"Kun, you...... Do you really not like me? The girl bowed her head nervously, refusing to give up, and once again confirmed with her heart.

Tong Minkun stared at her for a moment, even though he had answered ten thousand times in his heart, "I like you, I only like you from time on." However, he did not answer a word, did not shake his head, did not nod his head, but only poured tears into his heart.

It turns out that she likes him so much......

He finally got the answer that she loved him, but she was leaving, and their love seemed destined to last long.

Since fate made them fall in love, he had no choice but to choose an affectionate talk for their love......

He really couldn't be ruthless enough to make her fall deeper and deeper into this doomed relationship, and the moth to the fire.

I hope that after she loses him, she can forget him with the passage of time, and then find the person that fate has arranged for him......

At this point, under his pretended cold eyes, an imperceptible blessing flashed, and he was determined not to disturb her life again.

Tong Minkun tried to make himself more indifferent, hiding all the expressions of love for her in his eyes, "Man, if I let you misunderstand the conversation, I'm sorry ......"

Faced with the boy's sudden coldness and his such a blunt refusal, the girl was broken.

It turned out that she was really self-inflicted.

Yao Siman stood in front of Tong Minkun, bowing his head vigorously, tears falling at his feet, covering the inconspicuous and inconspicuous grass with a layer of salty water stains, swaying with a bitter gloss with the river breeze.

The girl was in tears, and a pair of immature hands trembling from crying handed a dried lavender to the boy.

"This is the lavender I planted with my own hands, and at the end of June, it finally blooms...... she said, crying.

She still didn't dare to look at him timidly, took a deep breath, and continued to choke: "Kun, don't you always want me to give you a lavender?" I air-dried them so that you could keep them for a long time. ”

Tong Minkun was silent.

He didn't think that this lavender would appear in such a situation.

What waits...... What just breathes hard will believe in miracles......

It's all a lie.

Where in the world do so many miracles come from!

At this moment, his eyes staring at the lavender were mixed with deep resentment, thick hatred, as if he had been deceived by something that made him unbearable.

"Kun, we'll be friends from now on......" The girl whispered, very uneasy.

Unexpectedly, he ignored the girl, his eyes were fierce, and suddenly snatched the lavender from her hand, turned around suddenly, and stretched out his hand, just to throw it into the river and destroy it!

However, at the last moment, he regretted it for a while, and subconsciously secretly hid it in his pants pocket while the girl was not paying attention, just making a false move and making a fake action of throwing things.

The boy realized, perhaps, that this was the last thought she had left him, and he was reluctant to throw it away, even though lavender was no longer so pure and dreamy in his heart.

And Yao Siman was taken aback by Tong Minkun's sudden scramble, and raised his eyes suspiciously, just in time to see the picture of him throwing something into the river.

She ran to his side in a panic, only to find that the lavender in his hand was gone!

"Kun, you...... Threw the lavender?! Yao Siman stared at her with a pair of red and swollen eyes, and nervously tugged at the hem of his shirt and asked.

Tong Minkun's left hand was in his pants pocket, protecting the lavender in it with all his heart, and he deliberately smiled heartlessly, "It's just a broken grass, why are you so nervous?" ”

Yao Siman was extremely disappointed, lowered his head, and a desperate gaze tightly grasped the pair of yellowed white canvas shoes he was wearing on his feet, "That's not broken grass...... Do you know why I gave you lavender? ”

"Isn't it because I always joke that you want to send me?" Tong Minkun

"Original...... You're just joking casually......" Yao Siman's heart sank to the bottom.

This time, she finally raised her head and looked him squarely, her eyes suddenly full of a kind of incomprehensible loneliness.

After a minute of silence, the girl finally chose to remain silent.

She thought: since he has already made it clear that he doesn't like her, why is she still expecting him to understand her heart......

The girl felt that she was standing in front of Tong Minkun, and suddenly became so humble and pitiful......

Tong Minkun looked at her so desperately, obviously his heart was like a knife, but he said coldly: "Man, it seems that we can't be friends anymore in the future, I'm sorry." ”

Looking at her favorite person, suddenly using such a ruthless tone to say such decisive words, Yao Siman suddenly regretted it to the extreme, she never thought that her confession would bring such an ending!

"Kun, you know that you will always be with me, you will be my friend forever, and besides, haven't you always had a secret with me? Don't you like me, can't we even be friends......"

The girl was even more heartbroken, as if she had suddenly lost her soul, and muttered one sentence after another, and finally turned around stubbornly, and without even saying goodbye to him, she dragged her long and lonely shadow reflected by the setting sun, step by step.

The young man who was left behind by her, his eyes followed the girl's figure closely, and with a stomach full of sorrow, he quietly took the lavender in his pocket between his fingers, put it under his nose and sniffed it gently.

A few seconds later, Tong Minkun lay on the grass decadently and tiredly, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, he unintentionally touched the remaining tears on the tip of the grass.

"Man, how could I not know what you meant by sending me lavender...... It's just that I know better than anyone how painful the waiting process is, and how willing I am to let you wait for me......"

"What if it's just a wait...... he whispered to himself, instantly removing his cold mask of disguise and losing all his strength.

In his heart, he knew very well that even if he had the ability to go abroad, it would be impossible for him to leave his mother, who had always been in bad health, to go to France with Yao Siman, although their mother-son relationship was not good, although he had always held a grudge against his mother.

Because, if even he leaves her, she really has no one to take care of.

Tong Minkun thought bitterly: If there is one person between the two who has to stay in place and wait, he will continue to wait alone.

Anyway, I've been waiting for so many years and getting used to it.

Perhaps, after many years, she returned from France and settled down......

When the time comes, if she happens to be unmarried, then he must give her that picture and tell her the truth about everything!

Thinking like this, deep in his heart, a faint flame of hope was rekindled.

At this time, he was full of determination, and he really thought that he could wait for her for the rest of his life, and he would not marry her.

As everyone knows, many years later, when he couldn't wait for her return, when he had to help himself, he realized how ridiculous he was at that time.

It's all because he was young and frivolous, unable to predict the future, and couldn't see the truth clearly.

Many years later, when he recalled what happened between them again, he always regretted it countless times.

If he had known that she was going to France, he should not have approached her and made her fall in love with him.

If time could be repeated, he would never let her break her heart for him by the river......

Later, Tong Minkun's test score did not reach the admission score line of No. 11 Middle School, so he had to study the second choice he filled in, Fifteen Zheng

Later, he moved away from her neighborhood.

For the next two years, he never looked for her again......

At this moment, Tong Minkun was lying on the bed weakly, closing the curtain of memories faintly, pulling his distant thoughts back to the present, and a pair of empty eyes finally gradually found the focus of his gaze.

Since losing Yao Siman, he has become a trapped beast imprisoned in the dark and unable to see the light.

The young man reached out and took out the old photo hidden under the pillow, put it in front of his eyes, and stared at the sweet girl in the photo with a vicissitudes of life and deep gaze: Man, this time, don't fall in love with me again, you must be happy......

Unexpectedly, in the middle of the night, outside the door of his bedroom, there was a strange rustling sound, interrupting his sadness.