Chunyu jumped down from the edge of the car, and then turned around to help Li Mingyun get out of the car with a small pestle.

Zhuangzi is surrounded by a gray mud wall with turquoise vines decorated with morning glories, and an earth-colored wooden door stands in the middle, which looks like an ordinary family's house.

Aunt Yan, the steward of Zhuangzi, thought that she had come from afar, so she saw the carriage of the Li Mansion and was already at the door to greet her.

It was a woman of nearly forty years of age, dressed in a dark blue cloth garment of broken flowers, with a gray cloth on her head, covering her hair whole.

A simple smile appeared on her rough face, and it was difficult to hide the excitement of seeing the nobleman.

"Third Miss, you're here!" She greeted her, "The little woman has been waiting for you for a long time when she heard that you were coming. ”

Li Mingyun responded and walked into Zhuangzi with a sad face and apprehension.

This almost frightened Aunt Yan, and she thought that she was not well entertained and did not let everyone come out to greet her.

"Aunt Yan, don't get me wrong." Chunyu secretly whispered, "My young lady wants to see Grandma Zuo, where is she?" ”

"Mama Zuo." Aunt Yan was stunned.

She heard that Miss San would come to Zhuangzi these days, but she didn't know what she was doing here, and thought she wanted to choose a few pots of flowers.

"Grandma Zuo is in the house over there." She covered her mouth and reminded in a low voice, "Mama Zuo caught a cold a few days ago, and she didn't get better after drinking medicine, and now she is still lying in the house." ”

Is there such a thing?

Chunyu frowned: "Take us over quickly." ”

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In the dimly lit room, there was an old cough from time to time.

Mama Zuo was lying on the bed with her eyes closed.

She was only forty years old, but she looked older than Aunt Yan.

Hearing someone's footsteps gradually approaching, she said lightly: "No need to ask a doctor, I'm fine." ”

No matter what, she also served the head of the Li Mansion as the housewife, and the people in the Zhuangzi were quite sincere to her, and they would shout when they saw her sick.

She said, coughing again.

Li Mingyun paused.

"It's me, Mama." She said, a little sad.

At that time, it was they who did not protect Mama Zuo well, so she was kicked out of the Li Mansion by her grandmother, and now, she has reached such a situation.

"Are you ......" Mama Zuo listened to the voice, and was in a trance for a while, but she didn't hear who it was.

She opened her eyes and looked at the person in front of her in the faint light.

The little girl in her teens looked fair and delicate, and her eyes were shining, which coincided with the appearance of the child in her memory.

"Are you...... Miss? She asked, shuddering, struggling to get up from the bed.

Li Mingyun and Chunyu hurriedly supported her.

"Yes, Mama." She said, "I'm Ming Yun. ”

"It's really Miss!" Mama Zuo hurriedly got out of bed and wanted to bow to her.

Li Mingyun hurriedly stopped her and helped her up.

"Don't salute, mamma." She said, holding her up.

After waiting for someone to sit down, Chunyu opened the window and let in the sunlight.

Mama Zuo felt a burst of dazzlingness, not only wanting to see Miss more, but also afraid that she would pass the illness to Miss, and the whole person became at a loss.

"Mama, don't see outside." Li Mingyun took her hand, "I'm here to talk to you." ”

Mama Zuo was in tears and choked up and said hello.

"The slave may not have spoken to the young lady for a long time." She wiped her tears, "Miss has grown up now, she has become a big girl, and she is becoming more and more ......"

Li Mingyun smiled comfortingly at her.

"Don't cry, Mama, we'll talk enough today."

She said, motioning for Chunyu to stand guard outside the door, lest their words be heard by others and cause unnecessary trouble.

Grandma Zuo nodded and said yes repeatedly.

There were only two of them left in the room, one old and one young, one in a gorgeous skirt and the other in a cloth dress.

Li Mingyun looks out of place here, but she feels very warm.

The two sat quietly, intending to speak, but no one spoke for a moment.

There was silence for a while.

Mama Zuo looked at her a little distracted, and a touch of sluggishness appeared in her eyes.

Li Mingyun smiled.

"Mama Zuo." She broke the silence, "Do you want to say that I am very similar to my aunt?" ”

Mama Zuo was stunned.

"Like." She nodded and said, shaking her head again, "If you look at it, you only think that you are a family, but after getting along for a long time, you don't feel like each other." ”

Her smiling eyes were both sentimental and a little funny.

"Miss, you have a gentle temperament, unlike the second miss...... She's the naughtiest. ”

She didn't know what to say, she only remembered the address of the second miss when she was in the Chen Mansion.

Li Mingyun smiled again.

"My mother always said that my aunt was very naughty." She blinked, "Come to think she's really naughty." ”

"yes." Zuo Mama said, remembering something and sighed, "If it wasn't naughty, how could I have provoked that He Gongzi, and I almost fell into his hands......"

"Gongzi He?" Li Mingyun was puzzled.

She hadn't heard anyone say anything about it.

Mama Zuo also realized that she had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly shook her head and said, "The slave is old, and she always remembers ...... wrong."

"Mama." Li Mingyun grabbed her shoulders with both hands, and her beautiful apricot eyes looked directly at her.

"Don't lie to me." "I know it all." ”

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