"Let's talk about how much I've had in the past few days. ”

Late at night, Li Qi didn't go, he still crouched in front of the table, and began to write his diary with a pen.

But before that, let's write down what I have seen and heard, what I have experienced and what I have thought about today. ”

Li Qi paused when he wrote this, as if he was recalling today's experience again in his heart, so as to make his impression more profound.

Then, after Li Qi had a memory, he began to write it down.

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Today's experience is actually a continuation of yesterday's process, and if you count the time, it should still be between three or four o'clock in the morning.

At that time, I completed the previous plan and successfully arrived at the end of the plan, Musuguan, without sleep, in more than ten hours.

And when I arrived at Makisu Pass and just got off the bus, my mental fatigue could not restrain me from fainting, which was the end of yesterday's arrangement and the beginning of today's prerequisite.

And the series of events that happened today as a result of this premise seem to be out of the normal range and out of control.

For example, I actually started a three-hour chase with the heaven-level cultivator team of the Northern Alliance once again in the sky above Musu Pass.

But why do I write yes and again, then it is because my memory is not wrong, and when I turn the diary forward, turn to the diary of the day I wrote ten days ago, it is already a long-distance chase.

Of course, the person being chased is still me, and the identity of the chase is the cultivator team.

Of course, this group of cultivators this time was not from Zhenbei Pass, but from Musu Pass.

However, judging from the final result, in fact, these two pairs have the same identity, but there is still not much difference between different cultivator teams.

Still can't catch up with me.

But I'm not complacent......... Well, perhaps I did have vanity at work in my heart when I wrote these words, and that must be admitted.

And some of the things that happened after the chase probably wouldn't have allowed me to keep it in my diary.

Because this information, like the limitation period, is really enough to memorize in my head now, maybe fifty or sixty years later, when I really pass, and I am old, I don't need to worry about anything, I will write it down, and I will leave those things in the past behind.

After all, I'm a person, no matter how I say it, but I actually value things outside of my body like fame and fortune.

But as the saying goes, people don't have a goal, so what are they living in this world?

Mediocre like the walking dead, only an empty shell is left in aimlessness, no work to pursue?

What is the meaning of living in this world?

However, there is also a saying, Zifei knows the joy of fish.

I'm just looking at these things from a perspective that is not objective.

Looking at these in another way, those who walk with me with the three views are my like-minded comrades, and the three views are contrary to me, that is, the enemies who attack each other, the three views have neither the same way nor the opposition, but they also have their own moral significance, that is, friends and partners who need to cooperate.

And what my own three views have been practiced, have there been any things that have been said but not done?

There will definitely be this, but I don't want to talk about it, forget it, or even don't want to care about it.

And I don't want to care about it now, because I'm just writing, it's like drinking and bragging casually, and then after the wine wakes up, I don't take the previous bragging seriously, and the joke is just a joke.

But it seems to be written and written, and I am writing far away, and the topic should not be this, it should be what today's experience is.

............ There was a period of silence............

"Well, since the days of Chiko, almost every day, it's been like this, and it's been a difficult time again. ”

Li Qi put down the pen and grabbed his head with both hands, looking like he had a headache.

He has a headache with it, obviously there is a lot to describe, there are a lot of things to write, but when it comes to writing, he has no sense of consciousness and has lost the persistence to continue.

In the face of such a headache, Li Qi found that it was more painful than the pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow when his consciousness entered eternal darkness in that mysterious space, or when the huge spiritual power baptized him in the past.

This is a terrible torment, and the terrible thing about this torment is not the pain caused by direct injury, but the kind that when you want to complete a goal, it will appear in the process of completing this goal, making you enter a trance, your mind is blank, and you suddenly lose your passion and the strength to struggle, as if you are emptying your soul, so that your laziness spreads to the whole body, and from the bottom of your heart, you don't want to complete this goal again, you don't want to go on, because that will make you unhappy, make you unhappy.

It's just that this kind of happiness and happiness of not accomplishing the goal is the depression of the will brought about by laziness, which is not what you really want, but what this opponent who doesn't know what to describe it wants you to think is like this.

It's scary because you can't find a way to cure it, you can only try to suppress it and then control it.

"I suddenly found that the real opponent I was going to face along the way was actually not the unknown void, but the one that was close at hand, myself!"

Li Qi looked at his overexerted and white hands, and all kinds of things suddenly flashed in his heart, as if some inexplicable anger in the past, and some actions that he didn't even know what he was for, were actually controlling him like this, not other things, but himself.

But this one needs to be put in quotation marks!

Because "self" is not Li Qi's own consciousness that controls the whole body, but that kind of personality, that kind of mysterious, like a demon.

Yes!

"Maybe it's the demons. ”

Li Qi seemed to understand a little.

"Why do I keep writing a diary every day, no matter how late it is, no matter what place I am in? ”

At first, I was just confused and overwhelmed.

Now I have developed a habit because I need to write down my own experience through it, and then from my own experience of this day, I can know what is wrong and understand what is right.

It's just that the question is, why can't I write so much that I have a headache?

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