Chapter 256: Shen Meng's Yellow Sorghum Dream
Shen Meng continued: "It's a pity that the boy of Yanrou has disappeared before he can see it, and no one in this world can interpret that affection so transparently with pen and ink...... The last painting he painted was interpreted with the color of his own life, and I admired his paintings and could feel love and resonance from his paintings. In this way, when I thought that there was no such person in the world, my heart suddenly emptied......"
The percussion inside stopped abruptly.
"Deep dream, you are old, love chattering non-stop......" for a moment, a soft voice came from inside.
Shen Mengyi turned his head to the window and asked, "Yes, didn't you always think that I didn't grow up?" Now I finally feel like I'm old......"
There was a laugh from inside.
Shen Meng got up and was facing the window lattice, he knew that the people inside were also facing him this time.
"Will you come with me?" Shen Meng said with great dignity, the words that he had buried in his heart for many years, were said effortlessly at this moment.
At this moment, there was a sudden and annoying silence.
"You know that I have loved you all my life, and now I am at this age, and Lin Yuan has also become an emperor, Zhi Xi, you should think about yourself and me." Shen Meng was a little excited, and the silence inside made him crazy.
"Deep Dreams...... I can't," Zhi regretted the sorrow.
Shen Meng held the window lattice: "Why can't you!" Brother Huang, he is no longer in this world, he is gone, what are you afraid of him! ”
Shen Meng eased his expression: "Gao Lan told me about their experience outside, I have a lot of yearning, I really want to take you to take a walk with us, we wander the rivers and lakes, walk the road of smoke and softness, and find the world in his paintings." ”
Zhi Xi said: "It seems that that Gao girl has influenced you a lot. ”
Shen Meng shook his head and smiled: "She is indeed different, not only me, Zhao Linyuan, Zhao Qihuan, Zhao Duheng, several children, are all deeply affected by her." ”
"......" Zhi Xi was silent for a while, and after a while, she was full of emotion, "Then she shouldn't stay in the palace." ”
Then he was a little nervous and said: "Deep dream, help me again, this Gao Lan-"
"Zhi Xi!" Shen Meng interrupted her, "You haven't answered my question yet......"
"I ......" The people inside were silent.
Shen Meng smiled bitterly and said nothing.
After a while, Zhi Xi inside seemed to hesitate for a long time before saying: "Actually, Xiao Jiu's temperament is very similar to you, why don't you see him?" ”
Shen Meng said coldly: "I don't have much interest in the child born to you and the imperial brother, it's just that you have been asking me to secretly support Lin Yuan to take the position, I know that you love this son more, Xu is only to love the house and Wu, I have been helping you to help him well, but now it seems that Zhao Linyuan has really grown up, and he doesn't need my secret crutch anymore." ”
After Shen Meng finished speaking, he sighed slightly: "Zhi Xi, all along, I didn't hesitate at all what you want me to do, and I didn't hesitate to put out the fire...... But I've been waiting, waiting for you—"
"Deep Dream ......" Zhi Xi panicked for a while, "Don't say it, don't say it......" Her voice became weaker and weaker.
The gloom on Shen Meng's face became more and more obvious, and he lowered his eyes and was silent.
Banyu: "I know that you are just using me, but I am still willing...... It's just that, after listening to the story that Gao Lan brought me, I suddenly wanted to go out for a walk, and only when I walked outside could I meet a smoky child, and I could draw more eyes that would not shed tears. ”
This time, the people inside were already supporting the wall with one hand, covering their crying mouths with the other, shaking their heads fiercely and shouting very weakly: "No, no......"
She didn't want the people outside the wall to hear her crying, and for a while, she calmed down her voice: "Now that you have found your direction, go ahead and pursue the life you love." ”
Shen Meng was hit suddenly, and he didn't recover for a long time, and he even felt his body shake involuntarily......
He thought that the people inside would keep him, but he didn't wait, he stretched out his hand and touched the wall in front of him, as if hoping to touch his beloved through the wall, and tears fell on the ground under his feet.
His feet tried to move several times, but they never moved.
As the sun waned, Shen Meng looked up and glanced at it infinitely desolately, the sunset was about to set, Shen Meng finally raised his feet, stepped on a slow foot, and left melancholy.
Zhi Xi pushed open the window and looked at the figure in the afterglow of the sunset, which gradually disappeared, and she finally couldn't hold back her tears.
She said sadly: "Deep dream, you don't know, in fact, my favorite child is not Lin Yuan, it is Xiao Jiu......"
"Niangniang, why don't you tell the prince that Xiao Jiu is your child with him." Yuechuan came and said distressedly.
"When the emperor personally led the battle, he confessed to me when he was drunk, I was in love for a while, and he had the joy of fish and water, and soon became pregnant with Duheng, I lived up to his affection, young and vigorous, and it was difficult to suppress the love for a while, so I made a foolish mistake, I am sorry for the emperor and sorry for the deep dream......" Zhi Xi was sad, beating his chest.
"Niangniang, it's all over, everything is over, I know that what you love most is the child born with the prince, Xiao Jiu, it is because you love him that you don't want him to ascend the throne, you want him to live freely and unrestrained." Tsukikawa knows her hard work best.
Zhi Xi nodded sadly: "Yes, Xiao Jiu, he is very similar to Shenmeng, the cage like a high-walled compound is not his destination, sitting on the throne, very helpless and bitter, Lin Yuan, this child's heart is more resolute and more like the first emperor, he is more suitable for ...... than Xiao Jiu."
Zhi Xi wiped her tears and continued: "When I was accused of my relationship with Shenmeng, although the first emperor didn't believe it, he was angry and put the whistleblower to death, but he was very sad, never see me again, I did something wrong, I should be punished, the first emperor liked Du Heng very much, and even passed the throne to him, but I couldn't bear and didn't dare to tell him the truth, I'm sorry for him." So I have to suffer in this Green Lantern Ancient Temple, how can I walk away with Shenmeng......"
Yuechuan sighed.
"Uncle Huang, are you leaving?" The emperor turned his hand away from him.
Shen Meng nodded: "Hmm......"
"But have you said goodbye to the queen mother?" The emperor then asked.
"Now that you have grown up, you don't need the help of the imperial uncle for a long time." Shen Meng said, with a cautious face, "Lin Yuan, your mind has always been more mature than them, although you and I are uncles and nephews, but they are more like friends of the same generation, so there are some things I want to tell you like a friend." ”
The emperor turned around and eased his face slightly: "Uncle Huang, it's okay to say!" ”
Shen Meng looked at him: "Power is supreme, but love is the most precious, as if these have never been possible, if one day, you face this choice, what will you do?" ”