Chapter 692: Circulation
It rained for a day and a night.
Obviously, I wanted to know the answer, but I didn't know why, but Qian Jiangyue was not in a hurry at all.
It seems that he has lost the motivation to chase the truth.
Otherwise, forget it......
The thought flashed through his mind from time to time, but he couldn't let go of the doubt that caught his attention.
Although there was not enough evidence, Qian Jiangyue firmly believed that in those two seconds, she had missed something.
The monitor speakers were delivered to Qianjiangyue's door the next day.
After plugging in the power and getting everything done, Qian Jiangyue closed the door and pulled down the curtains.
The recording had been transferred to his computer, and he clicked the button to start playing.
Compared to the dozens of previous plays, the sound this time is much, much clearer.
"It's ...... The sound of a horn? Qian Jiangyue noticed the background sound that she hadn't heard before.
The sound is very slight, like a deliberately vague background sound in English listening, and it is very difficult to hear clearly.
Soon, the recording played to the second of the pause.
Because she didn't speak, Qian Jiangyue heard Lian Banxue's breathing, which was relatively weak, but she was still able to determine this.
After that, two seconds passed, and after the rest of the sentence was finished, the recording ended.
Qian Jiangyue was not discouraged and pressed to replay.
This time, he set the AB two-point loop to play.
"When was it recorded? Why don't I have a little impression? Qianjiangyue asked.
He was asking himself.
But he didn't expect to be able to give an answer, he did so just to test a different direction of thinking.
In his own impression, Lian Banxue was not a person who would do such a thing, and if she wanted to achieve the same goal, she had a better way, at least for her, leaving a posthumous recording was definitely not an efficient way.
Just say no?
It's been ten times, and Qian Jiangyue still hasn't heard a noteworthy voice.
At some point, he found Nanyuan standing behind him.
"Still not at ease? Why do you suspect the motives of others whenever they show favor to you? Nan Yuan's voice was gentle, and his hand rested on Qian Jiangyue's shoulder.
Eleven times.
No, no, no, no, no......
Qian Jiangyue thought to herself.
He ignored Nanyuan, he needed to concentrate his attention.
But the more this is the case, the clearer the image of Nanyuan becomes in his feelings.
"Physiologically, you're no different from a normal person, so why don't you try to fit in with someone else's life? Dinner parties, games, anything that relaxes you, you can try it. ”
"Not everything has a purpose, at least not to live itself without a purpose to sustain it, does it? Just like the law can't bind the dead. ”
"Your sense of urgency, your anxiety can't be eliminated by staying away from death, because you live in this world, that's why you have these feelings, so why can't you take it easy?"
"When you die, you have nothing, you can't always stare at the dark side, then you can't go on with life at all."
Sixteenth time.
It was still playing repeatedly, and at this time, Qian Jiangyue's ears had already adapted to the noise coming from the stereo, which was like the sound of rain last night, which made his heart feel very peaceful.
White noise.
Nanyuan no longer persuaded, and he leaned against the wall.
Qian Jiangyue turned around, and her eyes changed a little.
"If I can't get the answer I want under the existing conditions, is it because the conditions given are inherently wrong?"
"This is obvious, because of my own peculiarities, I can only use a special approach."
"From the moment you appeared, you kept hinting at one thing, and that was that you belonged to me."
"You've always told me you're controlled by me, but in reality? The so-called control is the behavior of the subconscious. ”
"Since it's subconscious, there are definitely situations that I can't know, just like I can't grab my hair and lift myself up, as long as there is no external intervention, I will never be able to discover those situations that I can't know."
"Is that so? Nanyuan? ”
Unlike usual, this time, Qian Jiangyue directly said her words.
The two looked at each other, and the two sides continued like this, and after half a minute, the two sides still did not back down.
After a minute, Nanyuan lowered his head and smiled, "Nanyuan, you didn't choose a name for me until that situation, it's a funny thing, isn't it?" ”
"It's useless for you to tell me, I rely on you to exist, all the information I know is the information in your mind, this can't be changed, after all, I can't exist without relying on matter."
Speaking of which, Nanyuan set his eyes on the speaker.
"What did you just say?" Qian Jiangyue suddenly raised her voice.
"What?" Nanyuan blinked.
"You say all the information you know is the information in my head, why do you say that? Isn't it okay to just say that all the information you know is the information I know? Why is it deliberately staggered? You should know that my mind doesn't just represent me, otherwise you wouldn't be in my sight. ”
Qian Jiangyue stood up, and he walked in front of Nanyuan.
"You're too sensitive." Nanyuan had a smile in his eyes.
"A lot of people have said that about me, and most of them didn't leave a whole corpse." Qian Jiangyue replied.
"I don't have a body...... Forget it, don't laugh, I'm serious, it's just that my words weren't so rigorous, if you strongly ask, I can answer you with very rigorous content in the future. Nan Yuan chuckled, "Of course, I just said that I would do it, as for whether I can do it or not, that's another matter, you know, any language needs to be contextualized to judge its meaning, otherwise misunderstandings will occur." ”
"You're misunderstanding me like that." Nan Yuan spread his hands.
Hearing these words, Qian Jiangyue sneered, and he looked up at the ceiling, "All along, I thought I was in good control. Is that really the case? What if I'm already terminally ill? What if I'm already crazy, but I don't know? ”
"Haha, how is that possible?" Nan Yuan put on a 'don't tease me' expression.
But Qian Jiangyue didn't smile, "Isn't it strange? I have been to the psychiatric hospital many times, and I have seen the relevant tests, even if it is a normal person, as long as there is a certificate from the hospital, the psychiatric hospital cannot tell whether the normal person is really mentally ill, and conversely, the mentally ill also have many daily behaviors that are no different from normal people. ”
"They are perfectly able to adapt to everyday life, and precisely because they are able to adapt to everyday life, they are not considered mentally ill." Speaking of this, Qian Jiangyue sat on the chair again, "Having said so much, in fact, I just took my previous conjecture out of the memory palace again." ”
Nan Yuan looked at Qian Jiangyue, he opened his mouth, and stopped talking.
"So, the question now is, how many personalities do I have?" At this moment, Qian Jiangyue's expression became extremely cold.