Chapter 246: Loving You is Hard to Open in My Heart

The person on the hospital bed woke up slowly, and Cheng Yixin slowly opened her eyes, only to feel that everything seemed to be a dream.

The night of thunderstorms, the extremely dim room, and the hideous Zhu Yao...... It's all gone.

She distinctly felt that something had left her body, and the feeling of mother-son bonding was gone, replaced by endless sourness and pain......

Cheng Yixin didn't know what was wrong with her.

She is obviously very painful now, the collapse of losing her child, and the grievance of being kidnapped, these emotions are contained in her heart, but she can't even cry.

She only felt that her breathing had become unsmooth, she couldn't lift her breath at all, and her chest cavity seemed to be blocked by something, full of bitterness and pain.

But fortunately, this situation didn't last long, and Han Zichen pushed the door in, with the same sad expression on his face.

None of them spoke first, staring at each other quietly, as if this was the end.

The tears that had been held back for a long time flowed down the corners of her eyes, Cheng Yixin bit her lip tightly, trying not to let herself cry, this was her first child, and it was in Zhu Yao's hands.

Her pale and feeble appearance stung Han Zichen's eyes. "Yixin, I'm sorry......"

He can't seem to say anything more than he's sorry.

It's all his fault, it's that he didn't protect his lover, even Zhu Yao came at him, and Yixin was injured because of himself.

Han Zichen couldn't wait to give himself two punches, they went through a lot of hardships to be together, and finally got a baby, but it was gone because of his carelessness.

How does this make him face Yixin and plan for their future?

Similarly, Cheng Yixin's inner emotions are also complicated. She is sadder than anyone else without the child, but more than this, is the self-blame for not trying her best to protect, and the complaint against Han Zichen.

After a long time, she said softly: "Child, is there no ......" with some hope in her tone.

Han Zichen nodded invisibly, and opened his mouth apologetically: "I'm sorry Yixin, it's all my fault, it's me who didn't protect our children......"

Many speculations are not as cruel as what she heard with her own ears, Cheng Yixin's eyebrows and eyes were completely drooping, the water vapor under her eyes was dissipating, as if she was in an ice cellar, and her mind was also buzzing, not knowing how to react.

At this time, Han Zichen leaned over and hugged her, raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said softly: "It's all my fault, don't cry, okay baby?" The doctor said that you must take care of your body now, and when you are well, we will have another child, okay? ”

Having said that, Han Zichen clenched his fists where she couldn't see, and he would definitely get it back.

Cheng Yixin, who was surrounded by him, had an indifferent face, couldn't stir up any ripples in her heart, and even wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes extremely indifferently.

It turned out that she was crying, and I thought she couldn't shed tears.

The corners of his mouth hooked a self-deprecating smile, and he said: "What do you want the child to do again, and let your enemies kidnap you?" "Good net

This is definitely not her normal tone, Han Zichen's body stiffened for a moment, let go of the person in his arms, looked directly into the corner of her eyes and said: "I'm sorry Yixin, I didn't expect such a thing to happen, you blame me, you blame me, okay?" ”

If you want to talk about pain, Han Zichen is definitely no less than Cheng Yixin, but at this moment he has to pretend to be calmer, after all, apart from him, Yixin has no one to rely on.

Cheng Yixin pushed him away and said sarcastically: "Han Zichen, you are really indifferent, your child was killed by others, and you can still clear up the relationship so calmly...... Count me wrong! ”

Anger is at its peak, and everyone becomes unspeakable.

Han Zichen's heart was hurt, he wanted to explain, but he was interrupted by Cheng Yixin in the next second. "Don't be pretending anymore, I know what you've done."

Cheng Yixin said with tears in her eyes, even if she usually pretends not to care anymore, she can't help but turn over the old accounts at the moment. She admitted that what Liang Yuwei said had an effect, and the intimate photo of the two in the parking lot really stimulated her, and she can't let go of it until now.

"What happened to you and Liang Yuwei that day?"

She asked thoughtlessly, but Han Zichen still understood. The only time he had an accidental close contact with Liang Yuwei was in the parking lot, he thought it was an accident, but it seemed to be deliberately planned, and Liang Yuwei actually deliberately mentioned it in front of Yixin.

"Yixin, I ......" He was halfway through his words, but he felt like someone had grabbed his throat and couldn't say it anymore.

This is...... Han Zichen frowned, could it be that the plot worked again, so he had no way to explain it? This is a deliberate attempt to play tricks on him!

Cheng Yixin, who didn't know the inside story, was completely cold, it turned out that she had waited for so many days, and it was all empty. It's not that he forgot to explain, it's that he didn't think to explain at all, or maybe he couldn't argue because that's the truth.

I think it's also their relationship that has come to an end, so they have become so painless with each other, this may be providence, without the support of feelings, what can they do with this child? It's better to let each other go and find happiness separately.

Han Zichen watched the light in her eyes fade little by little, and couldn't help but start to cramp in her heart, the truth was not what she thought at all, he loved her and their children, but now, he couldn't say a word.

"You go out, I want to be alone."

Cheng Yixin lowered her eyes, didn't see his heart-like eyes, turned around after saying this, and fell asleep with her back to him.

No matter how much you ask, it's in vain.

Han Zichen looked at her back weakly, and somehow, the two of them suddenly became like this, as if they could no longer find their previous happiness.

His eyes began to sour, and he hurriedly dropped the sentence "You remember to rest well", and left the room as if he were fleeing, leaning against the wall, and pinching his eyebrows weakly.

All these actions are enough to explain the result, Cheng Yixin exhaled softly, she can finally end her groundless suspicion these days, of course...... Their relationship is also coming to an end.

Clearly recognizing this result, Cheng Yixin didn't even dare to look back, put her head in the quilt, and cried silently.

Outside the window, the sky was overcast again, and the dark clouds spread across the sky like mountains, making people breathless.

And Han Zichen was standing in front of the hospital bed, looking at the trembling sheets with red eyes, and suddenly felt that his heart seemed to be empty.

It took him a long time before he turned away, and it was hard to love you in his heart, probably that's it.