Chapter 363: Feihong's Past 4
Feihong went back, but after all, she made people, between her and Feng Wuxi, after all, there is still no fate, between each other, although there is a soul, but after all, they can't be together.
Feng Wuxian didn't know what happened to her, but he was still sad in his heart, looking at her desperate eyes, and the way he wanted to speak, his heart was as uncomfortable as being cut by a knife, but he couldn't do anything.
At the beginning, he didn't have much affection for her, and even looked at this lively and lovely girl chattering around him every day, but he finally got used to it, and gradually fell in love with her in the relationship between the two of them.
He was a little incredulous, what the hell was going on? Why did Feron suddenly change her ism?
There was no way, Feng Wuxian could only look at her with disbelief in his eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "Feihong, what happened?" Why did you change your mind? Didn't you like to be with me the most? You're looking forward to it so much, you're obviously liking me so much, why? Why did you suddenly change your mind? ”
Listening to these words, Feihong felt extremely sad, she herself didn't want that to happen, but things happened after all, and there was no way to remedy all of this.
She looked up at the sky a little helplessly, but the sky couldn't give her an answer.
Seeing that she hadn't spoken, and it seemed that she couldn't ask anything, Feng Wuxian was a little disappointed and a little regretful.
Fihong, do you know how much I like you? No matter what happens, you tell me that we are facing it together, and there is no obstacle that cannot be overcome, but why don't you tell me?
He felt that his heart was about to break, the change of Feihong was from the inside out, the original Feihong, so lively and lovely, so like to wear brightly colored clothes, but now, everything has changed, just like Feihong, after all, there is still no way to go back to the past.
After a long time, Fei Hong looked at him and said, "No trace, don't ask, I don't want to remember, it's really too painful." ”
She can only say this, Feng Fan is Feng Wuxi's nephew, and the relationship between them, she doesn't want to destroy Feng Fan's impression in Feng Wuji's heart, but what should she do?
After hearing these words, Feng Wuxian was furious in his heart, and even became more and more curious about what happened to Fei Hong's body?
After thinking of this, he tried his best to make his temper better, control his temper, and then said: "Actually, it doesn't matter, Feihong, if you don't want to say it, I won't force it, but you should know that between me and you, our future, there is still a long way to go, I will definitely make you forget those painful and unbearable pasts, all this, you should not bear it." ”
After a pause, he continued: "No matter what, I will be firmly with you and never leave. ”
As soon as she finished saying this, Feihong's tears instantly flowed out like beads with broken threads.
She has always pretended to be strong, but after all, it completely collapsed, and the whole person finally couldn't support it, and fell to the ground all of a sudden, and then she was extremely embarrassed to hold on to the table leg and slowly stood up.
Seeing this, Feng Wuxian felt even more sorry for her.
"Feihong, why are you bothered? Between me and you, we have such a good relationship, I like you so much, I really don't care about anything, I really only care about you! ”
Feihong still didn't say anything, she felt that all this was really too difficult, she didn't know how to say it, she didn't know how to face it, but in her heart, she was extremely sad.
After a long time, she looked at the person in front of her and said: "Feng Wuxi, I'm sorry, although I really like you, but, forget it, you should be, just as if you have never seen me, just when we have never met, I'm sorry to make you fall in love with me, but I'm leaving you." ”
Feng Wuxian didn't say anything, he was just sad, heartbreaking.
Obviously, the two of them have known each other for a long time, and everything has been said a long time ago, but they have changed their hexagram temporarily, and they don't even have a specific explanation.
Feng Wuxian didn't know what to say, let alone how to face it, she felt that all this was so ironic, he felt that his heart, as if it was being cut by a knife, and his heart was full of blood.
He glanced at Feihong, although he didn't say anything excessive, but he still said very sadly: "Feihong, I don't know what happened to you, since you don't want to face it with me, I won't force it, it's just that I will always wait for you, if you are tired one day and want to come back, there will always be a place for you by my side." ”
After saying this, Fei Hong nodded, then glanced at him, and left alone.
Feng Wuxian looked at her back that was gradually fading away, and his heart was full of sadness.
"Feihong, I'm sorry, but I really love you."
He could only say these irrelevant words after the person left, although it was a great loss that Feihong didn't hear these words, but there was no way, he knew that once Feihong decided on something, it would be impossible to change it.
And Feihong, after leaving him, returned home very helplessly.
Her parents and cousins have always taken special care of her, and although Feihong was very scared when something like this happened, she didn't want her family to be sad, and she didn't want them to be sad for herself, or even worried, so she chose to be silent, silent for a long time.
It's a pity that the paper can't contain the fire after all, the more silent a person is, the more it shows that he really has a problem, especially this person, who usually likes to talk to others, and suddenly doesn't speak, it's really strange.
After more than two months at home, Feihong feels that her mood is gradually improving, but recently, she always feels very uncomfortable, vomits when eating, and even sour water, and often eats a lot of things, as if she can't eat enough, and recently she likes to eat those sour foods......
She didn't know what was going on with her, and she never paid attention to it, so she classified those reactions in her body as bad eating habits.
It's a pity.
The grandmother beside her has always been the most loyal, and seeing her master so sad, the whole person has a very special feeling, like a fragile vase, to be carefully cared for.
Mama has always taken special care of her, and she is also very careful in her daily work, and suddenly found that Feihong seemed to be a little different from before, so she pretended to be casual and teased: "Girl, you seem to have been a little fat recently, I haven't seen you before, I have had any bad eating habits, why are you suddenly fat now?" And he loves sour food so much, what's the matter? ”
As soon as she said this, she noticed that something was wrong, but she never thought much about it, and still looked at Feihong.
Feihong really can't stand it, recently everyone in the family is saying that she is so fat, and her appetite has been relatively big recently, so many people feel extremely curious.
Until the early morning of that day, Feihong returned home because of some special things, as soon as she returned to the room, she vomited, her face was pale, and the whole person looked at it, that weak look, it was really frightening.
She looked at Mama and felt sad for a while, so she said with a crying voice: "Mama, you go and help me close the door, I want to rest alone, you don't have to accompany me today, after all, your little granddaughter also needs someone to take care of her." ”
Mama shook her head, although she didn't know why her girl would say such a thing, but looking at that pale face, and that pitiful face, she still couldn't give up after all.
"Girl, don't talk so much, I'll pour you some tea to moisten your throat first, and I'll go to the doctor in a while, don't worry, I'll be with you all day today, okay?"
Feihong shook her head, she didn't want anyone to know what had happened to her.
However, according to her recent reaction, she actually guessed something more or less, but after all, she still couldn't believe it, or couldn't accept it, so she was reluctant to find a doctor, and every time someone said she at home, she would find all kinds of reasons to prevaricate.
It's a pity that there are too many reasons, and things will be difficult to handle after all.
Sure enough, Mama poured some hot tea for her, and then went out to the doctor in a hurry.
It was also this time that the doctor was found, and Feihong's body was finally treated by someone.
She knew that she was mentally prepared, but after all, she was still a little bottomless and a little scared.
After the diagnosis and treatment, Feihong said to the doctor with a trembling voice: "Doctor, what's wrong with me?" ”
The doctor smiled, and then said very seriously: "It's okay, it's just that your family is also too careless, how can you let Madame sulk all the time?" It's really bad for the body, Mrs. is pregnant, so she has been sleepy recently, eating sour fruits, and a series of physical reactions are normal, but your family is too careless, how can you make pregnant women so tired and hard? ”
As soon as she finished saying this, Feihong's eyes widened directly, she didn't want to believe it at all, it was real, this was actually true.
Why?
Why did God give her a child?
Feihong is completely desperate, what now?
She had no choice, let alone a ruthless decision not to want this child, so she could only endure it silently.
Feihong looked at Mama and said weakly: "Mama, you help me to send the doctor, remember, don't let others know about this matter, okay?" ”
Mama hesitated.
In the face of such a thing, she didn't know how to be silent, if she didn't find out the culprit, this kind of thing would be really embarrassing, and she would even be humiliated and ridiculed by others, and even that day would never be peaceful.
She sent the doctor on the road, and even gave a few words, and then went back again.
It's just that now Feihong has been saying that don't tell others about these things, should she listen to it? Feihong's parents should still need to know, but Feihong didn't speak, what should I do?
Mama fell into deep thought for a while, and did not answer for a long time.
Feihong was afraid that she would change her hexagram, so she could only cough lightly twice, and even said with a crying voice: "Mama, please, I know that this matter is not a trivial matter, but if others know, then I will definitely not have good fruit to eat, Mama, you should know that this is not what I want to see, let alone what my family members want to see, so, please don't talk about this matter for the time being, okay?" ”
Mama's heart was actually very difficult, but she really didn't want her girl to suffer, so she could only spread her hands and said in a helpless tone: "Girl, I'm sorry, if it weren't for my uselessness, you wouldn't have been bullied, so, I'm sorry." ”
Feihong has been shaking her head, she has never blamed this grandma who has always been by her side, after all, she is almost like a relative to this grandma, except that the two of them are not related by blood, they are better than relatives in any other way.
It is precisely because of this that she has always trusted Mama so much and has always been so good.
Mama was a little sad and a little disappointed and said, "Girl, the roads are all walked by people, but whose child is this?" Is it wind-free? ”
Feihong shook her head.
She looked at Mama, but said in a very calm tone: "Mama, this child is not without a trace, it is mine, it belongs to me alone, except for me, this child does not belong to anyone." ”
This was said so calmly that Mama was taken aback directly, but after calming down, she would not be so impulsive.
Time passed bit by bit, Feihong's days at home were extraordinarily peaceful, but she couldn't contain the fire after all, as if she said it at the beginning, she was still pregnant after all.
Just when she was in a hurry and didn't know what to do, Feng Fan and Feng Wuxian came to the door together, both of them wanted to propose marriage, and they both said many tempting conditions.
However, people are not objects, and they will not sell themselves at will because of some rich conditions, not to mention that she will not put herself in a vulnerable position for any special reason.
The weather was fine that day, Feihong and Mama saw Feng Fan and Feng Wuxian together, she looked along the screen, her eyes were full of tears.
Mama also knows that she has always been sincere to the wind without a trace, and she has paid sincerely, but she can't stay together after all, which is the most aggrieved thing.
Feihong was helpless, but she didn't dare to tell the truth, so she could only cry secretly.
Feng Fan looked like he was determined to win, and he had already determined in his heart that Feihong was the person he would stay with forever in this life, not to mention that he also had this responsibility, not blind.
And the wind is without a trace, he, like Feihong, has a sincere heart for each other, and they both have the determination to stay together for a lifetime, but unfortunately they still can't after all, as if in this world, some things can't be done both after all.
Although he didn't know what happened during that time, he always had a very special feeling about Feihong.
Feihong looked at him, tears in her eyes, full of sadness.
Feng Wuxian thought about the bits and pieces of the two of them getting along, and tears had already flowed down.